Atasha's POV
Confusion was written on my face when some random woman entered the room."Hi," she greeted me with her lively voice but I didn't bother to greet her back. She is wearing a black leather jacket and I must admit that she is undeniably gorgeous. Her red hair made her look sexy and it heightened her features."I'm Veronica Reeve," she introduced herself."I brought you clothes," she uttered then raised the paper bag that she is holding."T-Thank you," I responded then swallowed hard when she slowly walked towards my bed."Don't worry I'm harmless," she uttered with a soft chuckle. Veronica sat on the edge of my bed and then put the paper bags down."Conrad must have scared you, that asshole," she uttered then gave me a genuine smile. Veronica looks friendly and her aura screams warmth but I can't trust her because she is just like Conrad."Can you help me?" I asked hopeful that maybe she will help me escape this hell.Veronica just let out a soft laugh."You can't escape Atasha. This will be your new life whether you like it or not," she responded as if she can read my mind."You know me?" I asked with curiosity laced in my voice."Everyone in the organization knows about your existence," she uttered which made my forehead crease. They keep on mentioning the word 'organization' but up until now, I am still clueless about it."What organization?" I asked."The organization built by Sawyer's and Quinn's," my eyebrows furrowed upon hearing my family's surname."Quinn is just a simple citizen you must be mistaken Veronica," I kept on insisting even though her words makes sense."Quinn's are one of the most popular clans in Europe Atasha. Your father must have hidden it from you but your clan owns the biggest gun industry in Europe. To maintain your power and to help your business grow even more Quinn decided to build an organization along with the Sawyer who shared the same desire." she explained."How can I get out?" I asked because maybe there is another way to escape."Death," Veronica responded without any hesitation then after that she stood up and looked at me intently."Nice meeting you Atasha, welcome to hell," she added then after that she stepped out of the room and leave me alone.I let out a deep breath and then played with my fingers. I can't come up with any plan. I want to call my friends but I don't have a phone with me right now besides I am afraid that if they get involved their life will be put at risk.I lay on the bed when I felt like my head is about to explode. I covered myself with a blanket and then forced myself to sleep without even cleaning myself.I don't know how long I had been asleep but I woke up with a heavy head. Maybe because of too much crying yesterday. I get out of my bed and then stepped out of the room."Shit I have an important operation," I cursed when I remember that I have a scheduled brain surgery this week and I have to run different examinations for my patient.I immediately roam the whole place to find Conrad and upon reaching the kitchen his broad back welcomed me.I saw large scars behind his back. Some were from bullets some were from the knives cut."You need anything?" he asked without even looking at me. He is busy cooking something and didn't even bother to give me his attention."I need to go to work," I told him but he didn't answer."I need my life back!" I firmly uttered but still no response."I need to see my father! I needed to go to work!" I told him but he ignored me like he always does."Do you think I will allow you to control me? I will escape this fucking hell!" I shouted but it looks like I am talking to a stone because he didn't even bother to utter a single word."We will attend a party at 7 pm, Veronica will help you pick your dress," he uttered completely ignoring what I am saying."I won't attend. I refuse to attend," I responded firmly. Conrad turned around and when I saw his cold gazes my body froze in place and fear crept into my system again."You don't have any choice," he responded then walked passed by me and started fixing the table.When my eyes landed on the kitchen knives I took the chance to take one and placed it a few inches from my neck."I'll kill myself then," I threatened with my hands shaking. I felt the cold knife touching my neck and after a while, I felt the knife slowly digging into my skin but not enough to cut the veins.Conrad faced me then his eyes landed on the knife that I am holding. I stepped backward when he started walking towards me after a while I felt my back touching the edge of the kitchen counter.I breathed heavily when Conrad held my hand that holds the sharp knife."How deep do you plan to cut yourself?" he asked then I felt him putting pressure on my hand which caused the knife to dig even deeper.Tears fell from my eyes when I felt the sting but I tried to act bravely. After a while, my hold loosened when I can no longer stand the pain.Conrad let go of my hand when he felt my hand loosens and after that, the knife fell on the floor. I felt blood dripping down my neck so I immediately covered it with my hand