CHAPTER 3
“Now isn’t the right time. I’m planning to surprise him and everyone back at the family house during an important dinner,” I lied to her again, managing another smile. She shrugged, believing me anyway. I was full of lies today. This was my third lie today. And to Jane, I have been lying to her ever since I got into this marriage with Robert, always defending him and trying to paint the perfect picture of everything being alright while they weren’t. I hated myself more than anything now. Shortly after, Jane left to pick up her child from school and make lunch for her family. My mum was admitted to the same hospital, but in a different ward a bit further away. I wanted to take the pregnancy test first before visiting her because I knew I’d spend a long time with her. I still couldn’t believe Robert didn’t recall me mentioning she was sick to him at some point. I did tell him several times this week when I wanted to leave work early to visit her. Despite that, I didn’t blame him or think too much about it. He had a lot of all these work-related stuff in his mind and must have forgotten. The doctor assigned to my mother informed me she was doing well and responding to treatment. That was the best news today. But when I went in to see her, she didn’t seem happy unlike before. Ever since she learned of my marriage, she has been dreaming of having grandkids. She always complained to me about it. At times, it made me think twice before coming to visit. But today, she complained so bitterly, I felt her pain and almost broke down in tears. It pained me deep in my soul that I couldn’t give her what she was asking for. I couldn’t tell her about the complicated reality of my situation. About the contract and the clause that strictly forbade children. It would break her heart to pieces. She might not even handle it well and that will only worsen her delicate health condition. I can’t afford anything happening to her. She was the only family I had left. I spent long hours with her, assuring her she would have what she wished for. I told her Robert and I were trying hard. I hated that I was lying to her, but had to do it to put her mind at ease. Conflicting emotions mauled me as I stepped out of the hospital building. Though I hadn’t decided on what to do with the pregnancy yet, I knew my only option was to get rid of it to avoid Robert finding out. But being faced with all these conflicting feelings, I was beginning to reconsider. The only question now was, will Robert overlook the contract terms and accept the pregnancy? My phone rang loudly in my bag, startling me and disrupting my thoughts. I took it out and checked the caller ID to see it was Robert calling. I saved his number as ‘my forever’ because he was the only man I had ever and will always love. But I hadn’t bothered to find out what he saved mine as. “Hey love,” I picked it up and overcame a glitch as I said the word ‘love.’ I didn’t know how he’d take it. His usual cold, straightforward tone sounded from the other end of the line, not responding to my greeting. He only called me love or honey when we were around his family members. And it hurts really bad knowing he can’t say it to me whenever we are alone or in the presence of the other workers at the advertising firm or even Scarlett. “Where are you?” “I…I’m still at the hospital,” I squeaked, hoping there was no problem. If he was asking, that meant he must have left since. With Scarlett. I wondered why she came to check up with him. What was he not telling me? “What are you still doing there?” He sounded provoked. “I had to get a few things for my mum,” I said in an apologetic tone. The last thing I wanted was to make him angry. I hated seeing him angry. “I’m sorry. I’m about to board a taxi home.” He sighed and cleared his throat, his voice now calm and customary. “Come back quickly. My mother returned from her trip and has asked to have dinner with the both of us.” “Oh…okay….” I muttered and before I could say anything else, he hung up. Just then a grey Sedan pulled over, close to where I was standing. The tinted glass at the passenger seat wound down and the person behind the steering wheel leaned over, motioning for me to hop in. To my surprise, I saw Martin, Robert’s younger half-brother behind the steering wheel. They shared the same father but different mothers, as Robert’s father married two wives. Robert’s mum was the first wife while Martin’s mum was the second. From the little I know, Robert’s father separated from his mum to settle with Martin’s mum. And I think that might have somehow affected Robert’s upbringing. Martin looked casual, wearing a pair of stylish glasses, a simple black t-shirt and shorts. “Hey Lily,” he took off his glasses, revealing a pair of warm gleaming eyes. “Going somewhere?” Martin was too handsome to be ignored with his thick black hair, full brows, eyes almost the same shade of brown as Robert’s and beardless square jaw. But he wasn’t as handsome as Robert, though the gap between them wasn’t that noticeable. “Yes, to the family