Sinalubong ako ng malamig na hangin ng makalabas ako sa apartel. Mukhang uulan pa. Mabilis akong lumakad papunta sa kotse. Pagkasakay ko sa kotse ay saktong bumagsak ang malalaking patak ng ulan.
Lucky huh?
I started the car's engine and drive away.
I'm Savannah Caily Davis Abad, a Third-year Accountancy student from NU- Laguna. My older brother is Dr. Stephen Alexander Davis Abad. He is a resident doctor of St. Luke's Medical Center. He finished his studies abroad.
My Dad is Atty. Alvaro Abad. He's obviously a workaholic. Masyado s'yang busy kaya wala na s'yang time samin. Guys like my dad are not great with clingy women. I can say that I'm not clingy but I still long for fatherly love. On the other hand, my fabulous mom is Arabella Davis. I love her so much. She's really supportive. Sobrang hands-on ni mommy sa pag aalaga samin.
We grew up not having a housemaid. Kaya sa bahay namin kailangan kumilos talaga. Ako ang reyna ng paghuhugas ng mga kubyertos at pinggan samantalang si mommy naman ang reyna ng kusina kapag mga putahe na ang usapan. Her dishes are so delicious.
"Mom, okay lang ba if dalhin ko ang backpack ko? Dadalhin ko sana ang laptop ko at iPad sa condo ni Kuya. Baka kasi hanggang bukas malakas pa rin ang ulan," paalam ko kay Mommy.
"Sure! Bring extra clothes din. Just call me if you will come home or not," she reminded me.
Tumayo ako sa sofa at lumapit kay mommy para yakapin ito.
"Thanks, mom!"I cheered.
"Maghanda ka na. Alas-kwatro na oh. Baka mamaya hindi ka pa ayos tapos nandyan na kuya mo." She pushed me towards the stairs. With that umakyat na ako sa kwarto ko para ayusin ang gamit ko at susuotin ko.
Binuksan ko ang closet ko at pumili ng damit para suotin mamaya papuntang Taguig.
Hmmm, what to wear? Should I just wear a dress? Or a top and jeans?
I pulled out skin-tight jeans and a lacey top with a plunging neckline. I placed it on top of my bed and then proceeded with my unfinished program.
After a few hours...
"Ready to go?"Napalingon ako kay Kuya na ngayon ay nasa may pinto ko na. Tinignan ko muli ang sarili ko sa salamin. Yup, everything is done.
"Yup!" masigla kong sagot at kinuha na ang backpack ko mula sa kama.
"Let's go." Agad n'yang inagaw sakin ang dala-dala kong gamit.
"Kuya, mag convoy na lang tayo. I might stay sa condo tomorrow," sabi ko dito. Nakarinig ako ng pag-angil mula sa kanya.
"Fine, whatever, suit yourself,"bakas sa boses nito ang pagkairita.
I used my Audi to go to Taguig while Kuya used his Fortuner. Kuya was the first one to head out and I just trail from behind.
Shaun is my friend who happens to be my ex. Yeah, as much as I want to avoid him I can't. Seems like God has a different plan for me. We will be heading to The Island. The Island is our go-to club whenever my cousins want to go clubbing. I'm not really into clubs but if it's with my cousins and friends I'll go.
We were at Alabang when I receive a phone call from an unknown number. I picked it up. Maybe it's something important.
"Ahmmm," a voice from the other line spoke.
I put the call on speaker so I can drive safely.
"Hello, who's this?" I inquired.
"Cai, Si Dave 'to," the caller introduced.
"Hi, Dave! What do you need?" tanong ko dito.
"I just want to ask kung kamusta ka na. I saw you earlier sa Inspire kaso you were busy kaya hindi na kita inaapproach," he answered. Basketball player nga rin pala si Dave.
"I'm doing good! You should've approached me. I went to Inspire to pass a thesis for the subject," paliwanag ko dito.
