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Forgiveness Is Unattainable
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PAID FOR PLEASURE Epilogue
After several months, no amount of comfort from her loved ones or friends can erase the memories of Eric from Jenna's thoughts. She has never felt anyone else's touch in the number of ways that the man has. He is a soul that she will undoubtedly relegate to the back of her thoughts. She can not figure out why she is feeling this way, even though she has not been with him that closely for up to a month before he can offer her her first payment for their sex-related connection. She realizes it sounds ridiculous. Even though she has made every effort to put him out of her thoughts, he seems to be constantly returning to her mind in small ways. Although her mother and friends have given up on helping her move past Eric, she has decided to move on. She is aware that she needs to use caution and logic to convince herself that their relationship will never work. All she needs to do is move on from him and find a way to live her life. She will not, in all likelihood, be in contact with him i
Last Updated : 2024-08-06PAID FOR PLEASURE PROLOGUE
-----~[JENNA'S POV]~----- My blood is pumping hard and wild with extreme excitement. I am so thrilled and overjoyed beyond measure as I pump the gas continiously. I am driving. I can't believe it. I am freaking driving!!! I laugh, squeal and scream with extreme excitement. What the hell was dad talking about? What the heck did he mean by I am not ready for this? This is me doing this right now and it feels so overwhelming. I can't get enough of it. This will be my prove to him. I will one day show this to him so he won't have a choice but to get me a vehicle of mine. Yes!!! This is my excuse. He definitely has no choice on this. I laugh excitedly as I swerve to the right through the almost empty road getting close to a T junction. The green on the traffic light suddenly switches, changing to red.... What the fuck..... I am taken aback as I step Immediately against the brake with panic as never before eroding me. Shit. Pheew. That was close. I can't risk getting into trouble w
Last Updated : 2023-11-02PAID FOR PLEASURE ASKED OUT
-----~[JENNA'S POV]~----- I sigh and smile. "I am okay Sean. Seriously." " That's what you keep saying every single damned time. You have never been okay since you started working here Jenna. I am so tired of pretending that everything is okay with you. Come on, tell me. What's the matter?" I bite my lip and they tremble. This is not fair. Why is he being to caring like this towards me? I don't deserve it. I can't.... I sniff and immediately wipe my face before I break down before him. I chuckle. I have to give him a reasonable explanation.... " I uhh.... I really appreciate your care . It's just...." I pause and sigh. "My dad died, months ago and it's been really hard for I and my mom I just.... It's just so hard to picture my life without him and.... You know. Things have really been hard without him...." He doesn't give me a chance to finish up before he pulls me into a deep hug. " I am so sorry Jenna." He says and I can hear his voice shaking. His heart is pounding erratical
Last Updated : 2023-11-02PAID FOR PLEASURE FRIGHTENING EXPRESSIONS
-----~[JENNA'S POV]~----- The day almost comes to an end as the school bell rings for the closure of the day and I find myself frustratedly making my way through the school compound scrolling through my phone and searching for that particular ad that pays $10, 000. Shit!! Why the hell did I have to lost it? It was a very massive opportunity. It's not something I can find everywhere calling my attention. This is all Alex's fault . Why did he have to bump into me at that period and distract me with that stupid cute face of his? It's all his fucking fault. Damn it . How the hell am I ever going to find it again? And I didn't even bother to check the title of the ad before letting it go like a smoke to the wind. SHIT. I frustratedly scratch my hair scrolling through the Craigslist with desperation. This is a very clear evidence that the entire universe is definitely against me. Oh yes it is so clear and visible now. That is an opportunity that comes once in a while and I had i
Last Updated : 2023-11-02PAID FOR PLEASURE REJECTED
-----~[JENNA'S POV]~----- I step into the large spaced sparsely furnished beautifully edified office with the attendant leading the way. He clears the way after opening the door for me to step in and I do as I am directed. Then he shuts the door behind us. I take my time to look around the wide vast office with space enough to hold at least 20 or more people. I am immediately struck by its grandeur and beauty. The room is spacious and flooded with natural light, thanks to the large windows that line one wall, offering a stunning view of the city skyline. The walls are a warm cream color, adorned with tasteful pieces of art that reflect the personal style and taste of a pop music art lover. The centerpiece of the room is an oversized wooden desk, made of the finest cherry wood and polished to a golden high shine. It dominates the space, but not in an overbearing way. It exudes elegance and sophistication, just like the rest of the room. The comfortable leather chair sits behind it,
Last Updated : 2023-11-02PAID FOR PLEASURE TOO LATE TO RUN
-----~[JENNA'S POV]~----- I take in a deep breath and try to relax my nerves. "I am 18 years old." I say and his eyes go wide. His pen suddenly drops from his hand and he rakes his hands through his hair a bit frustrated. "Okay I cannot do this anymore. I'm sorry but you have to leave Jenna." He says and I frown. "Why ? I am capable of doing anything, just trust me this once. Do not look at my age. There's absolutely nothing I cannot accomplish once I set my mind to it. please just trust me please I really need this. I need this money, please." I say and watch as he stares at me mouth agape. "You have no idea what you are asking for Jenna and once you step into this, there is not turning back." He says and I feel my heart in my throat. I slowly look down and fiddle with my fingers once more. "I don't care whatever work it is you have in store for me. I will definitely do it. And I am confident in myself that I will accomplish it. Please don't try to be rude to me because of
