Atasha's POV
I roamed my eyes around the place while my body shiver in fear."Sit down," the man commanded but I refuse."Why are you doing this?" I asked bravely trying to fight the fear that consumed me."Your father didn't tell you?" he asked with a smirk on his face."Tell me what?" I asked with confusion written on my face."You are bound to marry me Atasha. The day we are born we are already tied to each other," I looked at him in disbelief then let out a sarcastic smile."You are insane," I responded but he just laughed at me."Deny it all you want Atasha but you can't escape the fate that's already been written," he uttered then walked towards the kitchen leaving me in the living room all alone.I feel my knees weakened but I gather all my strength and carrying the last courage that I have I slowly walked towards his door.I let out a deep breath and then held the doorknob but before I could fully step out I heard his voice."You will just tire yourself Atasha," he coldly uttered and when I turned around I saw him holding a glass of liquor while leaning against the wall watching me intently."You don't fucking own me!" I uttered firmly and with all my strength I opened the door knob and run as fast as I can.When I am in the hallway of the condominium I tried asking for help from the staff but they ignored me as if they heard nothing."Shit!" I cursed when none of them bother to help me.When I am about to exit the building men wearing black suits blocked my way."Mr. Sawyer told us to escort you back to his room," one man uttered then held my arms but I forcefully removed his hold.I tried to fight back and kick the man's knee but I guess I don't have enough strength to even hurt him."Let her go," when I heard his cold baritone voice I turned around and gave him a death glare."Let me go!" I shouted echoing to the whole reception area but none of them seems to care.Tears cascaded down my face and without any hesitation I kneeled in front of him."Please let me go," I pleaded but it didn't even affect him.I saw the man let out a deep breath and then after a while walked towards me. He scooped me from the floor and then carried me like a sack of rice."Let me go," I keep punching his back but he keeps on walking completely ignoring me.When we reached his unit he opened the door and then stepped inside. I felt fear run through my system when we stepped inside the room.After a while, he throw me onto the soft mattress so I immediately crawled up and hugged my body tightly."Take a rest," he uttered different from what I am expecting.The man turned around but before he could even leave I spoke."Who are you?" I asked."Conrad Sawyer," he responded without even looking at me."How are you related to my father?" I asked. The man named Conrad fell silent for a while then after that he faced me."Your father is one of us," my forehead creased upon hearing his response."What do you mean by 'us'?" I asked with curiosity laced in my voice."He is part of our organization Atasha, your father is a Mafia," he responded which made me laugh sarcastically."My father is a pastor," I firmly uttered."I guess he made you live a life full of lies," he responded then put his hands in his pocket."Quinn and Sawyer are the most powerful clan in Italy, Atasha. Our family had a very good relationship not until your father fucked up and married your mother. He left the organization by selling you off. He promised my clan that once you reached a legal age you will be married to me to regain the relationship that had once been broken. Your father isn't active in the organization but he continued giving us support by providing weapons." he narrates but my mind keeps on rejecting those words. I don't want to believe him because I can't accept the fact that his words speak for truth.When I was a kid we migrate to different places from time to time. Dad keeps telling me that he just wanted me to have a safer place to live in. But when I started going to school we settled in Kansas. We had a peaceful life and I grew up contented even though I don't have a mother on my side. Dad claimed that my mother died when I was still a child because of illness, and right now I have no idea if those are true.I am questioning everything, especially my existence."What will happen to me now?" I asked."You will join the organization after marrying me," he responded."I vowed to save lives not to kill Mr. Sawyer," I uttered firmly.I know Mafia's works. I have seen those in movies but I never thought that it exists in real life.I know they are involved in heinous crimes in short they are evil."I'll kill for you Atasha, your hands won't get dirty I promise," he firmly responded and after that, he left the room leaving me dumbfounded.Conrad's POVI headed towards the kitchen to grab a bottle of liquor and walked towards the living room.I started drinking to remove the stress caused by Atasha. She is