Hundred and forty one

STEVE'S POV

Never have I thought for once in my life, that I would be in such a situation that would require me to sacrifice my time with my mate just for him. I had sacrificed a lot, and done a lot of horrible things I never want to even think of. But I have grown past them, the scar is still very much evident in my heart but they have healed.

And all these for what? You might want to ask. Just to get his approval. I have done all of these just to become close to him, especially when I find out about his desire to take over the pack. I was hoping to be under his mercy just in case he does that and now that he has finally fulfilled his dream, I could say I was still struggling to be under his mercy.

There have been many flaws I should have allowed myself to be warned by but I was so blinded by my selfish reasons.

For one, I was a sole believer in mates and the bond between them but he wasn't. He believed women were nothing but nausea and distraction and letting one into your life