IRIS'S P.O.V...The early morning light blinding me, I shut my eyes immediately, before reopening them, as I tried to get use to the bright daylight.My eyes heavy, it was swollen because of all the tears I shedded. The damn tears I shedded because of my godforsaken life that would never be right. Cursing under my breath, I sat down on the bed as last night incident flashed into my mind."It's better this way" I mumbled to myself before getting out of the bed. My watermelon stomach added to my weight, yet that didn't stop me from going to the shower immediately to freshen up. I let the last droplets of cold water touch my bare body, before turning off the shower and putting something to wear.Putting on a baggy shirt gown, I immediately went back to Xavier's room, cause even if we were going to stay in separate room from now, still Mrs. Steel mustn't find out about what exactly was going on, until the marriage ends.Imagine the scene she would cause if she finds out that her perfect
IRIS'S P.O.V....The car drove away without stopping, and I go back to the house feeling defeated. He didn't even turn around to look at me one last time before leaving, I whispered, pressing my lips together feeling frustrated, before rethinking it through.Why on earth would he turn and look at me?. I frowned my lips, as much as I understand, I am nothing to him, infact he must be the happiest person right now, leaving me all alone.Fucking business trip or not, I believe this was all just pretence to finally run away from the mess in his life.I am the mess he's trying to get away from, but still it makes my heart act out of line, and I can't deny the fact, no matter how I try, that I am use to him.Damnit!Frustrated, I yelled out to myself, but all I receive was a sharp pain in my stomach as a reply. It feels so strange, and for a moment I actually feel like am going to die. The house workers kept on passing me by, noticing nothing, and it made me for a second ignore the weird
"CITY'S HOSPITAL, ROOM 102J"IRIS'S P.O.V...."My child"...I whispered and let the words play on my lips. Teardrop falls off my eyes, and the second after my vision becomes blurry wanting to fail me, but before I fall unconscious completely, I see him...He stood in front of the floor, startled and unsure of himself, whether to walk in or not. His blue eyes shinning ever so brightly, for a few second it pierced into mine, and made my heart beat madly again, before my eyes finally closes shut.It was Xavier! ....I squeezed my eyes, before reopening them again. My eyes adjusted to the light, and I saw I have already been conveyed to another room, but I knew too well I would not be able to remember how it happened no matter how hard I try. Waving the thoughts away I don't want to stress my brain, but instead I shift my gaze to the side, and my green eyes met his, it was only then I felt his touch, and his touch, as usual sent a weird sensation down my body.He sat on the side of m
IRIS'S P.O.V...."I still remember how I felt after you kissed me for the first time... Million butterflies, my heart somersaulted, and I felt like I had just been reborn by your lips. But yet again, it only became my worst nightmare and the cause of me losing my mind.Maybe you shouldn't have kissed me because I can't keep living like this, because not a single moment goes by where I am not craving your lips like how human needs air to breathe.You stupid man, why is this not lust, tell me why have I fallen in love with you and accepted it?. You have pissed, yet possessed and made me go mad. Every passing day I drown deeper, waiting and craving your every touch. Your hair bouncing on your head with every step you take, your eyes so magnetic that I find myself not able to look away, your lips...I dare to think about those red lips that licks and devours mine, making my head dumfounded.I am so scared that I am the one here being in love with you, wanting you, and then in the end you
IRIS'S P.O.V...."Long time no see" Camille said, forcefully bringing me into a hug and holding my waist tightly.Damn, what does this bitch wants...Her hug added to my angrier, and made millions of emotion dance inside me at once. Pressing my lips together, I feel disgusted and push her away, not wanting to just stand still and keep my rage to myself anymore.Pushing her away from me, I see her pathetic face again, but all that played on her lips was nothing but her sly devious smile. The bitch was trying to provoke me, and sadly it was working."Hey, no need to be aggressive, it's already time we become friends, no besties again" She sings to my face, grinning wider. Clenching my fist to prevent a bloody cat fight, I use my words instead."For your information Miss Camille Grant, I am a mother and don't have time for your shit" I breathe in and spat out to her, before turning around to just walk away from her before I do something shitty, but my legs didn't agree with me.My leg
"How does it feels like to be lost?"...IRIS'S P.O.V....Night...10:00pmThunder kept on striking, and the raindrops kept on falling on my head drenching my whole body, but I didn't care about that, infact the rain was the only one that I could share my pain to.The cold countless drops kept on raining on my body, and wiping my useless tears again, as I staggered back to the mansion. I could feel people eyes on me, they were watching me from under the shade they hid because of the rain. They murmured, albeit they might have probably assumed that I was mad...anyone would, but I don't blame them. It was insane to walk in the pouring rainfall barefooted, but why would I care now."Did you actually believe that Xavier, my lover would ever stop being crazy for me?"...The bitch painful word stabbed my heart again, as I remembered the messages I read. "Why am I always the foolish one?, why did I always misinterpret him, Damnit" I yelled, as more hot salty tears streamed down my cheeks."
