Chapter 21 Thoughts in my Head

||" Kristen Stewart "||

I drink a lot, I love alcohol but I do have my limit just like every other human, it's crazy really because right gulping down this bitter-smelling rum, its scent alone is already making my senses dulled and drowsy. And all I took was a shot.

Was Damien trying to get me drunk because as much as I hated to admit it, it was working? I knew he was trying to play some hide-and-seek game with me.

I just thought that this game was always going to result in me being drunk.

If it was a game of having his way with m under the ounce of being drunk and feigning ignorance about it the next day, I could play along, after all, he wasn't my boyfriend and I didn't have and wasn't planning on having any boyfriend I have to answer to, my fun with him was perfect cus we both just have to feign ignorance and drunk memory lost state and problem solved.

I could do that.

I hated men and could never develop any feelings towards a man, not even to the point of crying his name in my dru