Last Updated : 2023-11-02PAID FOR PLEASURE SWIRLING SENSATIONS
-----~[JENNA'S POV]~-----He didn't give me a chance nto complete my sentence before he pins me to the wall and hugs me tightly carressing my ass. Fuck. I can feel his harsh breathing against my neck as though he is struggling with something. "Like I said, I am a sex addict and once aroused, I don't think there is anything that can stop me. " He whispers against my neck and kisses me at the spot. I shiver and trying to tear myself away from his huge frame. "I am so sorry. Please. Let me go." I whimper as he caresses my breasts against my uniform. "Fuck." He suddenly wipes my backpack away from me and tosses it on the floor." Please...." I plead with him as he groans kissing my neck and pinning me against the wall massaging my ass like he can't get enough of it. "Fuck." He curses and breathes hard moving his head to my chest. "You shouldn't have come here." He groans and suddenly begins to unbutton my shirt. "Fuck. Please. No. Don't do this. I am sorry. Please." I whisper and tr
Last Updated : 2023-11-07PAID FOR PLEASURE FRIENDS NIGHT
-----~[JENNA'S POV]~-----I walk slowly and distractedly up to the front porch of my humble little home totally spent and exhausted due to hours of trekking through the express. I just wasted my bus fare all for nothing. Only to just get into a CEOs office, almost raped. The thought of that makes me so infuriated I want to smash something in pieces. I sigh deeply and walk in through the front door shutting it close distractedly as usual. I didn't notice the peering gazes in the sitting room as my head is bowed to the floor lost in my weariness while I turn towards the kitchen to get a soothing liquid to quench my thirst. "You are welcome, young lady, thanks for asking." Someone says and i snap my head up to behold Chloe and Lily both staring at me with hardened gazes as they sit on the sofa. My face lits up. "Hello guys...." I look back at the door with confusion and turn back to them. "You didn't tell me you were coming."" Oh yes we didn't." Chloe says angrily and I furrow my ey
Last Updated : 2023-11-07
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PAID FOR PLEASURE Epilogue
After several months, no amount of comfort from her loved ones or friends can erase the memories of Eric from Jenna's thoughts. She has never felt anyone else's touch in the number of ways that the man has. He is a soul that she will undoubtedly relegate to the back of her thoughts. She can not figure out why she is feeling this way, even though she has not been with him that closely for up to a month before he can offer her her first payment for their sex-related connection. She realizes it sounds ridiculous. Even though she has made every effort to put him out of her thoughts, he seems to be constantly returning to her mind in small ways. Although her mother and friends have given up on helping her move past Eric, she has decided to move on. She is aware that she needs to use caution and logic to convince herself that their relationship will never work. All she needs to do is move on from him and find a way to live her life. She will not, in all likelihood, be in contact with him i
PAID FOR PLEASURE Forgiveness Is Unattainable
The woman at reception is enraged. She can not help but feel angry as she watches Jenna's small frame move quickly in Eric's direction while he speaks with his bodyguards, seemingly organizing something significant for the evening. If Jenna eventually stops Eric from doing his job, she realizes she is in serious trouble. She might lose her job, which would be extremely damaging to her reputation. She leaves her place and rushes quickly in Jenna's direction after becoming enraged. "Young lady, come back here." She yells in rage until, a few meters from where Eric is going to leave the building via the rotating door, she finally manages to grab Jenna's arm. Jenna tries to pull away from her as she fights in the woman's arms. "Let go of me!" However, the woman refuses to listen to Jenna. "Are you listening to yourself, little girl? This cannot happen, as I have already stated. This is a major error that you are committing. I want you to immediately exit this building and head back
PAID FOR PLEASURE It Is Too Late
Mrs. Lawrence advised her daughter Jenna to take a lengthy vacation from school to unwind and wait for the whispers about her to stop before going back to her regular activities. Before things return to normal, Jenna must stay at home and read at home with a qualified homeschooling tutor during this process. However, Jenna spends her unplanned vacation thinking about Eric and making plans on how to reconnect with him. She is aware that she must move on from him. This type of relationship she had with him could never, ever happen again, and he would have likely forgotten about her and moved on to that Fiona of a woman—the one who had exposed her. Why would he want to interact with her at this time? It is likely that he despises her and that if he saw her again, he would want to break her skull. For heaven's sake, though, she feels as though she will shatter into pieces if she does not at least meet him and give him an apology for what she did. The next step is to simply have a little
PAID FOR PLEASURE Can Not Stop Thinking About Him
