ELLIEPushing me slowly, he made me sit on the bed while still trying to calm my breathing.I watched him kick off his shoes and remove his shirt. Was he planning to do it now? Come, on my breasts? Oh, heavens! I blinked, still stunned. Why did I want to see that so badly?"Is there something you want?" He asked, standing in front of me, holding my chin."I thought it was obvious," I gasped. He smiled perversely."I mean any fantasies of the golden girl.""What do you mean?""Are you telling me you didn't have any teenage fantasies?""I..."Surely teenage Ellie never imagined she would have a man like Ethan."Don't let it get to your head, but this," I leaned in, touching his abdomen, tracing the path with my fingers between the muscles down one side of the V, stopping at the waistband of his pants. "God... Yes! This is much better than any fantasy."I unbuttoned and unzipped his pants, hooking my fingers on the waistband and pulling down along his muscular thighs.I admired the sight
One Month LaterELLIEA week-long business trip to London. It was the longest time we had been apart since being together. And it was enough to drive me crazy, and I could bet Ethan was feeling the same.For me, it felt like a whole month had passed. Our steamy text exchanges couldn't compare to feeling his touch.After a tiring Friday, with Anna complaining about my bad mood, all I wanted was to feel Ethan's hands on me. And other parts of his body too. So, as planned, after work, I drove to his apartment to wait for him.My initial plan was to take a long shower and wear some beautiful lingerie, but I had an earlier idea and ended up bringing something from the lab with me.When I finished showering, I put on my white lab coat and black stiletto heels and faced my reflection in the mirror. I found it somewhat funny not to wear anything underneath, but I could bet Ethan would appreciate it. I was eager to see his reaction.I was sitting on the couch, distracted by Anna on the phone,
One month later ETHAN What the fuck? What the hell was she doing with that jerk? My blood boiled, and anger bubbled inside me. Was she smiling? I watched them both enter the building. I unbuckled my seatbelt and got out of the car, feeling jealousy consume me. She had to be kidding. I had lost count of how many times we had argued about this in the last month. How could she think I would accept her living next to him? Was that what she did while I was working in London? She went out with that damn ex? I crossed the street, entering the building. Shit. This couldn't be happening again. I took the elevator, and when the doors opened, she was still opening the door to her apartment; the jerk was no longer in sight. Judging by her clothes, she must have been returning from the gym. And she didn't come back alone, apparently. I took a deep breath, trying to stay calm. I approached without her noticing; my eyes were resting on her behind. One week in London, and I was already miss
ELLIE The conversation continued normally around the table as we had dinner, just as Ethan continued to ignore me. I did the same, lacking the energy to deal with our confusion. I was tired and inwardly frustrated and irritated. The men were talking about work, and I was about to leave when I thought I heard Bennett mention that Ethan had said he could take care of the business in London. This meant he would have to spend more time there. He hadn't told me anything about it. Was he thinking of moving back there? I stared at him instantly. He was already looking at me. He had told me they had a problem with the manager of the London branch, and that's why he was going there frequently, but that was it until now. I waited for an explanation as we stared at each other, but he remained silent as the tension between us grew. Was that it? He wasn't going to say anything? If I didn't even deserve an explanation, then all of this was a waste of time. I stood up, grabbing my bag. "Good n
ELLIE Ethan carried me to the couch as I recovered. I tried to calm my breathing while he undressed. I appreciated the sight of his body completely naked. His muscular legs and defined abdomen always left me impressed. Leaning over me on the sofa, he undressed my skirt and panties, sliding them down my legs. My reason was partially back, and I wondered what we were doing. We should talk, not have sex. But Ethan didn't seem interested in talking at the moment. He was focused on taking off my blouse and bra. When he succeeded, he turned my body, placing me face down. "Get on all fours," he ordered. I complied, letting myself be carried away by the moment; after all, he had already made me orgasm. We could talk later. "Hands behind your back," he demanded. Despite the excitement, he was already irritating me, but I still obeyed, placing my arms behind my back. Grasping my wrists, he held them together with one hand. Positioning his cock at my entrance, he plunged in again, making
ETHAN We had just finished a five-kilometer run in the park. Will bent down to tie his shoelace. "Don't forget, eight o'clock at Bennett's place," he said, standing up. Bennett and I exchanged glances. He was hiding something from us. He seemed strangely excited this morning. "I'm not sure I can make it," I said, remembering that Ellie would be there. "What's going on? Did you guys have a fight? You know you don't have to go back to London just because of work. We can figure something out. Find someone else," Will said. "It's not just about that, but it doesn't matter. I won't run away from my responsibilities." "Sorry, I didn't mean to..." Bennett started to apologize. "It's okay, maybe it's for the best," I interrupted. The two of them exchanged confused looks. I wasn't willing to go back to rock bottom once again, giving my all to someone who wasn't willing to do the same. "Anyway, you better show up, or you'll regret it," Will said, with a huge smile. What was going on w
ELLIE The night was being odd, as everyone had already noticed that we were fighting. I was reluctant to use the word "ended," but deep down, I knew that's what was happening. I didn't want to admit it because I didn't know if I could handle being without him and going through all of that again. Sitting on one of the sofas, I had lost count of how many glasses of wine I had taken. If Anna hadn't insisted so much, I wouldn't have come. It seemed like she and Will had something important to tell us. They hadn't separated the whole night. Why the hell was she hiding, whatever it was, from me? I was her best friend. I had the right to know before anyone else. Eventually, my gaze shifted to Ethan. I couldn't help it. He didn't say a word to me all night, even though I felt his eyes on me at times. And the more wine I drank, the more my desire to drag him into a room grew. I looked at the wine glass in my hand. This meant it was time to stop. I got up and headed for the kitchen. Leaving
ELLIE I hadn't heard from Ethan all Sunday. In fact, I spent the entire day trying to ignore my phone to avoid contact with everyone. I was afraid that at any moment a message would arrive saying he had left. Internally, I was falling apart. Outwardly, I was trying to pretend that the familiar pain wasn't gradually consuming me. But this time, I knew it would be much worse. Because I truly loved him. I also couldn't talk to my best friend because I didn't want to dump my drama on her when she was experiencing such a wonderful moment. I couldn't be selfish. No, I wasn't going to ruin her moment. So, I had to endure all the agony alone, feeling my heart shatter slowly. Had I made a mistake? Maybe I shouldn't have cornered him. But he was being so foolish. Oh, God! How did we get to this point? We were so happy. Had I ruined everything? No. I won't blame myself because it's not all my fault. If he truly loves me, he will understand, and we will find a way to fix this. He won't leave.