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Aspen rolled on the bed, seeming to stare straight at the camera as her fingers dipped under her pajama pants, and I lost it. Ropes of cum spread over my stomach as my knot tried to grow in my hand. I squeezed it down almost painfully, denying myself the final pleasure of my orgasm.

Not yet.

I was saving that moment for the sweet little wolf who was chasing her own release.

28

Aspen

Something was wrong with me.

The blankets were too hot and scratchy. I kicked off the covers and stared at the ceiling, hating this aching feeling in my gut. This wasn’t normal. I knew my heat was coming in a few weeks, but this felt different. Like I was hollowed out and empty and would never be comfortable again.

Last night I’d given into my baser instincts, hoping a quick orgasm would scratch the itch. But it was… unsatisfying to say the least.

I should have thought to bring my vibrator.

It didn’t help that the only way I’d been able to come was thinking of a certain frustrating Alpha with earthy brown
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