CHAPTER 5
That evening, immediately after what occurred at the dinner table, I took a ride to my apartment. I didn’t have the heart to stay in that mansion after the last statement Robert made. It hurt more than his mum’s own, and I could tell he wasn’t going to spend the night there either. I was so stupid to think he was standing up for me. I should have known better. After undressing and getting ready for bed, I suddenly felt sick, coming down with a fever. I took something to slow the fever and pain and decided to sleep early so I could wake up early for work tomorrow morning. I had a lot on my table this week so I can’t afford to be late or worse, fall sick. Gently, I wrapped my hands around my belly, shaking off every bad thought and feeling. Shaking off everything Robert’s mum said about me. I wasn’t a barren desert. I was a real woman with no fertility issue, and sooner or later I’ll prove it to her. That night as I dozed off without knowing, I had a dream. A sweet dream about Robert kissing me and rubbing my swollen belly, comforting me, and telling me he wanted this baby as much as I did. Telling me he didn’t care about the contract terms and that he wanted us to have a family. I dreamt of my unborn child. I dreamt he was a boy, cute and chubby with his father’s brown ruffled hair and charming dark chocolate eyes. He looked like an angel. I wanted this angel. Night quickly turned into morning. I woke up early to prepare for work. As I checked my email, I saw a message from the company informing me that I had a presentation later in the day. The presentation was focused on suggesting a new commercial for a bottling company. The board of directors, including the CEO, Robert and the clients would be in attendance, so the presentation needed to be every inch perfect. I was stepping into the kitchen to make myself breakfast when I suddenly saw Robert sitting in the living room. My heart nearly flew out of my chest as I thought he was a burglar or a ghost. “Morning contract wife,” he said cheekily, standing up to adjust his suit. The suit framed his lean muscular figure elegantly and the navy blue colour complemented his complexion perfectly. He looked as sexy as hell but I tried not to focus on that. “You think it’s okay to barge into my apartment and scare me like that,” I said, turning red, almost purple with rage. “How did you even come in? I made sure to lock the doors.” He put a hand into his suit pocket and took out a bunch of keys, dangling them in the air. “I have the keys to everything you own.” My mouth fell open as I was left speechless. Just how did he manage to get the keys to my apartment? Just because he was a multi-billionaire and my husband didn’t mean he could control everything in my life. I guess it’s time I changed the locks. But even if I did, he’d still find a way in. “Why didn’t you sleep at the mansion last night?” He asked and I noticed he was walking around the apartment as if in search of something. My body tensed up, realizing a shiver of panic. “Since you weren’t going to spend the night there I didn’t see the need. Moreover, I had a few things to arrange.” He turned sharply and narrowed his eyes at me like a hawk. “You’re my wife,” he said sternly. “Whether or not I spend the night at the mansion, you are to stay there and perform your wifely duties. I don’t want you coming here again. Everything you need is at the mansion.” I grimaced, my brows pinching in as I tried to say something in protest. “But…” “No buts,” he stopped me. “I have said what I said and you must abide by it.” Sighing in resignation, I crossed my arms around my chest and looked away defiantly. But then I noticed he was still walking around the apartment, about to make his way into my bedroom. I didn’t know what he could be searching for. Perhaps he suspected I had brought someone over last night, maybe thinking I was cheating on him. Whatever the reason, I couldn’t let him inside. Yesterday after I came back, I kept the pregnancy reports on top of the nightstand. If he should walk into the bedroom right now, he’ll see them. I can’t let that happen. Alarmed and nervous, I became restless, quickly thinking of something. “Why exactly are you here?” I asked, trying to hide my restlessness and awakwardness. “And why were you with Scarlett back at the hospital?...” “That’s none of your business,” he cut me off defensively, turning to look at me. “You are my husband,” I blurted out in protest. “Of course, it’s my business. She’s fake…she’s no good for you and the company. She’s just taking advantage of you. Can’t you see that?” His lips curled to a cheeky smirk as he scoffed. “Says the faithful wife who has been flirting around with my half brother.” Momentarily, I was taken aback by his