Atasha's POVConrad looked at me intently then after a while he stood up straight and looked at me directly in the eyes."Help me win their hearts Atasha. I want to be close to my children," he said almost begging.I looked at him intently and then nod my head."Spend more time with them and be patient. They needed time to adjust. This whole situation confuses them. They thought you were dead but here you are alive but can't remember anything. I am not blaming you for that I understand your situation but please understand our kids as well why they are feeling that way," I explained. Conrad smiled a little then nod his head telling me that he understands what I am saying."I will do my best to be close to our kids Atasha, don't worry," he said and that made me smile.Conrad might not remember me or the things that he did just so I can keep the twins but I know his heart recognizes the twins and he will be a good father like how he was before the twins were even born.I can still vividl
Atasha's POVI headed towards the kitchen while Conrad stepped out of the house to take the call.Sebastian already left, he said goodbye through text. I felt bad for leaving him in the kitchen and I even forgot to bid goodbye so I invited him to have breakfast here tomorrow.I settled in the kitchen and took a bottle of tequila.I am busy drinking by myself and after a few shots, I can already feel the alcohol rushing through my veins.After a while, I saw Conrad set his feet inside the kitchen."You're leaving?" I asked. Conrad looked at me then his eyes shifted to the bottle that I am holding."Why are you drinking?" he asked not answering my question.I simply smiled at him and then pour another shot."Liquor helped me fall asleep," I reasoned.He let out a deep breath and then steal the tequila from my hold."You've had enough, you should sleep," he said in a baritone and authoritative voice.He sounded like the old Conrad. A strict and ruthless Conrad."You sounded like him," I
Conrad's POVI stared at Atasha's face intently and as tears fell from her eyes I felt like I am being stabbed in the chest thousand times.It pains me to see her cry.My mind might not remember the things we have shared but my heart seems to recognize her.I take a step closer and wiped the tears from her face.I looked at her directly in the eyes. I saw pain and longing as I looked at her intently.I pulled Atasha into a tight hug and caressed her back as I try to calm her down."I'm sorry," I whispered. I don't know why I am apologizing but it sounded right."I'm sorry," I repeated as I hug her even tighter.After a while, she broke off the hug and lift her face.Atasha stood up without breaking off the stare.I froze when she encircled her arms on my nape and moved her face closer to mine."Just this once," she said and without any warning she claimed my lips.I froze but after a while, I started responding to her kisses.I felt heat rushing through my body until I can no longer t
Atasha's POVI woke the next morning with my head pounding.I massaged my temple and upon doing that I had a flashback of what happened last night.Guilt filled me but I didn't feel any ounce of regret because that is what I wanted even though it means wrong.I get off from bed and headed towards the kitchen to get a glass of water but I stopped when I saw Conrad feeding the kids."You're still here," I said and when he heard my voice he looked at me and then smiled."You were pretty wasted last night so I assume you will be up late so I decided to cook breakfast," he explained.I simply nod my head then headed towards the refrigerator and took some cold water.I drink the whole glass of water in one breath."Are you okay Mom?" Alisa asked so I looked at her and smiled then nod my head."I'm fine baby," I said then occupied the seat beside her."Do you have a problem, Mom?" Asher asked so I looked at him and shook my head."No Asher, Mommy's fine," I assured him but Asher looked at me
Conrad's POVAt exactly 9 AM I left Quinn's house and headed towards my condo unit where Veronica is waiting for me.Upon opening the door I saw Veronica patiently waiting at the couch.I walked towards her and kissed her on the cheeks."I'm sorry," I apologized. I can hear guilt in my tone not because I didn't come home last night but because I did something that would wreck her."For what?" she bravely asked and I already knew that she knows something happened.I can't hide something from Veronica, I already know that."Something happened between me and Atasha," I confessed and I can't look at her directly in the eyes so I bowed my head."Did you like it?" she asked in a tone filled with pain.I swallowed hard then lift my head and stared at her face."I'm sorry," I uttered and upon saying those words tears fell from her eyes.I immediately pulled her into a tight hug.Veronica keep on punching my chest but I didn't stop her. I allowed her to hit me because I deserve those punches.
Conrad's POVI hugged Veronica until she calms down.When her sobs subsided I bravely face her and upon looking into her eyes I already knew what I wanted but I don't dare to say it."Do you still love Atasha, Conrad?" she asked while looking me directly in the eyes.My heart said yes to that question but my mind keep telling me that I love Veronica and I should stay on her side because that is the right thing to do."I..." I can't finish my sentence. I am afraid that if I gave my answer now I will regret it later on."You still love her," that wasn't a question but a statement like she already figured out the thing I am confused about.I reached for Veronica's hand but she hid it on her back refusing to be touched by me."Did you ever love me or you are just convincing yourself that you love me because I am the one who stayed on your side when the world turns its back on you?" she asked and I can feel pain in her tone."Do you love me or do you just love me because I love you?" she a
Conrad's POVMy body went cold after the call.After my call with Atasha, my phone rang again and upon answering the call I heard an unfamiliar voice."Hello, how are you related to Veronica Reev?" an unfamiliar voice asked."I am her..." I paused for a second having no idea how to answer that question because I felt like the moment I let her walk out of that door I already lose my place in her life."Boyfriend," I added otherwise."Her body had been found, we are currently headed to the nearest hospital, we will send you the address Sir," after that, the call ended so I immediately grabbed my keys and stepped out of my unit.When I reached the parking lot I immediately stepped inside my car and drove away.I headed towards the address that they sent and upon arriving at the Hudson Hospital I immediately asked for Veronica's information.They told me that she was brought to the emergency room so I run and headed there.I roamed my eyes around and my body went cold when I saw Veronica
Atasha's POVI saw relief in Conrad's eyes when Veronica's heart started beating again.Tears fell from my eyes while watching the monitor and seeing Conrad happy.I watched him walk towards Veronica's bed. He held her hands and softly caressed them.I saw in my peripheral vision that Sebastian is looking at me so I turned my head to him and simply nod.Sebastian talked to Conrad first for a few minutes before walking towards me. "How is she?" I asked the moment he reached me."We still have to monitor her condition. If she didn't wake up within 24 hours there is a possibility that she will fall into a coma," he said. I felt heaviness in my chest when I heard that but I still believe that Veronica can make it."She will wake up," I said filled with hope.Sebastian let out a deep breath and then nod his head."I am hoping she will," he said then tapped my shoulder before walking away.The hospital is too busy so even though I can see on his face that he wanted to stay he chose to leav