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I am staring at the ceiling of my room, wearing a pajama and hoddie. Hugging my pillow while the rain is helping me to calm for a bit. Umuwi ako sa mansion after the encounter that happened on the venue. Wala akong pinakinggan na kahit isa sa mga paliwanag ni EJ. I feel empty and betrayed when I heard what he said. So hindi talaga tadhana na mag kita kami, sinadya ni EJ ang lahat dahil sa pakiramdam nya ay guilty siya sa nang yare sa nanay ko. What happened to my mother was terrible.Ayoko na makita ulit siyang nasasaktan at nahihirapan dahil sa nakaraan nya. Walang may kagustuhan na mangyare iyon sa kanya, at lalong hindi deserve ni Mama ang nangyare noon.When I was young, my father went busy and something strange happen ti my family, lumaki at nagkamuwang ako na masaya at kumpleto ang pamilya namin. Xyan is two years old at that time and I am eight years old.Wala akong ideya kung saan at papaano nag umpisa ang lahat ng kaguluhan sa pamilya namin, lahat naman ng pamilya ay dumada
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I open my eyes at nagising sa marahan na haplos, pero imahinasyon ko lang pala na may humahaplos sa akin ngayon.Sumandal ako sa head board at niyakap ang unan ko. Hindi ko alam kunv ilang araw na ba ako na nag kukulong sa kwarto na ito. Ayoko makipag usap at nawalan ako ng gana at tiwala sa mga tao na nakapaligid sa akin.I don't want to ruin my Mama's smile, ayoko na malungkot si Mama kapag sinabi ko na may iba pa na anak si Papa at mas matanda ito sa akin.My family is breaking into pieces, una ang issue kay Lesaiah at sunod ay ito na. I don't want to ruin them, but I am the one who is suffering hard now.Bumaba ako sa kama at lumakad papunta sa bathroom ng kwarto ko. Umupo sa bathtub at nag sindi ng sigarilyo. Sapo ang ulo ko habang ugong ng exhaust fan ang naririnig ko at ang luha ko ay sunod sunod na pumapatak. Sumasabay sa sakit ng dibdib ko ngayon.Ako lang ang nakakaalam at mag isang lumalaban. Hindi ko alam kung papaano ako makakaligtas sa nakakamatay na kalungkutan ngayon.
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Kumatok ako sa study room ni Papa at ng nadinig ko ang sinabi nya na tuloy ay pumasok ako sa loob. He is reading some files at ng makita ako at binaba ang papel."Sakto hija, I have something to discuss with you." He remove his eyes glasses at kumuha ng baso, nag salin ng brandy at umupo sa sofa. Lumakad ako doon at umupo sa harapan nya.He look serious, so am I. May kailangan ako tanungin at malaman para sa ikakatahimik ng isipan ko. Marami ako na gusto itanong, at ngayon ay kailangan na mabigyan ng kasagutan ang lahat."I also have questions too, Papa." Sinalinan ko ang baso at sumimsim dito."Alright, I know that you are the one who expose the rape case about Leto. Hindi ba parang sobra ang ginawa mo, hija?" Papa said and I can't help but to smirk. That is not too much, I just do what I have to do. To make me feel better."No, it's not. Actually kulang pa iyon sa ginawa nilang pang gagamit sa akin. Even his parents knew about his affair with his ex lover and they still pushed the m
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Nasa kusina ako at nag luluto ng carbonara at butter toast na dadahin ko sa unit ni EJ ngayon. Si Mama ay binuksan ang ref at ang laki ng ngiti, inabot sa akin ang pepper at nilabas ang mga tupper wear na naka tabi sa cabinet. Tinikman ko ang sauce at okay na sya, perfect sa lasa na lagi ko ginagawa sa tuwing ako ang nag luluto."I want too have a grand daughter, Thana." Naibuga ko ang iniinom ko na gatas at natawa si Mama na inabot sa akin ang towel at pinamunas ko sa bibig at ilong ko ang towel."Ma, bata pa ako." Lumakad ako para ilipat sa lagayan ang butter toast at ang huli ay ang sweet and sour chicken wings na kakatapos ko lang din lutuin."You are twenty nine anak, at mahirap na mag buntis kapag nag thirty kana." Taas baba ang kilay ni Mama at tinawanan ko ito, tinakpan ang tupper wear na pinag lipatan ko sa chicken wings."At alam mo naman na miss ko na mag alaga ng baby. Gusto ko na ulit na may tatakbo na bata sa bahay, tapos may iiwan ka sa amin ng Papa mo kapag may trabah
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Most of the women avoids me, because I have issue on my past relationship, nangabit at sa sariling kaibigan ng asawa ko. I know that I made a mistake and it leads a huge impact on my life. I am such an idiot at that time, but when I discover that my wife is having an affair with other man, huli ko na ito nalaman. But I keep my mouth shut, I still respect her and kung may bagay na pinag sisihan ako ay ang pagkawala ng anak ko, hindi ang pag hihiwalay namin ng asawa ko.I can fix that in the first place, pwedeng mang yare iyon but I choose what I want. Pareho na kaming hindi mabuti sa isa't isa. At kung ipipilit pa, I might do the same shit, and the reason is I am not happy anymore. Alam mo na hindi dahilan na hindi na ako masaya para manloko pa.I don't know her reason, but I don't love her anymore. I tried to date a different woman, but I am also not happy, nakakatakot na mag kamali ulit at hindi mapanindigan ang mga pangako ko. I stay single and focus on my life. I watched my cousi
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"Love, come here so I can show you something," she said. Simply smiling caused Navi's touch to briefly shut my hand, after which she smiled and continued to smile. Even though Navi never gave me the impression that he didn't love me, every time he smiled at me I felt as though I was going to dissolve into a puddle of goo. My feelings for him become deeper and more intense with each passing day.He interrupted my train of thinking by saying, "That's why you were surprised, I thought," and he shook his head at me."I only want to be with you, because I want the best for you, and you are the only people I want to spend time with." After that, we'll receive our diplomas, and I'm going to take you to an exclusive restaurant to celebrate our first year of marriage." I made a slight shaking motion with my head as I sat down on the grass, and a tent was behind me."What exactly are you up to?" I was under the impression that we had already covered this ground, Navi. I abhor over-the-top celeb
