"Wow Dwight Jimenez in the house!" anunsyo ni Juan.
He's the guy earlier at Inspire!My faced felt cold as he approaches the table. I should get out of here! Paano if ikwento nya yung kalutangan ko kanina?!"Juan, I have to go," paalam ko dito."Wait. Lemme introduce you," he insisted."Dwight, this is Savannah. Savannah this is Dwight, remember his face. He's the face of our national team," Juan cheered. maybe it's the alcohol talking for Juan."Hi." Friendly nitong abot ng kamay.What? He doesn't remember me? Or is he pretending?I accepted his hand and replied."Hi," I replied shortly."I'm from Eagle Mountain and you're?" he asked trying to fish for some information.
"National U," tipid kong sagot at pasimpleng kinukuha ang atensyon ni Juan.
"Which branch? MOA, Manila or Laguna?" usisa nito.
"Laguna," naiilang kong sagot dito. Napansin kong tumaas ang gilid ng labi nito. Damn it! He knows me now!
"Oh! You're the girl from Inspire!" he exclaimed. ang lakas ng boses nito kaya nanlaki ang mata ko.
Inagaw s'ya ng isang grupo ng mga lalake kaya naiwan ako ngayon kasama si Juan.
"You met Dwight already?" takang tanong nito.
"Yeah, earlier sa Inspire. Though he didn't get a chance to introduce himself nag mamadali kasi sila," paliwanag ko.
"Ohhhhh." Tumango ito. Doubt was written all over his face.
"Stop it, I'm not interested," I stopped his thoughts.
"Well he's also not single I believe. He has a girlfriend. Samantha Chen. The volleyball player from LAU," he stated.
I didn't recall asking him about the guy and here he is feeding me information about him.
"I'm not into athletes," mapkla kong sabi
"Didn't like the experience huh?" natatawa nitong tanong
"Yeah, masyadong busy at maraming chance para magloko," I hissed at him.
"Woah Woah. Easy with the tongue, Caily," he remarked.
"See you around," paalam ko dito at nagtungi na pabalik sa bar counter para umorder ulit ng cocktail. Pagka-upo ko sa stool ay agad akong nakaramdam ng para bang may nakatingin sakin. Haist baka imshinasyin ko lang.
"One vodka please." Hindi na umimik ang bartender at agad ng gumawa ng drink ko.
Since it is a busy night, I think I'll see more familiar faces among the crowd. Inilapag ng bartender ang cocktail ko at umikot ito para attendan ang ibang customer.
Athletes are not trustworthy in my opinion. I mean like they have all the means. They are famous and adored by so many people. They can easily get what they want. On top of that, they are too busy to be in a relationship.
"Maybe it's destiny huh," someone from behind spoke.
Napalingon ako sa nagsalita at pagkalingon na pagkalingon ko ay sinalubong ako ng mga matang tila ba nakatanggap ng pinakamamahaling regalo.
It's Dwight.
"Haha not really," I replied with a sarcastic tone.
"Can I have your number?" he inquired. Woah, wait a minute. Is this guy hitting on me? Is he always this straightforward?
"Huh? Why would I give a total stranger my number? And according to Juan, you're already in a relationship, so stop hitting on other girls." I turned to avoid him.
"Well, we're just dating. It's no big deal. It's not like we're married or whatsoever," he explained. I swear this dude! I want to slam his face on the bar counter.
Oh yeah, he is the worst kind. A good-looking man who grew up in the States and to make things worst he is an athlete.
"Have some decency." I was about to walk out on him when another athlete approached us.
"Hey, bro. No alcohol for you dawg. Coach Donny will kill me if he finds out I brought you here," the guy spoke to Dwight.
He turned around and smiled at me.
"Hi, I'm Thirdy," pakilala nito. Gumanti ako ng ngiti dito.
"Savannah," pakilala ko. Aalis na sana ako ng hablutin ni Dwight ang phone ko at may madaliang kinalikot dun.
"Hey! Give me back my phone!" Pag agaw ko dito but instead of listening he leaned towards the table and tiptoed.
Dang, this guy is huge!
