CHAPTER 3
“Now isn’t the right time. I’m planning to surprise him and everyone back at the family house during an important dinner,” I lied to her again, managing another smile. She shrugged, believing me anyway. I was full of lies today. This was my third lie today. And to Jane, I have been lying to her ever since I got into this marriage with Robert, always defending him and trying to paint the perfect picture of everything being alright while they weren’t. I hated myself more than anything now. Shortly after, Jane left to pick up her child from school and make lunch for her family. My mum was admitted to the same hospital, but in a different ward a bit further away. I wanted to take the pregnancy test first before visiting her because I knew I’d spend a long time with her. I still couldn’t believe Robert didn’t recall me mentioning she was sick to him at some point. I did tell him several times this week when I wanted to leave work early to visit her. Despite that, I didn’t blame him or think too much about it. He had a lot of all these work-related stuff in his mind and must have forgotten. The doctor assigned to my mother informed me she was doing well and responding to treatment. That was the best news today. But when I went in to see her, she didn’t seem happy unlike before. Ever since she learned of my marriage, she has been dreaming of having grandkids. She always complained to me about it. At times, it made me think twice before coming to visit. But today, she complained so bitterly, I felt her pain and almost broke down in tears. It pained me deep in my soul that I couldn’t give her what she was asking for. I couldn’t tell her about the complicated reality of my situation. About the contract and the clause that strictly forbade children. It would break her heart to pieces. She might not even handle it well and that will only worsen her delicate health condition. I can’t afford anything happening to her. She was the only family I had left. I spent long hours with her, assuring her she would have what she wished for. I told her Robert and I were trying hard. I hated that I was lying to her, but had to do it to put her mind at ease. Conflicting emotions mauled me as I stepped out of the hospital building. Though I hadn’t decided on what to do with the pregnancy yet, I knew my only option was to get rid of it to avoid Robert finding out. But being faced with all these conflicting feelings, I was beginning to reconsider. The only question now was, will Robert overlook the contract terms and accept the pregnancy? My phone rang loudly in my bag, startling me and disrupting my thoughts. I took it out and checked the caller ID to see it was Robert calling. I saved his number as ‘my forever’ because he was the only man I had ever and will always love. But I hadn’t bothered to find out what he saved mine as. “Hey love,” I picked it up and overcame a glitch as I said the word ‘love.’ I didn’t know how he’d take it. His usual cold, straightforward tone sounded from the other end of the line, not responding to my greeting. He only called me love or honey when we were around his family members. And it hurts really bad knowing he can’t say it to me whenever we are alone or in the presence of the other workers at the advertising firm or even Scarlett. “Where are you?” “I…I’m still at the hospital,” I squeaked, hoping there was no problem. If he was asking, that meant he must have left since. With Scarlett. I wondered why she came to check up with him. What was he not telling me? “What are you still doing there?” He sounded provoked. “I had to get a few things for my mum,” I said in an apologetic tone. The last thing I wanted was to make him angry. I hated seeing him angry. “I’m sorry. I’m about to board a taxi home.” He sighed and cleared his throat, his voice now calm and customary. “Come back quickly. My mother returned from her trip and has asked to have dinner with the both of us.” “Oh…okay….” I muttered and before I could say anything else, he hung up. Just then a grey Sedan pulled over, close to where I was standing. The tinted glass at the passenger seat wound down and the person behind the steering wheel leaned over, motioning for me to hop in. To my surprise, I saw Martin, Robert’s younger half-brother behind the steering wheel. They shared the same father but different mothers, as Robert’s father married two wives. Robert’s mum was the first wife while Martin’s mum was the second. From the little I know, Robert’s father separated from his mum to settle with Martin’s mum. And I think that might have somehow affected Robert’s upbringing. Martin looked casual, wearing a pair of stylish glasses, a simple black t-shirt and shorts. “Hey Lily,” he took off his glasses, revealing a pair of warm gleaming eyes. “Going somewhere?” Martin was too