ELLIE His lips covered mine, but I didn't respond to the kiss. Pressing my hands against his chest, I pushed him away. My mind was still in a whirl, but his actions ignited anger within me. "No... What are you doing?" "I... I'm sorry, Ellie. I..." "Never do that again!" I turned to open my door. "Ellie..." When I managed to open it, I stepped inside and slammed the door shut behind me. What the hell was he thinking? Tossing my bag aside, I dragged myself to the bedroom and flopped onto the bed. Not even the anger I felt toward Todd could prevent me from falling asleep; I was soon drifting away, the alcohol taking its toll. The next morning, I woke up with a slight headache that persisted even after a hot shower. After changing, I left the bedroom. Standing by the living room window, I watched the sky covered in gray clouds that blocked the sun. It seemed like it was about to rain anytime soon. Perfect weather for a Saturday. I headed to the kitchen to prepare a strong coffee.
ETHAN I parked in front of the restaurant on Madison Avenue. My mind was in turmoil. What was she doing? Why would she go back to him after everything he put her through? I couldn't understand, and I couldn't accept it, not after letting her go so she could have a chance to find someone who could give her everything she deserved. And that someone wasn't that damn jerk. He had his chance and didn't know how to seize it. It couldn't be that she had forgotten everything so easily. She couldn't be that naive. And if that were the case, I wouldn't allow her to make the same mistake. I stared at the restaurant's entrance, trying to decide what to do. I couldn't just yank her out of there. My intention was only to talk to her, to try to open her eyes. Suddenly, someone exited the restaurant, and I quickly identified the dark hair and shapely legs. It was her. Great. I got out of my car, and my eyes followed her as she crossed the street, so I hurried in her direction. When she reached h
ETHAN My heart was pounding uncontrollably in my chest as I hurriedly approached the hospital entrance. It was a miracle I had made it here without causing an accident myself. My hands were trembling, and I could feel the sweat on my back and forehead. Please, she has to be okay. But despite my attempts to avoid it, my mind was filled with intrusive thoughts, imagining the worst possible scenario. Upon entering the waiting room, completely out of breath, I desperately searched for a familiar face among the people present, and my eyes soon found the concerned and familiar faces of my friends. I approached Anna and Will. And when her gaze met mine, it was enough to make me understand how serious the situation was. "Where is she?" I asked with a trembling voice, feeling the tightness in my chest increase. "They took her to the emergency room," Will replied, as Anna seemed too distraught to respond. "How is she? I need to see her." "We can't," Anna said, as if on the verge of tears
ETHAN I must have dozed off for a few minutes in the early morning, and when I woke up, she was still asleep. I stretched in the chair, causing it to creak slightly. Then she stirred in bed, opening her eyes. My heart raced, and I got up, wondering if I should call someone. She blinked a few times, trying to adjust to the light, and then furrowed her brow as if she was in pain. My chest filled with a mixture of concern and happiness. I approached the bed. "Are you okay?" I asked, a little nervous. She stared at me, with a weary expression, looking confused. "I...," she brought one hand to her head, furrowing her brow again, as if in pain. "I'll call someone." "No, I think they must have already pumped me full of enough drugs, but at least I'm alive," she laughed, still wearing a pained expression, and that enchanted me. God! She was simply amazing, so beautiful... and I loved her so much. "Ellie..." "What? By the way, why are you here?" she asked, furrowing her eyebrows. "Wh
Two months later ELLIE I was nervous. It had been a long time since I had agreed to go out to dinner with my friends, knowing that Ethan would be there. I hadn't seen him in almost two months. In the first week after I left the hospital, he tried to insist on staying close to take care of me, but I didn't allow it because I knew it would be best for us to take some time apart. Still, he managed to be present, even from afar. He sent me flowers every day with cards that ranged from wishing me well to saying he missed me and asking for forgiveness. And then came the therapy reports. I still remember the first message and how he made me laugh, telling me how he felt like he was in a confessional. Since then, he used to send me a message after each session. I guess he felt the need to tell me how it was affecting him and how he was feeling. He seemed to be making good progress for someone who had always avoided therapy. He appeared more open, but I couldn't say for sure or in detail
ELLIE Boyfriend? The word made my insides stir. Suddenly, the stranger got up to leave, seeming to finally realize the inconvenience of his presence. Ethan remained in the same spot, leaning on the bar. Hell, he looked sexier than ever. Maybe it was the effect of alcohol, but what he had just done had awakened my entire body. Or maybe it was the self-confidence and arrogance in his tone and demeanor. It reminded me of how he was when we first met. I could barely stand him back then. While trying to understand how he managed to turn me on so easily, I realized we were still staring at each other. I cleared my throat, averting my gaze. "Boyfriend?" I questioned, staring at my hands on the bar. "What was that? Are you trying to mark your territory like an animal, like in the old days?" I asked, turning my head to look at his profile. "You seemed to need help," he shrugged. "And you thought it was a good idea to come here and play the prince, after not even saying hello when you arr
ELLIE How I wished to say yes. His lips seemed so inviting, so close, almost irresistible. All I wanted was to lean in and kiss him while pulling his hair. And then, to rip off his clothes and feel the warmth and weight of his body on mine. But everything between us was undefined, and sex would only further complicate things. We needed to talk before anything else. "We... we need to talk first," I managed to say. He nodded, his lips curving into a weak smile, a failed attempt to hide his frustration. "Okay, let's do it on your terms," he said, stepping back, allowing me to breathe. "Dinner then?" "How about a run in the park tomorrow morning?" "A run?" "Unless December's cold is too much for a beach girl like you," he teased. "I know what you're trying to do." "What?" he asked, trying to contain a smile. "You're making it a challenge because you know that's how I operate." "So... 7 o'clock?" "You also know I hate waking up early." "Think of it as an attempt to do things
ELLIEWe had only been running for five minutes, but my lungs were already burning, and the muscles in my legs ached. The cold I had been feeling had almost entirely disappeared. Gasping for breath, I slowed down, feeling my heart pounding.Ethan was already a bit ahead when he noticed I had stopped running. He stopped and came back to me."Are you okay?" he asked, not looking the least bit tired and not even out of breath."What's with you? How can you not be tired?""I'd say I have a lot of built-up energy. To be more precise, two months' worth of energy," he said, unable to contain a mischievous smile.I rolled my eyes, laughing inwardly."Can't you men go a second without thinking about sex?""Alright, I'll pretend I didn't notice you staring at the front of my pants all morning."Oh my God. How did he...I pressed my lips together, trying to hide a smile."I wasn't doing that."I felt my cheeks warm up. I was grateful it was cold enough to conceal the real reason for their flush.