too hard-headed and I am not used to handling people with patience that is why as much as possible I want her out of my sight.A few minutes passed when I heard the door swing open and upon looking I saw Atasha stepping out of the room."I don't have any clothes to wear," she told me so I let out a deep sigh."I'll ask someone to buy you clothes," I responded."I want the clothes at my house," she answered being hardheaded that she already is."You can't fool me Atasha," I told her. I know her tactics. She will run away again and I hate wasting my time on that kind of nonsense."Fine. I will sleep naked then," she threatened but I just laughed at her."No one's stopping you," I responded and upon hearing my answer she stepped inside the room and then slam the door, acting like a kid.When Atasha is out of my sight I dialed Veronica's number and after a few rings, she answered."Buy woman's clothes and bring them to my unit," I commanded then dropped the call.After an hour I heard the doorbell ring so I stood up. Upon opening the door I saw Veronica carrying paper bags.Veronica handed the bags to me so I took them from her hands."Where is she?" she asked talking about Atasha."In my room," I responded.Veronica stepped inside my unit and followed me until we reached the living room. Veronica sat on the couch and then grabbed the glass of liquor that I am drinking.Veronica and I grew up together and she is the only woman who can get this close to me."When do you plan to get married?" she asked after drinking the liquor."A month from now," I responded."Can I see her?" she asked so I nod my head.Veronica immediately picked up the paper bags that she brought and then headed toward my room. I don't have any interests to join their conversation so I contented myself watching the news.After a while, I heard my phone ring so I picked up and answer the call when I read my father's name on the screen."What is it, Dad?" I asked."There's a big event tomorrow, used it as a chance to announce your marriage with Atasha Quinn. Once they knew that Sawyer and Quinn will be tied no one would dare to compete with us even the Hudson. We need to secure our place son so make sure to tame that woman," my father uttered so I nod my head."How's Thomas Dad?" I asked out of curiosity."He called me earlier begging me to free his daughter," he responded."What if he goes against the organization?" I asked. Quinn's had been supporting us for the past few years and losing them will affect the organization's transactions so we can't deny that we needed them."Thomas once broke the rules of our organization Conrad and that costs his wife's life, I don't think he will repeat the same mistake," my father firmly uttered."Tame that woman and I will handle Thomas. Make sure that Atasha won't get in our way," he reminded me and after that, my father dropped the call.Atasha's POVConfusion was written on my face when some random woman entered the room."Hi," she greeted me with her lively voice but I didn't bother to greet her back. She is wearing a black leather jacket and I must admit that she is undeniably gorgeous. Her red hair made her look sexy and it heightened her features."I'm Veronica Reeve," she introduced herself."I brought you clothes," she uttered then raised the paper bag that she is holding."T-Thank you," I responded then swallowed hard when she slowly walked towards my bed."Don't worry I'm harmless," she uttered with a soft chuckle. Veronica sat on the edge of my bed and then put the paper bags down."Conrad must have scared you, that asshole," she uttered then gave me a genuine smile. Veronica looks friendly and her aura screams warmth but I can't trust her because she is just like Conrad."Can you help me?" I asked hopeful that maybe she will help me escape this hell.Veronica just let out a soft laugh."You can't escape Ata
Atasha's POVI spent my whole day inside Conrad's room watching the sun goes down.I am tired of thinking of ways to escape this place because I know he will end up finding me.I let out a deep breath when I heard knocks on the door after a while the door swung open and it revealed Veronica wearing a red long gown with a plunging neckline."I will help you get ready," she uttered then smiled at me."Do I have to attend that party?" I asked while she is busy hanging a long blue gown.Veronica looked at me and then nod her head."Tonight Conrad will introduce you as his fiance so you have to be there Atasha," she responded then walked towards me.She held my shoulder and then made me face her."You have beautiful features, soft makeup will do," she says.I watched her as she pick up her make-up kit and stand in front of me once again.Veronica started applying foundation on my face and I just let her do whatever she wants since I am too tired to argue with her.After spending half an ho
