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PAWNED TO MR. MILLER Hope
HopeBecky reached out her hand so she could touch James’s, she was devastated to see him so sick and desperate like that."We'll get through this together, okay?" she said in a choked voice. James didn't say anything, but he took her hand that was outstretched for him.They were silent for a while until he said,"I'm in a mess Becky, all those memories seem to be taking over me again, everything feels so gray, I'm so scared, I'm afraid I'll end up hurting you just like what my father did to my mom," he said, his voice choking in his throat.Becky felt her eyes heat up, she wished she could hug him tightly but she was afraid it would hurt him so much that all she could do was hold onto his hand tightly and felt the warmth of his skin."You know that I felt the same way, you knew what I’ve been through, I understand you more than anyone. I wanted you to trust me, what about we meet the professional, looking for help,” she said carefully she bit her lip, praying that James would take he
Last Updated : 2023-04-11PAWNED TO MR. MILLER The Best Pain Killer
The Best Pain KillerBecky puffed her cheeks, then exhaled heavily, “All I want right now is your happiness and freedom, I don't care even if you don't love me, you know what I’m feeling right now is the top level of platonic love, you should feel lucky! I'm Rebecca Beckett, I'm the most selfish woman in the world who would do such a thing for you!” she babbled half-jokingly but James Miller didn't laugh.So she looked at him with a deep gaze,"Do you feel pain around your face?" she asked out of a sudden."What? No, why?" he frowned."Okay I'll take it slow," Becky said as she let go of James' hand."What do you mean?"She didn't answer, she leaned down to kiss him gently on the lips, trying hard not to hurt him. James closed his eyes, enjoying her soft lips, his blood rushing and his heart pounding so hard that he was afraid it would fall from its place.“Am I allowed to have sexual activity?” he whispered which immediately made Becky break the kiss. “Oh my God James, you really are
Last Updated : 2023-04-11PAWNED TO MR. MILLER Electric Touch
Electric TouchJames let out a long sigh, “I know. You know what? I think your father shot me because he wanted to set you free,” he said staring at her with a deep gaze.Becky shook her head,“No, he doesn’t care about me, I mean look at the video! He was busy fucking her bitch, set me free? That bulshit!”“Because I don’t find any other reason why he did that.”“He shot you first so you wouldn’t be able to shoot him, you know what I mean? He knew you’ll give no mercy to anyone, at least that’s what people think about you.” “He wanted to come clean, pretended like he didn’t know anything, and come to me and my siblings like a hero, he forgot that I’m pretty much like him so I know what’s in his mind…” said Becky choking, crying in silence.James Miller fell silent, she knew Becky was right.“Let’s set him free,” he decided, making Becky look at him in surprise.“What? No! He’ll hurt you again!” she yelled.“He won’t, as long as he knew that you’re doing just fine and you stay by my s
Last Updated : 2023-04-11PAWNED TO MR. MILLER The News
The next morning,Becky squinted at the sunlight streaming in through the curtains, she fumbled for the bed next to her, looking for her cell phone and she was surprised to find someone snoring softly next to her. She straightened up for a moment, her cheeks flushed red as she remembered what they had done yesterday. She looked around and realized that she was in James's room, yesterday after finishing with the 'hot stuff in the living room they continued the second round in the bedroom, if anyone saw them last night they would think they were two people who were crazy in love.She got out of bed slowly so that James wouldn't wake up, she didn't want to create an awkward atmosphere between them."Why are you sneaking around like a thief?" James's voice startled her as she was picking up her clothes that were scattered on the floor, she frantically scrambled to hide behind the sofa, hiding her naked body without a single thread covering it."Can you turn around? I'm not wearing anythin
Last Updated : 2023-04-11PAWNED TO MR. MILLER Fly Back
Fly Back to LANormally after hearing such a shocking confession, she would go right away because being in a relationship with a psychopath was the last thing that she wanted. But, she couldn't move her legs, she just stood there in silence, she didn't know why but she didn't believe in that confession."You're not a psychopath and I know that for sure, I won't go anywhere," she decided at last after fighting with her fear.James looked surprised, it took him seconds before finally, he could say something."Now get ready, pack your things, and meet me here in fifteen minutes," he said as he put the plate back in its place."Where are we going?" asked Becky confused."LA!""What? But how? Aren't the reporters waiting for us downstairs?" she asked with a frown, confused."We're not going downstairs, we're going to the backyard! Hurry up! Pack your things and save your questions for later!"Becky held her breath as she saw the helicopter in front of her, she swallowed hard many times, ne
Last Updated : 2023-04-11PAWNED TO MR. MILLER Plane Service
Plane ServiceWhen she was busy thinking about that suddenly a knock on the door startled her,"Becky, you okay?"It was James Miller."Yes! Wait!"She opened the door nervously, "Hey," she said, wiping the corner of her lips, and cleaning up her vomit."Did you just throw up?" he asked because he could hear it from the outside.Becky gulped, "Yeah, but I'm okay now..." She tried so hard to put on a smile but she failed.James stared at her sharply, "What? Was it because of me?"Becky glared in surprise, "No! What do you mean? It's just, there's something wrong with my stomach..."James Miller moved closer and closer that Becky has to step back to avoid him, "What are you doing?" she asked almost in a whisper. "So now you doubting me?" he asked, there was a hint of disappointment on his face.Becky shook her head,"No, I'm not..." she choked, and that made James suspicious even more.He stopped his step, his face looked hurt."I spent my entire life with no one believing in me, so add
Last Updated : 2023-04-11PAWNED TO MR. MILLER Surprise!