house….but I was about to board a taxi….” I tried to explain when he cut me off. “Hop in let me give you a ride. I will be stopping by there.” I was a bit hesitant, but seeing I was left without a choice, I decided to enter. I had been standing by the road for the past ten minutes without successfully stopping a taxi, and I needed to get home early for dinner or else Robert wouldn’t take it likely with me. This dinner must be important to him if he wanted me to return early. Furthermore, it was Martin, the best brother-in-law I could ask for, so I didn’t have to worry about anything. Sliding into the car and closing the door, the soft, cool wind from the AC washed through me and the buttery leather upholstery felt like a cloud against my exhausted skin, helping soothe my nerves as I relaxed a bit. Martin observed me for a bit before asking. “Is everything okay? You seemed kind of stressed. Hope Robert didn’t do anything this time?” “No,” I uttered with a slight jolt. “Robert didn’t do anything.” Why was he always thinking like that? “I know my brother very well, Lily,” he insisted. “He can be a real pain in the butt with his cold harsh attitude, and I have noticed how unhappy you look these days. You can let me know if he’s the one putting you through this stress. I won’t hesitate to help you out in any way I can.” “No, please don’t do anything you and I will regret,” I pleaded. “Robert hasn’t done anything. Everything is fine. It’s been a long day and I was just coming from seeing my mum at the hospital.” He sighed in resignation, not looking too convinced. He gave me an empathetic look before zooming off, inquiring about my mum during the ride. Martin has always been there for me even before I left the prestigious high school he also attended. He was always ready to lend a hand and shoulder to cry on even when I didn’t call him. He just happened to be there for me at the right time and place and never complained. He was everything I wished Robert could be to me. When he turned out to be my brother-in-law, I was happy and couldn’t ask for more. He dropped me off at the family mansion after which he drove off to an important place he said he needed to be.CHAPTER 4 Though I had an apartment I stayed in at times, I lived here. With Robert when it was necessary to play our parts as a couple. The mansion was a sophisticated one situated in the upscale part of the city, surrounded by luxury and servants. I got in and quickly prepared myself for the dinner. As I was making my way to the dining area, I stopped by the mirror in the hallway to adjust my cocktail dress; the sapphire blue colour brought out the blue in my eyes. I also adjusted the wealth of my long brown hair, making sure my appearance was intact before his mother could see me. I learnt his mum was a star actress while young. She has been away since Robert and I got married. We only met briefly, so I didn’t know much about her. Though I overheard the servants once complaining of her being too excessive, easily irritated and difficult to please. So I was in for one heck of a ride. I didn’t understand why she called for such an abrupt dinner. But whatever the reason, I jus
CHAPTER 5 That evening, immediately after what occurred at the dinner table, I took a ride to my apartment. I didn’t have the heart to stay in that mansion after the last statement Robert made. It hurt more than his mum’s own, and I could tell he wasn’t going to spend the night there either. I was so stupid to think he was standing up for me. I should have known better. After undressing and getting ready for bed, I suddenly felt sick, coming down with a fever. I took something to slow the fever and pain and decided to sleep early so I could wake up early for work tomorrow morning. I had a lot on my table this week so I can’t afford to be late or worse, fall sick. Gently, I wrapped my hands around my belly, shaking off every bad thought and feeling. Shaking off everything Robert’s mum said about me. I wasn’t a barren desert. I was a real woman with no fertility issue, and sooner or later I’ll prove it to her. That night as I dozed off without knowing, I had a dream. A sweet d
CHAPTER 6 At the office, I was going through the details of my presentation, and putting everything together when I received an SMS from Robert through the company’s private line, informing me to schedule all his meetings and visits till after the presentation later that evening. I took note of that, and just then saw Scarlett making her way past me like a proud peacock to his office. As much as I didn’t want to admit, she looked radiant in her professionally done makeup but her gown was way too skimpy and seductive to be worn in a workplace such as this. Quickly, I left what I was doing to stop her from going in. “Miss Scarlett you can’t go in now. Come back later in the evening. Mr. Robert is busy.” She washed me head to toe with an icy glare, snorting derisively in disbelief. “Excuse me, and what are you supposed to be? Have you forgotten who I am? Because it seems you have. How dare you stop me going to see the love of my life!” she growled. I sighed nonchalantly and ro
