“I feel like you’d be able to pull this through easily. You remember that Ortega job. I was scared shitless and guess who pulled through? My favourite agent did.” Christie said in excitement and Chloe rolled her eyes. Practically everyone did because the Ortega job was the easiest undercover job of her entire career and it was Christine’s first job as an agent. Maybe that’s why she’s so obsessed with it.
“The Ortega job was definitely Chloe’s easiest. Even I could pull that through successfully.” Simeon snickered and Chloe made a countdown in her head, it wouldn’t take long before they attacked each other again. They like each other but they won’t admit it and they enjoy attacking each other. Medea and Chloe once agreed that it was a form of sowing emotions.
“Everything’s always easy for you that’s why the only thing you’re good at is sitting behind your desk all day and of course, stress-wasting like you actually do anything stressful.” Christine hissed and Simeon turned to look at her like he just heard the most insulting thing in his life. It’s not every day that ethical hacker gets undermined.
“If only you passed your first coding test, then you’d know that coding is actually stressful and you need lots of brains and apparently you don’t have that. Fuck off.” Simeon replied and whatever comeback Christine had died in her throat after Medea cleared her throat. She wasn’t in the mood for their bickering today.
“Chloe, you can’t reach out to the bureau unless your cover has been blown and you need us to get you to safety. Don’t forget the Norse code and never communicate with the same method twice. We won’t reply the second time. You’ve never worked with the FBI, you’re not Chloe Bells and you’re not an undercover agent.” Medea said lowly before pulling Chloe into a bone-crushing hug. The hug conveyed a lot of emotions and things she wanted to say but she doubted if Chloe would need to hear that right now.
“This isn’t my first undercover job and you manage to say the same thing each time I’m leaving. You don’t even miss up the lines, how do you do it?” Chloe asked in an attempt to lighten the situation and she hugged Medea right back. She had no idea what to tell the other woman but she wanted to be here forever. Locked in this embrace and pretending her whole life wasn’t going haywire.
“Agent Chris knows one of Alessandro Russo’s top men and she would help you get a job as one of his hit men. He would help you out in a good word and the rest is left up to you. Remember you topped your classes in Quantico and you defiantly need those skills now to win over an entire army of Italian drug lords. You can do it.” Medea filled her in and she nodded. She only hopes this was a good kind of distraction and not the kind that would cost her more things. She didn’t have enough energy to lose any more things.
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Chloe sat in the back of the car and her whole body tensed. Not because she was meeting Romero after her makeover and her whole life was about to be on pause. Her undercover job would take her whole attention from hot topics like her marriage with mike.
Their conversations this morning didn’t end well and Chloe’s attempt to make peace before her undercover turned into something she would describe as ugly. She had no idea why she was willing to take back a cheating man. Maybe she didn’t want to face the fact that the only thing she would thought was working in her life had failed and it was all her fault.
Mike knew her job as an agent would have an effect on their marriage but she never thought he would push it and go for another person. Cheating on her with the woman opposite their apartment was one hell of a nerve and the fact that he wasn’t being remorseful about it made her wonder how many times he had been waiting for her to catch them and make it easier for him to call it off. If anything, this morning's conversation proved it to her.
He made it clear that it wasn’t any of this business whether she went to an undercover assignment or not. He told her squarely that they have been reduced to mere roommates in the last few weeks and Chloe got her answer on why he no longer made sexual attempts with her. Chloe didn’t enjoy sex that much, her childhood trauma circled around that topic and Mike was a sexually liberated animal. Sex was a form of worship to him and he explored it more times. That was their marriage's first issue, but Chloe thought they would go away soon. Maybe her neighbour was a sexually liberated animal too and the thoughts of how many times they’ve fucked to her mockery made bile rise in her throat. She was a complete idiot for not seeing everything that was going on around her.
“Are you okay Chloe? You don’t look too well.” Max pointed out drawing her out of her thoughts and she nodded. She didn’t have time for her dirty thoughts right now. What mattered was adding another graceful star to the collection of stars. Mike had called her selfish for putting their marriage first and maybe she truly is selfish. She was going to be unapologetically selfish henceforth.
“I’m fine, I can’t wait to see the magic Felicia would perform with my hair. I’ve been dying to get a haircut since and now I’m glad I’m getting one that’s not from my paycheck.” She replied and max chuckled. She hoped he bought the act and didn’t press her for anything more. If he pressed forward, she was at the risk of breaking down in tears. Maybe she should have taken Medea’s advice of confiding in someone and crying till everything was out. Right now, she felt like a ticking time bomb.
