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Perfectly Imperfect
Last Updated : 2023-05-11
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How do you define love? A matter that speaks in general. A love to yourself, a love of a friend, a love of a family and a love of a lover all that includes trust, understanding and acceptance. But what if the love that you wanted the most, an understanding and acceptance that you need most can’t be given to you by your family. What will be your resolve, especially when it’s all about your own happiness? The love of a lover that you cherished feels like it's fading away because of other people that makes your relationship into ruins. How will you fight for your love if the one that you love is already giving up and turning their backs on you because of some misunderstanding. Without knowing the whole truth they judge you and hate you. Are you still willing to hold on or just give up and just love a person that is waiting for you to love them?
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Perfectly Imperfect Chapter 17. Last Breathe
Every passing day I always felt a severe headache. My parents panicked and called my Doctor. And as expected my condition is getting worse. Shane cried non-stop that day when I had an attack. She begged me to return to the hospital for treatment. But I refuse because my Doctor already said that my time is closing in. I don’t want to waste my remaining time in the hospital. I wanted to be with my loved ones and spend my time with them.One morning I told my dad that I wanted to go out to the garden to have some fresh air. He and mom accompanied me there. They brought some food and drinks if I ever wanted to eat. The fresh and cool air that brushes on my skin felt good. I felt refreshed but I also felt sadness in my heart. I wonder if this was the last time I felt the cool breeze of fresh air together with my family.Sometimes I honestly felt angry at the one who created me, the one and only our mighty God. I asked him why I needed to leave this beautiful world. Why do I need to leave m
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Perfectly Imperfect Chapter 16. My Love For You Will Last Forever
One week went by and a miracle happened to me. I woke up one morning. My family burst into tears as well as my girlfriend. They’re so happy and thankful that I finally woke up. My Doctors are still monitoring my condition and my health. Even though I woke up in a coma, my body is still so weak. I feel that I can’t breathe everytime that I speak.“Baby, your dad and I are so happy that you are finally awake. We are so afraid that we might lose you,” mom said while crying.I slowly held her hand to comfort her, “Mommy, I’m okay now.”I said in a weak voice. My Doctor advised me to not force myself to talk more because it causes me difficulty in breathing. I still have oxygen to help me breathe easily and still more health monitoring devices on my body to check my conditions.Shane visited me in the afternoon after her working hours. She makes sure that I’m okay. She feeds me some soft food that is only allowed by my Doctors. She always held my hand and talked to me happily. She tells me
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Perfectly Imperfect Chapter 15. You Are Her One And Only
After four hours in the operating room finally it’s done but still I’m unconscious. The Doctors transferred me to the ICU room. They told my parents that I’m not stable and still in danger.My mother cried a lot that day as well as my father. Shane was so scared that the worst thing would happen to me. She kept on praying and begging God to save me, to save my life.“Mrz. Santillan, I'm sorry to say this but your daughter is in a coma. We found out that there’s a blood clot on her brain and there's damage in her skull as well when the operation is in process. We can’t say when she will be able to wake up,” the Doctor said.My mom cried and she felt weak on her knees. Dad held her tightly and hugged her, “ Honey, we need to be brave for Roxy’s sake. We need to fight for her and believe that she can make it through and she will wake up soon.”“You’re right Honey. Our daughter will wake up soon and greet us with a smile. I believe in her Bernard. Our baby is a strong woman. She can surpa
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Perfectly Imperfect Chapter 14. Am I Going To Die?