Is this the end?...Just like this?...IRIS'S P.O.V...."My life in this mansion is already expired" ...The dead words leaving my lips stabbed my heart. But still, I looked at the dark sky as I felt more hot tears flowing down my cheeks. Never would I ever know that I would find so much, and lose myself in this marriage I never wished for.11:00pm...It was already almost midnight again. I should have left the mansion earlier, but I wanted to spend my last hours with him, I was wrong to yet again think that it would ever happen.I was wrong to ever think that I would laugh, and feel things with him, to maybe feel his lips on mine, the sensation, the pleasure one last time before I finally take my shit away. I was wrong to ever think I would have at least a memorable goodbye, to ever think and prayed that he might just stop me from leaving him. I was so darn wrong, and have finally realized that happiness only happens in fairy tales.In real life, most of the times all we get is shit
XAVIER'S P.O.V....I LOVE you, Damnit!. My lips finally confessed what I had been trying to refuse at last.My heart ache harder...If you love someone, you let them go. I fucking said it to her face last night, and I guess it's time to do what I preach, even though it hurts so darn much.I can't bare to see her leave me. I want to forget you, that's why I kept on ignoring you all this while. Damn, am so foolish.I really want to forget you as soon as you're gone, even though forgetting you would never ever be possible, no matter how hard I try.I've never felt this deep shitty things for anyone before, including for Cami...my ex, why is it different now?. I would have immediately gotten over all other girls, but damn you are not like them...Even after you leave me, I swear I would never get back together with that bitch, that dumbbell Camille. I don't still believe that I ever dated her, nor can I believe she dare showed her face to me and try to "patch" things up.I don't even fuc
IRISONE YEAR LATER."Because I would always love you"Concluding the last piece of my letters filled with cheesy heartfelt words to my lover, pardon....I concluded the last piece of my letters filled with the cheesy heartfelt words to my billionaire HUSBAND, Xavier and sealed it up.Sealing it up, carefully I diverted my eyes away and glanced at my ever so shiny wedding ring that was placed perfectly on my finger.The same wedding ring he had finally placed on my finger before taking me as well as our child away from the city just like he had promised.Shifting my gaze away from my sealed letter, and with a wide smile curving on the side of my lips, I glanced at my wedding ring, the same wedding ring that had always made me blush hard anytime I look at it."God darling, you would turn into a tomato soon, if you don't stop looking at it"Hearing his voice come from the side, I shifted my gaze as fast as I could to the door, only to see him standing few meters away from me and dressed
IRIS.Opening the door and rushing out, the doctor wasted no time and told me if I had ended up a widow or not... The answer to that question was two ever so beautiful word that caused tears to stream up my eyes, and made my legs to run insideWas I a widow? I WASN'T....Rushing inside the room with tears streaming out of my eyes and my heart racing fastly and not wanting to believe that at the dying minute, fate would finally chose to let me go after seeing the mess I was without him...Rushing inside with my heart beating and tears flowing down my eyes, I immediately wandered it to his face and straight to his blue bright eyes that was opened again....His blue bright eyes that I had accepted that I would never get to see ever again. Shifting my gaze to the him and seeing his face once again, I parted my lips and mumbled out."You fool..."Mumbling out to him as I let out a deep sigh, I lifted my lips up, tried to control my heart from exploding and moved closer to him, but in the
LILITH...."Please...."He said looking at me right in the eyes with his misty gaze as he kept on drowning me in nothing but guilt and making my legs tremble in fear."What the fuck have I done..."With the words screaming in my head, I whispered out as I tried to swallow the huge lump on my throat and stop my legs from shaking horribly in front of him, even though in the end and no matter how I tried, nothing worked out, especially when she shifted her gaze to the side, saw me with her child, got up and rushed over."Why are you here..""What gave you the right..."Rushing over, she questioned coldly as she pierced her eyes deep into mine, before immediately shifting it to her son."And how many times have I told you not to talk to strangers..."With her eyes moving to her son, she said with her cracked voice and in a way that ended up making me more nervous, cause the green eyes I knew was never like this.She was never this cold, nor was she ever this miserable.Speaking out to he