handsome to be ignored with his thick black hair, full brows, eyes almost the same shade of brown as Robert’s and beardless square jaw. But he wasn’t as handsome as Robert, though the gap between them wasn’t that noticeable. “Yes, to the family house….but I was about to board a taxi….” I tried to explain when he cut me off. “Hop in let me give you a ride. I will be stopping by there.” I was a bit hesitant, but seeing I was left without a choice, I decided to enter. I had been standing by the road for the past ten minutes without successfully stopping a taxi, and I needed to get home early for dinner or else Robert wouldn’t take it likely with me. This dinner must be important to him if he wanted me to return early. Furthermore, it was Martin, the best brother-in-law I could ask for, so I didn’t have to worry about anything. Sliding into the car and closing the door, the soft, cool wind from the AC washed through me and the buttery leather upholstery felt like a cloud against my exhausted skin, helping soothe my nerves as I relaxed a bit. Martin observed me for a bit before asking. “Is everything okay? You seemed kind of stressed. Hope Robert didn’t do anything this time?” “No,” I uttered with a slight jolt. “Robert didn’t do anything.” Why was he always thinking like that? “I know my brother very well, Lily,” he insisted. “He can be a real pain in the butt with his cold harsh attitude, and I have noticed how unhappy you look these days. You can let me know if he’s the one putting you through this stress. I won’t hesitate to help you out in any way I can.” “No, please don’t do anything you and I will regret,” I pleaded. “Robert hasn’t done anything. Everything is fine. It’s been a long day and I was just coming from seeing my mum at the hospital.” He sighed in resignation, not looking too convinced. He gave me an empathetic look before zooming off, inquiring about my mum during the ride. Martin has always been there for me even before I left the prestigious high school he also attended. He was always ready to lend a hand and shoulder to cry on even when I didn’t call him. He just happened to be there for me at the right time and place and never complained. He was everything I wished Robert could be to me. When he turned out to be my brother-in-law, I was happy and couldn’t ask for more. He dropped me off at the family mansion after which he drove off to an important place he said he needed to be.CHAPTER 4 Though I had an apartment I stayed in at times, I lived here. With Robert when it was necessary to play our parts as a couple. The mansion was a sophisticated one situated in the upscale part of the city, surrounded by luxury and servants. I got in and quickly prepared myself for the dinner. As I was making my way to the dining area, I stopped by the mirror in the hallway to adjust my cocktail dress; the sapphire blue colour brought out the blue in my eyes. I also adjusted the wealth of my long brown hair, making sure my appearance was intact before his mother could see me. I learnt his mum was a star actress while young. She has been away since Robert and I got married. We only met briefly, so I didn’t know much about her. Though I overheard the servants once complaining of her being too excessive, easily irritated and difficult to please. So I was in for one heck of a ride. I didn’t understand why she called for such an abrupt dinner. But whatever the reason, I jus
CHAPTER 5 That evening, immediately after what occurred at the dinner table, I took a ride to my apartment. I didn’t have the heart to stay in that mansion after the last statement Robert made. It hurt more than his mum’s own, and I could tell he wasn’t going to spend the night there either. I was so stupid to think he was standing up for me. I should have known better. After undressing and getting ready for bed, I suddenly felt sick, coming down with a fever. I took something to slow the fever and pain and decided to sleep early so I could wake up early for work tomorrow morning. I had a lot on my table this week so I can’t afford to be late or worse, fall sick. Gently, I wrapped my hands around my belly, shaking off every bad thought and feeling. Shaking off everything Robert’s mum said about me. I wasn’t a barren desert. I was a real woman with no fertility issue, and sooner or later I’ll prove it to her. That night as I dozed off without knowing, I had a dream. A sweet d
