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Chapter 102: Escaping from Reality

Author: Mary D. Sant
last update Last Updated: 2023-08-06 23:18:39
ELLIE

I don't know how much time had passed until I finally calmed down. But when I realized it, we were still on the floor.

It was hard to accept the pain and the fact that she wouldn't be leaving anytime soon. All I wanted was to forget and pretend that none of this was happening.

I just wanted to sink into his scent and warmth, into the comforting and familiar feeling of being home that he made me feel.

"Ellie?" He called as I nestled my head into his neck, inhaling his scent deeply. "It's cold here. You need a hot bath, and then some sleep."

"She's gone..." I reflected, recalling and feeling a twinge of pain. His body tensed beneath me. "I'll never get to talk to her..."

"Shhh... Don't think about that right now," he stroked my hair.

I didn't want to think. I just wanted to forget for a while. I just needed something that could make me forget.

And there was something tempting right in front of me. Leaning on his shoulders, I shifted, straddling his lap as I looked into his
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