[THIRD P.O.V]CLEAR!With their voices loud, they placed the electrifier on his chest and tried to bring him back to life."We can't lose him..."With tears filling up an emotional nurse's eyes, she start to cry as she kept on handing tools and injections to the doctor, but still and just like wicked fate, the doctor didn't wanted to accept defeat eitherAGAIN!With the doctor in charge voice yelling out, the rest obeyed they try to bring him back again, to remind him that there was a woman outside as well as his son waiting for him, but still and no matter how hard they tried, as if tired of this awful place we call a world, the billionaire wasn't responding, nor did he showed any sign of becoming conscious again.....IRIS....I never for once liked the hospital....From the time of my mother and visiting it regularly, to the time I found out I was pregnant, I never liked it, but now and coming here again with the bloody body of the one I love, made it to finally become my nightmar
LILITH FOX...Tell me, who the fuck did you hit?" Unable to keep quiet as I kept on looking at him right in the eyes, more words tumbled out of my lips, but still and as if fed up with having to put up with me, he didn't give me an answer, nor did he look away, even though I moved closer to him and held unto his shirt collar roughly."Tell me now..."Holding unto his shirt collar as I kept on maintaining the eye lock, I yelled out, but in the end and what scared and boiled my blood more crazier was watching him scoff out minutes after, before taking my hands off him and pushing me back."Am done with your fucking screams, and won't tolerate this any longer woman!" Pushing me away from him and making me stagger back, he said as he adjusted his shirt collar, dusted the side that I touched, before shifting his gaze back to me.Shifting his gaze back to me, he parted his lips, but even before I heard him speak, I felt and knew that not only was he going to spit something that I didn't
....BILLIONAIRE XAVIER STEEL....."You disgust me and I won't fucking forgive you if any shit happens"With the words I said to her hovering back into my head, I remembered just how angry I was when I pushed her away from me before running out with no fucking regret whatsoever."How could...how could she fucking stomp so low..."Mumbling out, I tell myself as I entered into my car with my heart racing awfully and my teeth gritted as tears start to gather up my eyes, even though I immediately blinked twice in order to stop them from spilling down and in order not to make my vision become blurry."No, don't shed tears, you fucking can't..."I screamed out to myself as my trembling hands kept on steering the wheels awfully fast, in order to stop the shit from happening, in order to save the love of my life and only meaning to my existence"Iris..."With my eyes glued on the road of the dark night, I whispered her name out my lips, but in the end I wish I didn't, cause all it made my ey
Twisted fate, the beginning of the end...IRIS STEEL....."Get out, damn fuck!" The cab driver said yelling out to me and my child with flames burning in his eyes, before I finally wasted no time in getting out of his cab.Getting out of the angry boiling man's cab, I remember dressing my son up as well as I and entering inside the back seat, in hope that I would reach Xavier without delay, but in the end, never did I expected the driver to be so rude to me and even went as far as swearing all because my son wanted Ice cream on the way, and told the cab driver to stop."Sorry mummy..."Hearing my son speak, I shifted my gaze down to loom at him as his voice brought me out of my thoughts.Shifting my gaze down to his pleading innocent looking blue eyes, I couldn't help but to feel my lips curving into a smile as I kept on admiring the little handsome replica of Xavier, face"It's not your fault" With my eyes pierced to his bright blue ones, I said to him with grinning lips, as I kept
RED HAIR, LILITH FOX.....Tick tock tick, I play my game with wisdom and in the end, I would become the cunning winner.At first and when I had stopped the billionaire from taking his phone twice, I thought that he would have got a clue that I was up to something, but in the end, I guess the famous city billionaire was not so smart after all.To stop speaking in riddles, I would give myself a grand introduction again: I am THE Lilith Fox, the devil herself and not demon in disguise, the one who intentionally spilled water on the famous billionaire, the one who had sent thugs to keep following and break into the green eyes bitch house, in order to scare her and make her come running....I am the one that's going to lead her to death, the mastermind herself of the entire plan, the craftily plan that was given birth to after that night at the bar......I want to kill her!""Revenge and not like any other, revenge that would be covered with bloodshed...""I like how you are thinking, yo
When it all comes down to shreds....BILLIONAIRE XAVIER STEEL...."I would follow you wherever you go, but only after she signs it..."No one would be able to point a finger at us..."No one would have anything to say anymore...With the words of my beloved regenerating and echoing back into my head, I closed my eyes for a brief second before reopening them back, as I diverted it down to the new divorce papers that I had successfully managed to attain again"This time I won't let her ruin this..."This time it would be the end..."Determined to finally be with the one I love, I whispered out to myself as I glanced at the papers one last time, before imprinting my signature sharply on it. Once my signature was signed again on the piece of document, I wasted no time before sending my secretary to call her the red hair to my office, in order to place hers as well, cause I saw no point in procrastinating the matter any longer, since there was nothing more to our contract, we referred to