“Draunar has never been a wise king,” Gulde said. He stepped into the back room, and then re-emerged with a bowl of lukewarm soup. I took it gratefully and slurped it down, savoring the meaty broth and tender vegetables. He sat across from me and gazed into the fire. “And you understand your husband does not have the finest diplomatic reputation either. I had assumed these peace negotiations would fall apart due to someone’s ego.” He sighed. “But not to this scale. I never imagined anything of this scale.”
“It’s only going to get worse,” I said. “The Fae queen… She’s been trapped in Draunar’s hoard for a long time. She carries a lot of wrath.”
Gulde hummed thoughtfully, then stood up. “You’re probably right,” he said. “When you say fix this, what do you mean?”
“I mean I’m going to deal with the queen,” I said. “Whatever it takes.”
“Good,” Gulde said. His voice was low and chilly with anger. “That gives me adequate time to leave this wretched city. I wasn’t going to leave without my materials.” He looked around his shop with a definitive nod. “But now I will. Far, far away.”
I swallowed, gazing into the fire as guilt turned my stomach.
“Let me get you something,” Gulde said. He went into his back room again, and then returned with a small, faded piece of parchment. He handed it to me and I unfolded it gingerly in my lap.
“This is the safest place to cross,” he said. The parchment was a map of the southeastern border of Shianga, where it connected with Frasia. A red dash marked part of the boundary leading into Cruora. “Cross into Cruora first, slightly north, and then circle back down toward the old Nightfall pack lands. This is an old smuggling route. I expect the Fae will be keeping a closer eye on the border with Frasia itself. The route opens into a no man’s land. You won’t have any trouble.”
Then he handed me a small pack. “Here’s this, too. Some food for the journey. It shouldn’t take more than a week on foot.” Then he clicked his tongue. “And keep the cloak. You can’t just be showing up to shops bare as the day you were born. You’re a queen.”
“Thank you, Gulde,” I said. I tucked the map into the pack and slung it over my shoulder. “Once Corinne is dealt with, you’ll be rewarded handsomely.”
“Honestly, Your Highness, I hope by that time I’ll be long gone.” He ushered me toward the door.
20
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hat would’ve taken me a week on my human feet only took a few days in my wolf shape. I traveled only during night, moving through the woods under the moonlight swiftly and quietly, and spending the days curled under the brush of the forest, sleeping in snatches and keeping my attention attuned to any Fae patrols. But as it turned out, Gulde was right. I only saw patrols on my first day of travel. The closer I got to the border with Cruora, the further I was from them. During the night, I carried the pack in my mouth, which was cumbersome at first, but better than wearing a muzzle day and night.
On the third night of travel, I crossed the border into Cruora—or what I assumed was the border. As Gulde had promised, there was no activity in this scrubby part of the country. No Fae, no eagles, no wolves. I made my way east, through the scrubby grass, only stopping to sleep in a small, abandoned den built into a hill when the sun rose. I ate the last of my hard tack in human form, then settled down for sleep as my wolf.
Shifting between the two forms was as easy as breathing now. I barely felt any separation between us at all. It was strange to think of the girl I was before I’d ever met Elias, riding in the carriage from Daybreak to Efra, dreaming of one day seeing the world. I’d never imagined I’d see it like this. I never thought I’d be capable of doing anything like this—traveling on my own, living as my wolf, escaping from the Fae queen’s grasp to find my husband on my own.
I was scared, I was anxious—but more than that, I was determined. I was still the Queen of Frasia, and I was going to prove I could still lead. I was going to fix this. I knew once I found Elias, once I explained everything that happened, we’d be able to figure out what to do. I wasn’t going to let Corrine take Frasia. Not ever.
As soon as the sun set, I kept loping southeast, crossing the border out of Cruora and into Frasia. I paused in a small patch of trees to review the map. Gulde had suggested I move through the old Nightfall pack lands. It was more than a possible route that drew me there, though. My instincts were drawing me there, like my wolf knew where her pack was.