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Chloe walked into the abandoned garage with Max and she whistled. Tonight she would no longer be special agent Chloe from the Bureau, she would be Alissa a girl from a small town in Philadelphia. Her parents are dead and she grew up on the street fending for herself and trying to make a living. Let’s see if Romero buys the act.
“Who is the noob?” A man asked before puffing smoke and Chloe fought the urge to shove it down his throat and beat him blue-black. She looked around and his men were a lot. She and max won’t make it out of here alive even if she decides to mess up. The best thing to do is to stomach everything and watch like a baby.
“She’s a brunette God, are you brown down there too?” He asked with a sick smile and Chloe found herself losing it. She definitely wouldn’t take a sicko trying to speak shit about her. She had a lot of unresolved anger and smashing Smokey’s face would definitely help ease that tension.
“You want to tackle me in a fight? I’m glad your observation has made you realize that this isn’t the place you have such wild fantasies, little girl.” He replied and Chloe walked closer. She was supposed to put on the act that she was tough so she did just that.
“Use the words ‘little’ and ‘girl’ to describe me again and I won’t guarantee you going to the morgue in one piece.” She said through gritted teeth staring down at the man in what she would call her famous death glare.
“Enough guys, step away from each other and Maxwell, your girl has quite the temper.”
Someone called out and Chloe walked away from the man who didn’t dare make snide remarks about her again. She still kept on flashing him that glare. She wouldn’t tolerate disrespect and she needed to ake her boundaries clear from the start.
“Alissa take a fucking walk.” Maxwell barked and she turned around before walking back to the entrance and she stood there waiting for his next orders. She watched them whisper in hushed tones and she realized that the man that told them to step away from each other was the hiring manager himself. He was the one she has to impress so she would be able to get in.
Maxwell walked towards her and he warned her strictly about how she just put herself on the mad with trying to beat up Smokey. Now Romero is going to want to test her strength.
“Alissa, I want you and Ash here to have a friendly duel. I wouldn’t want to carry that unresolved anger around in my ship. Let’s know who should respect who, once and for all.” Romero called out and Chloe paused. This was not part of the plan and she definitely wasn’t expecting to be asked to fight. Maybe her anger had its consequences. She glanced at Maxwell who shrugged because that was literally what he said not long. She didn’t even realize Smokey had a name.
“How about I show you why you shouldn’t call me a little girl anymore?” Chloe asked with a dark smile and Smokey scoffed. She stepped away from Romero and she walked into an open space before she cranked her knuckles expecting Smokey to come after her.
Chloe had definitely overestimated Ash because she beat him blue black, every weak attempt of him to throw her a punch always ended distastefully and she scoffed at his weak attempt. She delivered a lasting blow to his face and she heard his nose break. He couldn’t stand properly and a sharp command from Romero made them step away from each other.
She beat the bell out of the man and she ended up killing him after he tried to strangle her. Romero was impressed but he was still wary of her. He wondered how come she never popped up on his radar and how she suddenly needed a permanent job. It was shady but he wouldn’t be the judge pof that. He has seen women like her come and fail woefully at their job. He would let his boss handle her.
“Alissa, welcome to the team. Meet us here by nine pm, we move by then. Be careful not to bring anything that can let you get traced across the world and don‘t bother about clothes, we would handle that. Thank you, Maxwell, your girl is a solid one.” Romero called out before shaking the hands of Maxwell who patted Chloe’s back in reassurance. She would pull through, he was quite sure of that.
PS - Chloe would now be referred to as Alissa in the coming chapters, to prevent confusion. Please take note, Chloe and Alissa are the same people.
