Terrible

    Alexia's POV

   I already started to regret what my actions. He didn't want to hear that I wasn't ready for marking. Why did I even do that? What came over me that made me do such a terrible thing? I should not have told him that.

    Oh bad, he even said he was planning to force me tomorrow if I hadn't given in. Which one worse? None of it would be with my consent and I wouldn't be happy with any of the two, the only difference was that if he would be forcing me out of my room to mark me, I would do that crying and screaming on top of my lung but now that I was the one who said it myself that I had consider his request and would want to be his gamma female, even if he wanted to do this to me forcefully, I would not be screaming, rather, I would be feigning smile in front of everyone.

    The day went by very slowly as I sat in his room the way he in