and put some pressure to stop the bleeding."You are evil," I firmly uttered while giving him a death glare."That is why you shouldn't provoke me," he responded and fought the intensity of the stare that I am giving.I breathed heavily then closed my fists tightly without taking my eyes off of him."If you behave I might consider letting you go back to your work," he spoke."Can I visit my father as well?" I asked. Conrad stared at my face then after a while he responded."I will think about that," he responded. I gritted my teeth and I was about to walk out when Veronica stepped inside the kitchen."Whoa, what is happening here?" she asked then looked at me and Conrad. When her eyes landed on my neck she held my hand and forcefully removed it from my neck."You're bleeding," she uttered but she didn't look shocked at all as if she is already used to seeing blood well what would I expect to a Mafia? Killing is not a big deal to them."Shit!" I cursed when Veronica pressed my wound."It's not a deep cut," she announced. I looked at her and glare but she didn't care at all.She walked towards Conrad's cabinet and took out a first aid kit."I'll clean your wound," she offered."I'm a doctor I can handle myself," I rudely responded. Veronica shrugged her shoulder and then handed the first aid kid to me."I'm sorry for offending you Dr. Quinn," she responded with sarcasm. I forcefully took the first aid kit in her hand."Your fiancé is a tough cookie," she commented but I ignored her and proceeded on walking towards the living room.I sat on the couch and then opened the kit. I took out the cotton and alcohol to clean my wounds. I bit my lower lip when it started to sting. I took deep breaths and then continued cleaning my wounds.I can't see my wounds so I am not sure if I have cleaned all parts. I am about to put some bandages when someone took the cotton on my hands.Upon looking at the person's face I saw Conrad. He sat beside me then held my chin and raised it to see my wound.He started pressing the cotton with alcohol on my wound which made me whimper in pain."Ouch," I complained when he pressed it too hard.After a while, I felt him blowing hot air on it which made my heart beat erratically. I swallowed hard when he continued blowing air while pressing the cotton on my wounds.I closed my fists tightly to fight the tension that I am feeling.After a while, he covered my cut with the bandage, and when he is done he let go of my chin.When our face level I held my breath because one wrong move and our lips would touch. I swallowed hard when I felt his hot breathing.I looked at his dark eyes and he did the same. We are staring at each other intensely."Breakfast is ready!" I heard Veronica's shout so I used that as a chance to push Conrad away. I immediately stood up and then walked towards the kitchen.I heard Conrad's footsteps following me but I ignored him and decided to sit at the dining table. I whispered a curse when he sat across me.Veronica started placing the food on the table but in my peripheral vision, I can feel Conrad's stare as if he is reading my soul.I felt uncomfortable with the way he looks but I can't do anything about it."You're not that bad Atasha," he uttered so I raised my head with a creased forehead and when our eyes met he smiled for the first time since I met him, he smiled not in an evil way but a genuine smile.Atasha's POVI spent my whole day inside Conrad's room watching the sun goes down.I am tired of thinking of ways to escape this place because I know he will end up finding me.I let out a deep breath when I heard knocks on the door after a while the door swung open and it revealed Veronica wearing a red long gown with a plunging neckline."I will help you get ready," she uttered then smiled at me."Do I have to attend that party?" I asked while she is busy hanging a long blue gown.Veronica looked at me and then nod her head."Tonight Conrad will introduce you as his fiance so you have to be there Atasha," she responded then walked towards me.She held my shoulder and then made me face her."You have beautiful features, soft makeup will do," she says.I watched her as she pick up her make-up kit and stand in front of me once again.Veronica started applying foundation on my face and I just let her do whatever she wants since I am too tired to argue with her.After spending half an ho
Conrad's POV I saw Atasha's eyebrows furrowed when her mother was mentioned. "Do you know my mother?" she asked with confusion written on her face.Mr Lim smiled and then nod his head."Of course who wouldn't know her when your father sacrifice everything just to be with that woman," Mr Lim responded followed by a chuckle.I can tell that Atasha wants to ask more questions but she chose not to, instead, she let out a deep breath and then smiled at Mr Lim."I guess my father loves my mother so much that's why" she responded."That's why he sold you off just to be with your Mom," Mr Lim added. I felt Atasha's fist tightly clenched so I held it firmly giving her a signal to calm herself.Atasha looks at me and then let out a deep breath before facing Mr Lim once again."I'll just use the restroom," she uttered excusing herself.When Atasha is gone I faced Mr Lim."What happened to her mother?" I asked but Mr Lim shook his head."She died," he responded like it was nothing."How did Leo
