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Chapter 40

Author: mellomartinez
last update Last Updated: 2022-10-17 23:39:47

Believe

Hindi ko matandaan kung kailan ang huling beses na kalmado kaming dalawang magkasama. We seemed so comfortable with each other that I want to get used to this. Then I snapped back to reality when his phone rang and I accidentally saw who it is.

So they're still seeing each other, huh?

He cancelled the call as if it was nothing and looked at me again. I gave him a cold glare. Muling bumabangon ang lamig ng sikmura ko.

"Answer it. I don't mind," I said cooly as if it was nothing. Kahit sa loob-loob ko gusto ko nang magwala.

"It wasn't important, Cian-"

Muling tumunog ang cellphone niya na lalo ko lang ikinairita. I stood up and head towards my table. Napatayo rin siya nang magsimula akong maglakad palayo.

"I'm done eating. Answer the damn phone and get out of my office. I still have work to do."

He groaned painfully and picked up his phone. Ngunit hindi siya umalis sa kinatatayuan. I crossed my arms as I look at him, confused. Tinaasan ko lang siya ng kilay nang hindi man
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