"Yah! Give it back!" Pang-aagaw ko dito.
"Man give it back. The woman wants it back," Thirdy requested. After what Thirdy said he gave it back. I looked at the screen and the call logs are open. Looks like he used my phone to his.
"Now I have your number and you have my number," he rejoiced.
"Tskk, Get lost!" sabi ko sabay walk out.
Ang lakas ng apog ng lalakeng yun! Porket gwapo sya at matangkad akala nya makukuha na nya lahat ng babae.
Nagmartsa ako pabalik sa table namin. Ate Judy was astonished for some reason.
"What happened?" tanong ni Ate.
"An asshole tried to get my number," sabi sabay pinagkrus ang braso.
"Did he succeed?" Ate asked.
"He did! He stole my phone then he dialed his number," I explained angrily.
Sumimsim ito ng kanya inumin at ngumiti.
"It's not funny, Ate!" Pagmamaktol kong parang bata.
Kinuha ko ang cocktail na nakapatong sa mesa at sumandal na lang.
"You may hate his guts for doing it, but you should be delighted. Karamihan ng lalake ngayong torpe na kahit gwapo," she spoke as if she's going through some shits.
"Ate, I don't plan to ruin a relationship. The guy is committed to someone," I explained calmly.
"Who cares? They are not even married. The court can't detain anyone for a third party if the couple is not married. So technically, you're not a home wrecker nor a mistress." the lawyer in her spoke.
"What the heck, Ate?! I'm not planning on being a mistress! And f*ck him, masyado syang confident," I bluttered out.
I walked out of the table and proceeded to the dancefloor.
The dancefloor is already packed. I can see Kuya dancing with a woman wearing a skintight dress that hugs her figure perfectly. Dang looks like someone's getting laid tonight. I laughed at the thought of my brother banging a woman.
I swayed my hips to the beat of the music. I feel so free than ever. No worries. No one to look for. I lifted my arms and now I'm like a freaking inflatable man but the heck I care.
The party reached its peak. I was still on the dancefloor. But I feel like something is odd. No one is approaching me. The moment they see me, guys will walk away like I have a communicable disease.
I was confused that's why I tried to observe my surroundings. Looking from afar it might seem like everything is normal but no it's far from normal. A preditor is watching me.
I walked towards our table and now Ate Jenny is the one sitting there.
"Took time for you to figure it out," komento ni Ate.
"You knew?" tanong ko.
"Yeah, I think I said it too loud when I told you that Imma get you a man tonight. The friends of Juan were keeping an eye on you since your dear brother already left the vicinity," she laughed while telling me.
"Huh? Iniwan ako ni Kuya? Paano ako uuwi sa condo?" I gulped.
"He left his keys with me. He also told me to drive you off but I don't think I can. Your pretty cousin is kinda drunk. I trust you to make it home safely." She handed me over the keys of Kuya's fortuner.
"Woah. Pinapauwi mo na ba ako, Ate?" patawa kong tanong.
"Silly. Binigay ko lang sayo baka kasi makalimutan ko o hindi kaya mawala ko," paliwanag nito.
Inilagay ko ang susi sa loob ng purse ko. Tinignan ko ang relo ko. It's 12 am. Hmm I better go home.
"Ate, I'll use the restroom then I'll go home. By the way, where is Ate Judy?" paalam ko.
"She's just settling the bill. Don't worry I'll call when we get home so do you." She sounded like a mom.
"Alright," I agreed.
I walked towards the restroom and entered. I peed and fix myself before going out. I need to grab some coffee on the way home.
When I walked out of the restroom I saw Juan leaning on the hallway. Looks like he's waiting for someone. I approached him.
"Juan, I'll be going na," paalam ko dito
"Lemme drive you." Nagtaka ako sa offer nya.
"No I'm good. Tsaka nandyan pa friends mo. Samahan mo sila dun." Pasimpleng pag tataboy ko.
"Nah, they can manage. Besides, I won't have a piece of mind knowing that you're driving while you're drunk," he tried to justify himself.
