Eggust’s POV
I stared at the girls on the bed in front of me as we intertwined our bodies together, their moans almost like a storm and movements gentle, just the way I liked. It was as if we acted out a scene that I had already played in my head, doing exactly what I wanted without me having to say a single word. They knew just how to please me, I made sure of that. They weren’t my usual type, but they would make do for now. I got off on fucking women that looked just like her, because that the was the closest I got to her. I used to be a part of her world, but somehow she shut me out completely. I missed the bond we once shared, the way she looked at me and saw right through me. What existed between us was volatile, she made me feel like a liquid in a container bursting with joy. I had hoped my newly acquired toys would give me a bit of that feeling. I had told them once how I expected them to behave and they, my perfect little lambs, knew not to disobey or not act accordingly. If they disobeyed me they would get punishments, not the kind that would make them shriek wantonly for my cock to grease just the walls of their pussies, but the kind that would peel off their tender skin. I sat on a chair an inch away from the bed with my legs crossed and hands folded, my eyes staring at everything they did, not missing any single detail, before one of the girls pulled away from the other one and began to crawl towards me on all fours. I stared at her naked body, noting her curves and beauty marks and still remained silent as she pulled down my zipper and then brought out my cock. She stared at it like a prize she had been working all her life to get. It still wasn't erect yet, it rarely ever was on its own but the woman holding it had never been deterred by that and she wasn't going to start now. Her tongue slid over my veins, enjoying the slightly salty taste and manly scent wafting from it before she began to circle her tongue around the tip of my cock, her hand now wrapping around the base as she began to softly massage it, moaning as she did so. The other girl, a perfect replica of the one on my cock glided over to my lap, sitting with my thigh between her legs while her hands pulled apart the buttons of my shirt, moving it around my chest, her lips meeting mine in a gentle kiss as she began to grind her pussy on me. All of this I let happen without reacting back, my mind was somewhere else, focused on someone else. The only woman that turned me on, the only woman that made me want to fuck. I was getting tired of my whores, they did nothing new that intrigued me. It was the same thing over and over again. I only liked them because they look like her, which was the reason I picked them in the first place. I was distracted for a while, until the girl on my thigh pulled her lips away from mine and moved to my chest, moving her tongue over my perfectly toned body, her neck now fully exposed with a scent lingering from it that was enough to send me into insanity. In a flash, all of the blood in my body pumped back to life as I grabbed the girl's head and lifted it up, digging my teeth into the soft flesh of her neck while the other hand went to the girl sucking on my cock and shoved it down, my member flickering back to life when I hit the back of her throat, vibrations buzzing through my body from how good it felt. Perhaps it was because I couldn't see their faces but I didn't care. I couldn't. I always preferred when I wasn't able to but their bodies weren't bad to look at either. Not when they had worked so hard to look like the one person I actually desired. My tongue flickered over the place I bit as I sucked over her sensitive skin, a low growl pouring out of my lips as her face came to my head. Her scent was the only thing I wished to bathe myself in till every part of me smelled like her. Like she was marking me as her territory which I was. I belonged to Juss Indigo in every lifetime that we existed in but she just didn't know it yet, and I was prepared to wait for her till she realized I was all she would ever need then never let her out of my sight. If only she knew the things I planned to do to her. I was obsessed with her, it scared me, it would scare her too if she found out, I thought. She had claimed me without knowing, there is no one else for me. No one but her. But right now, my starved cock needed to feed. I pulled my face away from her neck, grabbed her waist and turned her around then impaled her pussy into my cock, a cuss flying out of my mouth as her warm walls squeezed around it, my hands squeezing hard on her breasts while I repeatedly shoved myself into her. The second girl began to kiss the one on my body while she fucked herself with her fingers but none of it mattered. All of my thoughts centered on the scent coming from the girl riding me, Juss's face flashing again and again in my head, her voice begging me not to stop fucking her as hard I was, shivers flowing through my body as I massaged her breasts even tighter, feeling myself getting closer to my release, my thrusts increasing in pace before I cummed