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Only Regrets Chapter 38
Sitting on the chair in Central park, I'm reading a book, or I should say that I'm just staring at the pages, because I'm unable to focus on reading. For the last two days, I've just been waiting for Aiden's call or a text. Neither he called nor sent a text to me. Does he not even care about me anymore? It has never happened in our six months of relationship that he doesn't call me after our fight. I've not eaten anything in these two days. I don't feel like eating anything at all. I feel so weak, my limbs feel heavy and uncooperative. Emotionally, I'm on the edge—a mix of sadness, anxiety, and a strange numbness that has made it hard to focus on anything other than Aiden. Just then, my phone starts buzzing; glancing at the phone screen, tears brim in my eyes as soon as I see Aiden's caller ID. On one hand, I'm dying to talk to him; on the other hand, I don't even want to pick up his call. Struggling between the inner turmoil, I pick up Aiden's call a second time, but don't utt
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To my surprise, my phone starts ringing. It's an unknown number. Picking up the call, I fly the phone to my ear. “Sit inside the car,” the voice comes from the other side. “Who's that?” “Mr. Ethan Wilson…your soon to be husband.” “What the fuck is that? Are you giving me an order?” “No. I'm kidnapping you. You're unofficially kidnapped Miss Dubois,” he declares, his voice sending shivers down my spine. “What! I'm kidnapped. Are you out of your mind? You can't kidnap me. I won't sit inside the car,” I shout at him. “Emily was there with you in the park. Right? I'm sure you haven't seen her for a long time,” he says. My temples tense in worry now. Yes. I was here with Emily. Due to my heartache, I completely forgot about her. I should look for her. “Don't need to look for her, Belle. She's safe for now, but won't be for a long time if you don't sit inside the car…now,” he states. My eyes widen and my jaw drops. Is he telling the truth or just pranking with me? One second.
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When I step into Ethan's penthouse along with Alex, Colin, and Sam, I'm immediately struck by its size, luxury, and elegance. The large windows give a breathtaking view of New York City, with skyscrapers glittering in the evening light. The living room is spacious, everything in dark or black colors, a sleek—black leather couch along with a glass coffee table. As I walk further in, I see Ethan cooking, in a kitchen with black appliances and a marble countertop with dark veining. Ethan's friends settle themselves on the dining table's seats. “Bro, sister-in-law is here,” Alex screams aloud. Why are they calling me sister-in-law? What nonsense! Ethan glances up into my eyes, but I roll my eyes. I can't stand this person for a single second, and I'm here at his penthouse now. What misery. “Sit down, Belle,” Ethan says, stepping around the dining table, placing the dishes he has cooked. “You kidnapped me. Why don't you tie me now?” I mock him. His jaw tightens, glaring into my eye
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Ethan's phone begins to ring, pulling us back to reality. Leaving my hand, he steps away, reaching out for his phone; and then, he steps towards the penthouse’s balcony. “Yes, John, I'm at the penthouse. You can come up with all the files and documents.” What is he that he's asking for files and documents? An entrepreneur or what? Calming my heartbeats, I see my phone on the dining table. My hands reach out for my phone. Now that I have gotten the ace in the hole, I take steps towards the nearby room quietly, to call Aiden. So that I can inform him Ethan has kidnapped me unofficially. As soon as I enter the room, I shut the door and turn to the front. I sigh in relief that at least now I have privacy and my phone to call my boyfriend. However, as I glance up, my mouth drops open. My eyes widen in fear. Tears well up in my eyes as I see my pictures on the walls. There's every single day's picture of mine—the day I stepped in New York City, my bangs hairstyle pictures that I had
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“So, what do you want now?” I ask, gritting my teeth. “You can't cage me here in your fucking penthouse for your whole life. And if you think you can rape me, then let me tell you Mr. Wilson, I will kill myself but will never let you touch my body.” “If I would have really wanted to rape you, then you think…why did I not do it till now? Am I not strong? Or am I not smart?” saying, he leans to me. “I could rape you in the dorm, maybe in the elevator that day, or maybe in the library also,” he whisperes. “It will only take me two minutes to tear your clothes, tie you up, and fuck your every single hole. Only two minutes.” Tears brim into my eyes as soon as I hear all his blurb. Pushing Ethan away, I bury my face in my palms and begin to sob like a child. Only by hearing about it—is haunting me, if he truly does it, then I will surely die. Neither dad is here nor Aiden. I threw pot at his head, but still it didn't cause him any pain. How will I protect myself? I can't do anything wit
