Chapter One

6 months ago.

ELLA.

"Lets do shots Chloe," i say as soon as i get back on my chair.

"Wait, what changed between a few minutes ago and now?" she asks looking at me curiously.

"I have decided tonight to let loose and live like you, everything under normal circumstances i wouldn't get caught dead doing, i will do it."

"Well, i won't talk you out of that, so shots it is."

The music in the club pulsed through my body as i threw back my second shot of tequila.

“Maybe you should slow down Ella, you're not really a heavyweight drinker” Chloe warned

“And maybe you should shut up,” I replied handing her a shot. Stop being a buzzkill, let's just live tonight" i say taking my third shot.

"Jordan Baker has been looking at you since you came back”

“where” i asked a little too excitedly that it shocked me, i knew his reputation and he wasn't really my type so maybe the alcohol was clouding my judgment.

That's when I turned around and saw him. He was casually leaning against the wall talking to another guy who was also pretty cute. He laughed at something his friend said and I was in love. He had dimples! Again maybe it was the alcohol douing the thinking for me. His Grey slacks hung low in his hips and the two top buttons of his shirt were undone. With his tie loosened. He was a little leaner than the guys i typically went for, but that wasn't a bad thing.

He glanced in my direction and we made eye contact. I swear for a moment my heart stopped beating, maybe i was experiencing the famous Jordan Baker effect. He grinned at me and beckoned me over.

”Ella are you okay?”

I looked over at Chloe who was holding another shot. I took it from her and drank it. “Am getting laid tonight Chloe, by Jordan Baker. ”

I pulled down my high pony tail and let my straight hair fall back down my waist. I walked over to where he was standing and blushed as i felt his gaze run over my body.

“Well hello there gorgeous,”he said in a deep voice

“Hey yourself ” I replied a little shy now with a smile

“You pulling your hair down as you walked over is the sexiest thing i have seen all night”

“The ponytail was tight”I said lamely, what the hell was wrong with me

He chuckled, his dimples clearly showing “Am Jor.... ”

"I know who you are Jordan Baker" i said coyly feeling heat all of a sudden. But i knew what i was supposed to do before i came back to my senses and changed my mind.

I leaned in to whisper in his ear, “why don't we skip the pleasantries and head out straight to your place”

Shock registered in his face for a moment before he smiled “You go for exactly what you want huh! I like that”

He pulled me close so our bodies were pressed against each other. I gasped at the sudden movement. He leaned down and kissed my neck, causing me to whimper in pleasure, i could feel his hard on against my crotch.

He took my hand and i allowed him to lead me out of the club. As soon as we got into a cab we started making out as soon as he gave the driver his address. I didn't even realize when we arrived at his house because we were so busy making out, the driver had to actually tell us we were there.

I practically threw the money at the cab driver in an effort to speed things up as he pulled up. Jordan smirked at me as we walked into his townhouse “someone is horny”

“You could say that”i replied shyly

I pounced on him as soon as he closed the door behind him. He lifted me up so easily and i wrapped my legs around him as i kissed him. I was still tipsy but i was aware that he was taking me up a flight of stairs. We went into what i assume was his bedroom and he tossed me on the bed.

“You are so fucking sexy.... Wait what's your name again?”

"I never told you my name." i said pulling him back for a kiss to destruct him. I needed this to be a spontaneous night. He went along with it kissing me back as he mumbled. He unzipped my dress and pulled it over my head. I reached down to take my heels off but he stopped me

“Leave them on”

The look on his face is something hot and needy, ardent, mirroring what's building inside me. My heart swells in my chest, scraping against my rib cage, barely contained. This time i don't have to wonder who moves first.

Its me, i don't know where am getting all this courage but i like it.

I lean closer and press our lips together, eyes open and looking right into his glance, his frown, asks if i am sure.

I am not, how could i be? But tonight i was being reckless and spontaneous.

So i close my eyes and deepen the kiss. He lays me down onto the bed, as our kisses turn desperate. What was gentle grows urgent, he is clutching me, squeezing my legs, my arms, my ass. Exploring my body like a blind man.

The pressure is just right, and too much ane not nearly enough. I Tear my mouth away, kiss his jaw, drag my lips down his neck. He sucks my ear lobe, finding a direct lust line to my pussy. I squirm, i whimper. He breathes into the tiny cove between my neck and ear. Anticipation thieves my breath and beads my nipples, he cups my breast while still dusting kisses along my collarbone. All while he pinches my nipples and squeezes my breast..

Oh my God please suck it!

I want his mouth on mine. He takes my nipple into his mouth with an insistent, starvation suction of his lips and tongue. It's not gentle but it's a long hard draw, transporting me through a tiny tunnel of pleasure and pain that explodes between my legs. Jordan alternates, laving and sucking and biting one breast while pinching, plucking and kneading the other. I think am going to cum just by this but he recruits other parts of my body in this sensual attack. He presses gently with at the juncture of my thighs, asking not with words, but his touch.

Finding my clit unerringly quickly and passing the pad of one finger over the cluster of heat and nerves.

"Jesus" i galp

"Open your legs for me."

I widen for him, and he rewards my obedience with the most delicious intrusion on one huge finger plunging inside. He adds another, stretching me, plundering me. His hands, lips tongue conspire to drive me over the edge. He sucks my breasts, rubs my clit and  fingers me with relentless tenderness and pounding urgency. With no warning he stops, the blunt tips of his fingers opens me apart, hold me open. His breath caresses my clit and i start shaking with anticipation. Before am reduced to begging, he licks me, whisper soft and barely there.his groan vibrates against my thigh.

Spreading me wider, he opens his mouth over me, running the flat of his tongue from my opening to the tight cluster of nerves at the top of my pussy. His thumb brushes my clit while his tongue plunges inside me, setting a steady, fucking pace. With his other hand, he cups my breasts, squeezes, pinches twists my nipple.

"Oh God," i chant the word no longer in control of my own body, I can't stop my knees from tightening around his head. He is eating me right now but he has me eating from the palm of his hand. No one has evwr made me feel this way, i ama starting to understand why women were crazy about him.

Even after i come, liquid bliss spilling from my body, he doesn't stop nibbling, squeezing my legs, dragging me closer like a bowl he has to lick clean.

"I want to fuck you." he says.

Even though i just came hard, i want that too.

He runs his palms up and down my thighs, over my hips. He squeezes my ass, brushes my nipples. I sway under a fresh wave of pleasure. He abruptly grips both my thighs and slides me forward and then he slowly enters me. The first time Jordan Baker enters my body, the world cracks open. He fills me completely. He maps my back, my ass, my thighs. I am territory he claims with his hands and lips and the covetous heat of his eyes. And i take possession of him. Squatter's rights. He reaches between us, rubbing his thumb over my slick clit. The pace quickens, the need is feral. As he pushes harder into me. My fingernails dig into the skin of his back as he buries his face against my neck.

"Jordan." i scream

And then i bite down on his shoulder to muffle every sound that comes after it. My whole body feels it, from my head to my toes and back up again.

For a moment am afraid i might actually pass out. So  i tighten my legs around him and he tenses, "Damn woman!". His body ripples with tremors, and he shoves against me one last time. He groans, stilting himself on top of me. His body jerks with his release and my head falls back against the pillows.