I can’t help but think how small the University is. I mean, out of all the students there, it’s really the guy who I bumped into earlier? It could just be a coincidence, but how crazy of a coincidence is that?
I quickly looked away from him. It’s like all I did ever since he came is to stare at him. Not because I find him attractive or what, but because I just really got surprised by this circumstance.I felt Daisy kick my feet under the table. I tried to ignore her. I don’t want the people in this table to think we have our own world, when we have everyone here we should be talking to.“You were the guy I bumped into earlier,” I mumbled, my eyes focused on my now half-empty glass.“Yeah, I think it’s me,” the guy replied. I was not looking but I could tell he was smiling. “I’m Zandrey,” he introduced. I saw his hand in front of me. I got confused for a while, but then I realized he was trying to offer his hand for a handshake.I shook his hand. “I’m Aira.”He looked at me and continued smiling. I tried to smile as well but I feel like it looked like a fake one so I just stopped trying and took my hand back.“How was the activity?” Dominic asked laughingly at Zandrey.“Yeah, I lost my ID. I almost couldn’t take it, man,” I heard him reply.“Right!” I accidentally raised my voice upon saying that everyone’s eyes landed on me. I bit my lower lip in embarrassment.“What was it?” Zandrey queried.“Oh, yeah. When we bumped earlier, you kind of left your ID on the floor. It probably fell. I had it with me, but I forgot to leave it at the lost and found. I’m so sorry about that. I totally forgot about it,” I rambled on and on. “In fact, I have it with me,” I added as I reached for my bag but I realized it wasn’t the bag I had earlier.“Oh, thank you,” he said. “I thought I would have to get a new one. You know how crazy the process is for getting a new ID.”“Yeah, I know,” I agreed. “Sorry, I put it safely in the pocket of my bag, but it’s currently not with me. I left it in Daisy’s car.”“No worries. I’ll get it later,” he said with a smile. I just nodded.When I looked around, I realized how the people in this table are watching us.“Meant to be, don’t you think?” Daisy teased. There she goes again with her wiggling eyebrows.“Shut up,” I mouthed, but she just laughed.“Alright, let’s order!” Jamie announced.Finally! I am cheering inside of my head.We ordered some food, ate, and talked the entire time. Well, most of the time, it’s the other guys who did the talking. I just say a word whenever someone asks me something. At this point, I really want to go home, but I know I can’t do it easily.The girls wanted to go to the karaoke after eating. Everyone agreed and were so excited, including Daisy. Now it’s even harder to leave.As planned, we went to the karaoke after eating. It was just a few blocks from the cafe so everyone decided to just walk there. Plus, it’s going to be hard to find a parking spot for anyone who brought their cars.I almost rolled my eyes upon seeing everyone walking with their partners. Not that I envy them or what. It’s just such an eye-sore seeing how clingy they are to the guys.“Hi,” I heard Zandrey say. There’s no need for me to see his face, I already know he’s smiling by the sound of his voice. He is such a smiling guy. He kept on smiling the entire time that I was starting to wonder how his jaw was. “You are really quiet, huh?” And he’s very talkative too.I paid a quick glance at him and just shrugged. I heard him chucke.“You’re an Architecture student, right?” He asked. “Is it hard?”This time, I decided to humor him. I’m not really the talkative person, unless it’s Daisy.“Kind of,” I responded. “Especially if you don't really like your course,” I added.“Oh? You don’t like Architecture? Why did you take it when you don’t like it in the first place?”“It’s what my Dad wants.”“So if that's something your Dad wants, you should follow? What about what you want?”I laughed sarcastically. “He’s the law at home.”“That’s too bad,” he commented. I laughed because yes, it was too bad. Sometimes I just laugh at certain circumstances. “What does your Mom say?”“She’s gone.”“Where did she go?” He asked curiously. I shoot him a weirded look. “Oh, stupid,” he murmured to himself. He probably didn’t get what I initially meant. “I’m sorry. I have been studying the entire day and I think my mind forgets to function sometimes.”“Why did you come here when you have so much to study for?” I asked, trying to dismiss the previous topic.