-----~[JENNA]~-----I frown and bite my lip. “what?“ “You heard me.“" don't lie to me. where did you sleep last night?“ I chuckle and frown. “What a silly question. home of course. “ I say and he raises an eyebrow. “Oh really? ““Yeah . ““Are you sure?“" Yes."“Because I checked your home last night.“ Oh fuck. “And it was empty. there was no one at home.“ Shite. I open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out. He scoffs.“ See? The fact that you are lying right now shows you have something bad going on. What is it Jenna?“ He suddenly asks seriously and I grit my teeth. I suddenly feel a little bit angry at his attitude right now. just what the hell is this problem? What the crap is wrong with him? why can't he just for a few seconds get the hell off my neck? Why can't he just let me be and give me some breathing space? I can't actually believe he stalked me till the extent of checking my home after asking them to go home yesterday, telling them that all is well.
—---~[JENNA]~-——I refused to listen to Alex. He begged and begged but all I did was......weep and weep and weep. To be honest, I really don't like what happened. But it's helpless. There is nothing I can do. It just.....it has to end. It's the best way. I really wish there was another option. I sigh deeply the moment I don't hear any other noise from the cubicle door.I wait and listen attentively. Nothing came. I bite my lip. “Alex.“ I called but no response came. I sigh and step out slowly to meet the empty restroom. He had already left. I walk up towards one of the basins and immediately wash my face. I take in a deep breath as I stare at my image in the mirror. Oh my precious screwed life. That is all that is in store for me. Nothing good ever works. That's just it. Nothing works. I committed a crime and I am paying the consequences for it. There is no escaping karma. Karma is unmerciful. Karma is relentless. Karma doesn't hesitate. I just...I just.... ugh....I really wish I
~[JENNA]~After almost a century of groaning and shivering with uncontrollable nervousness, the surgeon finally reveals himself and we all three stand up immediately in unison. The doctor seems to have noticed our nervousness. He chuckles.“ It's all right, you guys can breathe.“ he says and we sigh deeply. He smiles and shakes his head. “The surgery was successful. Let that help you relax okay.“ He says and we all take a deep breath. He chuckles and shakes his head. I glance at both Chloe and Lily sighing deeply and they smile patting my back. I bite my lip feeling giddy on the inside. I return my focus and attention back to the surgeon flashing us contented beautiful smiles. “Can I go and see her now?“ I ask and He blinks. He chuckles and shakes his head.“ About that, I don't think you can go in to see her now. Not yet, at least, but maybe later because she... her body just needs efficient rest at the moment. That is all I can say. so you have to be patient with her at least for
~[JENNA]~Aaargh. He never fucking gives up!!!! Why? Just why?? I bite my lip trying as much as possible not to scream at him right now. “I have told you all I can tell you, Alex, there's nothing more to say. Why can't you just accept that and let it go?“" There is a reason you are doing this Jenna and you are not just doing this out of your own decision. Something is definitely making you do it and I am going to get to the root of it. Trust me, breaking up with me has done nothing but propelled me to observe you more than ever than I did before. you are definitely involved in something dangerous that you know you shouldn't be doing but you are hiding it from us. So I must warn you. It is better you expose that shit to me right now, or later in the future, I will be the one doing the exposing. And trust me it won't be good.“ He threatens and I grit my teeth. “I never said I wasn't going to tell anyone of you Alex. I am just not ready. Please can't you just listen to that and bear
-----~[JENNA]~-----With all fears cleared and all doubts obliterated, I am sitting patiently on a chair beside my mum's bed leaning on my elbows against the armrest and staring at my mum who is still sleeping soundly on the bed looking as peaceful as she can be. The stable ascending and descending of her chest grants me enough breathing space as my troubled nerves are now more relaxed than before.It is all set and I am in much peace as never before. I just have to wait till she finally opens those pretty eyes of hers so I can speak to her. But how long is she going to take in this peaceful slumber of hers?My body, my mind, and my soul are in a pang of severe hunger. A severe craving to hear her voice, to have her look me in the eye and assure me that all is well. It is such a funny thing that after all my confirmation and relaxation, I am still a tad bit worried. I have forgotten completely about my upcoming fate tomorrow in the hands of Eric. That is not the issue at the momen
-----~[JENNA]~-----“It's great to know you are a normal female gender Jenna.“ Mum says as she stretches on the bed. I immediately move to assist her and she chuckles.“You worry a lot, young lady. I am good as new, okay stop worrying too much.“She says and I roll my eyes. I finally loosened up back against my seat observing her deeply.“ I am just so elated you are okay.“ I say and she smiles. “But however I think some drastic measures need to be observed right now from now on.“ I say and she squints her eyes at me. “What do you mean?“ I chuckle. “Apparently, the doctor said the cause of this illness is too much stress, and just like I have always told you earlier before this predicament, you work yourself too much Mum. I've always told you this but you don't listen to me. That too much stressing of yourself is the cause of this ailment.“ I say and watch her as she stares at me for a long time, With a subtle smile.“ But what can I do Jenna?“ I sigh. Believe me,I know that the aut
-----~[JENNA]~-----I look behind me to spot the other bed a few meters away from her. “Guess what Mum.“ I said and she chuckled. “You are sleeping over with me tonight.“ she says and I glanced at her with wide eyes. She laughs. Damn. This woman definitely does know My mind from beginning to end. There's no way I can really hide a secret from her. ----------He waits precipitously sitting at the edge of his bed with his two feet tapping relentlessly against the floor. He can feel his control getting to its limit and his urgent addiction desiring to take permanent control over his entire being at the moment. What the heck is that girl's problem anyway? She promised him that she will be back in no time. Why the hell is she taking so long? He takes a breather and glances are the clock dreading to know what the exact time is. 11:48 p.m.? What the crap? He frustratedly rakes his fingers through his hair and picks up his phone. what the heck is she doing? is this really her plan all
-----~[JENNA]~-----The night with mum went well. She is getting better and better as I have observed and anytime soon, she will be all set to return home as she desires. Pheew. I need to sort out Eric's issue before she will be able to return home. I don't want to move when she is around. It will definitely spike up her suspicions. I don't want her asking questions. But at the same time, if she discovers that I have moved out to only God knows where, she will definitely still ask questions..... aaargh. This is just.. harder than I thought. How the hell do I do this? How the hell do I escape the web of mom's monitoring aura and attend to Eric's needs. She can't know that I am involved in this shit..... Damn it. She mustn't. Maybe I should just discuss with Eric to renegotiate the terms of the contract. It is definitely not going to work out living with him. It won't. I have to... I have to be with my mum. I want to be with my mum. Oh God. What the heck have I gotten myself into god