"Nothing!" she closed her laptop and smiled at James who was still staring at her with a deep frown on his forehead."O really?""Yeah, I was just playing some game and winning!" she stood up and her nose touched James's chin because they were just two inches apart.James looked down, eyes on her lips."Are you always like this?" he whispered."What do you mean?""Seduce man around..."She could feel his breath on her face, making her aroused one more time, "No, I'm just doing it to you..." she moved forward hugging him tightly and laid her face on his chest."What do you want me to do?" he asked stiffly."Put your hand on my head and stroke it gently."Hesitantly, James lifted his hand and stroked Becky's hair stiffly, he had never done that kind of thing before, that was the first time."You're so lucky, I've never done this stupid thing before," mumbled James, keeping his hand on Becky's head."Stupid thing? It's not stupid, it's fun and romantic!" She looked up and put her gaze on
Last Updated : 2023-04-11PAWNED TO MR. MILLER Platonic Love
"Alex! Stop it!" snapped Becky, glaring at her brother."What? I'm just asking a question!""That's not true," suddenly James stepped in.Everyone turned to him. Becky felt so surprised, even when she asked him he wouldn't answer her and ended up hanging her with an uncertain answer. But she was so happy to hear that, it made her relieved and believed that he was innocent."Have you got your room?" asked James, looking at Alex and Phoebe in turn."YES! It's dope! I like it!" Alex couldn't help but yell, he was too excited. Phoebe was also smiling, they both looked so happy."Okay? What room are you guys talking about?" asked Becky curiously."Nina will show you," said James, glancing at Nina.Becky glared in surprise, she grimaced, "Okay, so what was that? You work for James now?"Nina smiled, "What can I say, he offered me a big salary," she answered, shrugging. "Come on in!" she took Becky's hand and walked her inside while Alex and Phoebe followed them behind."This is so weird you
Last Updated : 2023-04-13
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PAWNED TO MR. MILLER The Unexpected
Becky's question was left unanswered. That day James took her back to LA, which confused her, he asked him, but again her question remained unanswered. They landed safely at LAX and continued to James' mansion, which gave Becky a goosebump when she looked at it, recalling the chaotic day when that tragedy happened."Okay, that's enough!" Becky stopped her step and snatched away James' hand, which was holding her wrist. "Can you at least tell me what's going on here? Why are you flying to LA when our wedding is just days away?" she raved, her chest heaving. "I know it's a fake wedding, but I don't like that you changed the plan without my approval. I mean, am I that insignificant to you?"James stopped. He exhaled long and then turned around at her."Those media attention is the last thing I wanted to get right now. I'm canceling the wedding at the Plaza. We're moving here," he said firmly.Becky gulped, "So I'm going to stay here until you don't need me anymore?" she muttered, staring
PAWNED TO MR. MILLER What Are We?
"Can you please leave me alone? I need time..." said Becky without looking at him. James nodded. He walked away from her and stopped right at the door."Everything will be fine. You don't have to worry," he said, staring at the back of her head with a warm gaze. Becky didn't say anything. She buried her face between her knees, sobbing. She didn't know that James was standing still behind the door, confused about how he could help her go through that situation.After he left, she dared herself to activate her cell phone. Since she was not famous, people might not be interested in her story. She shouldn't be over-worried, should she?So she swiped the screen, opened her social media, and was shocked. There were so many people putting harsh comments on every picture she uploaded.'She's marrying James Miller just to satisfy her shopping habit. She does not feel guilty after what her father has done to him! Such a bitch!''I bet she's not that pretty in real life.And many other nasty com
PAWNED TO MR. MILLER Bad News
"Are you kidding me? Why would you come with us?" asked Becky, who finally canceled to go to dinner with Alan. James shrugged, "I just wanted to join in,?" he said lightly. "Oh really?!" she rolled her eyes, then turned her face toward the window again. They were in the car, just out of The Plaza area."Where are we going?" she asked nonchalantly."Home," he said."Okay, drive me to my apartment. I really need some me time," she said bluntly."No, we're going back to my penthouse," he said undeniably."Excuse me? We're not married yet! We don't have to live together! I want to go back to my apartment!" raved Becky, she didn't know why but she felt like staying in her apartment alone to clear her head from all those sudden things that happened to her.James pulled the car over,"Look, I don't have time to fight! The wedding is only days away! You think it's easy to arrange a sudden wedding?!" he said annoyedly."I never wanted a fight. It's you who always started it! It's difficult for
PAWNED TO MR. MILLER Meeting An Old Friend