“I just thought it would be fun,” he answered casually.I wish everyone had the luxury of time to have fun.So we went to this KTV bar and rented a room huge enough to accommodate all of us. Good thing Francis knew someone from here so we were able to book the room for us. It’s Friday and usually KTV bars are full. Connections really allow you to pull strings.Jamie went inside first and was able to get the microphone for herself. She was quick to choose a song and had it entered. She even chose the one with high notes. Unfortunately for us, her voice isn’t as pleasant to the ears. Beside her was Francis, who’s trying to suppress his laughg while listening to her. They occupied the two-seater sofa at the corner. The rest of us are sitting on the long sofa.Nathalie was sitting at the farthest corner, beside Dominic. Next to Dominic was Daisy. Jed was sitting beside Daisy and Zandrey was sitting beside Jed. I am the one at the other edge of the sofa.“Do you drink?” Asked Zandrey. They ordered a few bottles of beer. I’m sure they will order more later.Do I drink? Yes. Before, I didn't really drink becuase I pledged not to, for health reasons. But some stressful things drove me to try drinking. For one, I almost failed one of my Math subjects. Good thing I was able to ace the rest of my exams during the finals. My classmates during that time wanted to drink as their way of relieving stress. I went with them, with the goal of forgetting about the stress academics caused me. And I did enjoy it. Since then, I learned to drink, but not to the point of getting drunk. I only drink occasionally, and this time is one of those times.I’m so stressed. I’m also exhausted from studying so much. If it wasn’t for my father, I would’ve given up and just stayed at home, in my room, where I don’t have to deal with other things.I looked at Zandrey with a neutral face. “Sometimes,” I answered.The beer they ordered arrived and I saw Zandrey got one and opened it. I was kind of surprised when he gave it to me. I tried to hide it though. I don’t want him to think he has such an effect on me.“Thanks,” I murmured, before bringing it to my mouth.Few moments later, the girls became even louder. They’re now taking their turns with the microphone. I didn’t join them in singing and just sat there, listening to them even if it’s getting hard for my ears.“Why did you agree to join this group date?” Zandrey asked. Well, him being here still has some silver lining. At least he could divert my attention from these gals singing their hearts out.Feeling a bit tipsy, I answered, “Daisy begged me to be here. And well, because of the free food."I heard him laugh. “So you don’t have a boyfriend?”I looked at him with an arched brow. “Are you flirting with me?”He chuckled again. “I was just asking if you have a boyfriend.”“Why would I be here if I have a boyfriend?”“Good point,” he said laughingly.I made a face when I heard Daisy singing. I feel like my eardrums will explode any minute now. She’s clearly drunk. Ugh. Now who’s going to drive me home?Then I remembered Zandrey’s ID. “Do you want to get your ID?” I whispered. I realized he wouldn’t hear me because of the loud music and well, Daisy’s voice. So I repeated what I asked a bit loudly, “do you want to get your ID?”“How about later? Before we go home?” He replied.“How about now?” I negotiated. I just really need to get out of this room right now. It’s really hurting my ears. “Their voices are making my ears bleed,” I added.He laughed at what I said. In the end, he agreed to get it. We told them we’re just going out to get his ID and well, they couldn’t care less. They have their own worlds now. So we just went out of the room.I confidently went out of the room, but upon getting out, I almost tripped. Apparently, my head’s spinning now.Zandrey was quick to help me, “You’re drunk,” he stated.“Not really,” I said and he chuckled. I don’t even know what’s funny about what I said. Or is it the way I said it?We got out of the building with him trying to keep me to my feet. I can still walk and maybe he’s just a gentleman trying to make sure I won't fall.We were able to get to where Daisy parked the car to get his ID. Thankfully, I didn’t trip or fall. I was even quickly able to spot her car.I'm usually smart when it comes to other things. But right now, I just feel so stupid because I realized I didn’t ask for the key, so I started laughing. Maybe it’s the alcohol. I don’t usually laugh this loud.“Why?" I heard him ask.“I’m so stupid,” I replied, still laughing a little. “I don’t have her car keys.”Zandrey stared at me for a few seconds. Maybe he couldn’t believe how stupid I am right now.“I’m so sorry,” I said. I tried to stop myself from laughing and it really took so much effort.