Atasha's POVI stared at his face wondering how should I respond when my mind is blank."Why are you asking me when I don't get to decide for myself in the first place?" I asked which made him laugh.Conrad stood up straight then placed his hand inside his pocket and looked at me intently."I'm giving you a choice now. I am being generous tonight Atasha," he says without breaking off the gaze."Will you accept this world and discover the truth behind your mother's death or you will walk away and get back to your old life?" he asked and he sounded so serious.I want to choose the latter but I hear voices in my head pushing me to stay in this dark and cruel world to know the truth because I know even though I get back to my peaceful and planned life, things will never be the same again."I will stay in this place," I firmly responded which made him smile and nod his head."Your training will start tomorrow. You chose this life Atasha remember that" he uttered then left me in the room fu
Conrad's POV The whole ride on the way home was awfully quiet and I am fine with that, I am used to this kind of silence anyway.When I reached my unit I punched the code and stepped inside and I felt Atasha following me.I headed towards the living and sat on the couch. I unbuttoned my polo shirt slightly revealing my chest then leaned on the couch.I saw Atasha headed towards her room and I watched her as she stepped inside.When Atasha is out of my sight I reached for the remote and open the TV. While I am in the middle of distracting myself I felt my phone vibrate against my pocket and upon looking at my phone screen I saw my father's name so I let out a deep breath and then answered the call."Meet me at 8 in the evening, I will send you the address of the restaurant, bring Atasha with you," he uttered and after that, he dropped the call not letting me speak.After that call, I continued watching the show and when it was already four in the afternoon I stood up and walked towards
Atasha's POVI can feel anger rushing through my body. I want to shout and release the frustration that I have inside."When can I see my father?" I asked instead of eating the food served at our table.Anthony, Conrad's father looked at me intently."You can see him tonight if you want," he uttered then sliced the steak and took a bite."Dad," Conrad butted in as if he is against his father's idea."I talked to Thomas and he has no plan on running away so don't worry son," he assured then smiled at Conrad. I looked at Conrad and when he looked at me, I immediately look away."When do you plan to start your wedding preparation?" Anthony changed the topic.Sofia Sawyer, Conrad's mother held my hand so I looked at her side. She is smiling at me."I will introduce you to my favourite designer Atasha I am sure you will like her designs," she uttered and she sounded all excited. I forced a smile and then nod my head."Wedding preparation is stressful but you don't have to worry because I w
Conrad's POVI stared at her face intently. One wrong move and our lips would touch so I stay still."No," I firmly uttered then using my index finger I pushed her head away from me.Atasha rolled her eyes, fix her posture and stood up straight with her arms wrapped around her chest."Will get married in a few weeks stop rushing everything and just behave yourself," I firmly uttered then turned around and continued walking until I reached the living room.I thought I can finally have my rest not until I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.I took my phone out and upon looking at the screen I saw Veronica's name.I answered the call and put the phone on my ear."What is it?" I asked."Guns and some explosive weapons had been transported," Veronica responded."I'll be there in a few," I uttered then dropped the call and stand up but the moment I turned around I saw Atasha standing in front of me."May I come with you?" she asked. "Why?" I asked while looking at her intently.Atasha let
Atasha's POVConrad's looked at me blankly then after a while, he shook his head."I feel satisfied Atasha," he responded while looking into my eyes directly."You're evil," I uttered with disgust in my voice."I was raised that way," he responded firmly then after a while he let out a deep breath."That doesn't justify your actions, Conrad," I responded but he just smiled."I am not justifying my heinous acts Atasha all I am saying is you can't change me," he firmly uttered then turned around and stepped inside his unit.I watched his back and after that, I forced myself to walk inside his place.I walked towards my room and chose to ignore him rather than have another argument. I don't want to waste my time arguing with him. I have seen too much today.I thought I am brave enough to face his world but it turns out that I was wrong.I lay on my bed and then stare at the ceiling after a while I felt my eyelids getting heavy.I don't know what exact time did I fall asleep but I woke up
