The winter solstice has brought a bitter cold to the bones, and the city of S is like entering a new era. Outside, it was snowing heavily, and the windows were covered with a thin layer of ice. The bustling street is now only a white color. The footprints on the snowman are also very sparse, gradually disappearing.
In the small room loomed a small, slender back. Her skin was as white as snow, but her face was pale. Her cherry lips were slightly pursed, her eyes were red, and tears were running down her cheeks.
It had been a month since Emma returned home, this large mansion but she was alone. Small back shadow in extremely lonely, cold and lonely. Of course, she knew the reason, but the more she thought about it, the more painful it was.
On the tabletop, the four words "medical record" printed clearly on the paper looked extremely dazzling. Luxstay slightly closed her eyelids, today was the day her dream ended, putting an end to everything.
In the spring of two years before the flowers bloomed, she took his arm and walked into the aisle together. Take a vow together, drink a glass of wine together. From that moment, everything in her life was left to him.
Wishing to be with him with his white head and long teeth, with him in the old age. This life cannot be done, can only wait for him in the next life, if only death would favor her a little more. Like a willow branch fragile in the wind, clinging to the top of a small tree, that willow branch will soon perish.
Luxstay loves Emma so much in this life, but unfortunately cannot return his sincere heart.
In the paper, she was diagnosed with heart disease, a very dangerous disease, requiring surgery. That said, but if there is surgery, the survival rate is still 10% - 20%.
That year, her mother could not survive, she passed away very suddenly, leaving a wound in Luxstay's heart until now. Painful treatment for a while, what awaits her is only the gate of death.
Looking in the mirror, she suddenly realized that her face had changed, her lips were white, her cheeks seemed to have sunk a bit.
"Young lady, the young master is back!"
Seeming to know this in advance, Luxstay wiped away her tears with her hand, took a deep breath and replied: "I know!"
Luxstay couldn't let him know about her illness, if he knew everything would fall apart, Luxstay was just afraid that he wouldn't be able to be with Emma until the end. She quickly dismissed the complicated thoughts in her head, immediately went downstairs.
Just now Emma had just come in from outside, snowflakes still hanging in her hair. Luxstay, like a lifebuoy, immediately rushed into his lap. Compared to Emma she wasn't even his shoulder height, this perfect height allowed her to bury her face in his chest without any hindrance. The light curly black hair that fell on her back and the thin chiffon dress made Luxstay even more small.
"Luxstay..." Emma called out her name, implying that she wanted to let go.
Just now Emma was a little surprised, he did not understand her actions. Before facing him, Luxstay was always very timid, she had never actively hugged him like now.
"Don't say anything, let me hug you right now, just a little..." - Her soft voice sounded, seemingly carrying a bit of choking.
Emma also cooperated with her, letting her hold her like that. Not knowing how long it took, Luxstay reluctantly let go of his arm. His warmth still lingers in my mind.
From the time of marriage until now, Emma has never really paid attention to Luxstay. Now, when I face him, I find that her eyes are so beautiful, so deep, yet as calm as the surface of an autumn lake. Deep in those captivating eyes seemed to hide a mystery, a difficult thing to say, an unwilling feeling.
Emma said nonchalantly, "I know what day it is."
"Yes." - Luxstay replied softly, she did not dare to look him in the eye.
Today is the wedding anniversary, also the day the contract ends. Luxstay suddenly wanted to deceive herself, deceive people, deceive that Emma left early today because of her. But his reminder was like a splash of cold water on her body.
Luxstay followed Emma straight up to his study. She still clearly remembered how she said she liked this room very much, and when she said that, Emma immediately repaired this room. The current room is minimalist, the decorative objects are also removed in half.
Perhaps it was because Luxstay liked it that he edited it against her will. As long as it was something she liked, Emma would go and dispose of it all, leaving no crumbs behind.
Two years ago, she and he officially became husband and wife. Two years later is also black and white paper, but it is a knife that cuts the red thread in the relationship of both people.
Emma took the pen to sign the divorce papers, he really stopped just now. Marrying her was inherently part of the plan, so was divorce. But now he can't control his emotions, ann doesn't know what those feelings are. Is it pity? Finally, the black ink strokes remained bold on the page.
The divorce petition was brought in front of Luxstay. She took a look at it, sure enough, for the editor to be very careful. Luxstay took a deep breath, she mustered up the courage to speak.