“No, it’s okay,” he replied with a smile. “You’re fun when you’re drunk.”“I’m not drunk,” I battled. “Are you drunk?”“I’m not. I only drank two bottles,” he answered. My eyes grew wide. Am I the only one who drank so much beer? My alcohol tolerance isn’t that low, so I’m quite sure I drank a lot.“Am I supposed to pay for all the drinks I consumed?” I asked and he chuckled again.“Don’t think about it,” he replied, still with a smile.Isn’t he tired from smiling too much?“Do you want to go back inside?” He queried.I thought about it. I wanted to get inside because it’s getting cold here, but I don’t want to hear them singing again. What should I sacrifice- my skin or my ears?In the end, I chose to shake my head. “Can we stay here for a while? I don’t want to risk my ears just yet,” I said and he laughed again. “Really? Am I that funny?” I finally asked. He laughed at me a few times since we came here and it’s really making me wonder if he finds me funny or what. I saw him try to suppress a grin.“Maybe?” He said. I frowned at him and just leaned my back on Daisy’s car. Zandrey followed and copied what I did.I looked at his face, and I’m basically looking up. “You’re tall,” I stated. “How tall are you?”I’m not usually talkative, but I guess it’s the alcohol speaking.“5’11,” he answered.“That’s okay.”“How about you?” He questioned. “Let me guess, 5’2?”“I’m not that short,” I uttered. “Add 1 inch.”“So you’re 5’3.”“Correct!" I exclaimed. I heard him chuckle again, but I just chose to ignore it. He must be having so much fun with me- something other people don’t really feel when I’m with them.We were just leaning on the car’s door when I heard a familiar voice. I turned around and tried to search where the voice was coming from. And I was right, it was Charles. He was talking to someone on the phone while walking towards the car next to Daisy’s.I quickly hid myself behind the car. I also pulled Zandrey to hide with me.“Why are we hiding?” He whispered, but I just shushed him. I can’t talk and risk being seen by Charles.I waited for Charles to be gone from our sight before I tried to peek. I just had to check if he’s really gone now.“Why are we-”“Oh God,” I muttered. Just when I was going to face him from checking Charles, his face was also close to mine.His lips accidentally brushed the side of my lips!“Oh my God,” I repeated.We stared at each other, our eyes both wide and surprised.Holy crap. Did we just almost kissed?!I could feel my face heating up in embarassment. I can't even look at him! I tried to look at everything else but him. I probably look like a fool now."I'm sorry," I heard him say. He shouldn't be apologizing now because it's no one's fault. But gosh, I can't grasp the thought of it!"I'm sorry too," I said. I looked at him briefly and quickly looked away. This is just so embarassing!"Should we go back inside?" He asked and I nodded so eagerly without looking at him. I can't look at him just yet because it will only remind me of what just happened.We went back to the Karaoke room and it was the most awkward walk of my life! Good thing we won't be seeing each other in school after this. We won't, right? The University's quite huge and I don't usually go to their building. And I will just make an effort to avoid every person wearing an all-white uniform.Yes, I can do that!When we got back to our rented room, it wasn't as messy as earlier. Daisy was already asleep. And guess what, s
I never got myself in trouble before. I’m always careful when it comes to things and I’m a good decision-maker. I’m also not used to making myself look like a fool. I know how to get out of situations. I am that smart, as my Mom would say. But lately, I just wanted to bury myself six feet underground after all the embarrassment.My eyes were wide while looking at Zandrey in front of me. I can see him suppressing a grin, making me feel more ashamed. If only I could instantly disappear right now, I would really like that. I didn’t even know a heartbeat could be this fast. It was like it was in a race and wanted to come out as the champion.And my mind even decided to stop functioning.I am really doomed."Are you okay?" He asked, playfulness evident in his voice.I know he already has an idea for the answer to his own question. So instead of answering him, I just stood up straight while trying to look away from him. I can't keep on looking at him when he looks so amused.I heard him ch
