Ethan's POVIt wasn’t my intention to stare. I honestly don’t know how it happened. I was in the kitchen, pouring myself a well deserved glass of whiskey. I told myself it might be nice if Mia joined me and we could talk about life and perhaps sit out on the balcony to enjoy the view of the city for a while. I walked down the hall to my guest bedroom where Mia was staying and noticed that her door was cracked just a hair. I peeked through the small opening to see if she had already gone to bed and that’s when I saw her. She was wearing nothing but a towel and was laying across the bed looking more beautiful than I had ever seen her. I didn’t mean to stare. I just couldn’t help but to watch as she made herself comfortable in my bed. A part of me wanted to go in and make love to her right then and there. I wanted to be with her, and there was no denying it now. ‘Stop it.’ I thought to myself. ‘This isn’t right.’But I couldn’t look away. I needed to watch her. It was as
Ethan's POV“Well?” Mia glared, as she demanded an explanation. “What the hell were you doing?”Once again I was frozen. But this time it was out of fear. I couldn’t believe this was happening to me. I usually had much more tact than this and I was wracking my brain trying to come up with an excuse.“I-I’m sorry.” Was all I could manage to say. Mia raised her eyebrows, not satisfied with my response. She said nothing but continued to glare at me with justified anger. “I’m really sorry.” I said, still trying to dig myself out of the hole I was in. “I just wanted to check on you, if you needed anything, then I…” I shook my head. “It won’t happen again.”Mia continued to glare at me in silence. I didn’t know what she wanted, but I knew I had to fix this. She was clearly waiting for me to give her a better explanation of some kind, but what could I possibly say? I was spying on her and there was no way around that. Even in my predicament, I still couldn’t keep my min
Combined POVMiaThis entire night had been one big whirlwind of confusion. I was so angry with Ethan for spying on me. But now, it was all I could do to keep myself from marching back into that hallway and ripping his clothes off. I felt safe with him, and my body seemed to like that. Though I was furious with Ethan for spying on me, it was arousing to know that he had been watching. If I really thought about it, I suppose I was only angry because I didn’t want our attraction to each other to sabotage our deal. But I wanted him. And it was even hotter to know that he wanted me back. I waited in the darkness of my room, hoping that he would follow me in. The waiting seemed to take forever as I sat at the side of my bed. I could see his silhouette in the hallway. He seemed to be frozen in time as he tried to decide what he would do next.Every second was agony. I just wanted Ethan to make up his mind already. A part of me wanted to go get him, but I felt it was best if he
Mia's POVWhen I woke up, Ethan was gone. I thought it might be cold for him to leave, but then I figured he wanted to give me a little privacy to move about my room since I was still completely naked.The memory of what we shared last night came rushing back to me, and my entire body tingled as I reimagined Ethan’s hands all over my body. It was like a dream. I had never felt like that before, but I was so happy that it happened with Ethan.I wondered if Ethan felt the same way. A part of me felt a little insecure that he wasn’t with me when I woke up. Perhaps he thought it was all a mistake. The feeling crushed me and I forced myself not to think that way.No matter what I was feeling, today was about Lily. Everything had to go smoothly for her sake. I decided I’d talk to Ethan later, after we came back from the hospital. Until then, I’d be the perfect pretend girlfriend. I went to the bathroom and turned on the shower. I waited for the water to get warm before stepping i
Mia's POV“Did you enjoy your breakfast?” Ethan asked on the way to the hospital. “Oh, my god.” I said, playfully rolling my eyes. “I’ve never had so many options before!”“That’s Stacy.” Ethan laughed. “She’s a bit of an overachiever.”“She can overachieve my meals anytime she wants.” We both laughed.We were quiet for a moment. My mind started thinking about last night and I was growing more and more anxious the longer we went without talking about it.“How are you feeling about everything?” Ethan asked as Hector slowly pushed through traffic.“Okay.” I shrugged, feeling a bit strange. He hadn’t even mentioned last night to me yet. Was he just going to pretend it never happened? The thought of it was making me anxious, and I was trying my best to compartmentalize so we could focus on Lily. We stopped at a coffee shop on the way and got cold brews. Ethan ordered his with lots of cream and sugar, while I ordered mine plain black. We stood in the corner c
Mia's POVWe had to sterilize ourselves before entering Lily’s room. Apparently Lily’s immune system was so weak that even an innocent cough could send her body into a downward spiral.Ethan had told me once before that Lily’s body was producing an alarming amount of abnormal white blood cells which were failing to function properly. He said that soon she’d have no way to fight off sickness altogether. It was the ugly truth about leukemia and many people didn’t survive it. A nurse had us wash our hands in a nearby sink, before putting on gloves and masks, to cover our noses and mouths. They were only letting in a few people at a time, so Ethan and his parents went in first, while Ryan and I waited in the hall for our turn. I noticed that Ryan was heavily sweating while we waited in the hall. He seemed to be nervous about something, and he was struggling to stand still. He kept taking in deep breaths and shaking out his hands like he was trying to pump himself up.“Are yo
Combined POVMiaI was on cloud nine when we left the hospital. I couldn’t have imagined a more perfect meeting with Ethan’s sister. She was even sweeter than Ethan described, and I was already planning my next visit in my head.Ethan, Ryan, and I all piled into Ethan’s car. Hector held the back door while Ethan and I climbed into the backseat and Ryan helped himself into the passenger side. “Where to, sir?” Hector asked once he was back in the driver’s seat.“First to my building to drop off Mia.” Ethan answered. “Then to my office.”“Yes, sir,” Hector answered as we pulled away from the hospital curb. “So?” were Ethan’s next words to me once we were on the road. “What did you think?”“Lily’s incredible.” I smiled. “She’s a really special girl.”“That went so well!” Ethan murmured with a cheesy grin. “I knew she was going to love you, but I didn’t expect her to love you so much.”“I know.” I laughed. “It was perfect.”“Too bad your mom hates her.” Rya
Mia's POVAfter eating a delicious late lunch, prepared by Stacy, I retreated to my room while she made herself busy with housework. I took a quick shower and quickly changed into sweats afterwards.My mind was racing with thoughts about Ethan and I was dying to know what was going on with him. I knew we were far from saying ‘I love you’, but still I wondered if he had any feelings for me at all. Last night took us both by surprise, and a part of me wondered if it would happen again tonight. A memory of our night together came flashing through my mind as I laid on the bed. The feeling of his tongue licking every part of me sent a shiver down my spine.Before I could let myself get too comfortable with the idea, I needed to know where we stood. A part of me just wanted to march down to his office and make him tell me. I wanted to shake it out of him so I wouldn’t have to feel like this any more. I pulled out my phone and dialed the only person I could think of. “Hello?” Sh