Chapter 7 LILY'S POV "What's going on here?" Robert's gruff, provoked voice sounded as he came out of his office. Quickly, as Scarlett looked at him, I wiped the teardrops threatening to spill from my eyes and held back the sobs forming at the back of my throat. I summoned the courage to lift my gaze to Robert's eyes. The eyes of the boy I fell in love with the first time I saw him walk into our class. The eyes of the man I longed for his love and wanted to spend the rest of my life with even though he was so dumb he couldn't see it that way. It was hard to believe that one day those eyes would be seeing me out of his house and life forever, welcoming Scarlett as his new wife. No doubt his family members will approve especially his mum since Scarlett will be giving her what I couldn't - a child. A child that didn't come about by mistake. A child Robert approves of. "Nothing is happening," I said and forced a smile, my heart as heavy as a rock in my chest. "Everything's fine. I wa
Chapter 8 LILY'S POV My heart raced as I paced restlessly like a mad scientist in Robert's office after the disaster that just happened in the conference room. Robert told me to wait for him here. The only time he does this, especially with that tone of voice is when a worker behaves badly or does something wrong. In this case, not only did I do something wrong, I messed up like no one else has in the company. This was our company's biggest campaign project for the month and I blew it. Panic welled up in my chest as I awaited the inevitable, my mind racing with what Robert would do to me when he got back. He was still in the conference room with the clients and some of the board members. He was trying to address the issue and calm them but I doubted he was making any progress. I could hear their raised voices from where I was and it only made me more anxious. I didn't know how Scarlett managed to get access to my slides and swap them with those embarrassing sex memes and p**n adve
CHAPTER 9 LILY'S POV "You must be out of your mind!" Scarlett roared as she came at me fiercely from outside the door, shocked at what I just said. "How dare you blame me for your mess-up? Everyone knows this was all you. You have hated this company from the start and have been waiting for the right opportunity to paint it black. Since you deliberately did this, how sure are we you don't have other bad intentions?" "Ever since you got into this company, all you have ever tried to do is make me look bad in front of everyone because you're jealous of me," I shot back at her. "Goodness knows I have been working my ass out for this company and will never do anything to sabotage it. You, on the other hand, don't contribute anything. Since you arrived, all you do is nothing but look pretty and follow Robert around like a puppy. There is no doubt you did this. Who helped you? Because I know you're too dumb to pull it off on your own...who helped you get access to my laptop and replace m
CHAPTER 10LILY'S POVRobert came closer. Though I was crumbling on the inside, I strengthened and braced myself for whatever scolding I might receive. If he could lash out at me the way he did when Scarlett lied that I had hit her on the stomach, who knew what he could do now that I accused her of something this serious?"Lily..." He pronounced. I know I wasn't supposed to feel this way now but the way he called my name ignited a spark I didn't know existed inside me for some time now. I took in a deep breath, trying to maintain my feeble control as I waited for whatever it was he had for me.I realized that no matter how much he pissed me off or how far he pushed me away, no matter what he did to me, I still...loved him. I can't help loving him and I can't stop loving him. I hate him for everything he's doing to me. I hate him for not noticing me since high school. I hate him for seeing me as nothing more than his secretary and a wife to please his grandpa. Despite all that, I lo
Chapter 11LILY’S POVI wanted to go visit my mother at the hospital but changed my mind after seeing how miserable I looked. It’ll only get her to worry about me and the last thing I wanted was for her to worry in her state especially now the doctor mentioned she was responding to treatment.I felt like a lost puppy – alone, lost and unsure of what to do next. I thought of going to the family house but after remembering Robert’s harsh words and false accusations, I quickly erased the thought. I wasn’t ready to see him again for now. I feared he might have told his family members I was on a mission to sabotage his company and steal it from him. They’ll see me as a bad person and might never accept me as a part of the family or worse, throw me out. I was already struggling to fit in. Robert might use that chance to convince his grandpa that I wasn’t the right wife for him, that I wasn’t the good, decent woman he believed me to be. If he manages to do that and his grandpa believes him,