Conrad's POV I saw Atasha's eyebrows furrowed when her mother was mentioned. "Do you know my mother?" she asked with confusion written on her face.Mr Lim smiled and then nod his head."Of course who wouldn't know her when your father sacrifice everything just to be with that woman," Mr Lim responded followed by a chuckle.I can tell that Atasha wants to ask more questions but she chose not to, instead, she let out a deep breath and then smiled at Mr Lim."I guess my father loves my mother so much that's why" she responded."That's why he sold you off just to be with your Mom," Mr Lim added. I felt Atasha's fist tightly clenched so I held it firmly giving her a signal to calm herself.Atasha looks at me and then let out a deep breath before facing Mr Lim once again."I'll just use the restroom," she uttered excusing herself.When Atasha is gone I faced Mr Lim."What happened to her mother?" I asked but Mr Lim shook his head."She died," he responded like it was nothing."How did Leo
Atasha's POVI stared at his face wondering how should I respond when my mind is blank."Why are you asking me when I don't get to decide for myself in the first place?" I asked which made him laugh.Conrad stood up straight then placed his hand inside his pocket and looked at me intently."I'm giving you a choice now. I am being generous tonight Atasha," he says without breaking off the gaze."Will you accept this world and discover the truth behind your mother's death or you will walk away and get back to your old life?" he asked and he sounded so serious.I want to choose the latter but I hear voices in my head pushing me to stay in this dark and cruel world to know the truth because I know even though I get back to my peaceful and planned life, things will never be the same again."I will stay in this place," I firmly responded which made him smile and nod his head."Your training will start tomorrow. You chose this life Atasha remember that" he uttered then left me in the room fu
Conrad's POV The whole ride on the way home was awfully quiet and I am fine with that, I am used to this kind of silence anyway.When I reached my unit I punched the code and stepped inside and I felt Atasha following me.I headed towards the living and sat on the couch. I unbuttoned my polo shirt slightly revealing my chest then leaned on the couch.I saw Atasha headed towards her room and I watched her as she stepped inside.When Atasha is out of my sight I reached for the remote and open the TV. While I am in the middle of distracting myself I felt my phone vibrate against my pocket and upon looking at my phone screen I saw my father's name so I let out a deep breath and then answered the call."Meet me at 8 in the evening, I will send you the address of the restaurant, bring Atasha with you," he uttered and after that, he dropped the call not letting me speak.After that call, I continued watching the show and when it was already four in the afternoon I stood up and walked towards
Atasha's POVI can feel anger rushing through my body. I want to shout and release the frustration that I have inside."When can I see my father?" I asked instead of eating the food served at our table.Anthony, Conrad's father looked at me intently."You can see him tonight if you want," he uttered then sliced the steak and took a bite."Dad," Conrad butted in as if he is against his father's idea."I talked to Thomas and he has no plan on running away so don't worry son," he assured then smiled at Conrad. I looked at Conrad and when he looked at me, I immediately look away."When do you plan to start your wedding preparation?" Anthony changed the topic.Sofia Sawyer, Conrad's mother held my hand so I looked at her side. She is smiling at me."I will introduce you to my favourite designer Atasha I am sure you will like her designs," she uttered and she sounded all excited. I forced a smile and then nod my head."Wedding preparation is stressful but you don't have to worry because I w
Conrad's POVI stared at her face intently. One wrong move and our lips would touch so I stay still."No," I firmly uttered then using my index finger I pushed her head away from me.Atasha rolled her eyes, fix her posture and stood up straight with her arms wrapped around her chest."Will get married in a few weeks stop rushing everything and just behave yourself," I firmly uttered then turned around and continued walking until I reached the living room.I thought I can finally have my rest not until I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.I took my phone out and upon looking at the screen I saw Veronica's name.I answered the call and put the phone on my ear."What is it?" I asked."Guns and some explosive weapons had been transported," Veronica responded."I'll be there in a few," I uttered then dropped the call and stand up but the moment I turned around I saw Atasha standing in front of me."May I come with you?" she asked. "Why?" I asked while looking at her intently.Atasha let
