"I want you to know that it's our timeYou and me bleed the same lightI want you to know that I'm all yoursYou and me run the same course."Sembreak is fun when you're having the best night with your besties. I was smirking as we enter Midnight owl. Blinding lights are blinding my eyes while the loud music is getting me hyped! "I'm slippin' down a chain reactionAnd here I go here I go here I go goAnd once again I'm yours in fractionsIt takes me down pulls me down pulls...""Bitches! LET'S HAVE FUN TONIGHT!" Blare's excited voice echos in our ears as we start headin to the counter. We all order Midnight's hype liquor Blank space. I close my eyes as the hot Liquid line up in my throat down to my belly. Gosh! Siguro mas masahol ang tama ng alak na'to kaya Blank space ang pinangalan niya dito."Honey it's raining tonightBut storms always have an eye have an eyeTell me you're covered tonightOr tell me lies tell me lies liesI want you to know that it's our timeYou and me bleed th
"Cause you weren't mine to lose..."How I wish na sana hindi na lang kami bumangon. How I wish na sana we can be like this everyday. How I wish I can have him... A single tear escaped my eyes as I watch him peacefully sleep. He's like an angel resting in a peaceful day. Sinong mag aakala na ang lalaking may maamong mukha habang mahimbing na natutulog ay isang alagad ng kadiliman? Ang magaling sinasama pa ako sa impyerno. But I always find myself willingly taking his hands every time he wants to bring me in hell-- with him. Yes. Sa porgatoryo niya ako dinadala. But my soul tell me he's bringing me in heaven. Everytime we fuck.Dahan-dahang tinangal ko ang kamay niyang naka yakap sa akin bewang. I start dressing while silently picking my things. Grabe! Did he undress me and throw it all inside the room? Halos sobrang layo nang pag kakahiwalay ng mga gamit ko!Isang mabigat na bugtong hininga ang pinakawalan ko bago dahan-dahang pinihit ang door knob. I don't want to leave like this---bu
I don't want to believe what I just saw. baka naman may achievement silang nakuha? Knowing me, hindi naman ako achiever. Pero nakaka gago yung mga regalo at mga balloons na may nakalagay na " congratulations for being engage!" Si Akari ang unang naka pansin sa akin. "Ate! You came!" Masayang sabi niya bago tumayo at patakbo akong niyakap. Ang lakas niya maka agaw pansin. I look around to find everyone. From the Salvatore family, Devine family and those friends of Akari and of course, the taekwondo team. Bunitaw sa pag kakayakap si Akari habang masayang ngumiti at pinakita ang isang emerald ring. "Look! I'm engaged!" Parang sinusubukan ng panahon ang puso ko. Nanginginig ang matang tumingin ako sa gawi ni Lucifer.I want to cry the moment his cold black eyes met my dumbfounded eyes. I have so much questions that I want to ask---but no words made its way out of my mouth. I just keep my silent until my mother finally come to get her twin daughters."Look how you dress, Hairi." Mother m
"And it's you."Halos mag dugo ang pang ibabang labi ko sa sobrang pag pipigil na mag pakawala ng hindi kaaya-ayang ingay ng maramdaman ko ang mainit na halik na pinaplanta niya sa aking leeg.I weakly grab his broad shoulder. "D--daimon stop-- Ohh~" fuck it. I'm breathing heavily with my parted lips when Lucifer look straight at my face. "Gagawin din ba niya sayo 'to?" Nag umpisang gumapang ang mainit niyang palad sa hubad na likod ko. I silently gasp when his hand reach my butt. "Sabihin mo sakin, Asura. Lahat ba ng ginawa natin ay gagawin mo sa oras na bumalik ka sa kaniya?" Maanghang na sabi niya. I glare at him. Gone the sensation he just made me feel. Galit ko siyang tinulak."Gago! How can you say that to me?!" Pakiramdam ko ay mas nag alab ang katawan ko sa init dala ng damdaming nararamdaman ko ngayon kesa sa binigay ng mainit niyang mga halik."Then why?! Why are you having a fun time with him?!" Nang aakusa niyang tanong habang nang gigigil ang mga galit na mata niya. Muk
"Love affair."This scenario is giving me a worm in my tummy. Nakaupo ako sa sink while Lucifer's head is resting in my chest. He look so calm now. Mahinang tinapik ko siya. "Come on, you need to go outside. Baka mamaya bigla na lang may pumasok dito at makita tayo sa ganitong position. We don't want that to happen." He lift his face and raise a brow. "Excuse me, it's just you who doesn't want us to get caught." He said in a matter of fact tone. I sigh. "We already talked about this Daimon. Ayoko ng mabuksan pa ang topic na'to." It hurts. Knowing na I have to keep us in the dark... Sigh. I wish I have the balls to shout it to the world that he is really mine. Umayos ng upo siya ng pag kakatayo at tumitig sa akin. He lean to give me a smooch. I pout and he laugh as he pinch my chin. "Keep on calling me by my second name. I love it."I smirk before clinging my arms around his neck. "Make sure to never touch her Daimon." I'm serious. Ayokong mag pisikalan kami ng kapatid ko. Maybe I wa