Alessandro walked towards the torture bunker while waiting for his enforcer, Romero. He knew the man would be back very soon and the thought that he was coming with a Russian spy made his skin crawl with excitement, he had no idea how she managed to get to Romero but the game has just begun. if they thought he was capo for being this stupid then they need to think again, this man wasn’t someone they could mess with. This man is Alessandro Russo. He had a few of her brothers in the torture bunkers and he wondered if he should get rid of them before she arrived, maybe they would blow her cover and he wouldn’t enjoy the checkmate moment. They were Russians, their boss doesn’t think before he sends them without thinking. Romero already talked about the prowess of this woman that was coming and her taking down Ash without having to try meant she was above average in the terms of physical strength.He walked towards the bunker whistling and he tried not to let his excitement show, the fact
Alissa watched for the third time this week as the Capo and his men made it towards the private airstrip to board the private jet, they were probably planning something big but her anger made her leave the big table, she hans’t been in the club since that night and she hasn’t been in the same room alone with Russo since the kiss. He has been doing a very good job at avoiding her and the worst part was him taking away most of her access. She coudln’t access most of the place she used to access before and now she just feels like a redundant person around here. “I wonder what it feels like to be the capo’s girl just as soon as you come on board?” One of the harem girls asked with a snicker and Alissa knew the jab was meant for her, bold of them to assume she was going to grace them with a reply. They probbaly haven’t heard of her club expenditures or that the fact that she literally killed smokey to get on this team, maybe that’s why they are getting so bold to disrespect her. “And get
“Kiss me, Alissa; I want you to do things to me with your tongue." Russo groaned, and Alissa kissed the corners of his mouth with a grin. Her favorite mob lord was tied up, and at her mercy, she was free to do whatever she liked with him.“Oh Russo, you have no idea what you are asking for,” she replied with a smirk before leaning even closer andAlissa awoke with a start, the blaring of her alarm clock jolting her from a restless slumber. She had always been a morning person, but lately, her whole life has been hanging on the dark side of life. Her nights had become restless, plagued by thoughts of Russo, the mystery she wanted to unravel, and the tension that simmered between them. One thing she wasn’t sure of was if he was feeling the same way she felt. She was slowly fitting into this world, and for the first time, she was scared of not being able to walk away when all of this was over.Not like she had gotten much sleep the night before, if you exclude the weird dream she was hav
When Alissa opened her eyes, she was surprised to see how much time had gone. Last night was one of the few nights she didn't get plagued by stupid nightmares, and she could sleep without interruptions. Her alarm had rung three times, and she slept through everything without flinching.The rush to the bathroom was something else, as she hurriedly tried to get ready without spending much time while praying desperately that Russo had gone out or something. She hadn't seen him since she heard his argument with Romero, and she ran. She only hoped he wouldn't mention it, and she hated how much it would make her look like a spy. She should have walked past them without running, and maybe it would have looked like she had no interest in their conversation. As Alissa rushed to prepare for the day, her heart raced with jitters. The thrill of her undercover mission had always been tempered by the danger that lurked around every corner. And now, after that kiss with Russo, her emotions were in
ALISSA’S POV I tossed around in bed before I decided to stand up, it was getting harder to have a decent night of sleep when one person kept clouding my thoughts. I don’t know whether to admit the reason he’s the one I think about a lot is because he’s the sole focus of my mission or if I’m somehow attracted to him. I am slowly getting used to my new life as a secretary to Alessandro Russo, even when my initial job descriptions didn’t involve that. I went from being a regular girl who needed a quick job and a place to stay to being the girl the boss trusted with vital documents. I don’t know if I ever passed my test, but it wasn’t mentioned again and Russo just kept being Russo with me. Today’s dream was kind of different from the rest of the dreams I’ve been having. At least I’m not being used in an immoral way in this dream, I probably should stop thinking and talking about them, maybe I’d stop having them for the last time. It’s better to be delusional“I don’t think I’ve ever s
ALISSA’S POV I had no idea what happened; one minute I was enjoying the party like Russo asked me to, this time alone. I made sure to stay away from those demonic women before I ended up throwing their asses in a pool or something, and the next morning, Russo would be punishing me. I was desperately trying not to think of Russo’s words too. I’ve learned to hold things that come from that man like a pinch of salt. He was playing games he was very good at, and I would stay the fuck out of it.“We are leaving immediately."That was all he said before he made his way towards the same entrance we came in from. I ditched the glass of champagne I was nursing and followed him. He sounded curt, and he looked very, very mad. I have no idea what happened, and I just hope it has nothing to do with me again. I mean, I already apologized to the damn woman, even if she came after me first. She called me a slut.He was already sitting in the car when I got there, and I got in right after him. He sti