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Enough drama for today. Now I just need to lay in my bed and hit the hay. “I'm going.” I turn and walk further to the door. “I can't stay here anymore,” I murmur. “Let me drop you,” he insists. “No need to. I can take a taxi,” saying, I open the door and step outside the room. Just then, as I walk further in, he wraps his arms around my body and tugs me closer to him, letting my back collide with his chest and embracing me in a back hug. “Keep your eyes peeled. Aiden's anger is not a joke. He can hurt you. But the ball is in your court, Belle. I hope you won't become that girl who tolerates this type of guy.” He pulls away from the hug, takes a grip on my arm, and turns me gently. He brushes the strands of my hair, looking into my eyes. “I know I’m not the good guy…the one who does the right things, who everyone loves, and the one people cherish,” he whispers against my lips. “But trust me. I'm just wanting to protect you, Belle. I will never harm you.” He slips his arms aro
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After releasing a decent amount of tears, I think of going outside the washroom. Lest people will start perceiving that I attempted suicide inside the washroom. I'm feeling like dying but somehow I am not giving up. Wiping my tears away, I gasp and manage to smile. A fake smile. As soon as I turn and open the door, I see Ethan. This guy never leaves me alone. He has taken an oath to follow me everywhere I go. Such an irritating person. I think of walking away, but then, my blood boils in anger, recalling the things he has done till date—stalking, hacking, unofficial kidnapping. I was delightful in my relationship with Aiden, even when I was not in love, even when I was trying to convince myself that I love Aiden. At least I wasn't aware of all these things at that time. But now, because of this person I am aware of the fact that I don't love Aiden. I hate him more now. Why did he enter my life? Everything was going fine. Everything was normal. Even when Aiden manipulated me into th
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After days of inner conflict and deep thinking, I have decided to meet Aiden and tell him about my ambition. I can't run away from this. He's my boyfriend. I have to face this. I need to tell him. Nothing bad will happen. He loves me, and he'll understand everything. I'm caught between a rock and a hard place. I know it's not a piece of cake to handle Aiden's anger, but let's do this daunting task. Before stepping outside the dorm room, I stare at my reflection in the mirror as I tuck my black V-neck ribbed knit cardigan inside white high waisted trousers, and put on white sandal heels. My long wavy dark brunette hair is looking ravish, reaching up to my hips. I wear my silver diamond pendant. As I apply strawberry lip balm, I suddenly recall memories of those days when I was new in New York. I had a bangs haircut back then in 9th grade, and Emily had a bob haircut. We were sitting in the cafeteria; I was applying my strawberry lip balm as I always apply every other hour. All of a
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I push open the heavy wooden doors of the church, the familiar creak echoing softly through the quiet space. I walk down the aisle, my footsteps muted by the worn carpet, and make my way to my usual spot—a solitary pew in the corner.The church is dimly lit, shimmering with a soft glow from the candles flickering by the altar. I sit down, feeling the weight of my heart pressing heavily on my chest. I bow my head, folding my hands in my lap, and let out a shuddering breath."God, it’s me again," I whisper, my voice trembling with emotion. "I’m not sure how to start this conversation. I don’t even know where to begin."I close my eyes, trying to steady my racing thoughts. Ethan’s face flashes in my mind, and my tears begin to fall, tracing hot lines down my cheeks."I don’t understand why things had to end this way. I wanted so much more. I thought we had a chance, a real chance to be happy together."I take a deep breath, trying to calm the storm inside me."He said he loved me, but I
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Ethan comes running behind me, asking me to stop for a second. As I keep on walking on the road, my vision blurs by the car headlights. I'm too lost in my thoughts to notice the car speeding towards me. Suddenly, I feel a strong hand grab my arm, pulling me back just in time."Belle, what the hell are you doing?" Ethan yells, his voice filled with panic and anger.I can hardly breathe, my heart pounding from the close call. I look up at him, and his eyes are filled with a mixture of relief and fury. My mind feels like it’s spinning, and I can’t tell what’s real or just a trick of my mind. Everything around me seems to blur, and I feel disconnected from my own thoughts. It’s like I’m trapped in a fog, struggling to understand what’s happening.I'm just done with my life. The schizophrenia makes it hard to define for me what's real or what's hallucination. I've literally gone mad. It would be better if I would have bumped into that car. Why did he pull me back?“Why the hell are you he
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As he kisses and touches me, his hands roam possessively over my body. I gasp, feeling overwhelmed and exposed.“Ethan, it's enough,” I whisper against his lips.“No, it's not. I want more of you, sweetheart,” he whispers, his voice raw with desire. "What if someone enters and sees me like this?" I ask, my voice trembling with a mix of fear and desire. “I don't want anyone else seeing me in this semi nude form.”“You’re mine, Belle,” he murmurs, his voice low and possessive. “Every part of you is mine, and only mine. If anyone else dares to see what’s meant for me alone, I’ll make sure they regret it.”He looks at me with a fierce, possessive glare. "If anyone dares to see you like this," he growls, his voice dripping with intensity, "I'II make that person blind. No one can dare to take a glimpse of your naked form until I'm breathing. No one means no one.”Hearing Ethan's words, my heart pounds in my chest. The intensity in his voice, the fierce protectiveness in his eyes—it sends a