CHAPTER 6 At the office, I was going through the details of my presentation, and putting everything together when I received an SMS from Robert through the company’s private line, informing me to schedule all his meetings and visits till after the presentation later that evening. I took note of that, and just then saw Scarlett making her way past me like a proud peacock to his office. As much as I didn’t want to admit, she looked radiant in her professionally done makeup but her gown was way too skimpy and seductive to be worn in a workplace such as this. Quickly, I left what I was doing to stop her from going in. “Miss Scarlett you can’t go in now. Come back later in the evening. Mr. Robert is busy.” She washed me head to toe with an icy glare, snorting derisively in disbelief. “Excuse me, and what are you supposed to be? Have you forgotten who I am? Because it seems you have. How dare you stop me going to see the love of my life!” she growled. I sighed nonchalantly and ro
Chapter 7 LILY'S POV "What's going on here?" Robert's gruff, provoked voice sounded as he came out of his office. Quickly, as Scarlett looked at him, I wiped the teardrops threatening to spill from my eyes and held back the sobs forming at the back of my throat. I summoned the courage to lift my gaze to Robert's eyes. The eyes of the boy I fell in love with the first time I saw him walk into our class. The eyes of the man I longed for his love and wanted to spend the rest of my life with even though he was so dumb he couldn't see it that way. It was hard to believe that one day those eyes would be seeing me out of his house and life forever, welcoming Scarlett as his new wife. No doubt his family members will approve especially his mum since Scarlett will be giving her what I couldn't - a child. A child that didn't come about by mistake. A child Robert approves of. "Nothing is happening," I said and forced a smile, my heart as heavy as a rock in my chest. "Everything's fine. I wa
Chapter 8 LILY'S POV My heart raced as I paced restlessly like a mad scientist in Robert's office after the disaster that just happened in the conference room. Robert told me to wait for him here. The only time he does this, especially with that tone of voice is when a worker behaves badly or does something wrong. In this case, not only did I do something wrong, I messed up like no one else has in the company. This was our company's biggest campaign project for the month and I blew it. Panic welled up in my chest as I awaited the inevitable, my mind racing with what Robert would do to me when he got back. He was still in the conference room with the clients and some of the board members. He was trying to address the issue and calm them but I doubted he was making any progress. I could hear their raised voices from where I was and it only made me more anxious. I didn't know how Scarlett managed to get access to my slides and swap them with those embarrassing sex memes and p**n adve
CHAPTER 9 LILY'S POV "You must be out of your mind!" Scarlett roared as she came at me fiercely from outside the door, shocked at what I just said. "How dare you blame me for your mess-up? Everyone knows this was all you. You have hated this company from the start and have been waiting for the right opportunity to paint it black. Since you deliberately did this, how sure are we you don't have other bad intentions?" "Ever since you got into this company, all you have ever tried to do is make me look bad in front of everyone because you're jealous of me," I shot back at her. "Goodness knows I have been working my ass out for this company and will never do anything to sabotage it. You, on the other hand, don't contribute anything. Since you arrived, all you do is nothing but look pretty and follow Robert around like a puppy. There is no doubt you did this. Who helped you? Because I know you're too dumb to pull it off on your own...who helped you get access to my laptop and replace m
CHAPTER 10LILY'S POVRobert came closer. Though I was crumbling on the inside, I strengthened and braced myself for whatever scolding I might receive. If he could lash out at me the way he did when Scarlett lied that I had hit her on the stomach, who knew what he could do now that I accused her of something this serious?"Lily..." He pronounced. I know I wasn't supposed to feel this way now but the way he called my name ignited a spark I didn't know existed inside me for some time now. I took in a deep breath, trying to maintain my feeble control as I waited for whatever it was he had for me.I realized that no matter how much he pissed me off or how far he pushed me away, no matter what he did to me, I still...loved him. I can't help loving him and I can't stop loving him. I hate him for everything he's doing to me. I hate him for not noticing me since high school. I hate him for seeing me as nothing more than his secretary and a wife to please his grandpa. Despite all that, I lo