inside her, a low guttural sound echoing through the room as the other girls followed suit, their moans drowning mine as they orgasmed as well. The moment I was done with releasing my seed inside her, I pushed her off my body to the bed, feeling a rush of disgust and anger fill my body as I stood from the chair and walked into the bathroom, shutting the door close as I gripped the sink in front of my mirror, my eyes staring into my reflection as I cussed again, "Fuck. Fuck. Fuck." For many years, I had tried my hardest to feel some sort of... Pleasure during my sexual activities and although my body reacted to it at the beginning, I always ended up feeling like I had just taken in something disgusting that was tearing me apart from the inside and never being fully satisfied enough. It was like an itch that no matter what I did to make it go away it stayed till it spread into hives, worsening with every day that passed and all of this was because of a woman that I had still not been able to set my eyes on in years. A being that had possibly forgotten about me. I couldn't understand how she held so much control over me when I had not even fucked her yet but I didn't mind it at all. I told myself that the moment I held her in my arms, everything would make sense and I would finally be able to punish her for taking away my heart and soul without my permission. Although I couldn’t be near her, I had been watching her for years. When she goes for her morning run, when she goes to school and when she gets back, her favorite food, drink, as well as perfume. I knew everything about her, from the things she loved to do and the things she didn’t. Even the bastard she fucked. I was racked with jealousy every time I saw them together. I wanted to claim her and make her see that there was no one else for her but me. I imagined what her reaction would be. My phone buzzed in my pocket and I brought it out, picking up the call with my face in a visible frown as I pressed it to my ear, answering in a voice that was displeased with the disturbance. "You know better than calling, Ezekiel. A text would have been fine." My personal assistant knew that but he also knew his boss would have his head if he only sent a message about what he called for because I barely ever read his messages. "I apologize, Sir but this is a matter I was sure you would wish to hear about." "Then speak. What is it?" "Miss Juss Indigo, Sir. She is back in the country.."Eggust’s POV "When did she leave Mexico and at what time did she get to England?" I asked Ezekiel, giving him barely any time to answer either of the questions. It was hard for Ezekiel Salvador to catch up with me sometimes, I won’t blame it on my impatience, but his sluggishness, I’m never wrong. I practically marched to my car, my bodyguards circled around me like a fog, he had to jog along to keep up with my pace. I turned to see him adjusting the glasses on his nose, as he let his hands flip through the pages of the journal in his hand as he said, "I don’t really know when or how she left México, but by nine today, she was already here. She hasn't gotten herself a hotel room yet but has been in a bar all by herself for the past two hours—" “Also, she didn’t have much belongings with her, just a mini box and a duffel bag. It seems she left in a hurry. I’m afraid something might have happened to miss Juss, and…...” The rest of the words ne
Juss’s Pov It felt both real and like a dream, a pair of eyes were on me and I could feel them piercing through my soul and I suddenly opened my eyes to see an actual pair of eyes nearly boring a hole in my face. I was so alarmed that I almost fell off the bed, but a strong arm grabbed my waist and firmly held me. Trying to control my fear, I gradually raised my face to see the person doing this to me and I almost melted in his arm when I saw a pair of deep blue eyes looking helplessly into mine. Who..who are you?” I stuttered, trying in vain to look away. Instead of answering my question, he pulled me closer and kissed my forehead. I tried to push him off, but his grip wasn’t something I could pull myself from. “What do you want from me?” “You!” He said flatly, sending chills down my spine. “I want you Juss.” He sounded so possessive and in control that I wondered where he got his audacity from. Holy Moly! He knew my name! I scanned his features with my eyes, tryin
Juss’s POV He mirrored my smile with the same intensity, almost as if he knew I was uncomfortable and was enjoying that. I pushed that thought to the furthest part of my head as I picked up my bag and began to walk away with him following directly behind. A memory of him doing this exact same thing when he was younger came to my head and my face burned in embarrassment. My God, I watched him grow. How could I have—? "You were gone for quite a while, Professor," He spoke quietly, his voice startling me from my thoughts. I had no idea when he had appeared beside me but some seconds later, I remembered it was how he'd always been. Quiet. Like a soft summer wind blowing past your skin and caressing you softly. "And you never replied to any of my letters." My body burned slightly as I remembered that. He had sent many letters on... On his undying love for me. Of course, I never replied to any of them. He was a child and he had no idea what love meant or how to co