After that lunch with Zandrey, we went our separate ways. He still has his classes, while I have to go home. It was still weird for me to be friends with him. I’m not really a friendly person, especially when it comes to boys. I’m still wondering how everything happened so quickly. Earlier, I was determined to avoid him and now we have this weird connection. Or maybe he was just that good at making friends. I still have plenty of free time so I went home to sleep for a while. But I set an alarm for two hours. Even if I wanted to, I can’t just keep on sleeping. I can’t procrastinate because that will make me crazy. I'm not much of a multi-tasker. When I woke up from my nap, I proceeded to do my plates until I felt hungry. Timingly, Daisy was done with her classes and texted me she's on the way. I just asked her to bring some takeouts so we can eat it together. "So you're telling me that he suggested to be your pretend boyfriend so Charles will stop harassing you?" I told her abo
I feel like I was floating when my class ended. I bumped into a few people in the hallway because my mind was wandering somewhere else.Okay, not somewhere else.It was because of that kiss!Even when the classes are ongoing, all I could think about was what happened earlier. It was just the first day of Zandrey and I’s deception, I feel like I can’t do it anymore. And Daisy kept texting me, inviting us for dinner. I don’t know if I should go or just pretend I’m sick or what.Seriously, this should be easy. I just don't know why things are starting to be complicated. I just continued walking, unsure where I'm going. I don’t want to see Daisy just yet. I know Zandrey will be there too and I don’t know if I can last when he’s around.With my tote bag on my right shoulder and books on my left arm, I walked cautiously. I kept looking around, checking if someone could see me right now. So far, there’s no Zandrey or Daisy in my way. I heaved a sigh. I feel like a runaway prisoner."Hey."
It's Wednesday and it's just the second official day of our deception. While I think it's still cringe, I also think it's quite effective.The entire day yesterday, even though I knew Charles was just a few classrooms away from me, he did not come to see me. Before, he would always make an effort to pass by our classroom just to see me, talk to me, and all sorts of things he can do to make his appearance be known.Right then, I thought it was a red flag. I have already rejected him numerous times and even explained myself, but he really can't understand or maybe he does, but he chose not to understand me. The thought of him being overly persistent is bothering me and giving me the creeps.Zandrey and I agreed on this deception to happen only in school, or wherever and whenever we need to. But oddly, even if there’s really no need to pretend, he would still act lovey dovey on me.Just like now.I just woke up and when I got my phone to check i
There were multiple texts from Zandrey when I opened my phone after that particular class. But I didn’t check it just yet and just headed straight to my next class. After this class, I’m free so I can go and meet him, before I have lunch with Daisy.After settling in our next classroom, I made sure I look busy just so Risa can’t approach me again. I’m still not ready to continue whatever we talked about earlier.If Zandrey really has some unsettled issues with his previous girlfriend and he offered to be my boyfriend just so Charles will stop harassing me, I will really kick him in the balls! I don’t want to be included in their drama. I’m trying to have a peaceful life here.While the class was going on, I tried to listen as intently as I can. But my mind just fails to concentrate and wanders somewhere else. Good thing I have already downloaded advanced lecture slides for this class and was able to scan it. That way, I’m comfortable I can answer the Professor’s
I received a text from Daisy telling me she's at the the new cafe near gate 2. So after talking to Zandrey, I went there directly.I don't have any idea what it is that she's going to tell me. I don't know if it's that important, but I went anyway. Daisy's stories sometimes keep me sane. I have so much going on in my life, causing me tons of stress- from school stuff to personal life. I was glad to have someone like her who makes me forget those things. If it weren’t for her, I might have gone crazy.The moment I got to the cafe, I saw her waving at me, that's why it was easy for me to spot her. She was sitting in a corner.While I was nearing her, I looked around the place. It was fine. The ambiance was okay, and there's just a few people. Maybe because it was still new and now a lot of people knows about this place. But I’m pretty sure in a few weeks, they will get a lot of customers. The location was very strategic because it was near the school.