"So, how do I look?" I was wearing a simple dress, not the usual me. But still, I wore it."Well, you look angelic not the usual you but still you look great as the usual." Maganda talaga mag critique si Blare. Lumawak ang ngiti ko pero agad ding nawala sa pag sabat ni Honey."And looks like you're changing for the devil. Diba mas bagay kung demonyo plus demonya? Edi equal kasiyahan sa impyerno!" Ang sarap ma badtrip sa sinabi niya. But I'm not changing. "This is our first official date kaya gusto ko mag suot ng dress." They saw me wearing dresses but not white."You look like you're about to get marriage contract with Lucifer. Sure ka bang sa kakain lang kayo at mag be-beach walk?" Natawa lang ako sa pangu-ngumpirma ni Phoenix. As much as I want us to go somewhere na malapit lang, we can't. Kasi Lucifer is already tide up with my sister with their stupid engagement."Partner your dress with a flat black Korean sandal since na mag be-beach walk kayo." Muling suhestiyon ni Blare. Ngum
"Stop the car!" I demand when where in an open road. Mukhang sumang ayon ang panahon sa mood ko dahil sa biglang pag kulimlim ng kalangitan. Nag tataka naman niya akong sinulyapan. Balak ko pa sana sumigaw ulit ng 'I said stop the car!' pero masiyadong masunurin ang koyah niyo Lucifer dahil agad niyang inihinto sa gilid ang kotse.I'm still frowning when Lucifer silently watch my movement. Hindi ko alam kung nasan kami. Ang alam ko lang ay makulimlim to the point ang kaninang maaraw na araw ay napalitan ng itsurang mag gagabi dahil sa biglang pag babago ng panahon.I unbuckle the seat belt before pushing Lucifer in his seat. I still have my sharp glare at him habang palihim na akong napapa ngisi dahil sa sunod sunod niyang pag lunok. I seductively kiss his neck kahit na wala talaga akong ideya sa kaharutang pinag gagawa ko sa kaniya. Ang mainit at malaki niyang mga kamay ay mahigpit na kumapit sa aking bewang. I want to laugh evily. Should I claim his name and throne? "Fuck it Asura
I was sitting in front of my family while waiting for them to talk. Pero ang lubos na pinag taka ko ay ang pag dating ni Lucifer. I frown while giving him a questioning look.His emotionless but I can sense his seriousness when he take a sit beside me. His action makes Kuya Peirce to target me with his sharp eyes. Buti na lang magaling ako man dedma kaya nagawa kong hindi siya tapunan ng tingin."I call everyone here because we want to announce a serious matter in this family." My mother said while gently caressing my sister. She look at Lucifer and give him a smile. "You are part of this family since you're engaged with Hanna. And you also need to hear this sad announcement from us, Daimon."Ang dami namang pasakalye. Bakit ba hindi na lang nila sabihin kung ano man ang ganap sa pamilyang'to? At isa pa. Lucifer is not part of this damn family! Kung magiging parte man siya, siguraduhin kong dahil ako ang mag bibitbit ng apelido niya."Go straight to the point Mrs. Devine." My lips twi
Issue spread so fast. May pakpak talaga ang chismis."Okay lang ba siya?" Mahinang tanong ko kay Kai habang parehas kaming nag susulat. Ngumuso lang siya at hindi nag bigay ng salita. I guess she's not. having issues even though kasisimula lang ng klase... What a sabotage. Natapos ang klase ng walang sinasabi si Kiella. I did not say anything pero deep down I know I will defend this bitch from the evil bitches."Listen up guys. By next week, gaganapin na ang try out ng basketball for human kinetics and also they will represent our school. And as Payoneer of this department, kayo ang inaasahan kong mag tatao sa gym. Wear our offical T-shirt so they will know na officials kayo." Everyone agreed to sir Demver's words. Isa-isang nag alisan ang mga classmate namin hangang sa maiwan kaming mag kakaibigan."Akla, ang dami kayang gwapo na nag palista last time." Inform ni Kuya Aj while fixing his hair. "Edi busog na naman pala ang mata mo niyan." Natatawang sabi ni Khai na ikinatawa ko din.