"Lol. Stop it you're creeping me out. But seriously I can manage." I walked past him declining his offer. As I stepped out of the club I was enveloped by the cold air.
I run towards the car and opened it. I was relieved when I started the engine. Lord kayo na po bahala sakin. Nawa po ay makarating ako sa condo ng ligtas.
I drove out of the parking lot. There were only a few cars on the road since it's past midnight already. I stopped at a Coffee shop and ordered coffee. The aroma of the coffee somehow revived me. the cup of coffee was enough for me to stay awake until I reached the condominium.
Hooray for the coffee!
"Hmmm, Hello?" I woke up with a severe headache. Dang, I still have low alcohol tolerance. I reached for my phone when I heard it ringing. With my eyes closed, I answered the call."Looks like someone is still on the bed," Dave said in the other line."Yeah, Got home at I think 1 am," I tried to recall."So yeah, I'm on my way to Manila. I'm currently at SLEX. I will drive by. Want anything?" he asked."Hmmm, breakfast and hot chocolate from Jollibee is fine with me," I said as I turned to turn off the bedside lamp."Alright. I'll call you up when I'm at the lobby," he stated."Hmmm," I replied."Ingat ka," I added"Alright," He ended the
Nandito kami ngayon ni Dave sa Island and unlike kagabi hindi ganun karami ang tao. Umupo kami sa table na nakapwesto sa may gilid na parte ng club."I think Kuya will be here. Nandun ako kanina nung nareceive nya yung email. Nakakatawa ang itsura nya. Hindi sya makapaniwala na nag email ka," sabi ni Dave ng maka-upo na kami. He's definitely wrong. Knowing Shaun, he's already oved on. I mean it's already a year."I have to. Parte yun ng role ko sa school," I explained my actions. "Wala naman akong sinabi ah," sabi nito habang pinapasadahan ng tingin ang buong club."So about the National Team, they are flying to Bahrain tomorrow right?" tanong ko dito."Yup," Dave replied with a popping P."You sure you ain't coming?" tanong ko dito. If he will say na he will come to watch I won't hesitate to come with him. I just need to destress."Sigurado akong hindi ako pupunta dun as a player. But I can go to watch the game if I want to. Bakit? Anong naiisip mo?" tanong nito. "I'm thinking of fl
"It's just .. I don't want to be a hot topic," sabi ko habang inaayos ang seatbelt ko. I'm saving myself, my family, and him from any scandal. Me interfering with a guy's relationship will be Dad's end. And besides, he still has a career and girlfriend to uphold.He started to maneuver the car away from the parking lot.We were on the road when he suddenly opened up a conversation."Ahmm so ah Since I'm driving you home tonight. Can I ask something in return?" he asked out of nowhere. Nabalot ako ng pagtataka dahil sa biglaan nitong panghihingi ng kapalit. I swear if this guy wants a night I'm going to straight-up call my Dad."Sure whatcha need?" I asked him casually but in my purse, I'm slowly scrolling through my contacts to look for Dad's phone number."We will be flying later to Bahrain. Since we are in the same building, I want you to come with me to the airport then drive my raptor back to the condo. I will also entrust you the key of my raptor" he replied. I felt relieved when
While we are on the road, I was responding to brand emails. He turned on the stereo of the car to play some music. Hard rock music bombarded my ears. My eyes widened a fraction.I hate rock music. It's too proud and arrogant in some ways. I don't like the lyrics. In general, I just hate it.I decided to reach for my Airpods to play my own music. On my peripheral vision, I see him looking at me with a puzzled face. He later puzzled it all up when I inserted one of my Airpods on my right ear. I was about to insert the other one when he stopped me."You don't like rock music?" kuryoso nyang tanong. I bared my teeth."Sorta. I prefer soft music rather than those that destroy eardrums," sabi ko as I proceed to insert the other piece."Fine. Connect your phone to the stereo. I won't mind. It's insulting to put on earphones when you're with someone you know," he complained. I didn't waste any time and connected my phone to the stereo. I played my favorite playlist. It's my OPM study playlist.
