ALEXA His words felt too demanding and at the same time I couldn't help but to do what he demanded.In a way I hoped he stopped digging into my past because I knew it was what causes most of our disputes. I realized that he wouldn’t be able to handle it with a clear mind but still it would stop him from earning himself that hatred toward me that sent a hollow ache throughout his entire being. Naive as I was, he didn't let me get away at being bad with my blow jobs."Common Alexa, a thousand women can do better than that." As his words sank in, a hot rush of jealousy evaporated all other emotion. I was mad at him, I was furious at the fact that he had gotten this same action from other women. The idea of him with another filled me with so much animosity that kicked me in the gut. As my heart paused and my entire body rebelled against the idea of another woman being in his life, I suddenly felt the need to mark him as mine, to imprint myself on him; to make him remember me anytime h
ALEXAMy eyes fluttered open and I groaned, covering my eyes trying to prevent the sharpness of morning rays from blinding me.The memories of last night came rushing back in full force and my face went hot.That explained why I was so sore.I sat up and glanced around the room, unable to find Levi.Where on earth was he?I thought , Probably in the bathroom but there was no noise coming from there so he couldn't be.Did he step out or something? I thought to myself.Deciding it didn't matter, I wasn't exactly surprised by this. Wouldn't be the first time, I stood up from my bed, stretched a bit and looked around just to see if I was mistaken but there was no sign of him anywhere.I went to the bathroom to pee but he still wasn't there. Although the bathroom looked very much like it had been used My gaze stumbled on a green crystal ring just inside of the slightly opened dresser and I walked towards it and opened the dresser and sure as day it was the ring I had been looking for all
ALEXASo we called it a truce, at least for the meantime, we —Mia, and myself , talked for what appeared to be a long time catching up on old times. Most of our talks were filled with us talking about men mostly."Once again, I just want to say I am sorry… " she apologized for the time. " I really wanted to believe you were telling the truth but couldn't."It is fine." I rolled my eyes. That is all in the past now. My gaze turned to the man busy at the table, he looked to be bent over the table all sweaty, I could sense the stress he was going to think about a way out of this and for a minute I felt a bit ashamed of the intent in my heart.She saw me staring and assumed another thing entirely. "You know he never lets anyone not family in here." She muttered."Ever since our parents were murdered, he had come in here all by himself to think … He spends a day here you know but it is usually all to himself, you are the first person he is bringing here. "Just for the first time, I was p
LEVIHow do one react to a pain that cuts deeper Into the deepest part of human existence? That was exactly the question on my mind as I ran the situation over my heart over and over again. The call had left me with utmost shock, at first I was left bewildered by the entire situation as I made my way back to the room, the entire situation proved shocking to me. At the moment, I was still trying all I could to let the entire situation settle down when she had walked up to where I was trying to pacify me.Much as that was what I needed at the moment, I couldn't help thinking about how to settle the entire quake that looked to be settling in my heart—"I would be fine." I muttered again hoping that she would listen this time.She weighed it within herself, and I couldn't see her hesitate for a minute, noting to herself if she should leave or not. After what seemed like a while, she walked away back to the room that had Mia waiting, after she must have gone I sighed to myself.I tried
ALEXARealistically, it felt heavy saying Those words … I couldn't imagine myself telling him all of this and having to sit and watch him explode.I had seen him doing that, I had seen how angry he could get about the entire situation and trust me, it was the last thing I would want for myself at the moment.It was going Crazy at the back of my mind, I couldn't help than imagine, how?His phone rung up again filling the silence that had enveloped the room with a kind of charge that hard to get rid of—He walks away to pick me up, giving me the much needed time to catch my breath.Was this nature telling me how bad all of this is?At that moment I was filled with every bit of frustration, I watched as it zipped through me like a bolt of lightning, the fact that I gave myself away and he would have noticed it made my heart beat quicken. He most definitely must have noticed because my voice always had this bit of elation to it whenever I lied, it was ahead to describe but it was always
ALEXAWith a pacing heart beat I stared hard at the content of the phone, three pictures it was all a clear shot of myself and Zale the last time we had met at the pack.Could this be the cause of him being angry, had he found out about the whole situation.My mind was thrilled, as I tried running it through the entire track of what her plan was at the moment, with each quickening moment I could hear the sound it made from my heart. If there was more she could do—If only hearts wouldn't give the deepest moment away. I could tell that was far from the case if It continued beating this way, I had to put a lot of things in my chest and this was most definitely the deepest part of it but how?Right there with the phone within in my grip, with a tear forming underneath my eyes as it ran across the creak of my face I knew I had to be ruthless with my thoughts, it was hard not to be ruthless after the time spent with Levi of without thinking about it quickly, I got a pen out and jotted down
