ACEFor the first time in a while, I wasn't a raging mess on the inside. After fucking her more times than was possible to recall, I felt relieved, like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I was so sated and happy that my insides were a mush of something warm and refreshing that I’d never felt before. It was odd to feel that way just because I had sex, it wasn’t an act that brought me this wave of peace and happiness that I was currently experiencing and I didn’t know what to make of it. What I was certain of was that I needed to be cleansed of this growing obsession and attachment to April before the past repeated itself. I looked over at her where she lay, a little too pleased with myself that I’d fucked her and given her enough orgasm to make her pass out yet again. She was completely spent, covered with streaks of red from being whipped repeatedly while her face and ass were stamped with a mess of my cum and her juices; the perfect mix. It looked so good on her, I thoug
APRILSomehow, Nick’s voice had cut through my unconsciousness and woken me right up. The exhaustion wiped from my eyes like magic when I heard him yelling at Ace downstairs and I forced myself to jump to my feet. The amount of embarrassment that overwhelmed me when I realized that I’d been found out was maddening, crippling in fact, the kind that made want to pull my hair out from its roots. The more I heard him speak, the guiltier I felt about how things had played out. I regretted not just taking a cab to his house after Ace left me in the lecture hall with instructions to meet him by his car. It was dumb of me to think he wouldn’t find me where I hid to get through to Nick, and now I was paying gravely for my foolishness. The hurt in Nick’s voice tore through me as I hurried to the guest room and bolted the door behind me. I didn’t think I could ever face him, I would literally die from the shame. No fucking way. I just… I couldn’t. Things got even worse when him and Nick fig
NICKIt didn’t stop. Even after I barged in and lost it, it carried on. Hours before I stormed Ace’s house, I was in severe pain because my wolf could feel my mate being touched by another man in ways that only I should’ve gotten to touch her. It was sickening, infuriating, shattering. To sum it all better, it was undoubtedly the worst feeling in the world. The pain was so crippling that I couldn’t find the strength to move until the sex was over, that’s the only reason why I hadn’t barged in much earlier. And it killed me to witness how nonchalant and uncaring Ace was about everything when I confronted him. Let’s not get into the things I saw when I walked into that bondage room. That fucking broke me. To literal bits. With jealousy, rage, and disappointment. Knowing that he’d subjected her to all that and the place was reeking of orgasms and sex made me so furious that I could barely see clearly. To worsen things, she refused to leave with me. Refused to even acknowledge me. Re
NICKI could’ve left when she turned her back on me, but I just couldn't move. It felt like I was nailed into that spot and forced to watch her walk away. The way her shoulders were slopped defeatedly and her head was hung low made my heart hurt even more. I wished I could take her in my arms and promise her that everything would be fine, that I’d make sure of it even though its the last thing I ever did, even though it would cost me everything. But I knew she wouldn’t appreciate me going after her and badgering her even more. After the day she’s had, she was probably sick of anyone trying to bug her into doing something she didn’t fully feel up to, so there would be no point in trying any harder than I already had. Since I’d clearly exceeded my limit with her, I needed to let out these hellish emotions raging through me on someone else. Ace. My wolf growled in agreement within me and the next thing I knew, I’d set off to Xander’s house. We had each other’s locations synced, so I
NICK For a second, some part of me tried to dissuade me for throwing something he was vulnerable about back in his face, but I refused to be swayed in my decision. He’d trampled and spat on my feelings repeatedly since yesterday, and now it was my turn to do the same. “A silly threat huh?” I chuckled bitterly, “well, here’s a much better one.” The way his eyes darkened disturbingly signaled to me that he could guess what I was about to throw at him already, but he didn’t flinch just yet, maybe because he assumed I wouldn’t stoop that low even when he was being an insufferable fool.Well, he thought wrong and I was glad to prove that. “The next time you pull that foolish stunt of blackmailing her to do your bidding, I’ll make sure the entire world sees the pathetic evidence of how badly you spiraled after your first break up and almost got hooked on drugs,” I warned, a deep frown etched into my features as I spoke. In a flash, he was on his feet, eyes glowering with that of his w
APRILApparently, he wasn’t the type who backed out in the face of adversary. The adversary in this situation being my scandalous hours of being railed by one of my mate’s best friends. The fact that Nick put all the blame on Ace didn’t sit right with me, especially since I knew how much I’d enjoyed every second of being punished and fucked until there was no ounce of energy or orgasms left in me.The worst part of it all? I still had flashbacks of the entire night during classes and I had to fight off the urge to touch myself to the memories in the shower. That’s exactly why I didn’t feel worthy of all the effort Nick was putting into reaching out to me. While Ace was an asshole whose guts I detested, he didn’t deserve to take all the heat for what happens between us, besides it takes two to tango and I was a willing second after my arousal overpowered my logic. Because I felt like I didn’t deserve any of the affection and care Nick was showing me, I decided to stop responding to