I drove out of the village to find a place to think and destress. I know that Dad has no intention to ruin my plans but at the back of my mind, a voice is whispering the opposite. I drove to the city and I find myself in a cafe near Perpetual. Am I being unreasonable? Am I being childish? Was I too sensitive? I ordered a latte and sat by the window. Tila nakikisama ang panahon sa nararamdaman ko. It's raining. I took two sips of my coffee and then I realized I didn't tell mom where I am going. I grabbed my phone and typed a message.To: MommyMom, I'm just in a near cafe. Kailangan ko lang pong magpalamig. Gusto ni Dad na two days lang ang trip namin to Bahrain kasi daw may event. I'll be home before it gets dark.I know mom is the only one who understands me. Sya lang naman ang nakasama ko sa bawat hakbang ko sa buhay.I was about to put my phone down when I received a message from Kuya. From: Kuya Umalis ka daw ng bahay sabi ni Mommy? Anong sinabi sayo ni dad? Text me back if na
Morning came. Kuya arrived exactly at 5 am. He is no longer in his scrubs nor his doctor's coat. He is wearing a polo paired with khaki shorts. Sasakyan nya ang ginamit namin dahil didiretso na sya sa ospital pag kahatid nya sakin sa airport.I noticed that Mom was a bit stiff when she offered us breakfast. Baka may pinag usapan sila ni Dad. That's the only reason I see for Mom to be this stressed out so early in the morning. I am wearing a white cropped top and black jeans. Kailangan presentable parin ang suot ko kahit lalabas ako ng bansa. Maaring may mga taong humahanap parin ng butas sa pamilya namin. "I'll try to convince Dad to extend your trip. Baka pwedeng hindi ka naman kasama sa event. I'll update you if it's really important. Paniguradong isang charity ball lang yun para mapabango yung pangalan nya. I heard from Mom that Dad is planning to run for a position in the Senate," Kuya said as soon as we started driving out of the village. Oh crap. Hindi na sya nakuntento sa firm
"If you can endure not talking to me, I'm cool with that. But I apologize in advance if I will bug you any chance I get." He left me speechless as he steps out of the elevator. Those were his words last night before I had my dose of melatonin. How can he be so confident in saying shits like that when he's in a relationship. His way of handling relationships is a pain in the butt. Doesn't that guy know the word loyalty or faithfulness? " We will look around the city. Gusto mo bang pumunta sa shopping center nila?" tanong ni Dave nang makalabas kami ng hotel. The weather here in Bahrain just like in the Philippines. Humid. "Let's just look around. Bukas na tayo pumunta sa shoppping center nila. I want to see the beauty of this country even in the suburbs," I answered as I fix my sunglasses. We decided to visit the National Museum. It's in Manama. It's convenient because the National Theater is also within the area. "The game starts at 6:00pm. Mag didinner na ba muna tayo or after na
There was never an odd moment during the dinner. There's always someone cracking up jokes. Well, that's on the team's table while in ours, it's like a prayer meeting. I thought he wanted to talk about something yet all I can hear are the clink of the utensils as we eat. I thought he wants to talk so why he is silent as a mute. Hindi na lang ako kumibo at itinutok ang atensyon sa pagkain. We're all having a rib-eye steak. As much I want to get a salad I didn't ask for one. These people will think that I'm that conscious with my weight that I won't eat what they're eating. "Did you look around the city? How was it?" he asked. Finally! Akala ko mapapanis lang ang laway ko dito. I lifted my head to make eye contact with him. "Yeah, We look around the city. We went to the museum and I can say that their museum is unique. We also took some pictures at the museum's lake. It was fascinating." He was speechless. Looks like he never expected my answer. I gave him a puzzled look before I spoke