ALEXA"Did I keep you waiting for long? " He asked immediately if he got back to the car— we were soon moving, driving slowly through the bridge with the sun over the horizon.Each moment felt like an eternity between two heart beats, I couldn't help but to steal glances in his direction over and over mostly to check if he was looking in my direction.Most of the time he was looking this way just as I had thought, almost as though he could tell everything that was racing behind my mind.He had me on the hook both my thoughts, and my attention as well enough that every other thing seemed abstract, more like a pause through time."We are here." He announced.It was only then I looked outside, it had been four hours of driving and it took almost eternity to reach what looked like a Mansion .I was going to ask what the event we were here for was all about when I saw Mike making his way."Oh, you finally arrived… I was thinking you changed your mind." He muttered as he reached where we w
LEVIIt was quite impossible to get rid of , I was speaking about the sickling feeling that had filled every part of my soul up as we pulled into the driveway of Mike apartment, while a part of my mind was filled with making love to her another part of my mind was disrupted with the fact that I had as yet to get a call from Salvador as promised, I became a lot calmer when I spotted his convertible in the driveway just as we turned off the ignition of mine and got out of the car. If I had to sit in there with her I fear I might have to succumb to the lust filling me up. She followed me to the door and I couldn't help but to be well aware of her presence that filled the surrounding.I had never seen her looking so confused than that first moment when it stepped into the car, she had appeared startled from that point till this very moment leaving me with a lot of questions at the back of my mind, diverse thoughts filled up my mind as we walked back to the man I had been chatting with al
LEVII shifted a little in my chair, impatient for the council meeting to get to the stage I had been dreaming about all these days. I looked around at all the pack members seated in the council chamber. All eyes were trained on the front of the room, at the round table where the men who would give fair judgment on who was to become Alpha, sat. I was not the only one stealing glances around the room. Zale, who was a claimant of the Alpha title sat at the end of the table also, opposite from me. It was obvious that he was in a state of barely suppressed excitement. His eyes met mine, and he smirked before looking away. I hid a grin. He was in for a shock even though he did not know it yet. There was a loud thump that echoed around the room. Conversation ceased immediately. One of the chief council members, the one with a grizzled beard slowly got to his feet. "Brothers of the pack," he called in a carrying voice. "You all know why we are here, to decide on who becomes the true Alpha
LEVI"It's your son, I can't find him anywhere!" Mia fidgeted, her eyes sunken with fear..I immediately stood up from my chair in a panicked state."Where was the last place you saw him?"I asked Mia, barrelling past her."In his room,I went downstairs to get myself a drink and answer a few calls then came back to find him gone." Mia rambled, following closely behind me just as panicked as I was.I tried to calm myself as I practically ran to the security room…I was still pissed about finding out that Zale was responsible for my father's death and now this!I needed to focus. There was no way my son could just disappear without a trace.I took in a deep breath as I got to the security room and sat down. I began to surf through the security footage, trying to calm my racing heart.Mia was right by my side, scanning the footage from between one hour ago and now. I could practically hear her heart beating her chest. She was afraid and normal I'd comfort her but I was just as panicked as
ALEXA As soon as I stepped into the restaurant, I spotted Zale seated at a table at the rear of the restaurant, fidgeting and checking his watch. He looked around, but did not spot me at the entrance, as a couple of people were leaving then, blocking his view of me. He was obviously eager to have the ring in his possession, even though I was still five minutes early for our scheduled meeting. "Hi, Zale," I said as I lowered myself into the chair next to him. He started a little, having been engrossed in checking his wristwatch in what had to be the umpteenth time. "Alexa." His face split into a wide grin. His eyes danced with barely concealed excitement. "Just who I've been expecting. It's good to see you." He looked me over, his gaze lingering on the fitted dress I wore. "You look really good... Better than you looked at our last meeting."I shrugged. "I guess it's the satisfaction of taking my own pound of flesh.""Of course. Of course. I like the way you think. Only hypocrites