"I have a request."
Request? Emma propped her chin and looked up at her: "Isn't your Luxstay family short of money?"
Luxstay hastily shook his head: "No, it's not… I don't need money."
Hearing her say that, Emma asked again, his words as cold as a criminal's bow: "Shares of the corporation?"
"No, can you give me the last two months to fulfill my duty as a wife?" Do you really think she's a greedy person? Without waiting for his rebuttal, Luxstay continued.
"Just… just two months, after two months, I'll be gone forever."
Emma's heart seemed to be cut by something, painful to the point of bleeding, he had a feeling that the girl in front of him would soon disappear. "Forever?" What does her "forever" mean?
In front of her, Luxstay didn't want to reveal her feelings, although her heart was agitated by her words, Emma still kept those feelings hidden in her heart: "Okay, quickly sign the divorce papers!"
Luxstay held the pen lightly, sarcasm filled the bottom of his heart. After all, he was still in a hurry to get her to sign the divorce papers. However, having received his promise, Luxstay obediently signed it. Divorce is also good, after she leaves this world, he can easily remarry, not being tied to her anymore.
An oil lamp like her should not stand in his way. Actually, there are many ways to love a person, seeing that person happy is also a way of love.
Two confused hearts like that kept being divided, Luxstay was so happy when she got married that she fainted, when she divorced, she was also happy because this relationship can end so gently. When it was dark, suddenly there was an urgent business in the company, so Emma soon left.
Nights without him were always boring, and Luxstay ran across Emma's room to get a book for herself. Usually Emma spends the most time in the study, so Luxstay often goes to his study to find Emma's warmth. Like a poor white rabbit outcast.
On the way back to the room, the footsteps suddenly wobbled. The heavens and the earth in front of them began to deform and become blurred. Her left ribcage transmitted a dull ache, instinctively she should bring her hand to her chest. Luxstay fell to the ground, his heart as if being squeezed by someone, inconsolable pain.
"Flash."
When the housekeeper saw her in pain clutching her chest, she was shocked, the glass of water in her hand also fell from it and broke. She panicked and ran over to help her, constantly shouting: "Where are you, where are you! Quickly call an ambulance!"
Luxstay's chest ached, she couldn't breathe right now. In a state of semi-consciousness, half-asleep, Luxstay still managed to say: "Don't…don't tell Emma. Please…please ma'am."
With that, she immediately fainted.
Looking up at the blue sky, feeling the gentle breeze blowing through my hair, playing under the trees. Under the cherry tree, Luxstay's gaze was fixed on a figure, his heart seemed to miss a beat.Reflected in her eyes was the figure of a young man in a white shirt, all his attention focused on the book he was reading. Emma sat in the middle of the schoolyard reading a book in the gentle sunlight, unaware that she had stolen the girl's heart.Suddenly, a figure appeared in the distance, her friend ran towards Emma with a bottle of mineral water. Casually sat down next to him, sitting in a position that even Luxstay could not dream of. That day the gears of fate turned, starting this cruel love affair.The figure of the teenager in Luxstay's eyes darkened and then disappeared completely. She slowly raised her eyelids, the strong smell of disinfectant wafting in.Luxstay shook his head slightly, only a vague memory remained, and then looked down at the hand that was holding two water i
Luxstay blankly watched his back gradually disappear from sight, the bridge of her nose involuntarily stinging.Not long after Emma left, Luxstay also took heavy steps out of his company. Anyway, staying is only more stuffy.Compared to yesterday, the layer of snow on the road surface has begun to ease, from the sky, snowdrops only lightly fall like cherry blossom petals. Since marrying him, "doing" was a word that frequently appeared in her dictionary. This is not the first time Emma has left Luxstay alone. But know how? It was just that she was helpless, unable to hold him back.Leaving aside the unpleasant things, Luxstay wanted to buy some things at the bookstore, and at the same time wanted to go for a walk. Today Luxstay thinks it will be cold, so she wears a very thick fur coat, which is extremely warm inside, which will not affect her health.The bookstore was not far from Emma's company. It only takes about ten minutes to walk there, although she is ill, Luxstay still wants t