Conrad's POVWhen realization hits me I immediately fix my composure and when our eyes met I let out a deep breath."Pretend as if nothing happened," I uttered then passed by her but before I could fully walk away Atasha held my hand."Why are so afraid to be weak?" she asked while looking at me with her eyebrows furrowed."If you were in my shoes you won't ask that question," I responded then forcefully removed her hand."You are a human Conrad you should recognize your emotions," she uttered but I ignored her and headed towards my room.I lay on my bed and then stared at the ceiling.I let out a deep breath and after a while, I felt my eyelids getting heavy.Everything became dark and after a while, I heard his voice.I heard Ethan's voice.A smile appeared on my lips when I saw him running towards me."Conrad," he called my name with a smile plastered on his lips but in a snap, he fell on the ground bathed with his blood.My smile slowly disappears while looking at my brother lying
Atasha's POVI always dream of this moment.To walk down the aisle while the man that I love is waiting for me.When I met Conrad that dream shattered.The wedding that I imagined to have vanished into thin air because I was forced to marry him without any romantic feelings attached.When I met him I felt like my life already ended. The dreams that I had were gone but little did I know, that meeting Conrad would leave me to a better life. More than the life that I have asked to have.Tears fell on my cheeks as I walked down the aisle while my eyes were fixated on him.He's crying too but there's a huge smile plastered on his face.He's crying out of happiness I can tell.When I finally reached the end of the aisle Dad gave my hand to Conrad."You look beautiful Love," he whispered as he guided me to the altar. We faced the priest together with a smile plastered on our faces.We listened to the lecture and the whole time I was listening to the words of God I felt my heart lightened.W
Atasha's POVAfter sending the kids to school, Conrad drove me to the hospital and before I stepped out of his car I stared at his face with a smile plastered on my lips."Good luck with your presentation Love," He smiled at me and reached for my hand. He planted a soft kiss on it and stared at my eyes intently."Thank you Love. I'll do good, I'll make you and the twins proud,"I squeezed his hand and shook my head. "You already made us proud, you don't have to prove yourself to us just do your best,"I saw how his lips stretched for a wide smile and it warms my heart to see worry slowly leaving his face. "I don't know what I would do without you Atasha," he whispered as he pulled me into a tight hug.We were having an intimate moment when a knock on the car window interrupted us.Upon turning my head I saw Grace's face on the window, trying to see what was inside."Your friend is so nosy," Conrad jokingly commented which made me smile."She is," I replied agreeing to what he said.I
Atasha's POVWe spent a few hours at the water, and when the sun became scorching hot, we decided to head back to our cottage and take a rest.Conrad and I prepared our lunch together.We opted to grill some meat for our meal, and once we were done, we settled around a small table, enjoying the breathtaking view."I wish we could have stayed here forever," Alison commented, which brought laughter from all of us."Can we build a small house here, Mom?" Asher asked, his unspoken desire evident. I knew he loved it here as well."Your Dad and I will discuss it," I replied, glancing at Conrad. As our eyes met, he smiled warmly at me."I'll start saving money for your dream beach house," he proclaimed, eliciting smiles from the kids."I want my room to be all pink, Dad. I'll make curtains out of shells. It'll be so cute," Alison chimed in, her excitement evident as she talk about her dream room.Conrad smiled at Alison and nodded."We'll make that happen," he assured her.After our satisfyi
Conrad's POVI woke up at four in the morning and quickly took a shower. When I stepped out of the bathroom, Atasha was already awake, rubbing her eyes as if she had just woken up."Good morning," I greeted her.Atasha's gaze wasn't fixed on my face but on my body. A smirk spread across my lips as I walked towards her. She seemed frozen in place.I stopped in front of her and held her chin, making our eyes meet."Eyes up here, love," I said, noticing the embarrassment on her face. She slapped my hand away and pushed me aside before getting up.She was about to walk towards the bathroom, probably to escape from me, but I held her hand to stop her and hugged her from behind.Atasha stayed still as I hugged her tightly."Conrad, I can feel something," she said, making me laugh.Atasha turned around and looked directly into my eyes."Sorry, it's morning," I apologized.Atasha looked at me intently, then lowered her gaze, and I felt a bit embarrassed when I saw her eyes fixed on my member.