Atasha's POVConrad's looked at me blankly then after a while, he shook his head."I feel satisfied Atasha," he responded while looking into my eyes directly."You're evil," I uttered with disgust in my voice."I was raised that way," he responded firmly then after a while he let out a deep breath."That doesn't justify your actions, Conrad," I responded but he just smiled."I am not justifying my heinous acts Atasha all I am saying is you can't change me," he firmly uttered then turned around and stepped inside his unit.I watched his back and after that, I forced myself to walk inside his place.I walked towards my room and chose to ignore him rather than have another argument. I don't want to waste my time arguing with him. I have seen too much today.I thought I am brave enough to face his world but it turns out that I was wrong.I lay on my bed and then stare at the ceiling after a while I felt my eyelids getting heavy.I don't know what exact time did I fall asleep but I woke up
Atasha's POV I always dream of this moment. To walk down the aisle while the man that I love is waiting for me. When I met Conrad that dream shattered. The wedding that I imagined to have vanished into thin air because I was forced to marry him without any romantic feelings attached. When I met him I felt like my life already ended. The dreams that I had were gone but little did I know, that meeting Conrad would leave me to a better life. More than the life that I have asked to have. Tears fell on my cheeks as I walked down the aisle while my eyes were fixated on him. He's crying too but there's a huge smile plastered on his face. He's crying out of happiness I can tell. When I finally reached the end of the aisle Dad gave my hand to Conrad. "You look beautiful Love," he whispered as he guided me to the altar. We faced the priest together with a smile plastered on our faces. We listened to the lecture and the whole time I was listening to the words of God I felt my heart l
Atasha's POVAfter sending the kids to school, Conrad drove me to the hospital and before I stepped out of his car I stared at his face with a smile plastered on my lips."Good luck with your presentation Love," He smiled at me and reached for my hand. He planted a soft kiss on it and stared at my eyes intently."Thank you Love. I'll do good, I'll make you and the twins proud,"I squeezed his hand and shook my head. "You already made us proud, you don't have to prove yourself to us just do your best,"I saw how his lips stretched for a wide smile and it warms my heart to see worry slowly leaving his face. "I don't know what I would do without you Atasha," he whispered as he pulled me into a tight hug.We were having an intimate moment when a knock on the car window interrupted us.Upon turning my head I saw Grace's face on the window, trying to see what was inside."Your friend is so nosy," Conrad jokingly commented which made me smile."She is," I replied agreeing to what he said.I
Atasha's POVWe spent a few hours at the water, and when the sun became scorching hot, we decided to head back to our cottage and take a rest.Conrad and I prepared our lunch together.We opted to grill some meat for our meal, and once we were done, we settled around a small table, enjoying the breathtaking view."I wish we could have stayed here forever," Alison commented, which brought laughter from all of us."Can we build a small house here, Mom?" Asher asked, his unspoken desire evident. I knew he loved it here as well."Your Dad and I will discuss it," I replied, glancing at Conrad. As our eyes met, he smiled warmly at me."I'll start saving money for your dream beach house," he proclaimed, eliciting smiles from the kids."I want my room to be all pink, Dad. I'll make curtains out of shells. It'll be so cute," Alison chimed in, her excitement evident as she talk about her dream room.Conrad smiled at Alison and nodded."We'll make that happen," he assured her.After our satisfyi
Conrad's POVI woke up at four in the morning and quickly took a shower. When I stepped out of the bathroom, Atasha was already awake, rubbing her eyes as if she had just woken up."Good morning," I greeted her.Atasha's gaze wasn't fixed on my face but on my body. A smirk spread across my lips as I walked towards her. She seemed frozen in place.I stopped in front of her and held her chin, making our eyes meet."Eyes up here, love," I said, noticing the embarrassment on her face. She slapped my hand away and pushed me aside before getting up.She was about to walk towards the bathroom, probably to escape from me, but I held her hand to stop her and hugged her from behind.Atasha stayed still as I hugged her tightly."Conrad, I can feel something," she said, making me laugh.Atasha turned around and looked directly into my eyes."Sorry, it's morning," I apologized.Atasha looked at me intently, then lowered her gaze, and I felt a bit embarrassed when I saw her eyes fixed on my member.