APRIL I looked at the open package in my hand again and smiled, then threw my hands around his neck, hugging him tightly. “Thank you so much,” I peppered his cheeks with kisses as I pulled away. I don’t know why I didn’t think of changing my phone number, but it was so sweet that he thought of it and got me new sims, which allowed me to switch numbers as I pleased so his friends wouldn’t bug me anymore. “Anytime, sunshine,” he beamed at me as he started the car. We rode to the cinema while singing along to some rap songs that he was absolutely shocked I could sing. The fact that I knew every lyric was all thanks to my photographic memory, but I teased him by saying it’s because I was smarter than him, even when it came to memorizing lines. By the time we got the the cinema, I was fresh out of laughter from how he kept whining each time I knew a lyric that he’d forgotten. We held hands as we walked into the cinema, and as usual, every staff that attended to us commented on how g
NICK She had to be furious after hearing that confession. Right? Unsure of what to do, I found myself searching for an a explanation to justify why I’d stuck my nose where it didn’t belong without her permission. “I just… I couldn’t watch them treat you so badly and do nothing, I know it wasn’t my place to infringe on your privacy and make that decision, but I had to help somehow,” I rushed out the words, hoping they made sense to her. I couldn’t read April’s emotions even through the mate bond right now.It was just blank, but sometime around when she was questioning me, I’d felt uncertain if hanging in the air around her. Now, there was nothing, almost like her ability to feel had vanished into thin air. “Thanks for your help and your honesty,” she said in a robotic tone and started on her way out of the cinema, not holding my arm like she was before that fool stormed in and ruined a perfect night. Unsure what to make of her reaction, I just followed quietly behind her, and ev
APRILSoon, his fingers took its place, grazing over my needy and swollen clit in a way that immediately made me cry out in ecstasy. I pressed my eyes shut, leaning my back against the wall and instinctively spreading my thighs further apart to give him more access.He chuckled lowly again and then obliged.With one hand around my waist to hold me to himself, his fingers continued to lazily trace a line from my clit to my pussy lips before teasing my entrance in a way that drove me so fucking crazy. I was breathless already, my chest heaving and my heartbeat thumping in my ears and lower tummy as he continued to torture me.My eyes fluttered open to find him watching me with a depth of desire and passion in his eyes that turned my knees to jelly. He’d never looked at me that way, something about it was different and incredibly stimulating, but I couldn’t place a finger on what was different about his stare. I didn’t even have the energy to figure it out because he was now using the w
APRIL I quickly gathered myself, swallowing and taking a step back. “You should leave,” I told him in a stern tone, but he just gently shut the door behind him. “I just want to get cleaned up, and this is the only bathroom,” he pointed out, “that’s all, trust me,” he raised his hands in surrender.I didn’t trust a word that left those devilishly hot lips of his though, and it was getting harder and harder for me not to look away from his face and at the rest of his gloriously naked, muscled body. I hated myself for being so foolishly attracted to him. “We’re not having sex, Xander. It’s not happening, so don’t get any weird ideas,” I stood my ground, “I mean it, one funny move and you’re getting the boot.”He chuckled lowly, his eyes dancing over my naked body for a few seconds before he responded. “Slow down, princess,” he smirked teasingly, “I’m only here to wash up and as a gentleman, the only reason I’ll be approaching you is to help you scrub your back.” I knew I should’ve
APRILThe next morning, I woke up to the curtains being drawn open and sunlight streaking into the room. At first, I shut my eyes back and tried to force myself to fall back asleep, but the warmth of the sun hitting my skin wouldn’t let me. So, I gave up on that endeavor and decided to just embrace the morning light. So, I yawned and stretched my arms, feeling oddly well rested despite the upsetting events of the last couple of hours. “Rise and shine, princess,” Xander’s deep morning voice was surprisingly soothing, “go brush your teeth, please. I’m asking nicely.” “Princess?” I couldn’t help but repeat, the way he said it soaked something in me that I needed to bury as soon as possible. A grin touched his lips and he ran a hand through his hair in a sinfully hot way that only he could pull off. “Yeah? It suits you,” he winked, “now get off your ass and go brush, you’ll be glad you did when you’re done.”With that, he reached behind him and opened the bathroom door for me while