Chapter 11LILY’S POVI wanted to go visit my mother at the hospital but changed my mind after seeing how miserable I looked. It’ll only get her to worry about me and the last thing I wanted was for her to worry in her state especially now the doctor mentioned she was responding to treatment.I felt like a lost puppy – alone, lost and unsure of what to do next. I thought of going to the family house but after remembering Robert’s harsh words and false accusations, I quickly erased the thought. I wasn’t ready to see him again for now. I feared he might have told his family members I was on a mission to sabotage his company and steal it from him. They’ll see me as a bad person and might never accept me as a part of the family or worse, throw me out. I was already struggling to fit in. Robert might use that chance to convince his grandpa that I wasn’t the right wife for him, that I wasn’t the good, decent woman he believed me to be. If he manages to do that and his grandpa believes him,
CHAPTER 153LILY’S POV~ I didn’t respond to her, acting as though she wasn’t even there. I wanted to grab my purse, my phone, my car keys, my coat, anything that’ll help me locate Robert when the door squeaked open and Noah walked in.My breath glitched and I froze as I saw him. He was holding a bouquet of fresh flowers and carrying a plastic probably filled with other goodies. I wasn’t expecting him at all. What was he doing here?However, his reaction wasn’t one I expected. He stood frozen on the spot, his face paling with shock as though he’d seen a ghost as his gaze flicked from mine to Robert’s mum and again and again. Suddenly, he dropped everything he carrying like they didn’t matter and ran out the door. ~ My brows furrowed deeply as I couldn’t understand the reason Noah reacted that way. “Noah… Noah…” Leaving everything else, I darted towards the door to chase after him, hoping to call him back.But before I could, he was already in his car. The tyres of his car screec
CHAPTER 152LILY’S POV~ Pushing all that to the back of my mind, as I had something more serious to ask her, I took a deep breath and leaned slightly forward. “Earlier, you mentioned something about you and your family finding out the truth.”She nodded slightly, paying close attention to understand me better.“Please, hope you don’t mind me asking what it was you guys found out about exactly?” ~“Robert didn’t tell you?” She asked, staring at me in surprise.“No, he didn’t,” I shook my head. I could have sworn Robert didn’t tell me anything about the truth they found out. If he did, then I won’t be asking. My brows pulled in and I further leaned slightly forward as my interest piqued. I couldn’t wait to hear what it was that made the entire Wilson feel sorry for what they did to me and for her to take a 10-hour flight just to come apologize to me.“We found out that Scarlett was behind it all,” she blurted, her jaw tightening as fury flickered in her eyes. “If only she were stil
CHAPTER 151LILY’S POV~ “Please…” she said with a squeaky voice, seeing how indecisive I was. “I took an eight-hour flight to this place. It wouldn’t be nice if you left a poor old lady standing out here in the sun after such a long journey. Please let me in. Just a little talk, I promise I won’t take much of your time.”I looked away defiantly and after much thought, let out a sigh like one who didn’t have a choice, opening the door wider and stepping aside for her to come in. It wouldn’t be bad to hear whatever she had to say. What’s the worst that could happen? But if things took a turn for the worse and she dared to disrespect me in any way, I wouldn’t hesitate to kick her ass out. ~“You have such a lovely home,” she remarked casually as she walked into the house, her eyes roaming around the interiors, taking in every feature. Even though my house was neat and well-kept, I knew it lacked the elegance and luxury she was accustomed to because she had very high taste. But it wasn
CHAPTER 150LILY'S POV It’s been a week since that incident at the hospital, and I must say, I haven’t felt the same ever since. I should be happy Robert was finally leaving our lives for good. I wanted this. It was what was best for me and the kids. But why did I feel so empty on the inside? Why did I feel like I was making the wrong choice and I’ll come to regret it eventually?I barely have the strength and will to do anything nowadays. All I do all day is sit on the couch like a potato scrolling through my phone, drag myself to the kitchen to cook and check up on Liam. He was discharged from the hospital hours after the surgery that same day and had to be on constant monitoring during this recovery phase. Because of this, he won’t be going back to school for some time. Lila was the only one going to school now.I hadn’t gone to work ever since, using Liam’s condition as an excuse because I had to stay back and take care of him. Though that was enough reason for me to stay away f
