30LEILANI'S POV:I slowly opened my eyes when felt the other side of the bed dipped.Dylan just come in.I wondered what the time was.I held my breath, trying not to give it away that i just woke up.He pulled the duvet up to my waist to cover my thighs that were outside and I closed my eyes.Even in the dark he couldn't bear the thought of seeing me as a woman.Why do I expect anything to change just because we got married?Why was I expecting him to treat me like a wife and cuddle me.This is business to him just like everything else.Why do i have to raise my hope high? Just why?I was a dumbass.I shouldn't have placed my expectations on him or anything but i did and i have myself to be blamed for it. No one else but myself.I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Then I turned around and placed my hand on his chest.I noticed his sharp intake of breath when i touched him but he finally calmed down and I relaxed on him.Leilani Black. You're so fucked up.*****It is already 1:
31LEILANI'S POV:Eloise grabbed a black dress from the rack and brought it towards me. "Why don't we try this one first?" She asked me. The dress was beautiful but I would have preferred another color, possibly red since I knew that Dylan would be wearing a black suit.I walked inside the changing room with Eloise trailing after me. After changing into the black dress I stared at myself on the mirror and shook my head.I didn't like it.It felt right and stuffy on my body.It was a dress fit for winter and not summer season."I don't like this one." I said and she spurted out series of apologies before rushing off to get another one for me.I wasn't even mad.I guess the fear of whom I married made her apologize even though she had no idea that I might not like the dress.She came back again some minutes later with several dresses which I went through a picked up a red dress that caught my eyes.I raised the dress up against myself and smile.This is the one.I told Eloise to unzip
32LEILANI'S POV:The cars drove inside the hotel where the fundraiser was taking place. Before leaving the house I drank one glass of champagne just to ease myself.I can't mess things up today. A lot of people will be watching me.Even though I knew that cameras won't be allowed inside since it was a private event but I knew that his business associates would be watching. They would want to see where I'm lacking which I'm not going to allow.I will keep my head high and school my expression.I am a Black now and ruling is in that name."Are you okay?" Dylan questioned and i nodded my head.The car door was pulled opened for us and Dylan and I got down from the car. I was around the car to Dylan's side and he offered me his hand which I gladly took.About fifteen bodyguards were with us tonight. It was actually true.Since his father's death when he was still young, old Mr Black never allowed him to go out alone without a bodyguard and he grew up with him.They were just being cautio
33LEILANI'S POV:I didn't know what to say. I just stood there, speechless.I swallowed the lump on my throat and walked inside the room."I'm not a voyeur just because I'm watching you doesn't make me one." I responded, my face flushing with embarrassment.This time around he turned to stare at me."Why is your face flushed?" He questioned. Oh my goodness.Why can't he just let me be? Ibwas trying not to embarrass myself in front of him but he kept making it harder."Nothing." I sat down on the bed and pulled off my shoes. After watching for sometime he walked inside the closet.I grabbed my shoes and followed him."Tonight was great." I said as I stepped out of my dress, now only in my underwear. "You don't seem so fond of Giuseppe." He hummed softly and take my dress from my hand. He walked to the basket and put the cloth inside."I'm not fond of a lot of people, Leilani. It's not just Giuseppe." He replied, I was surprised to hear his reply. I wasn't expecting him to say anythi
34LEILANI'S POV:He lifted my chin up with his hand and stared into my eyes."What is wrong?" He asked in a soft voice, I almost couldn't hear him.He looked as if he was concerned about me. He looked as if he really cared.I forced my eyes down and shook my head."It is nothing, I'm about to see my period so the cramp is making me tear up." I responded.That was partially true because a day to the day my period will start, I start having serious cramps that sometimes got me crazy.He groaned frustratedly and captured my face in his hand. Firmly this time."So you cry whenever you're about to see your period? Is that it? you might think I'm stupid Leilani but I'm not dumb and you know it so you better start telling me what is wrong with you now." He said calmly, so dangerous calm that it sent shivers down my skin."You don't do dinner dates with your associates, so I was sure that you didn't go there. Where were you Dylan? were you with one of your mistresses? you told me that you wo
35LEILANI'S POV:I woke up the next morning earlier than I used to since I got married to Dylan.I went to the kitchen and joined Margaret I making big Mac french toast. When it was about to get done, I walked out of the kitchen and back upstairs.When I went back inside, Dylan was sitting down on the bed."Good morning." I greeted and then walked past him towards the bathroom.After taking my bath, I wrapped a towel around me and walked out of the bathroom only to meet Dylan walking inside as well."Get ready. I'll drop you off at Brooklyn." He said and I hummed.I walked inside the closet after doing my make-up and grabbed a pencil black skirt and a white shirt.It was one of the outfits I used to wear when I was still Dylan's secretary.I put on my stiletto heels and grabbed my black birkin bag before walking out of the closet.I was going to make a good impression on the employees since today will be my first day.I want them to see me not just as their boss's wife but as Leilani
36Dylan's POV:The way she walks. The way her ass moves under that pencil skirt.The way she moaned when she drank her orange juice.Leilani was everything."Are you going to be okay at your new office?" I asked her.She picked a slice of apple from the dining table and chew it."Of course I'll be okay. I was your secretary for almost a decade if you have forgotten." She responded and I chuckled.I grabbed a bottle water then stood up from my seat."Let's go." I told her.The reason why I treat Leilani indifferent is for her not to get attached to me but last night proved that she was long gone.She is far deeply in love with me.She cried for me.I felt like a piece of shit.No matter how I don't want to get emotional attached to women I still don't want them to shed tears because of me.I don't get off seeing women cry. I'm not sick or twisted.My mistress's birthday was yesterday and I promised her that I would be there for her.But on the process of fulfilling my promises to Any
LEILANI'S POV: Serafina and I walked to a nearby cafe and seat there, of course, there were two bodyguards around me so I don't have to worry about the paparazzi coming near me but they can take pictures from afar. "I didn't imagine that your husband would let you work, Leilani. Most wealthy men don't like their wives working, just stay pretty have had children." Serafina said and I shook my head. "Or maybe they just don't wish for their wives to suffer." There have been different opinions on this specific matter about men not letting their wives have a job. If he takes good care of you, loves you, respects you, and gives you a monthly allowance for upkeep then what else could you as a woman need more? Except you love your job as I do. And also another reason why I wanted a job was that I knew that Dylan doesn't love me. He might be caring these past few days but he is still the man whose heart is cold. He can't love me. He wasn't built to love. I sip on my iced Americano and