I could only hope she was right. I put the map away, shifted back into my wolf, and continued toward the old pack lands. Throughout the night, I moved through the brush, swiftly and quietly, my nose and ears attuned for any sounds of activity, friendly or otherwise. But the night was quiet. It wasn’t until the sky was turning pink with oncoming dawn that I saw a small, rustic village in the distance, nestled amid the rolling hills.
I approached quietly, loping with head dipped and my tail low, as if to make myself smaller. There wasn’t much to this village. It was surrounded by a dilapidated fence, easy enough to slip through. Only a few buildings were standing, plain wood and stone with thatched roofs, but the dirt roads were still hard-packed and well-trodden. So there had to be people here. In the privacy of a narrow alley between the fence and a building, I shifted back into my human form and quickly pulled the heavy cloak around me.
There had to be someone here who could help me. I could only hope that the people I found here were still wolves, and not dragons scouting their way into Frasia. I crept around the edge of the building, looking for a window or doorway I could peer inside, to see if there was light, or even better, food—When suddenly a knife pressed against the center of my back.“No sudden moves,” a low voice said.The spike of fear was suddenly doused in the cool water of relief. “Oh, thank the gods,” I breathed. “Kodan.”Behind me, Kodan inhaled sharply and dropped the blade. I whirled around, and she stared at me slack-jawed. “Your Highness?” She gripped my shoulders and squeezed, as if checking to see if I was real. “By the moon and stars. How— Gods above, are you all right?” Then she hauled me into her broad arms and squeezed so tightly it knocked all the breath from my lungs in a whoosh.“I think so,” I managed. “You’re crushing me.”She released me and then shook her head, amazed. “You look li
“He came at the duchess’ request, as soon Efra got word of the fighting in Shianga. He raised some… concerns.”“Is a king no longer allowed to expression emotion?” I asked sharply. “He’d just lost members of his pack, and I—I wasn’t there--” I swallowed around the sudden knot in my throat. “He’ll be fine once I find him. I’ll find him.”“You might think that, but Duke Rodthar doesn’t,” Kodan said. “He likened it to what happened to Elias’ father. The duchess didn’t like hearing that, of course, and the court doesn’t like being reminded of it, but—”“What happened?” I asked. “What would that have to do with Elias?”Kodan’s face paled. “You don’t know,” she said, like she was just figuring something out. “Forget I said anything. The point is, the court installed the duchess and your father as the queen and king.”“What happened?” I asked. I couldn’t even wrap my head around what Kodan had said—my father, installed as King of Frasia? “Why would they do that? What don’t I know?”“Here,” K
Kodan raised her eyebrows at me. “I can see your hands shaking from here,” she said. “Sit back down. Eat. Clean up. Then we’ll go.”I sat back down heavily. “We?”“Of course,” Kodan said. “I’m a good tracker. Between the two of us, we should be able to find him. If I went alone, he’d only run from me. But you—he can’t resist you.”“He might be able to now,” I said, low. “After what I did.”“I’m sure he’ll be angry,” Kodan said, “considering he has the temperament of a teenage girl sometimes. But I said resist. When he picks up your scent again, he’ll come to you.”I rubbed my hand over my forehead. “I hope you’re right.”“Now,” Kodan said, “as much as I want to hear everything about where in the gods’ names you were, you look like you’re about to fall over. Sleep a few hours while I make breakfast. We’ll leave tomorrow, before dawn.”“It can wait,” I said. “But I promise. I’ll tell you everything.”“We’ll have some time on the road,” she said. She gestured for me to take one of the sp
“When will that happen?” Kodan asked. “When will she attack Shianga?”I gazed toward the mountains. “She already has.”The silence between us seemed to last for days.“You were there, weren’t you?” Kodan said.I nodded.“She must’ve had scouts in the area,” Kodan said. I could almost hear the gears working in her mind. “She was waiting for the dragons to be weakened and off guard. She waited until they fought us back, while the dragons were injured and busy licking their wounds.”Again I nodded.“Did she win?” Kodan asked. “Does Draunar live?”“I don’t know,” I said. “She captured him. When I escaped, he was in the dungeons.”“Gods above,” Kodan said. “The Fae queen in Shianga. I never thought I’d hear anything like it in my lifetime.”“There were moments when I thought I’d never escape her,” I admitted. “She’s stronger than Draunar. And she craves power—real power, not just wealth and treasure. She shouldn’t be taken lightly.”“Reyna,” Kodan said. “I’m sorry.”I blinked, glancing ove