After reading my letter Shane hurriedly left their house to come see me that night. She’s so happy and excited knowing that I still love her so much. While in the car they passed by on the road where the accident happened earlier the cars involved are not there anymore. She thinks that maybe the authority towed it already for some investigations. She accidentally whispered, “I hope the persons involved in the accident were okay.”After an hour Shane already reached my house. She pressed the doorbell and our security guard saw her.“Miss Shane, good evening.”“Good evening too. I’m here to see Roxy, is she here?”One of our old maids went outside and saw Shane talking to our guard, “Miss Shane, it’s been a while, how are you?”The old maids have been my nanny since I was little. She’s so close to me we are like a mother and child relationship.“I’m fine and yes it’s been a while. Uhm..I’m here to see Roxy, is she here?”“She’s here earlier around eight in the evening but she went outs
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Perfectly Imperfect Chapter 13. Car Accident
It's already Ten in the evening and I went to Shane’s house. While on my way I felt the cold evening breeze. I opened the hood of my new convertible sports car and the wind felt so good. After deciding to move on already my mind is much clearer now. Shane will always be my number one and always be the love of my life but I have to set my feelings free and just be happy for her and for her new love.I didn’t know that Shane arrived at the airport today at Ten in the evening. Also her parents didn’t know that she’s coming home today. Her work is done in America so she hurriedly back to the country so that we can talk and we can fix our relationship and start a new page of our life.After thirty minutes I reached their house. The guard told me to go inside the house. Shane's parents greeted me with a smile but there’s a sadness in their eyes.“Roxy, it’s already late. What are you doing here honey?” Shane’s mom said.“Tita Carla, I am here to say goodbye personally. I decided to go abroa
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Perfectly Imperfect Chapter 12. I Lost The Woman That I Love
I don’t want to work because of this heartache. I’m too lazy to do anything for now but I have no choice. I’m not that irresponsible person to let my emotions win over me. I went to our company with my dad. He wants to make sure that I can do my job well despite what's happening to me right now.“Roxy, are you sure you are fine now?” Dad asked me while having his coffee inside my office.“Daddy, don’t worry I won’t let my emotions be a hindrance to my work. There’s a lot to do here. I can handle everything, trust me.”“I trust you, you know that sweetie,” dad smiled and told me that he was leaving to meet his friend.I started my day positively. I need to focus for now and give Shane some space. A long hour passed and my secretary knocked at my office and talked to me.“Miss Roxy, how are you now? Is everything okay? Has Miss Shane already talked to you?” She asked continously.I looked at her and I saw that she’s really worried about me and my relationship with Shane, “Rhian, don’t w
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Perfectly Imperfect Chapter 11. You Ruined Everything Between Us
After that incident I begged Shane to forgive me in any possible way that I can but she just ignored me, my messages and my calls. I don’t know what to do for her to forgive me. Shane left me and went to America for her job. I asked her parents and they said that Shane told them that we are already over but she didn’t explain the reasons behind our break up. I don’t want to give up and I have no plans to give up on her at all. I know it’s my fault and I’m willing to accept her punishments but that’s not including breaking up with her.I decided to chase her and went to America to talk to her and beg her. I am nervous of course because I know Shane will ignore me even if I went to where she is right now but I don't care at all. I went to their company and inquired about Shane’s work schedule and I learned that she has a photo shoot right now but I don’t know the exact details.I tried to call her to inform her that I am here in America right now but it’s just a voice message from the l
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Perfectly Imperfect Chapter 10. We Are Over
I went back to our company feeling so sad. I texted Shane about how I feel. I told her how much it hurts me that I feel like she is ignoring me now like a stranger. I told her how much I felt jealous towards her co-worker. After I message her I grab one bottle of brandy in my cabinet that I stored in my office.It’s already six in the evening and someone suddenly barged into my office. It was my girlfriend with an angry look on her face. She stared at me angrily.“Roxy, can we talk?”I ignore her and just continue on drinking, “Roxy, please understand me. I am not fooling around like you’re thinking. I am busy working and that woman is my co-worker and nothing else.”“Shane, I felt like these past few days you have been ignoring me. I want to spend time with you because I really miss you but it seems like I am the only one who feels this way. You are spending more time with another woman besides me and looking so happy being with her.”“Roxy, we’re just co-workers and that’s it! Pleas
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Perfectly Imperfect Chapter 9. She Doesn't Love Me Like She Love Me Before
After the kidnapping incident of Shane after a few weeks we decided to go on a vacation trip together. We are going to Hawaii to spend time together. The place was so beautiful and worth it. We went to the beach and unexpectedly we ran to her friends and hung out together.It’s fine with me that we have some companions because I saw that my girlfriend was so happy being around them. At first they’re shocked that we are engaged already and they never expect that I swing that way.We spent time with them until night and grabbed drinks. I went to the bar counter to order more drinks for us. I was waiting there when a foreign woman came to me and asked me if I was alone.“Hi, are you alone? Need some company?”I’m about to reply but she suddenly gets closer to me and rubs her big tits into my arms. I gulped as I saw it but I’ve already changed. I’m not like before that will grab any opportunity like this.“You are a beauty sweety, but I’m sorry I am already engaged,” I showed her my ring
Last Updated : 2024-10-29
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Chapter 1. Coming Out
How do you define love? A matter that speaks in general a love to yourself, a love of a friend, a love of a family and a love of a lover all that includes trust, understanding and acceptance. But what if the love that you wanted the most, an understanding and acceptance that you need most can’t be given to you by your family. What will be your resolve, especially when it’s all about yourself?In a white sand beach I slowly walk on the shore seeing a wonderful and mesmerizing beauty of nature. It calms my mind and brings peace to my heart. I’m Roxy Santillian, Twenty five years old. A successful business woman. I am here now by myself in this beautiful place to think of everything that happened to me and to my family. I fought with my mother because she didn’t accept me for who I am being a lesbian liking the same genders as me. She strongly disagreed about it and she started to say hurtful words to me that really broke my heart.Gathering all my courage one day I confess to my mom, “M
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