Amara's Pov
"I dare you Simons, complete the word you will get to see my wrath." Ashton held my wrist but i kept looking at the floor ashamed of myself. He's right what would have happened if it wasn't a guy like aiden that night. I would be now filthy and I would be the exact word he was about to say HOE.
He's right if Tim saw me in that way, does that mean all men saw me in that way too. That's why nobody liked me. Here I'm wondering why does no one takes interest in me. This is the reason...I look like a "WHORE, SLUT, CHEAP AND EASY". I felt sick in my stomach I wanted to throw up realizing that I'm the filth myself.
I thought being a bad girl just for a night wouldn't cost me anything. I'm wrong! It costed. It costed all the dignity that I've been trying hard to protect. The dignity and respect I have been building up since 21 years is vanished just like that. Or I thought I had dignity which actually isn't. Silly me. It's not my sister who is dumb. It's me........ What do I do with all these achievements in my life. It's nothing now. I lost myself. I've never hated myself before this much.
"Good! You know very well that she's not with you that night! Then where she is? Tell me? What would a 21year old young girl possibly do when she went out for a whole night!? Let me tell you................................. She wanted to satisfy her needs."
"One word, say one more word against her I'm promise you Tim, you will just ask for your own death." Ashton gritted through his teeth as he grabbed collar of my soon to be Brother in law by bringing him close to his face.
"Tell me with whom she was then?" Tim smirked with his bleeding lip curved to the side forming a devilish smirk as he know that Ash couldn't answer his question without making his friend sound like a whore.
"Listen you Lil piece of shi*, listen carefully she's with her boyfriend and I don't think a girl will be a whore if she's with her boyfriend for a night. If every girl is called a whore who sleeps with her boyfriend then you fiance is the first one to be called a wh-"
"I dare you Ashton" now Tim is the one who grabbed Ashton by his collar and the latter just chuckled darkly and sarcastically while forcefully releasing himself from the grip of his now ex-best friend.
"What!? You got angry? You accused my best friend without any proper evidence, why?you feel worse when I accused your so called fiance Huh?" Ashton just scoffed in disbelief by seeing the person who was his friend once. He turned around grabbing my wrist and pulled me towards exit. I just let him drag me but soon he halted hearing his voice.
"Boy friend? You gotta be kidding me! Don't just lie around like that Ash. You will be like- caught in a lie." Tim chuckled darkly, God I really hate his chuckle how did I like him before.
"You want to know him right! OK I will show him to you. This Sunday! And by the his name is....... Park...Aid Park ...Aiden park" that's what is wrong with Ash if he does this, Tim will be like caught in a lie~ just like he said earlier.
"It's Aiden Parker you dumbo!" I elbowed him slightly and whispered in his ear. Thank God I came back from my trance. "Yeah, HIS NAME IS PARKER AIDEN PARKER" Ashton said again while clearing his throat. This guy would be death of me.
"oh really! It's awesome if he's real then make him meet me this Sunday we will see!?" Tim scoffed while smirking. God how much this boy hates me. I don't even hate peas this much when I eat food. Let me tell you peas and me have a not so good relationship.
"Fine! If you want you can search for him in google if you're that desperate to see his face honey. Aww baby tiger wants to see Himmm uwuw...... " Ashton said in his baby voice which irked Tim more.
OK......... What the hell is wrong with my best friend....... What the? Is he insane? He just proved me wrong whenever I thought he has some sense. This guy is really gonna be my death. I know I said it before but still he will be my death in the end.
"let's go Amy" that's how I packed all of my stuff and belongings and left to Ashton's house.