ALISSA’S POV The air in Russo's office was thick with tension, and I could feel the weight of it pressing down on my shoulders as we gathered around his desk. Romero had finally unearthed the name of the person who had stolen Russo's phone, a theft that had cost us dearly. It took us a whole lot, but after a whole shipment went missing, Russo started putting everyone under pressure.It was Christine and her husband, Mathias. The same woman who had provoked me to twist her arm when she called me a lsut, I should have known that that stuoud woman was to no good. I hate that I was right about her being sketchy, and I should have done more than just twisting her arm; I should have beaten her properly for the love of God.Russo's voice was low and dangerous as he spoke, his anger simmering just below the surface. "Christine and her husband," he spat out the names like a curse. "They thought they could steal from me and get away with it. Now they’ve cost me a whole lot of shipping, and the
A warm, golden light illuminated Russo's extravagant bedroom when the sunshine from the early morning peaked through the drapes. At the threshold, I uncomfortably kneeled, and a knot formed in the pit of my stomach. This was not the way that I had envisioned my morning going. Last night, after he kissed me, I quickly escaped his embrace by breaking the kiss and running away. I was confused as to why I did that, and I'm finding that my feelings of remorse are only growing stronger.Even to me, that seemed to have a rather odd quality, and now here I am with a proposition for peace. I really wish I could explain the reasoning behind why I'm doing this, but I can't. I'll be craving the man like I'm addicted to a drug, and then the next minute I'll be running away from him like he's the devil himself.Russo was sitting up in the middle of his humongous bed, looking at me with a mix of amusement and interest as the sheets were all tangled up about him. His unkempt appearance added to the r
The azure waters of the Aegean Sea stretched endlessly before us, each wave whispering tales of the timeless beauty that surrounded our haven. The Grecian sun, a molten orb in the cerulean sky, cast a golden glow over the whitewashed walls of our secluded vacation home. I had orchestrated this idyllic retreat, a sanctuary where the echoes of our love story would harmonize with the serenity of the landscape.The villa, nestled on a hillside, offered panoramic views of the sea, a canvas painted in hues of sapphire and emerald. Every detail had been meticulously arranged—a testament to my desire to create a moment etched in the tapestry of our shared history.Chloe, unaware of the orchestration unfolding around her, marveled at the beauty of the surroundings. As she strolled through the manicured garden adorned with vibrant bougainvillea, a breathtaking panorama unfolded before her. A private table, adorned with fresh flowers and delicate candlelight, awaited us on the terrace, overlooki
The room felt heavy with an unsaid tension as Russo's eyes locked onto mine. His question was simple, yet it echoed loudly in the silence, "Are you going to scream?" A myriad of emotions swirled within me, leaving me speechless in the wake of this unexpected encounter.I shook my head very fast, I have zero intentions to scream and knowing Russo, he wasn’t here to hurt me. I wondered how he tracked me down to this pace, but i guess I wasn’t that hard to find. I wasn’t really bothered about hiding my location, and even now, I still don’t care. With a nod from him, the grip on my wrists eased, granting me freedom. In that moment, I anticipated anger or retribution for my betrayal. To my surprise, Russo's gaze remained steady, studying me as if decoding a complex message. The air hung thick with the weight of our shared history and the choices that had led us to this crucial moment.Struggling to find my voice, I began to apologize, the words spilling out in a desperate attempt to conve
The coastal town had transformed into my safe haven, a place where the crashing waves played a soothing symphony in tune with my solitude. Tranquil days extended into weeks, each sunset delivering a sense of peace that had long evaded me. Despite the calm, the echoes of my past refused to fade away.The constant buzzing of my phone disrupted the peace of my coastal retreat. Mike's persistent attempts to contact me forced a change of numbers, a desperate measure to shield myself from the shadows of my previous life. Medea had expressed concern in a call, but I insisted on isolation. The need for distance, both physical and emotional, propelled me to this picturesque coastal town.The local animal shelter stood like a beacon of hope, offering a sanctuary for abandoned souls seeking refuge. My decision to adopt a dog stemmed from a longing for companionship, an acknowledgment that I couldn't face the echoes of my past alone.Upon entering the shelter, the air was filled with a mix of bar