CHAPTER 149LILY’S POV~ “You don’t have to worry about them running away again because they won’t. They only gave you that ultimatum because they wanted to bring us back together.” He let out a wistful chuckle. ~“What?...” I squinted at him, baffled. “A…are you serious about this?”“Yes,” he nodded softly. “I don’t blame them for what they did. They just wanted us to stop fighting and get back together. And before you think that I made them do it, I didn’t.” I knew he wasn’t lying about this because his expression was genuine. I couldn’t believe Liam and Lila put me up to this. I was thrown off balance and nearly lost my sense of living because of that ultimatum, thinking I might just wake up one morning and not see them again.They had given me a week, and this was the fifth day with just two days remaining for the time to elapse. With every day that went by, I felt more desperate, more lost and more afraid. But now that Liam was severely injured and wouldn’t be able to use his r
CHAPTER 148LILY’S POVI knew he’d be persistent but I didn’t think it’ll be in a place like this. I hated staying close to him. Because when I do, I find it hard to keep my feelings in check. While in the ambulance van, the thought of Liam had helped keep my mind off him. Helped keep me from thinking about our closeness in the van, our bodies almost touching due to the limited space.I hate him. The hatred I felt towards him was unlike any other. I hate him for what he did to me. I hate him because ever since his arrival things haven’t been going well for me. I let him know about that and I was sure it crushed his soul to a pulp. Despite all that hatred and anger I felt toward him, I still hadn’t gotten over him, which was so pathetic and hypocritical of me. I was one heck of a fucking mess and it was all his fault! Seeing his face every day, hearing that deep, infuriating voice that sent tingles running through me no matter how hard I tried to fight it was driving me crazy. He had
CHAPTER 147ROBERT’S POVWhile in the van, the medics checked for Liam’s pulse and vitals. I was relieved to know they were all stable with nothing seeming to be out of the ordinary.Arriving at the hospital, Liam was immediately checked into the emergency ward. Lily and I stayed outside the room while the doctor entered to assess him, our hearts thundering so loudly in our chests it could be heard by anyone passing.After some time, the doctor came out with a rather unreadable expression on his face. On seeing him, we rushed to him immediately. He was going to give a statement on Liam’s condition.“How is he doctor?” Lily asked desperately, palming her hand against her chest as if to steady her thumping heart. “Is he going to be okay? Please tell me this is something minor and he’s going to walk again…”I nodded in agreement to what she said, my expression mirroring hers, praying for the doctor to say the yes word. With the way Lily was staring at him intently, it seemed like she mi
CHAPTER 146ROBERT’S POV~ I looked back at my son who seemed like he was going to die in my arms, biting hard on my lips till I almost tasted that metallic tang of blood.“Please don’t die on me, Liam,” I prayed silently in desperation. “Don’t die on your daddy. We still have a lot of things we haven’t done yet. So, please stay put for me and your mummy.” ~It didn’t take long for the ambulance van to arrive. The back of the van was opened and two young female medics putting on matching medical gloves and uniforms alighted. One had short dark hair with large cartoonish eyes while the other was an auburn with freckles splattered all over her cheeks, giving her a somewhat unique look. The wheels of a stretcher squeaked as they pulled it down from the van.Gently as though he was the most fragile thing ever, Liam was lifted off the floor and onto the stretcher and strapped in place. His fever had gone down like the middle-aged medic said it would but his eyes were shut, no longer flick
CHAPTER 145ROBERT’S POV~ Maybe it was truly time to leave. If leaving will bring them peace and free them from the troubles that came with me being around, then I guess it’s time to walk away for good. I don’t want them suffering because of me. ~With my head lowered in shame, I wanted to get up and leave but Liam held my hand to stop me.“Please don’t go, Daddy,” he pleaded with his tear-soaked eyes, holding onto my hand tight despite the pain he was experiencing as though it was a lifeline. “Don’t leave me again please…”My heart was melting in my chest seeing him beg me like that. There was no way I could say no to him, not while he was in this state. So, I brought his fingers close to my lips, even though they were covered in a bit of dirt, and planted a deep kiss on them before rubbing them soothingly.“What are you doing?” Lily glared at me in disgust, irked by what I was doing. “Shouldn’t you be leaving by now?”“Please mum stop..” Liam’s voice was barely above a whisper, ge