Amara's pov"Can you please give me an explanation mister!" I crossed my arms placing them under my chest and tried to look as serious as possible,......... but I failed seeing him pouting like a baby. Who would expect that Ashton Ryder is such a baby when he's not angry."He's speaking nonsense about you, and I couldn't control myself. And........ wait you're still bleeding." he sprinted up from the couch which was three seater and went to some where to get a first aid kit I guess.........I forgot that I got a cut and it was bleeding slightly.I'm a frequent visitor and I know his house very well. I sighed looking at the luggage kept beside the couch where I sat, I leaned back closing my eyes and a sigh automatically came out of
Amara's pov"Are you Miss Rivers? Mr. Parker is waiting for you in his room." The guy in the butler attire spoke with his expression less face. It's not his fault that I got the wrong idea about his words. It's my perverted mind that is thinking pervertedly. What do you mean by he's waiting for me in his room? It's for a talk............... Right?! Yeah it should be."I will go talk to him you wait here. OK." Ashton said but when he was about to get up from his seat we heard that handsome butler speaking again."Mr. Parker asked for Miss. Amara Rivers alone sir!" OK........ But I'm not in a position to talk with him right now. I'm nervous."She can't! I will ta
Amara's povIsaw that Derek guy sleeping on the sofa comfortably with his head on the head rest and his both legs were placed on the table before him. Why is he sleeping in his working hours? Is that even allowed. That was a three seater sofa! Wait there is a difference between a couch and a sofa! A couch is smaller than a sofa with no arms. I'm saying it with confidence because I goggled it a while ago. Just to know things. I mean I love to learn things.
Amara'spov"OK Amara you can do it! Inhale, exhale. Inhale and exhale. Now push!" I said to myself as a mantra placing my hand on the handle of the door which clearly said. "Push".
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Amara's povI'm here standing like a statue for the past few minutes as Aiden kept listening to Nate who is explaining about
Amara'spov"Oh come on! I said Iwant to watch Iron Man" Aiden whinned for the 1026th time and I'm didn't even try to look at the puppy eyes he's making with that bunny face. Wait! Now he's bunny + puppy eyes = bunpup. Wow! I'm a genius."Amara! Give me the remote!" he said in a dark voice to which I threw a lazy glance at him and the result? I saw his dark aura through my peripheral vision. Wait! Is it a trophy or what! Just a damn remote. Is he 5! Let him be, he didn't even say a word when I asked him about that stuff he said to my ex."OK fine then! Tell me! what did you say to my ex." I crossed my arms under my chest quirking an eye brow."Why do you want to know it that badly?" why do I need to know that? I'm curious! Do I need a reason? I guess, me being curious is enough for him to disclose that super duper sec
After 3 years Amara'spov"I love you! I hope you're happy and peaceful up there!" I smiled recalling her precious smile.I placed a bunch of white roses on her grave. On which it was written. "Clara" my sister.Mrs. Clara Timothy Simons to be exact. She always liked white roses. She used to say that they make her happy.It's been 2 year's since her death right after a year of my wedding with Aiden. Timothy couldn't be normal for a few weeks but later he had to."Amara! Can you please hold her she's crying." I heard a familiar deep voice and a high pitched cry of my angel and I chuckled watching him trying to make our little angel to calm down."Give her to me Tim!" Timothy immediately shifted her from his arms to mine. And I cradled her
Amara's pov"I don't understand why I'm even here? What kind of meeting is that important for you attend at 9 pm?" I yelled in frustration but Aiden still stayed silent with his eyes fixed on the road, he kept calm while driving the car."I asked you a question Aiden. What's wrong with you?" I yelled for the second time now. He's not even responding.It's been three hours yet he kept on pressing the accelerator. I mean today's last meeting's done a long time back and I'm really tired right now. I want to go home but my idiot of a boyfriend thought of surprising me by saying that we have to attend another meeting immediately.Out of a sudden the car came to halt and I heard a curse."Fuck. Why did this happen right now?! Dammit." Aiden cursed and I instantly got a point th
Amara's pov"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!, fast! Aiden. Faster!" I cursed and patted Aiden's arm furiously."I'm trying, trying!" he said while sweat glistening over his forehead."Bitch! You both sound like you're doing something dirty! Just be specific Amara! Aiden just step on fucking accelerator faster!" Ashton yelled while smacking Aiden's head from the back seat.Right now, we're in the car. All dressed for the wedding. Ashton and Derek were in the back seat! Ash is shivering as he over slept just like us and Derek is still sleeping in the back seat that was a whole new topic."Damn I even got death threats by Tim. He said he is just going to transfer me to all boys franchise after discussing with uncle Alan and Adrian!" Ashton shrieked in horror as he read the message from his phone."I got one too. He said he will make sure of Amara to move in with her