Feeling better, she rushed to wash in the bathroom and got dressed. There were far more critical things to consider, like how she would announce her sudden wedding plans to the public. They must have been shocked, especially her siblings. But things might be more difficult if they discovered that James hadn't returned his memories.Let's say the marriage happened, at last, then temporary happiness will soon be created, and years later, all will end sadly because of a divorce that was supposed to happen. She took a deep breath, feeling guilty that her father's sins had resulted in her getting involved in a fake marriage to someone who should be her husband and who loved her the most.Thirty minutes later, she was ready with a knee-length casual dress in brick red. She let her long hair down. She looked at herself in the mirror. Her cheeks would turn red with embarrassment whenever she remembered what she had done with James earlier. Suddenly she could hear someone knock on the door."Y
PAWNED TO MR. MILLER Official Partner
With an annoyed face, Becky returned to James's penthouse. She still couldn't accept the trap she had set. If she had known from the start that her shopping expenses would be deducted from her own money she would not have spent that much!"Follow me," he said, climbing the stairs to the second floor."We're not going to sleep together, aren't we?" said her curiously. He snorted in laughter, "What did you just say? Do you think I'm willing to sleep with you? You may still be unable to forget what happened to us back then but trust me. I don't remember any of that. I even forgot how you tasted!"Becky didn't reply. However, she lost her virginity to him, which bothered her quite a bit. She stepped ahead of James with a shopping bag in her hand. James looked at her back. He understood what was happening in her head but wasn't lying when he said he didn't remember anything about her."I forgot which one is my room?" asked Becky when they were on the second floor, she looked around the ro
PAWNED TO MR. MILLER A Sudden Change
Becky grimaced. She looked at James with an annoyed look. "We accidentally bumped into each other. How about you? What are you doing here?" she asked, trying to sound cheerful. James looked at her and Richard alternately, "Accidentally bumped into each other? What is that supposed to mean?" he muttered with a raised eyebrow.Richard cleared his throat softly, "I'd better get back to the office, Becky thanks for your time!" he said as he rose to his feet, nodded once to James, and then hurriedly left them. He knew something terrible might going to happen."Are you following me?!" Becky said, her eyes squinting at James suspiciously. He chuckled, "Following you? Do you think I don't have anything else to do? Why would I follow you?! I wanted to pick up something I left in Michael's office, and I accidentally saw you with that annoying guy!""That annoying guy you said? You don't even know him! How can you call him like that? You're even a thousand times more annoying than him! I mean th
PAWNED TO MR. MILLER Unanswered
"Um, Richard, nice to meet you. I have to go now!" said Becky, shaking Richard's hand awkwardly."Let's go this way!" said Michael West, leading James and Becky to his office. "Bye!" said Richard, smiling warmly before Becky disappeared from the hallway."What? You like him?" muttered James coldly."Haha, so funny!" replied Becky with a sarcastic tone."Remember you are someone's future wife, don't flirt with other men or...""Or what?" she challenged him."Or you'll get the consequences," hissed James in a serious tone that made Becky shudder in horror, remembering the torture she once got from him.While Becky was busy with her thoughts, James suddenly pulled her hand away."Are you going to keep thinking about that guy, or are you going to focus on settling my life back?" he whispered in her ear.Becky sneered, she looked up at James, but she didn't say anything. It sucks! A relationship with someone who didn't love her back hurt her so much! She couldn't imagine living years with
PAWNED TO MR. MILLER Too Shocked
Too ShockedThey stared at each other in silence, then the images of what they did a long time ago swirled in Becky's head as James buried his face between her thighs. She could remember everything clearly, all his sighs, touch, kisses..."Rebecca?!""Hey, Rebecca Beckett!" James waved his hand in front of her face and brought her to her senses. She hurriedly pulled herself away from him and cleared her throat nervously."Are you thinking something dirty? Why is your face red like that?" he teased with laughter.Becky's face turned even redder, "You're so annoying!" she snapped, stomping her feet and then walking fast, leaving the kitchen. James held back his laugh and followed her behind. They stood next to each other without speaking. Becky kept cursing herself for being unable to forget everything that had happened. She even felt something warm between her thighs. Gosh! What a shame!"Rebecca, wait!" yelled James running after her. "Arrgh!" suddenly, he stopped, holding his head in
PAWNED TO MR. MILLER Far Yet Close
"I know, you don't need to remind me," said Becky curtly. She turned her face to the window, secretly smiling because she missed James so much. It's just that she didn't want to show her longing for him. One-sided love was tough...James's penthouse was on the 100th floor of a luxury apartment building in Manhattan, New York.A driver opened the car door for her while James waited impatiently beside her. "This way," the bodyguard said, showing her the way to the private elevator that would take them to the 100th floor.She didn't say anything at all and was still trying to digest it all. She tried to fix her life and focus on her siblings, but James's appearance changed everything. She didn't know what would happen after that...James scanned his eyes at a small box located near the entrance. Soon after, the door was wide open. "Come on," he said as he stepped back and invited Becky to enter first."How did you know about that? I mean, how do you know how to enter this room?" she aske
