*Jhanvi Pov*“Jay!” I called him when he was about to walk out of the door.He immediately turned around with shock covering his face making me realize that it is the first time I am calling him by his name.“What is it?” he asked clearing his throat.“I need to go one hour early today.” I replied and he nodded.“I will come early.” He stated and we both stood there in silence.“Lakshmi must be wondering about me.” I said, gesturing my hand to her room.“I must go too.” He said and at once we both turned around before walking away in our directions.This is so awkward! I thought moving my hand to slap my forehead but stopped myself. It’s been just two days since I cried my heart out about my fears and insecurities and my another stupidity.Who asked me to kiss his cheek? Did he or is there any need? No! But still overwhelmed with everything, I went and did that.Now, I am feeling so awkward to even talk to him. It’s not like I talked to him before but that was because of anger and all
*Jhanvi Pov*I released Harsha and looked up to see Jay and Ali standing near the door staring at us. I brushed my tears away and glanced around for Lakshmi but then remembered her playing in her room.“Jay!” I called him but he just stood there lost in his thoughts.“Jay!” I called loudly, making him jerk out of his thoughts and he glanced at me with a frown.“Aren’t you getting late?” I asked and he just stared at me before nodding.“I will go.” He mumbled and stared at me for a few seconds before turning around to glance at Ali.“Good day!” he greeted and left checking his watch.I know he has an important meeting today with the shareholders and the day for his worried to over regarding his company. So, I hope he will reach soon.“Mom! Come with us.” Harsha said making me glance at him.“Did you have breakfast?” I asked him smiling and he nodded his head.“Come here.” I said, dragging him to the couch and sat down along with him.“Tell me how were you all these days. Are you eating
*Jay Pov*“Again!” I mumbled, looking at the sticky note attached to her door with the notice of her going for dinner taking Lakshmi with her.I walked to the couch and sat down feeling the energy drain out as if that single paper has such power to do it.Why did they come when everything was going fine? I thought and immediately cursed at my thoughts.How can I be selfish here? How can I be a hypocrite? Didn’t I expect the same from Kalpana to just come with me forgetting everything?At least this man has the sense to return fast, but still I can’t help but feel he shouldn’t have come at all.However, I know how sad Jhanvi would be all the time if she didn’t have Harsha with her or at least have good terms with him.But I am feeling suffocated every time they go for dinner, which started last week. I am feeling more irritated with Lakshmi being present fro all this.What if everything goes well with time and Jhanvi decides to leave with them? And take Lakshmi with her?Well, I can’t
*Jhanvi Pov*I stared at Ali in shock when he gave a teddy bear and a chocolate for Lakshmi the moment we walked inside the restaurant.“What is the need for this?” I asked him, frowning after we sat down.“I unnecessarily shouted at her last time.” He replied and I kind of smiled, looking at his face which is still a little bruised near the cheek.“Was it a nice punch?” I asked and he frowned before nodding.I couldn’t help but chuckle to which he frowned more, but I ignored it. I continued to smile more looking at the way Harsha trying to talk to Lakshmi.“Like this.” He said teaching her how to place the napkin.“Don’t you think she needs a brother like him and a complete family?” Ali asked promptly and I glanced away from them to stare at him.As Harsha wished, he is sitting beside Lakshmi which made me sit beside Ali for the first time.“And how do you know what a kid needs?” I asked, knowing well it was an intentional dig at him. “You are right! I do not know anything and I mis
*Jay Pov*“What?” she asked, frowning, but I just took another bite of food still staring at her.“Well?” she stressed, but I kept my calm.I opened my mouth, but another voice beats me making both of us turn towards it with a shock. While Lakshmi repeated saying, ‘Hash’.“Is she calling him?” I asked Jhanvi and she nodded smiling at Lakshmi.“She liked him immediately.” She replied and turned towards me only to lose her smile making me realize I am having some brooding look on my face.“Sorry!” I mumbled and finished my lunch before standing up.“I am getting fed up with that word.” She mumbled back.“Then why did you kiss me?” I asked her and immediately felt confused with the way I asked it.“What is the connection with that? Anyway, I didn’t kiss you because you say sorry.” She replied shrugging.“I should forget about it, right?” I asked her and she nodded.“I… I don’t know why I did it. Maybe I was angry because you did it wrongly or maybe because I thought wrongly about you.”
*Jhanvi Pov*“I am sorry! I shouldn’t have slept off.” I heard a coarse tone and glanced down to see him rubbing his eyes and slowly moved away while I removed my hands away from him.“It’s okay!” I mumbled, still feeling shock.I never saw a man feel emotional. They always hide their emotions right unless it is in dire circumstances like death. I saw men crumbling when their loved ones leave the world.But not to any other circumstances. I have never seen even Ali lose his composure and never saw him feeling sad in this way.However, here I saw a man losing all his will power with just a single word. I know that single word is much more than normal with him losing his identity as a father completely.“I should have already prepared for it.” He mumbled and I turned to stare at him to see him staring at the ceiling.“No one could prepare for anything.” I mumbled and he glanced at me.“It should have been hell for you, right? I mean you just got betrayed by the person you love and the
*Jay Pov*I ignored it! Actually, I tried to ignore it with everything in me, but I know I can’t anymore. No matter what happened, I can’t ignore her hurt.“Have this food, Jhanvi.” I finally said when I got to know she didn’t have breakfast and lunch at all.“You need to go to work too.” I added, but she just sat on the bed with closed eyes.“I am resigning my job.” She said and I controlled myself to utter anything.Of course, to go with them, she doesn’t need a job here right. Well, what should I tell her? When, I know she is just waiting for the adoption panel to give us clearance.But why is she sad when everything got settled with Ali? Is she feeling it because she has to stay away from him? Or because now she is stuck with me until divorce?When will she ask for a divorce? After everything settles with the panel? I thought and just stared at her while she has a tired look.“Here!” I said, sitting before her and took the spoon near her mouth for which she opened her eyes.She ga
*Jhanvi Pov*“I will be a little late today.” He mumbled finishing his breakfast while I stared at him.“Okay!” I said, thinking he will glance up, but he didn’t.“Bye!” he whispered to Lakshmi hugging her and walked off while I sat at the table staring at her smiling face.“What do you want to do now?” I asked and she looked around as if thinking before saying, ‘Ball’.“Ball? That you play with your Dad because he is good at it.” I said smiling.I played all that with Harsha wishing everytime his father was there to do it instead of me. Now, I will not do the same and let Jay play with her.“Doll?” she asked now and I smiled nodding.“She wants to play ball with you. Will you be here early tomorrow?” I asked him while having dinner starting the conversation.He is so calm from yesterday morning and it must be because of him, letting out his emotions that night. I don’t want to bring it up and make him feel more awkward.“Okay!” he said again, not glancing at me.Well, he can get lost