CHYNA
“Just to show off.” Flynn explained.
“Oh.” I sighed. “Really. It’s just a trick. And I am not into dating again. Not yet. I was still tired. My heart was still tired.”
“I can guess. I just want to cheer you up. If ever you need me, I'm willing to help. Just give me a call.”
Flynn was trying to lighten my mood. I know. But I suddenly started tearing.
Damn these stupid tear glands. Don’t they get tired of working for a new batch of tears?
“You want a hug?”
I don’t know why I nodded. I just need someone to hold me. And just about a second, he enveloped me inside his arms.
But the feeling was different. I still love how Gian holds me. It seems I only belong inside Gian's arms.
I was about to lay my head on Flynn’s shoulder when I saw Gian from the glass panel wall. From my seat, I could see him staring back at me. He looks like he had a lot of things to tell, but he can’t until Cam
GIAN“I remember when you heard my name, you automatically became interested in me. It’s not hard to predict that you only got interested in me because of my name. And that was also because of Chyna. It was always Chyna, Gian. You've lost interest in anything unless it was about Chyna. You only cared and think about her.”I wanted to say something. Console her. Ease her pain. But how am I going to do that if every she just said were all true? How can I deny it? I know denying wouldn’t solve the problem.“I love you, Gian. That’s why I am taking all the pain. I thought if I am patient, I could replace Chyna. But I was wrong. You nevertheless stopped loving her. She never stopped loving you. I knew it. I saw it the way you look at each other. And it hurts. It was so… so painful seeing my boyfriend was still in love with his ex. I am your presen
CHYNA“SO, what are your plans for this day?”I turned to Dasha. Aelax and Dasha were back at Costa Galaxia. While me, I just finished packing my things from my unit. Those were ready to be sent to our villa in the city. I still don’t know what to do with my things.“I was thinking of selling my furniture. Flynn offered a hand.” I answered.Flynn was on his month-long vacation. His cousin, a member of Costa Galaxia, lent him the unit where he stayed for a while.Dasha knew that I already withdrew my membership here. There’s no reason for me to stay anyway. I was just here until her wedding day.“Good to know that you were making yourself busy.” Dasha smiled at me.There’s no need for words. I know she felt pity for me. And I wouldn't say I like it. I don’t want to get that kind of look. I'll still live. I just broke my heart many times, but I wi
GIAN “SO, you’re here again, Gian.” Josh sighed as he saw me entering the command department. It’s been two weeks, and I was always there. I tour Camille around for the last time. We've been hanging out for two days, and I think I made her happy at least. After that, I decided to stay in the command department so I can monitor Chyna. She seems happy with her boyfriend. And all I can do is to watch her from afar, even if it hurts. I should be that guy. I should be the one who makes her laugh. I should be the one to stay with her. I should be him. I know Josh was getting tired of dealing with me, but he just tolerated me. He has no choice. At least he understands how it feels loving from a distance. I was thinking why Vincent wasn’t kicking me out of Costa Galaxia. I messed again, and that’s his condition. I should be thankful, though. “Where am I supposed to go?” I smirked at Josh. “You sh
JOSHThe plan was laid just right after summoning other CG men.Only Dominic, Jules, Thug, Lenox and Aelax came. The rest were busy.“No way!” Dominic screamed.“I can’t do it!” Jules announced.The two were the unlucky dude who picked the Yes card. That means they’re supposed to do the task.“Come on! You have done it before. You are pro with this!” I grinned at their reactions.“What are you talking about, Josh?” Jules turned to me.“I know what you did three years ago. Remember Chyna’s request?”Jules and Dominic went silent. Maybe these brutes had forgotten that I am the security head. I know everything.“But it’s different when it’s Chyna whom we—”“Just do it. We agreed with this, right?” Vincent coldly said.The two pulled a long face.&l
GIANI AM on my way back to the cluster building when I noticed something. No, it’s someone.A fully clothed guy in black, wearing a mask and cap, was putting something into the ball car.Mask and cap? At night?It confused me. But my confusion turns into anger when I notice it’s an unconscious woman he puts inside the ball car.It’s Chyna!Even her mouth was sealed with packaging tape; I know it was her!Fuck!“Hey!”I hurriedly ran towards the ball car. But the man drives at full speed.I went out of my mind and couldn’t think of a way on how to save Chyna. I run fast as I could. The ball car was running toward Neptune Cove. I remembered that the campers were rescheduled for tomorrow. Today was the cleaning schedule.Is that why that man chooses to take Chyna? And who was that fucking asshole!?I swear I am going to kill that guy!&l
CHYNAGian walked me through the door, but he was suddenly stunned. The door wouldn’t open.“Are we locked?” I nervously asked.“I think so.”Gian tried hard to open the door, but it just wouldn’t open.“There’s another door here.”Gian pulled me in the other direction.“Huh? How did you know? Where are we?”“At the ground floor of the lighthouse. They purposely turned the lights off.”I just can’t tell what is going on. Who would dare do this to us?“Fuck! It’s locked too! I'll call Josh.”He tried to dial Josh, but his battery died.Fuck!“They planned this!”“Huh?”I just can’t see him. It’s dark, and his phone was drained. That’s the only light we have.“They were playing with us.”&ldq
CHYNAI stayed inside Dasha's penthouse for almost two days. I still can’t get over what happened.Until Dasha has enough, she harshly opened the door of the room I am using.“Did you really want me to cancel my wedding?”I turned to Dasha, who seems to cry just after sitting on the bed.“Nah! What are you talking about?”“You’re caving here again!” She yelled out of desperation.I frowned. “What’s that got to do with your wedding? I mean, I was just a part of the entourage. I'm not the wedding organizer.”“Darn! How am I supposed to get married if one of the reasons why my sister was acting like this is my fiance?”“Huh?” I got confused.When I asked Dasha to report what happened, she did. But never gave me an update. She just said that everything was fine. Besides, I didn’t get hurt.It was tru
CHYNA“You are too stubborn. Why did you keep coming inside without a guide?”I stopped stepping inside the EMG's entrance. I was startled to see Gian when I turned back. He was smiling while looking at me.And once again, my heart flew away from its ribcage to meet him. I wanted to run towards him, throw myself to him and hugged him tightly. But I can’t. I’ll just embarrass myself if I do that.I have enough.Enough to lay down my armour.It’s just what I need. Confirming that I don’t have anything that would make him want me anymore.But though I accepted my fate, my heart won’t stop loving him still.No way it would. Always and secretly, I will still love Gian. Maybe, until forever.“When is your boyfriend coming back? He should not leave you here. Lots of men here would love to be with you.&rdq