Juss’s Pov As soon as I cummed and my mind cleared, I pushed him away faster than my brain could react, before he would stop me, I jumped off the top. I could feel his eyes on me as I began to search for my panties on the floor, hurriedly wearing them while I buttoned my shirt. There were so many things running through my head, the alcohol in my system disappeared faster with every second as I realized I'd gotten it all wrong. That I'd done something I shouldn't have because I thought since it had happened before, it didn't matter. Which was stupid. How was I becoming even more stupid? "Juss," he called. I ignored him as I walked away, feeling the tears stinging my eyes. God, I'd never been more stupid and I hated this. I felt dirty and... disgusting, especially since I could feel the slick from my core rubbing my thighs together as I tried my hardest not to cave under the fact that my core was burning, both with un-satisfaction because it wanted more from the one
Juss’s Pov It felt like a bucket of cold water just poured over my head at these words. Was he not even trying to pretend or was this all a trick to make me uncomfortable? I still couldn't figure out what his aim was. If it was sex he wanted, we had done that as well so why was he so adamant on making the quiet world I'd caved out for myself erupt into flames? "It's alright, Lani." I stood up with a smile on my face though I could tell from her reaction that she was wondering why I looked like that. I placed a hand on hers and said in a reassuring tone, "If you can just tell me how to get there, I could—" "This house is bigger than it looks, you don’t want you to miss your way." Of course, the male would have something to say. "As a gentleman and you being a longtime family friend, I just want to make sure you don't stress yourself because you are our top priority, Professor." At that word, Marlani laughed and placed a hand on her son's chest. I could feel my bl
Marlani’s Pov It felt surreal but at the same time, my entire instincts screamed at me that something was wrong. Everything was a blur, I was out in the dark, the night breeze blew in my face. It was a cold night, I could hear the frogs croaking in the distance, the owls hooting, as all the creatures of the night had come together. I stood still on a spot, my legs refusing to move nor did any part of my body as I stared straight ahead. I spotted Eggust walking in front of me now and I tried to open my mouth so I could scream to help me but it didn't work. My mouth was sealed shut, my breath rasped. I began to panic because I didn't know what was happening except that deep down, I wanted my son in my arms. I knew that there was no place safer for him but the moment I tried to scream out for his name again, I watched him take another step and fell into a hole that suddenly appeared right in front of him. “No!” I screamed. “Eggust, Eggust, please stop.” I was confused,
Eggust’s Pov I knew that I didn't need to be in this place, especially now as I felt the eyes of the women in the class piercing through my neck. College had never been my thing, and furthering to get a masters degree wasn’t what I wanted either. I was a thousand times smarter than most of my lecturers. I knew things they didn’t, and that made most of their lectures boring to me. The only reason I stuck around was because I knew it made mum happy. Also, now that Juss was back, I didn’t mind coming to classes everyday. I enjoyed listening to her, even though it was hard to focus on whatever she was saying, when the thoughts of having her tied to my bed, while I rammed into her, lingered. I was a mess. The kind of mess I wanted to be, cause Juss was the center of it. “Fuck!” I cursed, as the mere thought of her got me hard and ready to go. As for the girls in my class, I hated the way they stared at me like zombies looking for brains to suck. Probabl
Eggust’s Pov “Eggust, will you stop saying that? I don’t belong to you or anyone else.” Her words fell into deaf ears and I wanted to make her realize that. “As a matter of fact, you do, Juss, you belong to no one else but me.” I watched as she walked around, the obvious anger wafting from her small frame almost comical except I knew too well that there was nothing funny about this situation. I had been by her side through all of her moods and I knew which ones were to be avoided. And I knew that this was one of them. “You had no reason to do what you did. You don’t get to fight my battles for me, I can fight them myself.” "They were saying horrible things about you." I said but she raised her hands to silence me and I obeyed. It was funny how I held so much power that could force her into submitting to me but I wished to go by her own way. It was taking a lot of my time but I was willing to be patient. I needed her to accept the truth I had been telling her fo