Right at that time, even the cold ice and snow could not compare to the coldness in his heart. Luxstay really wanted to dig out Emma's heart to see what it was made of. She loved him so much, so much so that she was ready to throw herself away for him. Even though he was not affectionate towards her, she still couldn't help but fall in love with him. She didn't understand, she would never understand.Luxstay was really tired, if death could make her let go of him, she volunteered like a moth to rush into the fire. Her love for him had become a kind of attachment, a rope that bound her and him. The contract that year for her was never meaningful. Luxstay stupidly believed that time would make Emma fall in love with her. But she was wrong... It turned out that… she was wrong in the first place. Luxstay didn't know how she got to the hospital. There was only one thought in her mind, she didn't want to see him no matter what. He ignited a glimmer of hope in her and then extin
Chapter 5: The secret in memory Yesterday, Luxstay had a high fever, half awake and half asleep for some reason, and overslept. When she woke up, she was still holding the notebook in her hand. Overnight, her life seemed to shorten a bit. Thanks to a scene last night, Luxstay finally knew the answer in his heart. She didn't blame him, loving him, marrying him was her choice alone. After all this time of loving him, what she received in return was only two words "never love". It's a lie to say that she didn't feel offended, but what right did she have to demand this? Because from the beginning this marriage was just a contract, she herself had the right to refuse, but Luxstay was like a moth rushing into the fire. From the moment she established the contract, she was destined to be the loser. "Miss". Luxstay looked at Henry from outside, she smiled and replied: "Uncle Henry". Henry pulled a chair and sat down right next to her bed, his words a bit unnatural: "Miss, you re
Chapter 6: Shouldn't be in love Sixteen hours went by, and during the flight, Luxstay didn't say more than ten sentences to Emma. On the contrary, Emma saw the fatigue in her eyes. However, he did not care much, simply thought that just resting for a few days would be fine. It seemed that every time Luxstay fell asleep, she dreamt of her youth, when she was naive and innocent, how good it was. If she could go back in time, Luxstay would like to go back to when she was sixteen years old, turning the direction of the gears of fate. As long as she didn't go to see the meteor that day, this tragedy would never happen. The weather in country M at that time was much harsher than city S. After leaving the airport, Luxstay and Emma went straight home. Madam logically said that she must live in S city. It was said that ten years ago when the Old Master passed away, Madame could not bear it and wanted to avoid the feeling of looking at things that made her remember him. So, she moved
The distant horizon slowly flashed white light, revealing every single point of brilliant light illuminating the world. This room also seems to enjoy the same grace, light replacing darkness, scattering all the decorative objects in the room.The walls are painted in light yellow color, making the space softer and warmer, the dark wood furniture is very elegant, you can tell at a glance that they are extremely valuable. There is also a small pink sofa set, brightly colored cushions scattered on the floor, a bed with flower borders and beautiful curtains. On the dressing table were all kinds of colorful brocade bandages, and the women's vases and jars piled up even more.This is a female room. Warm and beautiful, except for the light blue large floor-to-ceiling window curtains in this place is the only cold color. But there is a person who likes to stand there, one hand pulling the curtain to the side, the other hand pressing the telescope (the kind of glass that helps us see distant o
Emma blinked, her vision cleared a little, he seemed to read something from Luxstay's movements and eyes that he did not dare to hope too far, he was afraid that he was amorous himself.Emma's eyes filled with tears, couldn't help but sobbed in a low voice, he helplessly begged, "Luxstay...... I don't need, don't need to pity you......"Luxstay kissed the other side of the eye again, "It hurts me."Emma's mind is still not clear, in his heart, being pitiful and heartbroken is an idea, he desperately shakes his head, tears fall everywhere, a few drops fall on Luxstay's face."I don't need...... I don't need to be hurt."There was a tear falling at the corner of Luxstay's mouth, he reached out his tongue and brought it into his mouth, tasting the bitter taste, "Like you can hurt, don't like it?"Emma suddenly stopped crying, looked at Luxstay stupidly, her whole body was beaten by the word like, she forgot even breathing.Luxstay also reminded him: "Breathe."Emma was unable to breathe