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"Kourtney. You're making it up right now. Please come and fix the quizzes." What Navi did to me the other day disrupted my thoughts. I feel like I'm going to pee, and I want to roll about on the floor."You're a badass, Sheen, just for a second," I grumbled as I searched for my phone in my purse and enthusiastically unlocked it. I'm all set for the first anniversary. I've been saving a handkerchief and a watch for Navi and me since we were five months old.He is one of the university's most attractive students. Very attractive and arrogant, but I never expected him to enter my life. He's too serious for me, and I'm not that attractive for a man to fool with at university."Perhaps you'll give up on the bataas later, Kourtney, because you'll get pregnant early." You're so upset with your parents!" I almost fell over when I saw Navi's message because I was so excited."No, perhaps her family will join us. Then that is impossible. She is a Filipina. Before getting married, get married."
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Navier is grinning from ear to ear while watching one of my recent videos. He saw me editing it and couldn't take the finish. I saw that and it irritated me."This is nice, baby; I like how you did this video." "I can feel your love and affection for me," he whispered sweetly as he embraced my back. The way he whispers those things to me makes me feel alive, yet I don't feel special to him."I thought you were going to tease me more, but if you tease me again, it will really be a delte later." My hair was standing on end, so I stepped away from Navi right quickly. I turn away when I see his bright grins, which may captivate everyone who sees them."I won't, baby, because it's really lovely." "Just like you," he remarked, and I can feel all of my blood in my cheeks, the sensation of warmth throughout my body, even in my cheeks."Then I know what!" says Bola. You're not going to date me if I'm unattractive and look like a gardener, are you?" I ask Navi, and he smirks as he carries me to
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Navi and I are sitting now and waiting for the attorney he hired for the case. There is an arrest warrant, and the police are currently looking for the manager. Today the attorney will talk to us about the case, and the police are also going to our house now."I'm nervous, Navi," I said, looking at Navi. My hands are sweating, and I feel like it's my fault. I might lose the case because Mama didn't respond and didn't want to talk to anyone; she didn't show up at home for several days."Why, there's nothing to be afraid of, baby. You are innocent, and you will win the case, that's for sure. Since he ran away with the money, the amount of evidence will say that he cheated and intended to run away with your money. So calm down, okay?" Navi caressed my hand and held it tight.I calmed down and smiled, leaning my head on his shoulder. I closed my eyes for a moment and took a deep breath. "Thank you; you are by my side while I am struggling with my situation right now. I feel safe and okay,
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"Finish it too, Kourtney; you need to finish it now because we need it later." The folders fell in front of me, and the employee who was with me in my OJT today gave me a silly smile.I feel from the start that they don't like me, and it makes me feel uncomfortable. The company that bought our property, my current employer, is also stupid. The day he greeted the students and the big smile of Mr. Cruz to meBut his employees, especially the women, hate me. The work they leave behind is terrible, and I have almost exceeded the time allotted to me."Yes, I'll bring it later." I put the folders aside, and he looked at me before turning away. I dropped my back on the chair and stood up. It's been a long time; my lunch break is later.I stood up and took my pouch. I walked because I stepped on a bump, and I have a wound on my foot now."I'm only on a fifteen-minute break," I promised, and they just shut me up. I passed them and carried my pouch. I'm going to the company's smoking area, so I
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When I got out of bed, I had a dragging sensation, and I knew I had school the next day, but I didn't feel like participating in our ojt. Drinking and getting drunk is my preferred activity."Kourtney!" When I turned to face the door, it opened with a warning from my mother, who looked quite irate and gave the impression that she was about to smack me at any moment. He threw the statement of account on the table and was visibly upset as he did so.This indignant remark and me spreading my blanket now: "You sold a building but no money entered my account; did you cheat me?" "Mom, the hospital costs for Papa have been paid. I also paid my tuition fee," I added, as his trembling fist smacked the paper across my face.If you spent it at school, that's perfectly OK; there's no reason for you to spend it with your dad. He is going to pass away; are you willing to spend any more money? My hair was smoothed back, and my shoulders were dropped forward."Mama, please don't speak to Papa in that