“Careful,” Kodan said. She held out her arm in front of me, as if to hold me back. I shoved her away and took a step closer to the cave.“Elias,” I said again. I crouched down, so I was at his eye level, and my heart pounded desperately as I gazed into his familiar golden gaze. “It’s me. It’s Reyna.”He snarled again. I’d never seen him behave like this; even when he was in wolf form, he always moved with an easy regality, a self-assuredness. I’d never seen this cold, feral look.“Please,” I said. Was Kodan right?Had he gone crazy?“Please, Elias. Don’t you know me?” I begged.He lunged forward.He moved so quickly I had no time to react. Kodan shouted but Elias easily knocked her aside with the bulk of his body as he slammed me into the ground, barely avoiding slamming my skull into a nearby boulder.“Kodan, no!” I shouted.Kodan kept her hand on the hilt of her sword, but stayed still, leaning heavily against the mountain.Above me, all I could see was Elias. His familiar wolf, his
Was Elias nearby? Had he not run off at all, but was just lurking in the pass, keeping an eye on me?The thought made my lips twitch up in a small smile. I could only hope Kodan was right, that he would come back around and return to himself.We didn’t do much that day. I went back into the pass, looking for Elias, while Kodan stayed at the campsite and sharpened our weapons, mostly for something to do. We hunted—in human form—and caught enough rabbit for a stew.That night I slept fitfully again. At least until sometime in the depth of night, when I’d finally fallen into something resembling a deeper sleep, a familiar warmth settled next to me and drew me in deeper. But the feeling was gone once more before morning could break.Again, nothing in the pass. Again, a day spent poring over Gulde’s map, just for something to do. Again, rabbit stew.We ate sitting across from each other at the campfire. The mountains stood high and imposing, with the balds wide and seemingly endless all ar
When the dawn’s sunlight woke me, Elias was no longer lying at my side. He had stoked the fire, and was dressed in clothes I’d assumed were pilfered from Kodan’s pack: plain slacks and a quilted shirt similar to the one I was wearing, with his cloak folded and set aside. I sat up, shocked to see him still here. He raised one eyebrow at me, and the expression was so playful and familiar my heart clenched to see it. I’d missed him. I’d missed him so much it was like an aching wound, and being so close, but still having so much distance between us, was worse than being apart.Kodan woke up with a groan as the sunlight fell over her face. She pushed the heels of her hands into her eyes and sat up, then looked just as surprised as me to see Elias. “You stuck around?” she asked.“Is what Reyna said about the Fae queen true?” Elias asked.I put coffee on the campfire as Kodan began to pack up the campsite. “I haven’t independently confirmed anything,” she said. “I only know what Reyna told m
Elias stood in front of the gates and grinned up at the lookout. Kodan and I stood behind him. My feet ached from the hike, and I was tired down to my bones. It was like the consistent ache in my heart, like a fresh bruise, was making my exhaustion more impossible to ignore than ever.“Elias of Nightfall,” he said. “I’ve come to speak to your pack leader. And hopefully break bread.”The lookout gasped and clapped her hand over her mouth. She ducked down in the tower, and then the wooden gates slowly began to crank open. They only opened just enough for us to slip through, and then closed immediately behind us.“Thank you,” Elias said, clapping the lookout on the shoulder.She stared at him wide-eyed. She looked no older than fifteen. “Your Highness,” she said. “We—I—I’ll announce your presence.”“Relax,” Elias said with a warm smile. It was a kinder expression than I’d seen since I’d coaxed him out of the cave. “I grew up in this town. No need for any theatrics.”The lookout was still