"Yeah, I saw you peeking at Dr. Apulencia's door," a subtle laugh followed.
"Hmmm, if you're at Inspire that means that you're part of the Gilas. Kuya Guard told me that there are athletes at Inspire for training. So I guess you're one of them, huh? Wow, you're going international now. I am a proud supporter," I concluded and cheered.
"Supporter my ass. I wasn't part of the pool for the 3rd window. I'm injured," he remarked.
Napitlag ako sa sinabi nya. He's injured? How?
"Well sorry if I'm not a big fan of basketball." Pagtataray ko dito.
"Yeah, I know. I can still remember when Kuya forces you to watch," he laughed but stopped after a few seconds.
"Oh I'm sorry." Hingi ng tawad nito.
"No worries. So how's Shaun?" seryoso kong tanong dito.
"Kuya is doing good. We just got into a small fight. You know brotherly fight," he explained.
"Made sense," I thought.
"Are you at home? Imma stop by tomorrow. It’s the last day of the training. The team will be heading to Bahrain Overmorrow," he inquired and explained.
"Ahmm I'm actually on my way to Taguig. My cousins are in town and you know what that means." I let him finish the sentence.
"Oh, so you'll be at island partying huh?" he confirmed.
"Yup, I'm actually with Kuya Stephen," I explained further.
"Alright. Just text me if you're coming home tomorrow or not so we could talk and chill. I'll be staying here at the apartel. Some athletes already went home after the last session earlier at 4 pm but I stayed," he instructed.
"You know Dave you haven't change a bit." Kinabig ko ang manibela para lumiko.
"Old habits die hard I guess," Tawa nito
"S'ya sige malapit na kami sa pad ni Kuya I'll hang up na," paalam ko.
"Alright. Ingat," he replied.
"Ikaw din ingat." I ended the call as I pulled up at the parking lot of Kuya's condominium. I went out of the car and opened the backdoor to get my things. As I closed the door, Kuya grabbed my things from me.
"Leave your car here. I'll drive us to island." Tumango na lang ako.
Dave Alfonso is Shaun's younger brother. He developed a habit of checking on me and reporting what he did for the day. Even though it's been a year since Shaun and I broke up, he still contacts me. Shaun on the other hand went out of my radar after the breakup.
We arrived at the island and I can say that it's a busy night. Kuya walked in front and I tailed him. As we pass by the tables I saw familiar faces. Some celebrities, and athletes. For a second I think I even spotted the Castillos.
"They've made it," anunsyo ni Ate Jenny na nakatayo at sumasabay sa beat ng music.
"Wouldn't miss it," sabi ni Kuya. Ngayon ko lang napasadahan ang kasama ni Ate Jenny. It's just the Sonido siblings. Beside Ate Jenny is Ate Judy who is sipping his cocktail.
"Whoooo, our fresh blood is here," sabi ni Ate Jenny at hinigit ako papalapit. Tatawa-tawa ito at bumulong sakin.
"We'll find you a man tonight, dear cousin." Makahulugang ngumiti ito.
"Stop it, Jenny. She's still in college so no guy is allowed to go near her," singit ni Kuya.
"Tsk, you're just too uptight!" The two of them started arguing. I gestured Ate Judy that I'll head to the bar counter for my drink.
I walked through the sea of drunk party people. Island is a go-to place for anybody I guess. I can see many handsome faces tonight.
"One Vodka please," sabi ko sa bartender.
"Coming up!" The bartender tonight is a new face. He's not the hot guy who used to asked for my number every time I ask for a drink.
"Caily?" someone from behind calls my name. When I turned around I was shocked. It was Dave's close friend, Juan.
"Juan," bati ko dito
"Wow, it's been months since we last saw each other," nakangiti nitong sabi.
"Yeah, it's been months," natatawa kong sabi.
"Are you alone?" he asked.
"Nope, I'm with my cousins and my brother," I answered.