"How did you know I was there?" I asked. When we got out of the building, I almost fell to the ground because my knees were so weak. I even had to be escorted by him to the nearest bench near the entrance.It's indeed already dark. There are still students but I could count them with my fingers. When I looked up, there were already a lot of stars above. It would be nice to just look up and watch them twinkling. But I couldn't shake the fear off from what happened just a while ago. If Zandrey didn’t come, I couldn't imagine what could've happened. "I tried reaching you but you were not answering," he replied. "So I asked Daisy and she told me you're probably still in class. So I went there," he added. "Why are you looking for me?" "I was gonna ask about dinner," he replied. "You didn't reply to my texts," he added. I nodded, still looking up above. "Are you okay?" "I wasn't, until you came." This time, I looked at him and tried to smile. But as I smiled, the tears fell. They we
Zandrey should know because he's a doctor. I wanted to ask him, but I suddenly felt conscious. Even if we've done it many times, I still have an ounce of shyness in me.I saw him walk towards me. He's carrying our son in his arms. I saw how the kid ran to him earlier and how excitement filled his face when he saw his father. And now, the kid was talking non-stop while they were on the way towards me, yet Zandrey's gaze remains on me.He has that usual smile on his face. He looks so carefree and problem-free. He's always glowing. I feel like the world is really unfair because those who has stressful jobs are the ones more glowing. Zandrey is a walking example. He's busy with his job and does not have much time for himself, but he still manages to smile like that.He radiates so much positivity, and I just realized how much I needed someone like him in my life. I feel like we compliment well. Even when we just knew each other, we already clicked. I know he's a good person and has a good
"Are you joining in the van with us?" Daisy asked. They're currently loading all the stuff we need to the van. Dominic will be driving. All their stuff are already inside. They just dropped by here to get the stuff we will bring. After that, they'll go to Mommy Emily to get her. As for Zandrey, I'm not sure. He's not here yet. "I'm not sure," I answered. They did almost everything, while I just sat there watching them. I wanna help but I know lifting heavy stuff isn't for me, especially right now. I get clumsy sometimes so I should move as less as possible. "Where's Zandrey?" She added. He has work last night. I just don't know if his shift is over. His schedule often changes and he wasn't able to inform me. "I also don't know," I replied. I kind of feel sad that he's not here yet, but I cannot do anything about it. "Can you give me some of that?" I added. She was eating some chips and she was eating it with gusto that I felt the need to eat some as well. She handed me the pack. I
We weren't able to push through our plan of going to the beach after my birthday. When I knew I was pregnant, I told everyone we can't go because I was not feeling well. Maybe I lied well in that part because they never doubted me.However, maybe we were bound to go one way or another, because Daisy decided to set another date. And this time, I was not able to invent a lie, unfortunately. "This will look good on you!" Daisy mumbled. She handed me the hanger with a pair of swim suit. I frowned at her. I shouldn't wear something like that. I'm not sure how visible my bump is. We're currently at the mall, buying stuff for our beach getaway which wil happen this weekend. She wanted to buy some new stuff for herself so I just tagged along. She ended up choosing things for the both of us. "I don't like that," I said. "This really suits you," she insisted. I shook my head and tried to look for something else. I don't want something so revealing. "What do you want?" She asked as she put
Since we haven’t told anyone yet about the pregnancy, we were very careful when it comes to doing things. He wants me to stay at home for now, and maybe work from home too. But I don't want to. People will definitely wonder why I’m not doing my normal routine. So here I am, in the office and doing all the things I’m supposed to do. I even drove myself coming here while Zandrey drove Andrei to school. “Good morning, Ma’am Aira,” Jelyn greeted when she saw me coming. I smiled at her and gestured to her to follow me to my office. This time, I was not wearing heels and was walking as carefully as possible. I'm still afraid I'll trip and fall. Of course, I don’t want that to happen so I’m being extra careful. Jelyn then proceeded to tell me all the things that I need to do today. That includes some meetings and site visits. But I declined the site visits. It's too risky for now. “Can you ask my Dad if he can do the site visit instead?” I asked. “Yes, Ma'am. I'll inform him
