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Chapter 85: Thinking of You

Author: celestialhope
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

The sun is brightly shining outside the window as Samantha walked outside her bedroom, while preparing some files that she needed for enrolling to pursue her dreams lf becoming a fashion designer.

While preparing she decided to opened the television just to got stock from where she's standing when she saw a familiar faces on the screen. She quickly sat down on the nearest couch and found herself staring at the news with a blank expression. And as the interview goes on she feels like she can hear her heart crying out loud.

It's been three days since she had arrived at Europe, but since then, it's like she's being haunting by everything she left at New York. Even she tried to forget the last moment that Tristan and her had, she just cant. It still lingers on her mind, making it hard for her to breathe.

Everyday, there's something in her heart saying to go back home. That she needs to see those things that make her happy. In some corner of her mind, there's something telling to just a
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