As I entered my flat, the weight of the decisions I had made sat heavy on my shoulders. The sound of the door closing brought to my attention the emptiness that appeared all around me, serving as a continual reminder of the choices that brought me to this isolated location.The evening progressed, and it turned out to be a very unpleasant experience. It seemed as though each passing second was a march towards a daybreak that did not provide any assistance. I was unable to fall asleep, and the shadows that were cast on the walls seemed to make fun of the fragmented reality that I was confined in.Even the dawn did not bring any solace. On the contrary, the consequences of my treachery were followed with a sickening malaise. This morning, I made a conscious effort to walk to work, avoiding every regular route that I typically use. The experience of ascending the stairs to get to work has never been so taxing. It was as if I had returned to my own reality, and the world had obviously mov
There was a heavy sense of expectancy in the air, and the tension in this room had been in a chokehold that was gradually released. As we watched the covert drama that was taking place on the TV in front of us, Medea stood next to me, remaining mute as she watched it. The bait had been accepted by Russo, despite the fact that I had prayed to the universe countless times that he would not. With his knowledge, it is likely that he would arrive by himself and not even notify Romero about it. The FBI will not kill him, which is a relief; nonetheless, the most unfortunate aspect is that he was present during this treachery. When I was writing the report, I would have preferred not to stare into his eyes; but, the honorable thing for me to do was to cuff him personally. This was my way of letting the director know that I had completed the responsibilities of the job. I was on my way to being promoted, and it was likely that I would be transferred away from this state once all of these thi
Although I was able to hear the faint echoes of laughing and glasses being clinked, I was unable to pick up on the lively energy that was there at the after-party. In spite of the shifting shadows and weak lights, I examined the whole area in an effort to locate the recognizable shape of Alissa. All the same, she remained evasive, like a ghost in the middle of the celebration.There is a good chance that she is in this area, on my side, and not too far away from me. I have been doing all in my power to alleviate the tension that exists between us, and I have been doing an excellent job of handling it. Even if there is a small voice in my brain that continues arguing back, at least I am aware that she will not be leaving me any time soon. As I turned to face Romero, you could see lines of confusion etched over my forehead. "Have you seen Alissa?"The short hesitance that was obscuring his countenance caused his eyes to waver somewhat. "Yeah, she has been gone for that long. It was st
The day of the celebration was jam-packed with activities. Russo entrusted me with the organization of things since he needed to focus on his company. As I moved from one position to the next, I oversaw the completion of all of Russo's requests. Romero, who never wavered in his allegiance, was a tremendous assistance to me in comprehending the complex interplay between mob politics and societal norms.As time went on, Romero instructed me to get ready and urged me to depart. He told her, "Alissa, everything's set here," and he meant it.I am grateful that we were given a break. I took a moment to reflect on my appearance in the serene dressing room mirror. A tumult of conflicting emotions erupted as a result of the weight of my obligations, the directives from the FBI, and the conversation I had to have with Russo.I paused for a few seconds, tears streaming down my cheeks. The strain of balancing my two lives was beginning to take its toll, and the powerful image I had constructed wa
My mind kept going back to the premeditated kidnapping that took place earlier in the day despite the fact that the day was fraught with chaos. Russo came into my life at a time when I was trying to unravel the falsehoods and deceptions, bringing with him a force that sliced through the gloom."Alissa!" he exclaimed, the joy in his eyes clearly seen in his expression. "I have something amazing to tell you."I remembered the convoluted past that we had together and stared at him with wary fascination as I recalled it. "What is it, Russo?"He talked with much zeal. I'm putting up a charity ball, which is a major event to generate money for pediatric surgical procedures. Alissa, just think of the people whose lives we could impact.The honesty with which he expressed himself weakened some of my resolve. "That's a good cause, Russo."After gazing directly at me, he gave me a nod. "Also, I'd want to ask you out on a date, Alissa. If we work together, we have the potential to make a signifi
The air in the room was thick with unspoken words, creating a heavy atmosphere. Russo's determination to break through the tension was evident, and I could feel it lingering. He gazed at me, a glimmer of resolution in his eyes.I wnated to get out of here and I wnated to stay at the same time. It was a wild feeling and i ahd no idea where it was leading me to at this point. "Alissa," he broke the silence that enveloped us, "how about I handle dinner tonight? You've been dealing with a lot, and I thought a break might be good for us."I sighed, grateful for his attempt to bring comfort through the simple act of cooking. "I really don't feel like cooking, Russo. It's been a long day."I hoped that would deter him from speaking firther, but that only gave me odd ideas. I was tired, and I needed to catch a break already. A mischievous smile played on his lips. "That's perfect, then. Because I'm the chef tonight. I have a special recipe in mind—one you've never tried before."His enthusi