Atasha's POVWhen the kids disappeared from our sight, Conrad let out a deep sigh, and I gently caressed his shoulder to ease the heaviness he felt inside.Conrad looked at me, and I smiled back at him."I'll sleep here," he said."Okay," I replied, as he always sleeps here anyway."I'll just get a few things from my unit," he added, and I nodded, walking him out of the house.I watched him step inside his car. Before driving away, he rolled down his window and looked at me."I'll be back, love. I love you," he said, and I couldn't help but smile upon hearing those words."Drive safely. I love you," I reminded him, and his smile grew wider as he nodded at me before driving away.A huge smile remained on my lips as I watched Conrad's car slowly disappear from my view.I was so focused on his car that I didn't notice Grace standing by my side.She elbowed me, causing me to flinch."Shit, you scared me!" I blurted out, holding my chest in shock at her sudden appearance."What's with the
Conrad's POVWe settled around the table, trying to create a sense of togetherness. However, my attempts to catch the kids' attention were in vain—they kept avoiding me, refusing to even make eye contact. "Your pasta tastes good, Conrad," Dad commented, bringing a smile to my face."Thank you, Dad," I replied, then turned my gaze towards the twins."After we finish eating, would you like to watch a movie?" I asked, patiently awaiting their response."We already watched a movie with Grandpa, right Asher?" Alison chimed in, looking towards her twin.Asher nodded his head in confirmation."We also have to take a nap," he added."How about we go to the park after your nap?" I suggested, but they both shook their heads simultaneously."It's drizzling," Alison explained, returning to her pasta.I let out a deep breath, feeling defeated as I couldn't come up with another idea to make it up to them.I felt Atasha's hand holding mine, so I looked at her and she smiled, causing me to smile bac
Atasha's POVI watched as Conrad knelt in front of Alison, filled with guilt evident in his tone."I'm sorry," he uttered, his voice laced with remorse.Alison continued to cry, so Asher pulled her into a tight hug and glanced at his father."You always let us down, Dad. Uncle Sebastian is a better father than you. He made time for Alison's recital, even though he was busy treating sick people. I wish he were our Dad, not you," Asher said, his gaze fixed on Conrad."Asher, don't speak to your father like that," I firmly interjected.Asher fell silent, taking deep breaths to calm himself."It's fine, Atasha," Conrad assured me, forcing a smile on his lips.Conrad attempted to hold Alison and Asher's hands, but they kept removing his grasp, distancing themselves from him.Conrad let out a deep breath, tears glistening in his eyes.He swallowed hard and forced another smile."Daddy will make it up to both of you, I promise. Do you want ice cream? Shall we go to the mall? Would you like n
Conrad's POVI drove towards my office after dropping Atasha off at the hospital.The moment I stepped inside my office, I immediately went to my secretary to check my schedule. I had a dinner meeting later, so I informed Atasha that I wouldn't be home early.Coming home late seemed to be my routine for this month and possibly the following month. I had to work extra hard to regain everything that the company had lost.I started signing the documents and lost track of time. My secretary brought me lunch, so I took a quick break and called Atasha while I ate.After a few rings, she answered the call."Have you had your lunch?" I asked, hearing the twins in the background."Yeah, we're at a restaurant right now having our lunch. I'm with the twins. Do you want to talk to them?" she asked."Yes, please," I said, and after a few seconds, I heard Alison's voice fill my ears. "Hi Daddy," she greeted happily."Hi, baby. Are you eating right now?" I asked."Yes, Dad. I ordered pasta, and I w
Atasha's POVConrad embraced me tightly. I could sense that something was troubling him, but I didn't want to pressure him into opening up to me. Perhaps he needed time to figure things out on his own, so I would give him that time and patiently wait for him to share his burdens with me.I rested my head on his chest and let myself drift off to sleep.The next morning, I woke up to the sound of the twins knocking on our door. When I looked beside me, Conrad had just woken up as well. He rubbed his eyes and walked towards the door. As he opened it, the twins came running towards the bed."Good morning, Mommy," they greeted, showering me with kisses."What about Daddy?" Conrad asked, his jealousy evident in how the children greeted me.I laughed when I saw him pouting his lips while looking at the twins.The twins laughed at his expression and then stood up to give their father a tight hug."Good morning, Daddy," they greeted in unison, kissing their father on the cheeks.Conrad smiled