Atasha's POVWhen the kids disappeared from our sight, Conrad let out a deep sigh, and I gently caressed his shoulder to ease the heaviness he felt inside.Conrad looked at me, and I smiled back at him."I'll sleep here," he said."Okay," I replied, as he always sleeps here anyway."I'll just get a few things from my unit," he added, and I nodded, walking him out of the house.I watched him step inside his car. Before driving away, he rolled down his window and looked at me."I'll be back, love. I love you," he said, and I couldn't help but smile upon hearing those words."Drive safely. I love you," I reminded him, and his smile grew wider as he nodded at me before driving away.A huge smile remained on my lips as I watched Conrad's car slowly disappear from my view.I was so focused on his car that I didn't notice Grace standing by my side.She elbowed me, causing me to flinch."Shit, you scared me!" I blurted out, holding my chest in shock at her sudden appearance."What's with the
Conrad's POVWe settled around the table, trying to create a sense of togetherness. However, my attempts to catch the kids' attention were in vain—they kept avoiding me, refusing to even make eye contact. "Your pasta tastes good, Conrad," Dad commented, bringing a smile to my face."Thank you, Dad," I replied, then turned my gaze towards the twins."After we finish eating, would you like to watch a movie?" I asked, patiently awaiting their response."We already watched a movie with Grandpa, right Asher?" Alison chimed in, looking towards her twin.Asher nodded his head in confirmation."We also have to take a nap," he added."How about we go to the park after your nap?" I suggested, but they both shook their heads simultaneously."It's drizzling," Alison explained, returning to her pasta.I let out a deep breath, feeling defeated as I couldn't come up with another idea to make it up to them.I felt Atasha's hand holding mine, so I looked at her and she smiled, causing me to smile bac
Atasha's POVI watched as Conrad knelt in front of Alison, filled with guilt evident in his tone."I'm sorry," he uttered, his voice laced with remorse.Alison continued to cry, so Asher pulled her into a tight hug and glanced at his father."You always let us down, Dad. Uncle Sebastian is a better father than you. He made time for Alison's recital, even though he was busy treating sick people. I wish he were our Dad, not you," Asher said, his gaze fixed on Conrad."Asher, don't speak to your father like that," I firmly interjected.Asher fell silent, taking deep breaths to calm himself."It's fine, Atasha," Conrad assured me, forcing a smile on his lips.Conrad attempted to hold Alison and Asher's hands, but they kept removing his grasp, distancing themselves from him.Conrad let out a deep breath, tears glistening in his eyes.He swallowed hard and forced another smile."Daddy will make it up to both of you, I promise. Do you want ice cream? Shall we go to the mall? Would you like n
Conrad's POVI drove towards my office after dropping Atasha off at the hospital.The moment I stepped inside my office, I immediately went to my secretary to check my schedule. I had a dinner meeting later, so I informed Atasha that I wouldn't be home early.Coming home late seemed to be my routine for this month and possibly the following month. I had to work extra hard to regain everything that the company had lost.I started signing the documents and lost track of time. My secretary brought me lunch, so I took a quick break and called Atasha while I ate.After a few rings, she answered the call."Have you had your lunch?" I asked, hearing the twins in the background."Yeah, we're at a restaurant right now having our lunch. I'm with the twins. Do you want to talk to them?" she asked."Yes, please," I said, and after a few seconds, I heard Alison's voice fill my ears. "Hi Daddy," she greeted happily."Hi, baby. Are you eating right now?" I asked."Yes, Dad. I ordered pasta, and I w
Atasha's POVConrad embraced me tightly. I could sense that something was troubling him, but I didn't want to pressure him into opening up to me. Perhaps he needed time to figure things out on his own, so I would give him that time and patiently wait for him to share his burdens with me.I rested my head on his chest and let myself drift off to sleep.The next morning, I woke up to the sound of the twins knocking on our door. When I looked beside me, Conrad had just woken up as well. He rubbed his eyes and walked towards the door. As he opened it, the twins came running towards the bed."Good morning, Mommy," they greeted, showering me with kisses."What about Daddy?" Conrad asked, his jealousy evident in how the children greeted me.I laughed when I saw him pouting his lips while looking at the twins.The twins laughed at his expression and then stood up to give their father a tight hug."Good morning, Daddy," they greeted in unison, kissing their father on the cheeks.Conrad smiled