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It seemed as though heaven and earth had encompassed me after our conversation with Tita. What the heck, I prepare everything and he knows it's our anniversary today, and then he goes to a pub with his pals. This is insane and really disturbing.I rose up, took up my coat and pocketbook, and placed my keys and phone inside. If Navi is here, I will approach her, and she will be quite near to me now.My fingers shook as I closed the hotel room door, even after I wiped my tears away and kept them from dropping since my make-up was a waste today, but I prepare and make an effort for this. I want it to be unique and unforgettable. But it's like throwing away all of my hard work here.I clutched my bag tighter and stepped into a cab in front of the hotel, my hand longing to hit someone, wanting to let out all my rage. Even though we seldom contact anymore, I understand him; he also stated that he knows my predicament because I am in it.We're both old and understand things like not being ab
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I paid the remaining hospital money, but Papa's condition is not improving. Something is obstructing a vein in Papa's heart, preventing it from recovering.Every day that I am with Papa, I notice that his body is weakening and that issues in his body have emerged, therefore I can't help but be concerned about his current state.I grinned and stepped to the window, looking at the calendar and saw that today is Navi's anniversary. I need to get my thoughts in order, and because Navi and I haven't seen each other in a long time, I'll take advantage of the situation, because Navi promised to return home to Manila today, and it's also our anniversary.I grinned as I approached Papa and kissed his brow. His eyes were wide open, but he was unresponsive; nonetheless, I had the impression that he was listening to me."Just be patient, Dad, I'm graduating and will be able to focus on our business, so get well." I always support you because I can fight for your good." I grinned and hugged Papa,
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I was seated on the dining chair, clutching my insurance policy. I discovered that I couldn't move her again since Mama previously touched her and took half of it, and I don't know what to do because I'm in the agreement that I can have complete control there when I'm twenty-four, and while I'm not at the correct age, Mom and Dad can still move it.I'm waiting for Mama to come home today; the situation has changed, and I'm worried I'm going insane since I don't have enough money to pay for school. Aunt and I covered Papa's other medical costs, and the school set me a deadline to pay my massive tuition price.I found the paperwork in Papa's study, and we have additional properties that I can mortgage. However, you are unable to move since Mama does not have a prime. My mother now has complete control of our properties, but I have no idea where she is.Mama spent all of the money in the bank, and if there had been no limit, she may have taken it all. Mama didn't come home when I began s
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I was seated on the dining chair, clutching my insurance policy. I discovered that I couldn't move her again since Mama previously touched her and took half of it, and I don't know what to do because I'm in the agreement that I can have complete control there when I'm twenty-four, and while I'm not at the correct age, Mom and Dad can still move it.I'm waiting for Mama to come home today; the situation has changed, and I'm worried I'm going insane since I don't have enough money to pay for school. Aunt and I covered Papa's other medical costs, and the school set me a deadline to pay my massive tuition price.I found the paperwork in Papa's study, and we have additional properties that I can mortgage. However, you are unable to move since Mama does not have a prime. My mother now has complete control of our properties, but I have no idea where she is.Mama spent all of the money in the bank, and if there had been no limit, she may have taken it all. Mama didn't come home when I began s
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I'm holding the ballpen, and we have an exam on my major topic today; I need to finish everything before I compete in the ojt because this is my final year of college."Miss Sanjorjo!" said our professor, and I leapt to my feet as my last name was pronounced. He raised his eyebrows as he examined my test paper."Okay, continue." I was turned aside, and Sheen moved to my side, motioning for me to pick up the tossed paper. I took it for granted, and now I know why.I rapidly copied the response and couldn't study it since I had to audit the store's income and pay Papa's hospital bill because it was rising and I couldn't afford to pay it, especially if it was a boy. We'll be out of pocket just in case.Papa's condition worsened rather than improved, and he is currently unstable. His hospital treatment is pricey, and we are concerned that he will have issues in his body.I can't limit my spending on Mama since I can't see her and inform her. Maybe I'll be the caustic one, or maybe we'll q
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Tita was the first to return home, driving Navi's car back to their residence. We drove to their house in the afternoon after we ate, and Navi held my hand while driving and utilizing his new automobile with a large smile on his face, like a child who was overjoyed with the present he received."I didn't expect Mama to give me a new car, especially since she provided for all of my needs." "I am grateful that she always supports me," Navi murmured as we rounded the bend."You deserve this baby, and you work hard too." Navi gripped my hand tighter and grinned as she drove along the road."I'd like to leave you alone today, but Aunt has already planned a party." Maybe I'll say goodbye to Aunt Amelie tomorrow if you don't go home?" He inquired, and we came to a halt close to it. I shook my head and reached for my phone."No, I'll be the one to say goodbye to Tita, and they expect me to leave now." We'll be back tomorrow to celebrate your new accomplishment, so enjoy this day. You're the s
