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48. As My Equal

Author: Eden Moon
last update Last Updated: 2024-09-23 00:06:19

LINC -

I couldn't believe I said it.

"Let me mark you."

It came out before I could stop it. I'd lost all sense of control. My heart was still racing, my arms still around her, and I knew I'd crossed a line.

She was so fragile, still reeling from everything with Cast. This wasn't the time to push her. I knew that, but I did it anyway. I couldn't hold it back. It had slipped out, and now everything inside me needed her to say yes.

What the hell was I thinking?

I wasn't used to this. Losing control, saying things without thinking them through first.

I always knew what to say and what to do. I prided myself on that. But with her, I couldn't seem to keep it together. She brought out something in me I didn't understand.

Something reckless, something almost desperate. I wasn't used to being off-balance.

And now, I had thrown the question at her. I waited, my heart pounding in my ears, too fast, too loud. She didn't say no. She didn't push me away, and that made the panic worse.
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Roseline Wenibara webber
Lila is too weak,how will she allow them to map her life??,doesn’t she have a life of her own.
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Alva Cedeño
Bro you just left Cas, idk if she’s just always this loose or what but damn she went from only loving CAs to sleeping with both real quick and now she’s coming back with his mark when she just left???
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