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122. Try

Author: Eden Moon
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CAST -

I pushed off the bed, moving toward the door, but Lila was in front of me before I could even reach for the handle.

"Cast, no," she said, blocking my way.

"I have to go. I'm just screwing everything up. I can't be here."

She gripped the front of my shirt and held me in place. "You're not leaving."

"I have to." My voice cracked. "I don't deserve to be here. I've ruined everything. You, Declan, Linc. None of you deserve this. Let me go, Lila. Just let me disappear."

"No," she said, her grip on my shirt tightening as I tried to pull away. "You're not disappearing. Not this time."

I struggled to pull free, but she didn't let go.

"Let me go!" I begged, the desperation clawing its way through me. "I don't deserve to be here. You don't deserve this."

She yanked me back to her, her hands fisting into my shirt as she pulled me closer. And then she kissed me. Hard.

I tried to fight and push her away, but she wouldn't let me. Her lips silenced every thought and fear spinning in my head.
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