The following day, following the completion of all procedures and signatures on all paperwork, Mr. Johnson releases Jenna from prison. After Jenna is led by the police officers out of the prison cell, her mother and Alex are waiting for her. When her mother sees her, Mrs. Lawrence rushes over to give her a strong hug as the two of them sob uncontrollably in one other's arms. "No, Mom, do not worry about yourself. Just keep in mind the illnesses we recently underwent surgery for. You must refrain from overstressing yourself." The fact that her daughter remembered the experience and is still calm and caring for her reassures her that she is a treasure she does not want to lose, even if the world ends. Nevertheless, she can gather herself and move away from Jenna. "I am so relieved you are alright. You really should wash up, oh dear. You appear to have a messy face." Jenna is forced to laugh when she is standing by her light-hearted remarks. When Jenna turns to look behind her, s
PAID FOR PLEASURE Willing To Assist
Mrs. Lawrence raises an eyebrow in amazement, considering what he would want to talk with her at this critical juncture that has compelled him to stay up so late. He looks at her quietly for a short while before sighing and scratching his nose. "Well, Alex and I had a really serious debate, and I believe I spent a lot of time reflecting on it. To be honest, I never would have thought to reason about it if it had been up to me and my previous decisions. You will not even see me here. All I wanted to do was stay in my flat, thinking about and grieving for my son, and feeling relieved that the person who caused his death is today receiving her due desserts." As he speaks, Mrs. Lawrence gently nods her head. She responds, "It is understandable, sir," and he closes his eyes and inhales deeply. "Well, I have come to the firm conclusion that I do not wish to be evil." As he speaks, Mrs. Lawrence bats her eyelids. "As I previously mentioned, Alex and I spoke about a significant matter
PAID FOR PLEASURE Self-promise To Stay Away
Mr. Johnson attempts to leave the building, but Alex does everything he can to block his path out of desperation because he knows that if this man is heartless enough to leave, there is no way in hell he will be able to do anything within his limited power to help Jenna's mother, and things may go wrong. She is already experiencing the effects of her previous ailments, and if they worsen, there is nothing he can do, and he is unable to assist her with everything going on in her life. He comes to a stop directly in front of Mr. Johnson and bursts into sobs. "Please, sir, I appreciate how hard this must be for you, but please consider the condition of the woman you are staring at right now. Please, if this was your mother in this position, you should not be so callous as to do this to her. Please consider this. Consider this: she is innocent and had nothing to do with your son's death. She has already been caught up in this circumstance. You are the only one capable of assisting her r
PAID FOR PLEASURE Not Going To Get Involved
Right now, Alex is thinking of two plans. He has two goals in mind for Jenna: first, to cater to Mrs. Lawrence's illness; and second, to find a solution for her, as he believes her situation will not be simple. However, he is also aware that this would be an extremely challenging undertaking because the person he is going to beg for help from is the last person on Earth who would ever want to try to assist him. He understands he just needs to act and work things out soon because there is no one else he can turn to who would be willing to assist him with this. Even though his plan is extremely dangerous, he chooses to follow through with it because there is a tiny flicker of optimism that everything will turn out exactly as it should. The man's chauffeur arrives shortly after, and Alex enters immediately after greeting him with a hearty handshake. It was not a long journey to the mansion, and after a short while, Alex found himself in front of the Johnsons' home. A vast estate with a
PAID FOR PLEASURE Understand The Value Of Forgiveness
While Jenna is momentarily sitting, all she can do is cry uncontrollably, and the whole scene breaks Alex. He hopes he can only figure out a way to go through this glass, give her a big hug, comfort her, and let her know that there are still people who believe in her, even though the majority views her as a murderer. However, he is at a complete loss for what to do. He is powerless to just put an end to this and ease the anguish. He manages to wipe away a few tears that start to trickle out of his eyes. He shakes his head sharply. In reality, he was going to inform her that her mother had already been ill over the whole situation, but he was currently unable to accomplish it. Things are only going to become worse because of her incarceration, the news that she is the reason her mother is ill and her overwhelming sense of helplessness. What more can he do? He needs to find a solution to save this family from this predicament. He glances up at her before losing control and bursting in
PAID FOR PLEASURE Bringing Her Mother To This End
News of the entire episode quickly spread like wildfire, not only within the school but across the nation, completely upending Jenna's reputation. Any story pertaining to Eric Johnson's family is bound to go viral because everyone is familiar with them. The media has covered the entire story, including Jenna's pictures, and so many people's homes have TV screens showing it all. Everyone who has heard about Jenna is instantly reevaluating and changing their ideas about who they believe Jenna to be. Nobody can fully comprehend the circumstances; all they can say is that she is a killer because they saw her mentioned in the press as one. Even after all these years, it still shocks everyone that a young child would choose to carry out such a horrific deed and keep it a secret. Even at school, Jenna's reputation has been thoroughly destroyed and damaged. She is now the sole topic of conversation among the pupils. Those who had before considered her to be a wonderful person started to re