words. How could he think I was flirting around with his brother? I’d never do that. The relationship I had with his brother was purely familial and platonic, nothing more. “You think I haven’t been noticing your inappropriate relationship with him as of recently,” he accused, narrowing his eyes at me. “I saw he dropped you off at the mansion yesterday, and you were just full of smiles like you were returning from some kind of secret rendezvous.” I grimaced in bewilderment and anger, trying to explain myself but he didn’t give me the slightest chance. “Spare me the details,” he put a hand forward to stop me from speaking further. “I don’t want to know. I’m just here to remind you of what you are – the wife of a multi-billionaire who fucking runs the city. Have some dignity because our marriage is in the public eye, and as such, people will always talk. Not to mention what my family might think. So put yourself together and know what you’re doing. Stay the fuck away from my brother. If I find out you’re cheating on me with him or any other person, believe me, I'll make sure you regret. Remember I’m the only reason you have a good-paying job, a roof over your head and a life. Until this contract ends, you’re still my wife. You’re still mine and you will do as I say,” he walked up to me and whispered coldly to my ear before using the exit, not sparing me another glance as he left me pinned to the spot, my words knotted in my throat. The moment I heard the door click shut, my defences crumbled. I crumpled to the floor, breaking down in sobs. Why was Robert punishing me like this?CHAPTER 6 At the office, I was going through the details of my presentation, and putting everything together when I received an SMS from Robert through the company’s private line, informing me to schedule all his meetings and visits till after the presentation later that evening. I took note of that, and just then saw Scarlett making her way past me like a proud peacock to his office. As much as I didn’t want to admit, she looked radiant in her professionally done makeup but her gown was way too skimpy and seductive to be worn in a workplace such as this. Quickly, I left what I was doing to stop her from going in. “Miss Scarlett you can’t go in now. Come back later in the evening. Mr. Robert is busy.” She washed me head to toe with an icy glare, snorting derisively in disbelief. “Excuse me, and what are you supposed to be? Have you forgotten who I am? Because it seems you have. How dare you stop me going to see the love of my life!” she growled. I sighed nonchalantly and ro
Chapter 7 LILY'S POV "What's going on here?" Robert's gruff, provoked voice sounded as he came out of his office. Quickly, as Scarlett looked at him, I wiped the teardrops threatening to spill from my eyes and held back the sobs forming at the back of my throat. I summoned the courage to lift my gaze to Robert's eyes. The eyes of the boy I fell in love with the first time I saw him walk into our class. The eyes of the man I longed for his love and wanted to spend the rest of my life with even though he was so dumb he couldn't see it that way. It was hard to believe that one day those eyes would be seeing me out of his house and life forever, welcoming Scarlett as his new wife. No doubt his family members will approve especially his mum since Scarlett will be giving her what I couldn't - a child. A child that didn't come about by mistake. A child Robert approves of. "Nothing is happening," I said and forced a smile, my heart as heavy as a rock in my chest. "Everything's fine. I wa
Chapter 8 LILY'S POV My heart raced as I paced restlessly like a mad scientist in Robert's office after the disaster that just happened in the conference room. Robert told me to wait for him here. The only time he does this, especially with that tone of voice is when a worker behaves badly or does something wrong. In this case, not only did I do something wrong, I messed up like no one else has in the company. This was our company's biggest campaign project for the month and I blew it. Panic welled up in my chest as I awaited the inevitable, my mind racing with what Robert would do to me when he got back. He was still in the conference room with the clients and some of the board members. He was trying to address the issue and calm them but I doubted he was making any progress. I could hear their raised voices from where I was and it only made me more anxious. I didn't know how Scarlett managed to get access to my slides and swap them with those embarrassing sex memes and p**n adve