My relationship with Dwight didn’t get any better after our talk. Emotions got the best of me when we last talked. At this point, I don’t even know if we really have a relationship.He’s busy training with the national team while I’m at my dad’s office. It’s just a few days before the election, so our security is at its max. Our house security system has been upgraded. More bodyguards are deployed.“Caily, you should ask your manager to reschedule all your shoots to a week after the election. It’s your dad and aunt’s request,” Mom said when she sat beside me. My schedule has already been pushed far too long. If I do what I was asked, I might lose a few contracts in these coming years.“Mom, I hope they will understand me. I’ve pushed the shoots far too long. I might lose my contracts next year, or worse, they might sue me.” I fidgeted with my phone. Mom sighed beside me. Modeling is becoming my full-time job, and I know my mom has something to say about it because she did modeling as
“Dwight?” He was horrified when he saw me in the lift, but he tried to hide it.“Sav,” matipid n’yang bati. By the sound of it, I already know what’s up. This is not the proper way to handle the situation, keeping in mind that our relationship is not public. Bumaba ang mata ko sa bitbit nya. He held a bouquet of red roses and a Starbucks paper bag. Breakfast for Sam, I guess?The elevator ride was awkward. We couldn’t talk much because there were other people on the lift. Nang tumigil ang elevator sa fifth floor ay tinignan ko muna s’ya bago lumabas. He better explain why he’s been avoiding me these past few days.The sound of my stilettos against tiled flooring was eerie. It is straight out of a movie, if I must say. There is so much tension and anticipation.I hate to admit it, but seeing Dwight holding a bouquet of flowers pains me. He was busy with Sam while I desperately waited for his texts or calls. He even partied out with Eli and didn’t bother to inform me.Bumalik sakin ang
“Alam ko na kung bakit umuwi ang jowa mo!” sigaw ni Brithey. She showed me her phone. It was a news article with Samantha as the headline. It turns out that Samantha and her family got involved in a car accident. Bigla akong kinabahan para kay Samantha. Is she okay? Gaano kalala ang injuries n’ya? Kamusta naman ang pamilya n’ya?I grabbed Brithey’s phone to read the article. The Chen Family was involved in a car accident in Cebu City. Is it a coincidence? We were also in Cebu when we got ambushed. Samantha was with their driver, her dad, her mom, and her younger sister. It was ruled as an accident because of the heavy rain. Agad naman silang naisugod sa malapit na ospital. I doubt that it is an accident. There is something fishy going on in Cebu. “Minor injuries lang naman siguro ‘yun,” Brithey commented. “It’s nothing compared to what happened to you.” I was pissed at what she said. Oo, aminado ako hindi maganda ang relasyon namin ni Samantha but to say that is unacceptable.“Kahi
“It’s been a while, love” Tumayo ang mga balahibo ko ng maramdaman ko ang mainit n'yang hiningi sa likod ng tenga. It sends shivers to my spine. I looked at Isaac. He was stunned."Hey," malumanay kong bati sa kanya. He's wearing a black polo shirt and khaki pants. How can someone look so good in such simple clothes?I almost lost my breath when he leaned over to kiss my forehead. Damn!“Hey,”malambing n’yang bati pabalit at umupo sa tabi ko. Nararamdaman ko ang titig ni Isaac sa’min. They already knew each other so introduction will be stupid.“How have you been, bro?” Dwight casually asked as he placed his hands on my thigh. Wala akong magawa kung hindi ngumiti na lang ng hilaw. Someone’s getting teritorial.“Thanks for asking. I’ve been busy establishing businesses after we graduated from college. What about you?” Isaac answered before drinking one of his shots.“I’ve been busy with training. It’s only just now that we got our vacation. When I found out my girl flew to Thailand for
I flew to Thailand as planned. Maayos naman na ang lagay ni Bella. It was a miracle that the baby survived. Kuya offered Bella to stay in his house but Bella refuses. Bella reasoned out that it is too dangerous for her to be around kuya after the incident. Kuya Jerome is still investigating. Hindi namin alam kung kami ba ang dahilan kung bakit nangyari yun kay Bella o may sarili silang alitan ng mga armadong lalake. “Caily, we will be staying for 2 days and 3 nights. Tanghali ang dating natin ng Thailand. Your first day is your free day. If you want to explore the city, we can do that. Then, the next days will be filled with shoots. Bali 3 layouts per day tayo. Sa huling araw natin naman, we will have dinner with the CEO.” Sumandal na lang ako sa upuan ko at pumikit. Pinapakinggan ko pa lang ang mga sinasabi ni Brithey pagod na ako.Thailand is not that different from the Philippines that’s why I’m not that interested in exploring the country. Plano kong magpahinga lang ngayong araw