"Great! Wanna meet my friends? They are just at the near table," paanyaya nito.
I don't want to decline his offer since it's been months since we last see each other. I don't want to be rude.
"Here's your drink Ma'am." Napalingon ako at maglalapag na sana ng bill ng pinigilan ako ni Juan.
"Nah, I'll pay for your drink." Bumaling ito sa bartender
"Her drink is on table #5," sabi nito bago ako minuwestra papunta kung saan.
Nang sundan ko sya ay doon ko nakita ang mga naglalakihang lalake. Most of them are tall and had broad shoulders. Well, they are all athletes I suppose.
"Guys this is Savannah. She's Dave's closest friend and a mutual friend of mine." Pakilala nito sakin.
"You mean Savannah as in Savannah?" a puzzled man asked. Juan simply nodded.
Nag unaunahan silang mag abot ng kamay sakin.
"I'm Ricci," a guy wearing a red polo that has two unbuttoned buttons. Red flag number 1.
"Hi, I'm Mike," he stands up to greet me. I quickly scanned him from head to toe. He is wearing black long sleeves that hug him in the right places. He also has a clean cut.
"My name is Matt," the last guy introduced himself. He somehow looks like Mike. Maybe they're brothers.
I laughed.
"Easy guys. Para kayong mga asong ulol," tawa ni Juan. Sa huli ay nag tawanan kami.
I turned to look at our table and the only one there is Ate Judy.
"Juan, my man!" a familiar baritone voice spoke.
"Wow Dwight Jimenez in the house!" anunsyo ni Juan.He's the guy earlier at Inspire!My faced felt cold as he approaches the table. I should get out of here! Paano if ikwento nya yung kalutangan ko kanina?!"Juan, I have to go," paalam ko dito."Wait. Lemme introduce you," he insisted."Dwight, this is Savannah. Savannah this is Dwight, remember his face. He's the face of our national team," Juan cheered. maybe it's the alcohol talking for Juan."Hi." Friendly nitong abot ng kamay.What? He doesn't remember me? Or is he pretending?I accepted his hand and replied."Hi," I replied shortly."I'm from Eagle Mountain and you're?" he asked trying to fish for some information."National U," tipid kong sagot at pasimpleng kinukuha ang atensyon ni Juan."Which branch? MOA, Manila or Laguna?" usisa nito."Laguna," naiilang kong sagot dito. Napansin kong tumaas ang gilid ng labi nito. Damn it! He knows me now!"Oh! You're the girl from Inspire!" he exclaimed. ang lakas ng boses nito kaya nanlaki
"Hmmm, Hello?" I woke up with a severe headache. Dang, I still have low alcohol tolerance. I reached for my phone when I heard it ringing. With my eyes closed, I answered the call."Looks like someone is still on the bed," Dave said in the other line."Yeah, Got home at I think 1 am," I tried to recall."So yeah, I'm on my way to Manila. I'm currently at SLEX. I will drive by. Want anything?" he asked."Hmmm, breakfast and hot chocolate from Jollibee is fine with me," I said as I turned to turn off the bedside lamp."Alright. I'll call you up when I'm at the lobby," he stated."Hmmm," I replied."Ingat ka," I added"Alright," He ended the
Nandito kami ngayon ni Dave sa Island and unlike kagabi hindi ganun karami ang tao. Umupo kami sa table na nakapwesto sa may gilid na parte ng club."I think Kuya will be here. Nandun ako kanina nung nareceive nya yung email. Nakakatawa ang itsura nya. Hindi sya makapaniwala na nag email ka," sabi ni Dave ng maka-upo na kami. He's definitely wrong. Knowing Shaun, he's already oved on. I mean it's already a year."I have to. Parte yun ng role ko sa school," I explained my actions. "Wala naman akong sinabi ah," sabi nito habang pinapasadahan ng tingin ang buong club."So about the National Team, they are flying to Bahrain tomorrow right?" tanong ko dito."Yup," