The soft hum of the engine filled the silence between us as Damien maneuvered the sleek black car through the winding streets of Manhattan. I kept my gaze fixed on the skyline, watching as the glittering lights of the city blurred into streaks of gold and silver against the night sky.
I told myself I wasn’t nervous.
I lied.
The faint scent of leather and cedar filled the space around me, curling through my senses in a way that made it impossible to forget who was sitting beside me. Damien Blackwell didn’t just command attention – he devoured it, pulling everyone in his orbit whether they wanted to be there or not.
And I was no exception.
“Where to?” Damien’s voice broke through the silence, low and smooth like the whiskey he favored.
I hesitated, realizing I hadn’t told him my address. “You don’t have to drive me home. The subway was fine.”
“You think I’d let you take the subway this late?” He shot me a sidelong glance, one brow arched in subtle amusement. “Besides, you never gave me your number.”
I shifted uncomfortably in my seat. “I didn’t think you’d need it.”
“Maybe I do.”
I pressed my lips together, unsure how to respond to that.
“I could drive in circles all night,” Damien added, his hand casually resting on the steering wheel as if he had all the time in the world. “But eventually, you’ll have to tell me where you live.”
I sighed. “Harlem. 145th Street.”
Damien’s lips twitched slightly, but he said nothing as he adjusted course.
The streets thinned out as we left the heart of the city behind, the flashing billboards and high-rises giving way to quieter neighborhoods.
“Long day?” Damien asked, his voice breaking the stillness again.
I exhaled softly, sinking into the seat. “You could say that. Finals are coming up.”
“Law school isn’t for the faint of heart.”
“No, it isn’t.”
A beat of silence passed.
“You don’t seem like the type to play it safe, though,” Damien said, his gaze flicking briefly toward me.
I frowned. “What makes you say that?”
“You left with me last night.”
My cheeks burned, and I crossed my arms tightly over my chest. “That was different.”
“Was it?”
“Yes.”
His smirk deepened, but he didn’t press further.
I turned to the window, letting the lights blur by in silence. I should’ve left it at that – let the conversation die and focused on getting home. But something about the way he sat there, so calm and sure of himself, irritated me.
“You seem to think you know me,” I said, not bothering to hide the edge in my voice. “But you don’t.”
“I know enough.”
“And what exactly do you think you know?”
Damien slowed the car slightly, his gaze lingering on me a little too long for comfort.
“I know you crave things you pretend you don’t,” he said softly, each word deliberate. “I know that you’re drawn to danger – even if you won’t admit it.”
I swallowed hard, my heart hammering against my ribs.
“You don’t know anything about me,” I shot back, but even I could hear the lack of conviction in my voice.
Damien leaned closer, his breath warm against the side of my neck.
“Don’t I?”
I turned toward him, but the words caught in my throat when I realized just how close he was – his eyes dark, intense, and entirely too focused on me.
A shiver raced down my spine, and for a split second, I wondered if he could hear the way my pulse betrayed me.
“You’re playing a dangerous game,” I whispered, barely trusting my voice.
“I like dangerous games.”
I should’ve pulled away. I should’ve told him to stop.
But I didn’t.
His hand brushed against my thigh, light and teasing, and I felt every nerve in my body come alive beneath his touch.
I hated the way he made me feel – vulnerable, exposed, and yet entirely desperate for more.
By the time we reached my apartment, I wasn’t sure if I wanted him to leave or follow me inside.
Damien pulled up to the curb, his hand lingering on the gear shift.
I hesitated, gripping the door handle tightly.
“Thanks for the ride,” I said, keeping my tone as even as possible.
Damien’s gaze stayed locked on mine, his eyes narrowing slightly as if he was reading something I couldn’t say out loud.
“Goodnight, Ava.”
I slipped out of the car, the cold air hitting me like a slap to the face.
I didn’t look back as I climbed the steps to my apartment.
But even as I shut the door behind me, I could still feel Damien’s gaze burning through the night.
---
The following day, I couldn’t focus.
My lectures blurred together, and I barely retained a single word Professor Carter said. Every time I closed my eyes, Damien’s voice echoed in my head, and the memory of his touch lingered far too long.
By the time I met Lila for lunch, I was ready to collapse.
“You look like you didn’t sleep,” she said, stirring her iced coffee lazily.
I sighed, dropping into the seat across from her. “I didn’t.”
Her brows shot up. “Oh?”
“Not like that,” I added quickly, but she didn’t look convinced.
“I swear, Ava. You need to stop pretending this isn’t a thing.”
“It’s not a thing.”
“You spent the night with Damien Blackwell.”
I groaned, rubbing my temples. “It was one night.”
Lila leaned forward, resting her chin on her palm. “And yet, here you are, unable to stop thinking about him.”
I didn’t deny it.
Lila grinned triumphantly. “Exactly.”
Before I could argue, my phone buzzed. I glanced at the screen, my heart skipping a beat when I saw the name.
Damien Blackwell
I hesitated, my thumb hovering over the screen.
Lila’s eyes widened. “Is that him?”
I nodded, unable to find my voice.
“Answer it!”
I swallowed hard and pressed accept, bringing the phone to my ear.
“Hello?”
“Ava.” Damien’s voice was just as smooth as I remembered.
My stomach twisted. “How did you get my number?”
“I have my ways.”
I exhaled slowly. “Why are you calling me?”
“Because I want to see you again.”
My breath caught. I could feel Lila’s eyes practically burning holes through me, waiting for my response.
“I’m busy,” I said, trying to sound indifferent.
Damien chuckled softly. “I’ll pick you up at seven.”
Before I could protest, the line went dead.
Lila grinned like she’d won the lottery. “You are so screwed.”
I wasn’t sure if she was right.
But as I sat there, gripping my phone tighter than necessary, I knew one thing for certain – Damien Blackwell wasn’t done with me.
And I wasn’t sure I wanted him to be.
By the time seven o’clock rolled around, I was pacing the small length of my apartment, torn between putting on something nice and canceling altogether.I wasn't supposed to feel this nervous. It was just dinner. That's what I told myself repeatedly, as I stood in front of the mirror, smoothing down the black dress that hugged my hips a little too well.But Damien Blackwell wasn't just anyone.And I wasn't naive enough to believe this was just dinner.My phone buzzed and I grabbed it, already knowing who it was before I even looked.Damien: I'm outside.I stared at the message, my heart hammering a little harder than it should have.I could cancel.But I didn't.Instead I grabbed my coat, locked the door behind me and stepped out into the cold night air.Damien was leaning against his car, the same sleek, black machine that practically screamed trouble.His eyes found mine the second I stepped outside, dark and unreadable, but the slight curve of his mouth told me he likes what he saw
The first thing I noticed the next morning was the absence of warmth beside me.I blinked against the soft morning light filtering through the window, the sheets cool and empty where Damien had been just hours before. The faint scent of his cologne still lingered, curling through the air like smoke from a fire that had long since burned out.I sat up slowly, tugging the sheet higher around my body, as if that could somehow shield me from the undeniable truth – he was gone.No note. No text.I hated the way disappointment settled low in my chest, heavy and unwelcome.What had I expected? Breakfast in bed? Sweet nothings whispered into my ear?Damien Blackwell wasn’t that kind of man.And last night… last night wasn’t supposed to mean anything.At least, that’s what I told myself.---I stepped into the shower, letting the hot water wash away the lingering remnants of his touch. But no matter how hard I scrubbed, I couldn’t erase the bruises his lips had left along my collarbone or the
Damien’s hand lingered on mine for a fraction too long, his thumb tracing circles against my wrist as if testing the limits of my self control. His touch burned, igniting a warmth in my veins I didn't want to admit.I pulled my hand back slowly, trying to ignore the way his eyes followed the movement.“Why do I get the feeling you always get what you want?”, I asked in a light tone.Damien leaned back in his chair, a faint smirk tugging at his lips. “Because I do”.There was no arrogance in his tone–just simple unshakeable confidence.“And what happens when someone tells you no?”His gaze darkened, the playful giant in his eyes replaced by something far more intense.“They don't.”The words hung in the air between us, heavy with meaning.I swallowed hard, my heart pounding against my ribs.You're in over your head, Ava.I knew it the second I met him, and yet I couldn't stop myself from being drawn to the danger he exuded like gravity.The ride back to my apartment was quiet, the air
The morning sunlight spilled into the room, casting soft, golden hues across the bed. I blinked, the warmth of the light tugging me from the depths of sleep. For a moment, I lay still, trying to piece together where I was and why my body ached in the best way possible.Then it hit me.Damien.The memories of last night rushed back in vivid, dizzying flashes: the way his hands had gripped my hips, the fire in his gaze, the way he’d murmured my name like it was the only thing that mattered.I rolled over, expecting to find him still beside me, but the bed was empty.The sheets were rumpled, a lingering hint of his cologne clinging to the fabric, but there was no sign of him.Disappointment settled in my chest like a stone, heavy and cold.What did you expect, Ava? That he’d stay? That he’d make you breakfast and whisper sweet nothings into your ear?I shook my head, forcing the thought away as I sat up and reached for the robe draped over the edge of the bed.It wasn’t supposed to mean
The morning light streamed through the windows, bathing the room in a soft glow. My body ached in all the right ways, the memory of Damien's touch still lingering on my skin.I stretched beneath the sheets, my fingers brushing against the cool emptiness beside me.He’s gone again.I sighed, sitting up and wrapping the blanket around my body. The faint scent of him still clung to the sheets, a reminder of the night before.Last night had been more than passion. It had felt like an unspoken understanding, a fragile connection we were both too stubborn to acknowledge.But now, in the harsh light of day, I was left with nothing but questions.Why did he keep leaving?And why did I keep letting him?---By the time I made it to the kitchen, the coffee pot was already brewing. I frowned, glancing toward the counter, where a fresh cup of coffee sat waiting, steam curling lazily into the air.A note was tucked beneath the mug, scrawled in Damien’s sharp, unmistakable handwriting.“Had to take
The elevator hummed softly as we ascended to Damien's floor. My heart pounded in my chest, the weight of his silence pressing down on me like a vice. He stood beside me, his hand still wrapped around mine, his expression unreadable.For someone so composed, there was an underlying tension in him now—a crack in his armor I’d never seen before.The doors slid open to reveal a sprawling office space, minimalist yet commanding, much like Damien himself. The walls were glass, offering a breathtaking view of the city skyline. But the grandeur didn’t ease the unease twisting in my gut.Damien didn’t speak as he led me toward his private office at the end of the hall. The room was dimly lit, the soft glow of a desk lamp casting shadows across the space.“Sit,” he said, gesturing to the leather chair opposite his desk.I hesitated, but the seriousness in his tone left no room for argument. I lowered myself into the chair, my pulse quickening as he paced behind his desk, his hands shoved deep i
The weight of Damien’s words lingered in the air between us, thick with unspoken warnings."Welcome to the dark side, Ava."A part of me knew I should have been afraid. But fear wasn’t what gripped me—it was something far more dangerous. A twisted sense of excitement, the undeniable pull of his world wrapping itself around me like a vice.I should have walked away.But I didn’t.---The glass walls of the conference room reflected the tension between us, the monitors behind Damien still flashing with live security feeds of the city. I tore my gaze from them, focusing on the man in front of me instead.“What now?” I asked, my voice steadier than I felt.Damien exhaled, dragging a hand through his already disheveled hair.“Now,” he said, “you leave here, and you act like none of this exists.”I stiffened. “Are you serious?”His jaw tightened. “You wanted to know the truth. Now you do. But I won’t have you getting caught up in my world any more than you already have.”“Damien,” I said, s
Damien's lips were everywhere–urgent, relentless, devouring. His hands gripped my thighs as he pinned me against the wall, our bodies molded together in a feverish tangle of need.I should have been afraid of how this was moving, how consuming it was. But I wasn't.I craved this.Craved him.My fingers tangled in his hair as his mouth traveled down my neck, his teeth scraping lightly over my skin. A soft moan escaped my lips, and I felt the rumble of his approval against my throat.“Damien…” my voice was breathless and needy.He lifted me effortlessly, carrying me towards the bed. The moment my back hit the mattress, he hovered over me, his gaze dark and unreadable.“This isn't just sex, Ava,” he murmured, his fingers tracing a slow path up my thigh. “This is a warning.”I shivered beneath him, my body thrumming with anticipation. “A warning for what?”He didn't answer, instead he found my lips again, stealing the air from my lungs as he pressed his weight against me.I should have pu
The weight of the past twenty-four hours settled heavily on my shoulders as I watched Damien and Liam exchange loaded glances. The air crackled with unspoken words, each of them measuring the other, two kings in a world of shadows and deception.Liam smirked, the expression laced with a dangerous amusement. “You’re playing a high-stakes game, Blackwell. I hope you’re ready to lose a few pieces.”Damien’s eyes darkened. “I don’t lose.”Liam let out a low chuckle. “We’ll see about that.”The tension in the room was suffocating. I shifted on the couch, feeling like an outsider to something far beyond my comprehension. The world Damien lived in was one of power, blood, and ruthless decisions. And I was now tangled in its web, unable to escape.Liam turned to me, his eyes sharp and calculating. “And you, sweetheart? Do you know what you’ve gotten yourself into?”I lifted my chin. “I’m not afraid.”His smirk widened. “Oh, I like her. She’s got fire.”Damien’s jaw clenched. “She’s not part o
The air inside Damien’s penthouse was thick with tension. The morning sunlight did little to chase away the darkness that seemed to settle over us like a storm waiting to break.I sat at the edge of the bed, my fingers gripping the sheets as I watched Damien pace the room, phone pressed to his ear. His jaw was tight, his movements sharp.“No,” he said into the receiver, his voice cold. “If they think they can back out now, they’re fools. Tell them they either stand with me or they stand against me.”I swallowed hard, my heart hammering as I listened. Every word he spoke was another reminder of just how dangerous this world was.He ended the call with a sharp exhale and turned to face me. “We need to talk.”I nodded, bracing myself. “Tell me everything.”Damien ran a hand through his dark hair. “Cross is moving faster than I anticipated. He’s made contact with some of my associates, and I don’t have time to convince them to stay loyal.”“Which means?”His gaze locked onto mine. “It mea
The weight of Damien’s words lingered in the air long after they were spoken. He held me like I was both his salvation and his greatest downfall, his grip tight as though letting go would shatter everything he had built. And maybe, in some way, it would.The room was dark, save for the dim glow of the city lights seeping through the vast glass windows. I traced slow circles against his chest, my mind racing with the knowledge that we were standing on the edge of something dangerous—something that could consume us both.“Tell me about Ethan Cross,” I whispered, breaking the silence.Damien’s muscles tensed beneath my touch. “He’s the kind of man who doesn’t need to make threats twice. If he sees an opening, he takes it. And if he considers you a weakness…”I swallowed hard. “Then I’m a target.”His hand slid up my back, fingers tangling in my hair as he exhaled. “I won’t let that happen.”I lifted my head, meeting his gaze. “Then we fight.”A dark smile ghosted his lips. “You’re not af
The city lights shimmered beyond the glass walls, but all I could see, all I could feel, was Damien. His body pressed against mine, heat radiating off him in waves as we lay tangled in the sheets of his king-sized bed. My breathing was still uneven, my skin tingling from the way he had claimed and owned me.I should have been terrified.But I wasn’t.I was addicted.His fingers traced lazy patterns along my spine, sending another shiver down my body. I turned my head slightly, watching the way his sharp jaw tensed, his gaze fixed on the ceiling. There was something stormy in his eyes, something restless.“Damien.” My voice was soft, but it pulled him from his thoughts.He looked down at me, his fingers stilling against my skin. “You should sleep,” he murmured.I shook my head. “Not until you tell me what happens next.”His jaw clenched. “Ava—”“No more secrets,” I interrupted. “You told me you’re in a business where people disappear. That you have enemies. That those men last night we
I didn’t know how long we stood there, lost in the fire of his kiss, but when he finally pulled away, my breath was ragged, my body trembling with something I couldn’t name.His hands lingered on my waist, his grip tight, as if he was anchoring himself. Or maybe he was trying to keep me from slipping away.But I wasn’t going anywhere.Not yet.Not when I was drowning in the storm that was Damien BlackwellHis forehead rested against mine, his breath hot against my lips. “You don’t understand what you’re asking for, Ava.”I swallowed hard, my fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt. “Then make me understand.”A flicker of something unreadable passed through his gaze. Then, slowly, he pulled away.I felt the loss of his warmth instantly.Damien turned his back to me, staring out the window at the glowing New York skyline. His broad shoulders were tense, his body coiled like a predator ready to strike.I waited, my heart pounding.And then—“I wasn’t born into money,” he said finall
Damien’s words hung between us like a blade poised to strike."I’m in the kind of business where people disappear, Ava."The air in the penthouse felt colder. The city beyond the glass walls pulsed with life, oblivious to the storm raging inside me.I swallowed, my pulse thrumming in my ears. “What does that mean?”His gaze was unreadable, his body coiled with tension. “It means exactly what it sounds like.”I shook my head. “No, you don’t get to be cryptic. I want the truth.”His lips pressed into a thin line. “The truth is dangerous.”I stepped closer, ignoring the warning in his eyes. “I don’t care.”He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his dark hair. “You should.”I clenched my fists. “Why? Because you’re involved with criminals?”Silence.My stomach twisted. “Oh my God.”He didn’t deny it.I staggered back, my breath coming in shallow bursts. “You—You kill people?”His jaw clenched. “Not in the way you think.”I let out a hollow laugh. “Oh, so there’s a better way?”Damien
The city stretched out beneath us, glittering with a thousand lights. But I barely noticed.Damien’s hands were on me—firm, demanding, owning me.I pressed against the cold glass, my breath fogging up the surface as his mouth trailed fire along my neck."You’re a fool for coming back," he murmured, his voice low and dangerous.I turned my head slightly, meeting his gaze in the reflection. "And you’re a liar for pretending you don’t want me here."His grip on my waist tightened. "This isn’t about want."I shivered as he ran a slow hand down my thigh, slipping beneath the hem of my dress."It never is with you, is it?" I whispered.He didn’t answer.Instead, he spun me around, crashing his lips against mine in a kiss that was all heat and possession.It was a warning.A promise.And I was drowning in him.---By the time we collapsed onto his bed, my body was a trembling mess, marked by his touch.Damien lay beside me, his breath still heavy, his arm draped possessively over my waist.F
I left Damien’s penthouse with his words still ringing in my head."This was a mistake."The air outside was crisp, the city still alive even at this late hour. But inside, I felt hollow.I had given myself to him—completely, recklessly—and now he was pushing me away.I should have seen it coming.But knowing that didn’t make it hurt any less.---By the time I reached my apartment, exhaustion weighed on me, but sleep was impossible. My mind kept replaying the last few hours, searching for the moment everything shifted.Was it something I said? Something I did?Or was Damien always planning to leave me in the dark?Frustration bubbled inside me as I tossed and turned in bed. I wasn’t the kind of girl who let men toy with her emotions. But Damien had dug his way under my skin, and now that he was pulling back, it felt like a part of me was unraveling.I had to stop this.I had to get him out of my system.---The next morning, I forced myself into a routine. Shower. Coffee. Classes.Di
Damien's lips were everywhere–urgent, relentless, devouring. His hands gripped my thighs as he pinned me against the wall, our bodies molded together in a feverish tangle of need.I should have been afraid of how this was moving, how consuming it was. But I wasn't.I craved this.Craved him.My fingers tangled in his hair as his mouth traveled down my neck, his teeth scraping lightly over my skin. A soft moan escaped my lips, and I felt the rumble of his approval against my throat.“Damien…” my voice was breathless and needy.He lifted me effortlessly, carrying me towards the bed. The moment my back hit the mattress, he hovered over me, his gaze dark and unreadable.“This isn't just sex, Ava,” he murmured, his fingers tracing a slow path up my thigh. “This is a warning.”I shivered beneath him, my body thrumming with anticipation. “A warning for what?”He didn't answer, instead he found my lips again, stealing the air from my lungs as he pressed his weight against me.I should have pu