"No, if you're not careful at home, you will fall and break a bone, no problem." Only now did Lyly notice the person behind Emma, and asked in surprise, "Who is this?"Hearing Lyly's uncle say that there was no problem, Emma let go of her mind, facing a difficult problem again.Seeing what happened to her, Luxstay spontaneously replied: "I'm your friend......"Emma suddenly interrupted, her voice panicking: "Friends! Friends! Stay at my house for the time being."Emma didn't think Luxstay had such a big gut, and dared to directly fund the fund, originally Uncle Ly was not a hindrance, but if Luxstay said the two words his boyfriend said, he was afraid that Uncle Lyly would be scared and his illness would get worse.Lyly's uncle was surprised, and according to Emma's temperament, he was able to accept other people entering his house, I'm afraid that this person in front of him is not such an ordinary friend.Lyly's uncle didn't ask much, talked with Emma for a while, and then sent he
"Luxstay, don't cry, I'm heartbroken, don't cry..."“…”“Sorry, you bastard…” Emma let go of Luxstay, then took his hand, suddenly slapped her face hard, “Yes, you son of a bitch, don't be sad, Luxstay, you hit me… ”Luxstay was taken aback, after reacting, he quickly withdrew his hand. Emma didn't let him struggle, and slapped her face hard a few times before she stopped.“Luxstay, can you not cry?”Her eyes sparkled, Luxstay touched Emma's face with her other hand, "I'm crying too..."Emma froze, then realized she was in tears.Luxstay used his hand to carefully wipe Emma's tears, his nose wrinkled, his voice a bit deranged, "Brother, what are you crying for, I'm not angry, just miserable… But I'll be fine soon, brother beat yourself up."Emma let Luxstay gently wipe her face, her lover was in front of her eyes, he couldn't wait any longer and said in his heart, "Luxstay, that piece of paper, are you serious?"Luxstay stopped moving, pouting, “You see, didn't you throw it away?”Emm
“Nolan, people are not like me, this is a good student who wants to enter a key university. Can't you see people's unhappy faces?"Emma's voice was filled with disdain, Elmer heard it for a moment, and after reacting, he hurriedly pulled Emma's shirt and whispered, "Hey, what are you talking about?" Turning his head to look at Luxstay, as expected, he pursed his lips, lowered his eyes, and his face was not very good."I'm not going anywhere, I have to go home early, you guys can go hang out."Nolan watched Luxstay's back run further and further away, turned his head to glare angrily at Emma, teaching him, "You're so weird, how do people in Luxstay end up making you angry, you're a stingy big man... ”Emma still had no expression, until Luxstay's back was no longer visible, he lowered his eyes and lowered his head, showing a bitter smile that no one could see.Nolan was so angry that he couldn't speak, only half a day later scolded, "Fuck."Luxstay came home, took off his schoolbag,
Luxstay used the gesture of drinking wine to finish a glass of beer, while learning to shake the cup in front of everyone, the corner of his mouth was still wet, "Shut up."All of them, who just reacted, didn't make an appointment but clapped their hands together.“Luxstay, is this your first time drinking, he's so handsome!”“Really Luxstay!”“Tsk tsk, good bro!”Finally, Elmer summed it up, "That's why he calls him brother, okay, let's stop pouring Emma!"Emma also smirked along with everyone, not talking.However, just because people don't intentionally stew doesn't mean Emma doesn't lose anymore. After she had calmed down, Emma carelessly lost again.Elmer shook his head with a mean smile, "This is called self-destruction and can't live.""Didn't Emma have a stomachache, what should be the punishment?"Luxstay was just about to open her mouth, when Emma suddenly continued, "Today I give up, except for drinking beer, whatever you want to punish is up to you."Having said that…"Kis
Emma had the appearance of an outsider lying on her stomach on the table, her eyes darting through the gap in her clothes, looking up and down the person standing on the other platform, finally, the line of sight stopped on the face of the person.Good, the heart numb from longing seems to have suddenly come back to life.Looks like he's lost weight, he's probably dead tired of competing...Luxstay and Ling Ming stood on the podium receiving the teacher's praise and the adoring gaze of their classmates below. Another class teacher passed by the door, seeing the happy look of the teacher in the class couldn't help but personally add a congratulatory sentence."Oh, it's really good to have such an outstanding student in the class, just look at it, it's like a golden bronze and jade girl!"So, Thai monk grinned, Ling Ming blushed shyly, Luxstay remained expressionless, just standing there calmly, not sad or unhappy. People who don't understand him see that, just afraid that they will say