LEVIIt was night time and Alexa was getting ready to go over to Zale's to hand him the fake ring.Despite the simplicity of the plan, I couldn't help but to be worried about her and the plan. I wasn't one to scare easily but when it came to Alexa's safety, I was.I watched her through the window as she walked towards the car that was to take her over to Zale 's place. I still didn't like the idea of her meeting him but in order for us to be able to trick him, she had to.The starless sky was not helping the niggling feeling I had at the back of mind either. I know why but I felt really off about the plan. Alexa had told me I was being paranoid when I had mentioned my concerns to her earlier and I had taken it as the reason but right now I wasn't so sure.As if she could sense my eyes on her, Alexa turned around and our eyes locked through the window and she frowned as she noticed the worry in my eyes.She tore her eyes off mine and quickly glanced at the driver to say something I cou
LEVII walked towards Mike who was making his way towards me.'How'd it go?’ I have a question. He heaves a breath and buries his hand in his hair, “Nothing out of the ordinary really,” he starts, leaning against a nearby wall, “They just went on and on about who the new alpha is going to be and how the choice is going to be made this year. Apparently they’re making special efforts to ensure it isn’t the same as the previous year.” He explains and I nod in understanding.“Makes sense. Did they mention who exactly who the competitors this year are?” I asked, taking the spot beside him.“To be honest, it wasn’t really clear, they didn’t state it plainly,” He scratches the back of his head, an apology in his eyes, “They however mentioned the top two contenders are you and Zale.” He finishes, his gaze studious.“That’s…good?” I muss, my hand rubbing against my chin, an impulse I had picked from Alexa. “And the supporters? Enemies?”“We actually have quite a number of people on our side,
ALEXAI told Mia about Levi's text and we drove to Levi's office. The traffic was on my side. It was light and we got to the office in record time. As soon as I pulled in front of the building, I looked into the rearview mirror, schooling my expression into the expected one of fury. Mia waited in the car. I marched past the smiling doorman, completely ignoring his greetings. The other staff scurried out of the way when I directed my scowl at them. "Where is he? Levi," I demanded of the receptionist. "He's upstairs," she said, wide eyed with surprise. "Up in the conference room."Without another word, I went upstairs, already muttering angrily to myself long before I spotted Levi. He stood with his back to the wall, sulkily regarding people who passed by him. "There you are, you piece of shit!" I screeched as loudly as I could. I pointed an accusing finger at him as I marched towards him. As I had hoped, every eye in the corridor became fixed on me. Levi gaped at me, his expressio
LEVIMy attention was half on what Mike was saying. I was lost in thought, thinking about what Mia had told me. It had come as a shock to realize that Mia had been under Ryan's thumb all this while, doing his bidding. I was grateful for whatever lucky chance had made Alexa eavesdrop and hear Mia's conversation. The sound of my phone ringing brought me out of my reverie. I started a little. "Alexa's calling," Mike said with a glance at my phone which lay between us. I grunted, picked up quickly. "I'm listening," I said as soon as I picked up the call. Mike leaned forward to talk to the driver, and I used that opportunity to shift a little to the far side of the car. This was not a conversation I wanted him to overhear. "You already left the house," remarked Alexa."Yes," I responded."I hope you still remember the plan.""Yes."There was a brief pause. Her tone was somewhat annoyed when she said, "Why are you answering me in monosyllables?" I swallowed, racking my brains for the b
ALEXA"Ryan?” I ask, trying to contain my anger.Mia’s stares at the flower arrangements behind me unwilling to meet my gaze.“I believe I asked you a question Mia. Why the hell would you do this to Levi?” “Answer me!” I snap.Mia fiddles with the hem of her dress, she opens her mouth to speak but no words come out. Alexa pulls her by the arm into an empty changing room, “Now we have some privacy. You better start talking.”Mia paced about the tiny cubicle. “I’m sorry.” “You’re sorry?” No no no! We haven’t gotten to that part yet.”“This is the part where you give me a damn explanation for why you’re stealing from your own brother.”“I..I don’t know. I just.. I mean its Ryan” Mia stutters,“I’m racking my brain searching hard for a good enough reason but nothing except its Ryan.” She huffs, “I never know how to act when it comes to him. It’s almost like I lose all self-control, like I don’t have a mind of my own. He asks me to do something, and I do it without question.I watch Mia
ALEXA"Alexa-" Levi murmured, then paused, gauging my reaction. With a sigh, I left our son's crib. I really didn't want to have the conversation he was sure to bring up right now. I needed time to process all he had said to me before. I left the nursery, hoping he would take the hint and drop the issue. I went to the bedroom, sat on the bed, but Levi was still right behind me. "We need to talk, Alexa. Please," he said. "You have already said everything there is to say.""But you haven't given me an answer yet.""Look, each of us has a lot to do today. So why don't we just drop this?" I suggested. "Both of us will function better today if you give me an answer. Let's leave the past behind us and face the future together. Marry me, Alexa.""It's not as simple as that," I grumbled. "But it is. The complications are all in your head."I bit my lip. Levi was wrong there. It was not that simple. I had been through a lot at the hands of Levi. There was an elephant in the room. Levi had