Amara's pov"What happened?!" I asked Ashton as soon as I barged into my sister's home with Nate and Aiden following me."Amara! Just calm down a little bit! Don't pa-"I scoffed cutting of his words bitterly."Where is she?" I asked with my chest heaving up and down with anxiety and anger."She's inside and she's fine............... for now!" Ash spoke and I could hear my heart breaking into pieces. I felt my legs getting weak and thanks to Aiden who helped me by draping his hand over my shoulder supporting me."Amara!?" I heard a familiar deep voice and I clenched my fists in rage. I felt soo furious. With in a few milliseconds I approached him and even before he could process anything I slammed my palm against his cheek. Loud sound echoed through the house and his face whipped to the other side due to the impact of
Amara's povI stirred my head when I felt something ticklish on my tummy. I whined and turned my head to the other side without turning my body. I felt a kiss being planted on my bare shoulder which made me to smile.I giggled when he traced his fingers on my waist sensually making me ticklish."Wake up princess!" his morning voice seeped through my ears making me to love him more. I slowly opened my eyes to see him propping up his head and watching me with an adorable smile. I hugged him stuffing my head into his bare chest which made him to chuckle and he adjusted the covers over my body and placed his head over mine while gently caressing my hair as he laid back on the bed."Good morning beautiful!" his raspy voice greeted me. "Good morning handsome!" I greeted back earning another chuckle from him."Are you tired?" I heard him asking a
Amara's pov"Then don't!" Aiden looked at me with wide eyes and soon his eyes turned dark."Amara! Don't say that. I'm being serious. I'm at the verge of my patience."I didn't say anything. I did. I gently connected my lips with his.I just started but he took control over entirely turning the tables.His lips moved in sync with mine as he pinned me to the wall beside my bedroom. He took control with his hands traveling all over my body and I gasped when he brought closer to him while colliding his hips with mine. I can feel his excitement touching me which made me to moan and he took chance to thrust his tongue inside my mouth.My hands raked through his soft brown locks and I just got gifted by a satisfactory grunt from him making me to know that he's liking my actions.His hands went to undo the zipper of my dress on the back hastily. But it didn't work. "Da
Amara'spovToday's the day. The day to attend the wedding of Mrs.Greene's daughter. Remember the old lady talking about Paris? That lady's name is Blue. Strange right? Her name is blue while herLast name is Greene. Colors!I'm really not in the mood to attend the wedding but Aiden said it was important. And Mrs. Greene is really curious to see me. She even sent me a dress. Strange right! I know I don't know why she is so interested In me?Talking about Aiden! He's not talking with me like that anymore. I think he's hurt. I mean he's not calling me nor he's texting me some pick up lines like he used to. He's communicating with me just for official purposes. And I felt like dying. It's not like I want attention from him. But he's being cold. Damn I messed up everything being a k drama female lead. Shit! I just watched a sad k drama ending and I got carried away.I just got a text message
Amara's pov"Holy shit!" Ashton screamed out of his lungs as soon as he opened the door of his flat. And I heard someone coming hurriedly that must definitely be Nate."what happened to you Amy!" that was the last straw. I cried like a baby from whom you stole his pacifier.Nate took me into his arms and patted my back gently."She looked ugly!" I heard Ash's comment and I cried even harder. This is not the right time Ashton."Ash shut up!" Nate yelled at him and I can really sense Ashton rolling his eyes.Nate brought me to the living room and made me to sit on the couch beside him. While I kept crying a river. No not a river an ocean a deepest longest widest thickest ocean ever."Will you stop crying and say what happened at least?" I cried even harder than before.I told them everything that happened yesterday."Seriously
Amara's povHere I'm sitting idolly. Nodding occasionally to whatever the old lady is saying. Yeah it's been at least an hour since we came here and I was really surprised to see the persons with whom we need to discuss are aold couple.The old lady talks a lot and her husband just flashed a smile now and then."What is your favorite place?" she asked out of nowhere and I just took a minute to get something out of my mouth."P-Paris? Yeah Paris. I love it." I said what just came in my mind and her eyes widened at my reply. OK. Did I say something wrong? I really like Paris. I'm being honest. But just then I heard a very loud squeal from the old lady and she leaned her body forward with same curious expression on her face."What do you like in Paris?" she asked me again and I just looked at Aiden who gestured me to get