Emma suddenly burst out laughing, "What am I mad at you for, am I so heartless, I can't even thank you in time."Elmer didn't know what was going on over here, and when he got there just in time to hear the last sentence, he laughed and jumped to join in the fun, "Hah, I see you are a heartless guy, drink water and remember to drink water. source, you eat porridge again. Luxstay ignore it, I sit at the same table with you, you also help me stand in front of five hundred people in the class, ha ha!”Emma, who thought she had made a very funny joke, discovered that no one was laughing. He touched his nose, feeling embarrassed that he quickly shied away.Emma indifferently raised her head, glanced back to see Luxstay still in the same place looking at her, "It's almost time for self-study, hurry back to your seat, class president."Luxstay bit his lip quietly, clenched the box in his hand, and then took two steps forward and placed it on Emma's table, "So, you have to remember to eat b
"Fuck you, how much is it?" Emma was also a little curious."Seventeen! Seventeen! His mother you ranked seventeenth! Up until now, you're only standing in front of the last ten people and yet you're seventeenth in the class, there's no way anyone could punch me to wake me up..."Emma was also dumbfounded.There are sixty-three people in their class.Maybe seventeen isn't too much of a rank to be proud of, but to him...Emma suddenly jumped to her feet and ran out of the classroom, throwing away after Elmer's screams.He wants to find Luxstay, right now, immediately, he has to find you and ask him a question, I have disappointed you, or if, my Luxstay, are you happy...After eating, Luxstay and Ling Ming went back to the teacher's room, the other two friends still hadn't returned. Taking the opportunity to take a short lunch break, Luxstay sat down, resting his chin on the table, fiddling with the red strap on his right wrist.Ling Ming chirped, "Luxstay, your red band is so beautiful
"Uncle, don't worry, I should go home, or else my parents will be impatient."Emma seemed to be very sad, "Did you have to go home just now..."Emma, “…”"Come and play in the future, wait a moment, I'll go and change clothes and I'll drive you home right away!"At this point, no matter how much Luxstay refused, she was rejected, Emma jumped three steps into two steps to the bedroom to change, as if afraid that she would be gone by just a second."Auntie, how does the old man know you?"“…Perhaps, perhaps.” Luxstay rolled his eyes, “Must have met at a parent meeting…”Emma did not pay attention to Luxstay stammering, thinking about it a bit more is not strange, Luxstay is a treasure in the hands of the class teacher, it is not uncommon to drag him out to brag at the parent meeting."The old man can take you, it's okay to ride a motorbike, it's easy to catch a cold." Emma did not hate Luxstay, even liked it very much, in Emma's heart suddenly sprouted a strange sense of pride.Look,
The person who had just won the other card withdrew his two cards, couldn't help but laugh at Luxstay's innocent face, "Okay, no robbery, uncle two, uncle two..." After saying that, Emma patted her head again, the other person. Haha finally burst out laughing.For example, when playing Murder, if Luxstay got the assassin card, he would always only kill one person— Emma.Once someone, who couldn't see the scene anymore, opened his mouth and asked, "Luxstay, why do you kill Emma every time, next time kill someone else."Luxstay is a bit upset, here only Emma is the best boy, what if killing other people, people lose interest...“So who can I kill?” Are you guys really willing to be killed?The questioner was stunned for a moment, half crying and laughing happily, "There are so many people here, who can't be killed! Do you only see Emma in your eyes?”As soon as the words were said, unexpectedly the people sitting around began to make noise.Anyone can kill… Luxstay looked at everyone's
Although the personality of the person sitting in the back is easy to make people crazy, but there is one point that makes Emma happy, that is, Luxstay will not be like the girls who constantly fuss in their ears. As for the arms around the waist, once you get used to this feeling of trust and dependence, it's not so bad.The two were silent for a while, Emma suddenly felt something leaning on her back, based on the position and weight, it was speculated that it was probably Luxstay's head. Emma thought to herself that this man was getting more and more excessive, even his head dared to lean on, but the corner of his mouth unconsciously quirked up, "How, comfortable?"“…”"What's wrong, still scared?"“…”Emma had already come out of the four rings (the four rings are four circles around Beijing city, six hundred and fifty-three kilometers long), the road had traveled quite far, and the speed was gradually getting faster. Emma looked down at the road in front of her while proudly thre