APRIL After an insufferable dinner, I left Xander in the dining room and headed back to the room for another shower. When I was done, I walked out and was mortified to find him seated on the bed, shirtless and in pajamas pants like he was getting ready to sleep in the same bed as me. I frowned and pulled the strings of my shorts to knot it as I walked towards the bed. “You can’t sleep here,” I deadpanned, stopping at the edge of the bed. He looked at me daringly and then stretched out himself comfortably on the bed before putting his hands behind his head to prop it up. He was a little too comfortable for someone that was getting on my last nerve and I hated how much he seemed to be enjoying every second of frustrating me.If nature wasn’t biased to humans, I’d be kicking his ass to a pulp right now. “I can, and I plan to,” he answered calmly, totally unnerving me like he’d been doing all fucking day long. “Fine, I’ll sleep elsewhere then,” I started to angrily stomp towards the
APRIL Again, my body had betrayed me. I couldn’t believe that I’d enjoyed every second of his touch, knowing fully well that I shouldn’t even be reacting in the slightest to that asshole. There had to be something wrong with me, something deeply disturbing that would explain why I fucked the annoying asshole that kidnapped me and felt nothing but overflowing bliss. I wanted to pluck my eyes out of my skull and drown myself in bleach, I just felt like I needed to punish myself for foolishly succumbing to his touch. I knew better than to let myself be whisked into anymore sexual escapades with Xander after the whole stripper thing blew up in my face, and yet that’s exactly what I allowed to happen. Something told me that I could’ve fought him a little harder. Maybe if I did, he’d have taken the clue and not gone any further, but my dumb body melted under his touch in minutes. It was at the very last second, after I’d had a groundbreaking orgasm, that I came back to my senses like l
XANDER It took me weeks of nearly annihilating my mental health to dust, but I finally found her. The joy I felt when we got the drone footage of April running around with a puppy in a garden while wearing the prettiest white sundress was indescribable. I ate my first real meal that afternoon, and that was a big deal because I hadn’t eaten anything but sour candy since I set out on this search for April. And I’d filled up on wine to stay sane of course. On the worst days, I indulged with vodka as well. But after finding her, my wolf and I regained our appetite instantly. I needed to replenish my strength so I could fuck her as much as I intended to, she was going to feel every last pent up sexual tension that she’d caused for being away from me for so fucking long. After filling up on enough food to regain my true strength, I came up with a simple plan to steal her away from him smoothly, I couldn’t afford any complications that would lead to me not having her all to myself for a
APRIL The shower was barely relaxing, but I got through it quickly and stepped out of the bathroom.Xander was the type to give me his clothes instead of provide me with any new ones, so I was a bit taken aback to see fresh female clothes that looked like they’d come straight off a Forever 21 rack sitting on the bed. “This changes nothing,” I muttered to myself as I shuffled through the cute clothes. Every single one of them was adorable and simple, and that was exactly my style. And since Xander didn’t pay enough attention to me to have picked up on that detail, I knew that a female staff whose style accidentally matched mine must’ve picked them out. Tucking that piece of information in the back of my mind, I threw on a cute pink two piece that did a great job at covering me up than the other outfits in the pile. Then I pulled my hair into a ponytail and stepped out of the room with one purpose on my mind… Escaping from Xander’s tyranny and finding my way back into Nick’s warm em
APRILFor forty fucking minutes, Xander ignored me. I kept snapping at him and telling him how much of an asshole he was for whipping me away against my will, but he didn’t care about my feelings in the slightest. He just kept watching Wrestle Mania reruns on the screen before him and filling up on grapes, cheese, and biscuits. It was so annoying that he seemed to be having the time of his life while I was pissed beyond explanation. At some point, I gave up on getting through to him and tried to stress eat, but everything in sight tasted like cardboard paper in my mind. Eventually, I settled on filling my tummy with champagne while simultaneously trying my hardest to stay sane. “Mr. Xander, we’re preparing for landing,” the pilot announced, “please take the necessary safety measures, and would you like the hostess to buckle in your guest for landing?” “Nah, I’ve got her covered, thank you, Samuel,” Xander answered before immediately getting out of his seat. He stood before me, e
APRIL A groggy feeling made my joints feel wobbly as my eyes reopened. However, I didn't even have time to dwell on that when the first sight that welcomed me was Xander’s face. I turned my head to the side, wondering if I’d been missing him enough to start hallucinating this clearly. How could he be right in front of me? I blinked again in disbelief. Hadn’t I blocked him out of my mind by immersing myself in every moment with Nick? My head felt awfully heavy and I tried to steady myself by pacing my breathing, all while wondering how I was possibly seeing Xander. I wasn’t kissing him nearly enough to have conjured him out of nowhere, Nick was doing an amazing job of making me forget him, that’s for sure., I was about to pinch myself to snap out of whatever dream I was having when the events from before I lost consciousness came flooding in. Someone had covered my mouth with a clothe and immediately I breathed in whatever substance it was drenched in, I immediately passed