“Baby, you should get some sleep na. Don’t worry about mommy. I will sleep once your Kuya is asleep,” mom said after putting me to bed.It’s Kuya’s Midterm Exam tomorrow. I know to myself that both of them will stay up all night. Leading up to his exams, Kuya always becomes erratic, so mom is scared to leave him alone. “But Kuya won’t be sleeping tonight since his exam is tomorrow,” I said as I tucked myself into bed. Mom was smiling at me while leaning on the door.“Very observant of you, my little princess.” She walked towards me, turned off the side lamp, and kissed my forehead.“Good night, my princess.” She walked away and closed the door.I slept that night assured that everything would be fine the following day, but it was far from the reality I faced the next morning. A loud banging awakened me, not on my door but perhaps in the room beside me, my brother’s room. I went out of bed to check on what was happening. It was my mom knocking non-stop on kuya’s door.“What’s happeni
It’s been weeks since I last saw my brother as well as Dwight. Kuya was true to his words, he didn’t do anything to Dwight. Well, anything physical I guess? It’s not unbeknownst to me that my brother has a sharp tongue.“Caily, I just got an email from an international brand. They are asking if you can fly to Thailand to discuss a potential contract with them,” Brithey said. Kasalukuyan kaming nasa Cebu para sa isang shot. We did five layouts today and it’s all by the beach. Inabutan ako ni Brithey ng tuwalya para takpan ang katawan ko.We shot a magazine cover. The main theme is about standing out so I wore a latex dress accessorized with chunky jewelry.“Kailan naman yan?”tanong ko habang tinatanggal ang suot na alahas.“The day after tomorrow,”tipid n’yang sagot habang nakatutok sa iPad. Tinignan ko ang relo ko. It’s already 5:30 pm. “Uuwi na rin ba tayo ngayon o bukas na ng umaga?” Hindi ako sigurado kung kakayanin ko pang bumiyahe pauwi ng Laguna matapos ang trabaho ko ngayong a
Ever since my early childhood I’m always the type of kid who will just stare around and instantly comprehend what’s going on in my surroundings. Some adults deemed me as mature but the reason that I’m quick to pick up on what’s happening in the surrounding is because in our house we rarely speak to one another. As I grew older, I realized that I’m not that aware anymore of what’s happening around me. It’s like I’ve dived into the abyss.“Are you alright, ate?” I was brought back to my senses when Eli gently racked my body. I looked at him. I can’t figure out his look. Is he apologetic or worried? I didn’t speak. Brithey just looked at me and Eli as if she was trying to grasp what’s happening. I stared at Eli for a few minutes before my phone rang. It was Erica calling. Eli took my phone and answered it. Lumakad s’ya papunta sa may kitchen. Akala ko ba okay na ako? Akala ko tanggap ko na ang katotohanan? Napahawak ako sa noo ko. That’s bullsh*t! I’ll never be alright with it! I neve
I was still shocked from what went down during our lunch. Malapit na bang mamatay si dad? Why on earth is he suddenly sweet and understanding?“Sapphire, I’m talking to you.” I was caught off-guard when dad uttered my name. “Po?” tanong ko dito dahil sa tingin ko mali ang narinig ko kanina.“I’m asking you when you are free. Balak ko kasing pumunta tayo sa ibang bansa bilang pamilya. That’s my graduation gift for you. So when are you free?” paliwanag ni dad.Ibinaba ko ang kubyertos na hawak ko at sandaling inalala ang schedule ko. If my memory serves right, I’ll be free after a month.“I’m not sure if I remember it correctly but I’m free by next month, I guess? I’ll confirm it tomorrow after talking to my manager.” Dad nodded and continued his meal.I swear that was the first time that he acknowledged me. If I only know that this is how I can gain his acknowledgement I should have studied way earlier. Wala sa sarili akong naglakad papasok ng lobby nang bigla akong tawagin ng recept