"Asan si Kiella?" Bungad na tanong ko habang panay ang lingon sa paligid. We are currently on the fourth floor. Dagsa ang mga studyanteng nag a-apply para maging atleta ng school kaya naman halos wala akong time sa pag aayos ng gamit sa apartment dahil madami ding school works na pinagagawa ang Professor namin."Sobrang busy nun ngayon. Ang dami kasing pinagagawa sa kaniya." Bakas ang pag aalala sa seryosong boses ni Kenneth habang namimigay ng answer sheet sa mga studyanteng nasa loob ng room.I massage my nape a little. Nakakaramdam na din ako ng pananakit ng katawan since kahapon pa kami madaming ginawa at pag tapos pa nun ay umuwi ako sa bahay para mag impake."Kaya pa ba niya?" I ask my friends. Louise was about to answer pero natanaw namin ang pagod na si Kiella na may bitbit na plastic. "Is that Lawrence?" I ask while watching them as they Walk their way toward us.Kumaway si Lawrence sa'min. I wave back before smiling a little. Shuta ang bakla mukhang lumandi. Kiella is the fi
"Are you sure you want to go this far?" Hindi ko na alam kung ilang beses 'yun tinanong ni Kuya Peirce. Iisa lang naman ang laging nagiging tugon ko sa kaniya. "Sigh. You seeing me packing my things, right?" Ano ako? Nag alsa balutan lang? Kuya Peirce sigh before sitting on my messy bed. "Come on, Asura. This will be your first time na malalayo ng sobra sa amin." And then he frown. "Anong pera ang gagamitin mo pang tuition? Sa'n ka kukuha ng pang araw-araw mong gastusin? I understand that you want to be independent but atleast take some money from us. We're still your family." I roll my eyes. He's so worried and I can sense that any minute, mag sasabi na naman siya ng mga bagay para pigilan ako sa binabalak ko. "Sa haba ng litaniyang sinabi mo, alam mong wala'ng mag papabago sa isip ko." Tugon ko sa walang buhay na boses. Kuya Peirce face went blank. I know somehow, he's tired of pursuing me not to go. "Then atleast take some money from us. Take some money from your kuya." Bakit
"Ano, be? Kaya pa ba today?" Natatawang tanong ni Cinderella. Nilingon ko siya na para bang isa siyang alien na nag sasalita. "Ikaw? Kaya pa today?" Balik tanong ko sa kaniya. Napairap lang siya bago bitawan ang mga paperworks na meron ang student council. Hindi ko mapigilan ang pag tawa ng hawakan niya ako sa aking braso at patayong hinila palabas ng office ng student council. "Alam kong masipag tayo na bida-bida pero kailangan na din nating kumain." Dahil sa sinabi niya ay agad kong nilabas ang telepono upang tingnan ang oras. "Ganun katagal na pala tayong nag babasa ng mga student's requests?" Cinderella pout and nodded her head cutely. "Minsan iniisip ko kung bakit ako nasa sitwasyon na ito eh ang gusto ko lang naman ay maging isang shanghai na nasa freezer." Napa iling na lang ako sa mga lumalabas sa bibig niya. I gently tap her head and put my arms around her shoulder while she wrapped her arms around my waist. "Napaka lawak talaga ng coconut shell mo'no?" Sasagot pa sana
Nagising ako ng kumikirot ang ulo ko. Fuck! Para akong mabubulag sa sinag ng araw na tumatama sa mata ko. I furred like a cat before tossing back and forth. Ano 'to? Sa sobrang bigat ng pakiramdam ko, hindi ko magawang idilat ang mata ko. Feeling ko pa puno na ng muta ang mata ko. Face palm. As far as I remembered hindi naman kami nag inuman. That's when realization hits me. Agad akong napa bangon sa kama at nag mamadaling lumabas. "Daimon!" Fuck! "DAIMON! DAIMON!! DAIMOON!!!" I scream at the top of my lungs while trying to look for him. Nandito siya kagabi. Nandito sila. "What's wrong Asura?" Alarmang tanong ni Phoenix habang nag mamadaling sumunod sa akin. I keep on looking for him inside the house. "Fuck!" Napasabunot na lang ako sa aking buhok ng hindi ko siya makita. "Asura calm down----" "I keep on looking for him everywhere and I know he's here. Nandito siya kagabi kailangan ko siya makita kahilangan kong malaman kung okay lang siya--- Fuck! Binugbog siya ni kuya!" Naiiya