I’d like to think that this is my pregnancy hormones craving for Zandrey, craving for his presence and all of him. I’m definitely not the clingy type but I have this feeling that I just want to see him all the time. I want to feel his presence all the time. I want to hear his voice all the time. I’m getting used to this feeling of wanting him to be just around all the time. It has been two weeks since we knew about my pregnancy. I haven't said anything to anyone just yet. Even Zandrey hasn't said anything too. It’s just the two of us who know I’m carrying his child. We have already been to the OB-Gyne. I was so nervous. I was reminded of the time I also went to the OB-Gyne when I was pregnant with Andrei and Andres. I was also very nervous that time. But unlike now, I have someone I can hold when I’m trembling in fear. Before, I used to go to my appointments with Dad or Mommy Miranda. But being accompanied by Zandrey hits different. The entire time I was being checked by the d
I feel like I look like a kid waiting for her parents to come home. I was sitting on the balcony of my room. I could see the gate from up here and I could see anyone coming. I sat there patiently, waiting for a car to arrive- waiting for Zandrey to arrive. I already cleaned myself after puking. I'm already wearing fresh clothes. I don't want to go downstairs just yet. I wanna know he's already there before I go down. While I was waiting for him, I was also thinking about a lot of things. I was thinking about when I should tell the people close to me about my pregnancy. I need the perfect timing. Mommy Miranda just passed away and Daisy lost her baby. I'm really not sure if it's okay to tell them just yet. I really have to think about it. I'm also not sure how Andrei would react. The kid would be thrilled, I can imagine. But I also don't know if I should tell him already. I probably need Zandrey’s perspective on this. While thinking about things, I saw Zandrey’s car parked o
"Daisy," I called. She asked me to meet her at a restaurant just near my shop. I don’t know what’s going on. She didn’t tell me anything, but I know something is bothering her. Her calling out of the blue and asking me to hang out somewhere definitely tells me something. "Oh Ai," she murmured. She motioned me to sit in front of her so I did. "Why did you call me again? Is something wrong?" I asked the moment I sat down. She smiled at me. I’m just not sure if it was a genuine or forced one. She suddenly became hard to read. Before, I could read her by just looking at her face. It seems she has become better at hiding what she really feels. I don’t know if that’s a good thing. "I just needed someone to talk to,” she answered and then she stifled a sigh. I suddenly feel bad. I don’t know just yet what’s really the reason why she’s like this, but I already feel so bad. "Tell me what's wrong," I grumbled. "A lot of weird things are just happening in my life lately,” she replied and it
The thought that I am pregnant didn't register in my head right away. I still can’t believe it and the idea’s still out there, in the abyss of my thoughts and is refusing to be acknowledged. We ate the ice cream together, but that was just it. We barely spoke a word, and I don’t know what to feel about it. I know Zandrey is also thinking about a lot of things right now. When he left, I was left there with my thoughts. It was surrounding me that I almost thought I was drowning. I tried swimming and then gave up. And then there it is… It finally sinked n. I am pregnant. Andrei’s going to have a sibling. Dad will have another grandchild. Daisy will have another niece or nephew. God, Daisy… I don’t know why but I suddenly felt guilty about getting pregnant unexpectedly. I’m not sure how it happened. I was prompt with my pills… or was I? I know it happens, but it’s crazy to have happened to me. We were careful, since we started the agreement. Were his sperms that strong? Does t
Zandrey’s POV I don’t want to agree on the arrangement Aira wanted. I’m not just after her body. I want to be in her life, to be in our son’s life, to be included in her priorities. But I can't just push that thought, can I? I want her for myself, but I don’t want her to think I’m selfish. In every decision I make since we met again, she was in my head. Every step I make, it’s her that I consider. I just wanted to win her back. But destiny has been so playful. We see each other, but she doesn't like seeing me. But still, giving up on her was not in my plans. I’ll do everything I can to win her trust again. If it means waiting for her until I turn seventy, then I am okay with that. She’s worth the wait, so I am willing to wait. Giving her pleasure was so important for me. It’s always her over anything. Even if I don't get mine, I'm fine, as long as she’s satisfied, and I make her moan for my name, I’m good with that. Nothing feels better than that. Everytime she scratches