CHAPTER 9 LILY'S POV "You must be out of your mind!" Scarlett roared as she came at me fiercely from outside the door, shocked at what I just said. "How dare you blame me for your mess-up? Everyone knows this was all you. You have hated this company from the start and have been waiting for the right opportunity to paint it black. Since you deliberately did this, how sure are we you don't have other bad intentions?" "Ever since you got into this company, all you have ever tried to do is make me look bad in front of everyone because you're jealous of me," I shot back at her. "Goodness knows I have been working my ass out for this company and will never do anything to sabotage it. You, on the other hand, don't contribute anything. Since you arrived, all you do is nothing but look pretty and follow Robert around like a puppy. There is no doubt you did this. Who helped you? Because I know you're too dumb to pull it off on your own...who helped you get access to my laptop and replace m
CHAPTER 10LILY'S POVRobert came closer. Though I was crumbling on the inside, I strengthened and braced myself for whatever scolding I might receive. If he could lash out at me the way he did when Scarlett lied that I had hit her on the stomach, who knew what he could do now that I accused her of something this serious?"Lily..." He pronounced. I know I wasn't supposed to feel this way now but the way he called my name ignited a spark I didn't know existed inside me for some time now. I took in a deep breath, trying to maintain my feeble control as I waited for whatever it was he had for me.I realized that no matter how much he pissed me off or how far he pushed me away, no matter what he did to me, I still...loved him. I can't help loving him and I can't stop loving him. I hate him for everything he's doing to me. I hate him for not noticing me since high school. I hate him for seeing me as nothing more than his secretary and a wife to please his grandpa. Despite all that, I lo
Chapter 11LILY’S POVI wanted to go visit my mother at the hospital but changed my mind after seeing how miserable I looked. It’ll only get her to worry about me and the last thing I wanted was for her to worry in her state especially now the doctor mentioned she was responding to treatment.I felt like a lost puppy – alone, lost and unsure of what to do next. I thought of going to the family house but after remembering Robert’s harsh words and false accusations, I quickly erased the thought. I wasn’t ready to see him again for now. I feared he might have told his family members I was on a mission to sabotage his company and steal it from him. They’ll see me as a bad person and might never accept me as a part of the family or worse, throw me out. I was already struggling to fit in. Robert might use that chance to convince his grandpa that I wasn’t the right wife for him, that I wasn’t the good, decent woman he believed me to be. If he manages to do that and his grandpa believes him,
Chapter 12LILY’S POVAfter spending time at the bar, I made my way back to my apartment, grateful today didn’t end as badly as it started. Robert will be pissed I haven’t completely moved out of the apartment to the family house but at that moment, I didn’t want to think of it. His happiness was my top priority but with everything that happened today at the office, I just needed some time away from him. I wasn’t ready to face him after he treated me harshly and unfairly.I tried to keep myself from thinking of the worst-case scenario of him telling his family members what happened at the office as I approached my apartment. However, I noticed something unusual.My apartment was already open and some men were carting away with some of my property. I thought they were thieves but thieves don’t come stealing in broad daylight and my neighbours would have alerted the police if they were. They were dressed in special uniforms, looking like construction workers from a reputable constructi
CHAPTER 13 ***Please note all the chapters of the book are written from Lily's point of view unless stated otherwise.*** My breath caught and my hand instinctively ran up against my mouth to hold back the gasp about to escape. I was in a rush to leave for work this morning so I forgot to hide the pregnancy test result. I had left it on top of the nightstand. Now he’s found it. Something I promised never to let him find out about till the time was right. How could I been so forgetful and careless? This is bad…very bad. My heart was pounding against my rib cage. I tried but unsuccessfully to steady it as I lifted my gaze to meet Robert’s raging eyes. I don’t think I have ever seen him this angry. Normally, couples are supposed to celebrate the news of pregnancy especially if it has taken a long time to come. Any husband will be happy about this. Any husband but Robert. Was pregnancy really that bad a thing for him? Did he despise it, or did he just hate the thought of me carr