"How dare you!" Hindi ako nakapag salita habang pinag masdan ang pag landing ng kamao ni Kuya sa mukha ni Lucifer. Gago bakit ganun? Parang nasa isang movie ako. Biglang nag slow mo ang paligid habang patuloy padin si Kuya Peirce sa pag bubog kay Lucifer. I scream when Kuya's fist kiss Lucifer's handsome face. Walang ginawang hakbang si Lucifer. Hinayaan lang niya sapakin siya ng sapakin ni Kuya. Anong ginagawa ko? I'm just standing while watching them with my shock face.Isang malakas na boses ang gumising sa akin. Pero wala parin ako magawa habang unti-unting nang hihina ang kalamnan ko. Kasabay ng sigaw ni Phoenix ay ang pag bagsak ko sa sahig."WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PIERCE! FUCKING STOP!!" Pumagitna si Phoenix sa dalawang lalaki na nasa harapan ko. Licifer is now on the ground wiping his bloody face. Fuck! fuck! fuck! Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko habang nangangatog sa sahig."I should fucking know! I SHOULD FUCKING KNOW THAT YOU'RE AFTER MY TWO SIBLINGS! FUCK!" Kuya P
Hindi padin ako maka paniwala na ginamit niya ang condom para gawing panali sa buhok ko. I was sulking while he's driving us back.Ang magaling kong kapatid kanina pa tumatawa at halatang enjoy na enjoy ang mood na meron ako!"Come on, it's just a condom---" I cut him off with my over reaction. "Just a condom?! Iw! Kuya! You used your condom on my hair even though it's clean--- ughh!!!" Napa hilamos na lang ako sa mukha ko and Kuya Peirce countinue his undying laughters."It only mean one thing; that's how much I love you." Natatawa niyang sabi. Nilingon ko siya habang iniisip kung nababaliw na ba siya dahil hindi na maipakilala ang girlfriend niya sa pamilya namin or sadyang may sayad din siya pero hindi niya pinakikita dahil sa ugali ng magulang namin."I need to wash my hair later." Kuya Peirce glance at me. "You hate wetting your hair in the night." Yeah. I roll my eyes. "Ang tino mo kasi eh! Gamitan ba naman ako ng condom panali!"Dahil sa sinabi ko ay muli siyang tumawa. I'm sec
"Ang daming pwedeng kainan sa City tapos dinala mo pa talaga ako dito?" Taas kilay na pag kwe-kwestiyon ko kay Kuya Peirce while looking outside the window."Is that amazement or question with a hint of sarcasm?" Balik tanong niya. Napaisip naman ako bago kami sabay na bumama. "Pwede ba both?" Tanong ko ulit. Hindi ko napigilan ang pag silay ng ngiti sa aking labi bago tumakbo pababa sa bittersweet café. It's not like the ordinary café in the city. Hindi ko alam kung sa'n napulot ni Mourge ang utak niya at nag tayo siya ng café sa gitna ng gubat. And you know what makes it pretty amazing? Every table are meters apart. May mushroom ma theme ang kada upuan. I always eat here whenever I'm angry or my emotion is getting the best out of me. Dito kasi walang chismosa at mapayapa."Hey! Careful Quinn! You're on your heels! Damn!" I almost slipped which make me to grimace. Luckily Kuya Peirce is flexible enough para maalalayan ako bago pa tumama ang maganda kong pang upo sa lupa."Hindi ka
I was sitting in front of my family while waiting for them to talk. Pero ang lubos na pinag taka ko ay ang pag dating ni Lucifer. I frown while giving him a questioning look.His emotionless but I can sense his seriousness when he take a sit beside me. His action makes Kuya Peirce to target me with his sharp eyes. Buti na lang magaling ako man dedma kaya nagawa kong hindi siya tapunan ng tingin."I call everyone here because we want to announce a serious matter in this family." My mother said while gently caressing my sister. She look at Lucifer and give him a smile. "You are part of this family since you're engaged with Hanna. And you also need to hear this sad announcement from us, Daimon."Ang dami namang pasakalye. Bakit ba hindi na lang nila sabihin kung ano man ang ganap sa pamilyang'to? At isa pa. Lucifer is not part of this damn family! Kung magiging parte man siya, siguraduhin kong dahil ako ang mag bibitbit ng apelido niya."Go straight to the point Mrs. Devine." My lips twi