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Primal desire
Primal desire
Author: maye lynn

Chapter 1

Author: maye lynn
last update Last Updated: 2021-10-12 07:02:33

Hi I'm Ren, I'm 15 I come from a huge family at least that's what i tell everyone that does'nt know my secret. I'm a werewolf everyone in my pack has a wolf and can turn when ever they want I think its amazing, but i am scared of my first shift. my friends that are older then me have told me that it hurts, but in the long run it is worth it, because you get a life long best friend and you get to find your soulmate that will love you no matter what.

P.O.V. Ren                                               

"Ren, you need to get your ass up and get your ass to school cuz i am not driving you again" my older sister yells from outside of my room waking me up. "I was having a very good dream...now I cant remember it" i grumble under my breath as i get out of bed and head for my closet. I grab my favorite T-shirt and ripped jeans and make my way to my bathroom. I turn the water on before pulling my three sizes to big shirt off and climb in.

I put my head back letting the hot water run over my body. I'm not skinny by all means but I'm not fat either i have long purple hair that goes to my butt. I know what your thinking dyed hair, but I love the color purple, the only down side to it is that I have to touch up my roots every few weeks. I start to wash my hair with my rose shampoo and conditioner. I climb out after I'm done and start getting dressed.

I walk out and grab my knee high black boots and slide them onto my feet, I walk back into my bathroom and start to blow dry my hair once dry i grab my make up and apply foundation eye liner and mascara and red lipstick to end the look. I admire my self until i hear my sister yell at me again this time as she opens my door. 

"you better be up kid....o you are....are you ready to go?" she ask's shocked it didnt take much to get me up.

"yeah, I'm ready to go" I tell my sister beth as I walk out of the bathroom and grab my bag.

"since I kinda feel like a dick for yelling at you when I walked in I'll give you a ride there.....but this is the last time" she states as she walks to my door way.

I giggle knowing this wont be the last time she gives me a ride any where. since our parents died in a rogue attack when i was 8. she has kinda stepped up as my mother and father. i dont know if she has a boyfriend because ive never seen her with anyone before. she just turn 22 last month. i love her to death, but, now that im gonna be 16 i want her to start to act like my sister again. we used to have so much fun. now we dont, i mean we do but not like we used to when our parents were still alive. 

my sister is the beta of the pack, so her work load is alot she has to train the pack members, making sure that the alpha is on time to all his meetings and the list goes on. 

my sister pulls up my school, i look out the window praying that i dont run into jack again today, he is the hottest guy in school but hes an asshole, hes the son of another packs alpha and he thinks hes better than everyone, i hope i am there to see him find his luna and i hope she puts him in his place it will be amazing.

"come on you gotta go Ren, i know you dont want to run into jack but you cant let that stop you from still going to school"

" ugh... i know but hes such a dick beth" i say groaning as i open the door.

"just ignore him sooner or later hell leave you alone"

"no he wont, he says im the hottest girl in school and that means i have to be with him. he bugs me every day....see hes standing right there waiting for me" i say turning my head towards the front doors"

"get back in.... i have an idea"

i stare at her confused but close the door. she pulls around the side of the building by the lunch room where i see my group of friends sitting at our table.

"omg thank u...thank u...thank u... you are the most amazing sister ever"

she giggles and hugs me back "your welcome i remember guys like that...now go"

"okay bye" i say as i jump outta her bmw and book it to my friends.

P.O.V. jack

i watch as Ren pulls into the parking lot and opens her door, because ive already gotten my wolf i can hear everything that her and her sister are saying. as soon as she looks over at me i am glad that i was leaning against the wall because my knees almost buckled. i havent told her yet that she is my mate. ive known for a year and it drives my wolf onyx crazy it has been so hard controlling him when she is around. because of my feels i didnt hear what Ren or her sister said. i watched her close her door and her sister drive off and because of where i was i didnt see where they went. "fuck" i mumble as the bell rings and i dont have time to fine her 

i make my way to my first period. mrs.ross always drowns on in homeroom it drives me crazy but at least i have my next class with her. 

"man what is up with you lately? youve been acting really off for the last week what is going on?" my soon to be beta asks me as we get to our seats. i look around and make sure its only our pack members in the class. i lean towards him and whisper.

"you know that girl Ren right"

"ya what about her?" thomas says.

"shes my mate....ive known since my 16th birthday last year, but i did nothing about it and now shes gonna be 16 this weekend"

"ooooo that makes so much sense man im glad well have a luna and one thats a spit fire like her" he says right as mrs.ross walks in. i sit back in my seat and wait for the lecture about something none sense goes on. as soon as the bell rings i rush out and make my way to english so i can sit next to her. that class is her homeroom so she just stays in the class. and i wanna sit next to her. as i walk in i see her looking out the window her purple hair hiding her face and pretty much her whole chair making it look like she is floating. 

i plop down in the desk next to her and mumble and hi knowing she can hear me seeing as its only two days til her birthday so shes getting some of her sences 

"what do you want jack?!" she snaps at me looking at me and her eye bore into my soul making my wolf howl 

"god i love it when she looks at us like that" onyx growls out.

"i was just saying hi" i say ignoring my wolf.

she says nothing and looks back out the window. the rest of the day goes on just like this until its lunch time. i make my way to my table which i have moved closer to her group just so i could hear her voice and now my beta knows why .

"hey man are you not eating lunch today?" thomas asks as he sets his food down.

"ya im gonna eat i just wanted to save our table" i say as i get up and get in line a few people behind Ren. i cant wait until saturday. so i can hold her and so that no other man hits on her.

one of her guy friends comes up behind her and grabs her waist hugging her. and she squills and giggles. "jake dont do that you know that tickles. plus im pretty sure i might have hurt a few peoples ear drums" Ren mumbles as i resist the erge to growl at jake for putting his hands on what is mine.

"sorry i forgot"he says laughing rubbing his ear. i snicker serves you right pup. i think to my self

"what are you doing for you birthday on saturday? is beth gonna let us throw a party?" he rambles for a second.

"i havent talked to her about it yet cuz shes been so busy with the alpha lately so i still need to bring it up. im probably gonna talking to her about it tonight during dinner"

"god her voice sounds like an angels" onyx says

"i agree i cant wait til she knows she is ours...if she has a party we are so crashing it." i reply to him 

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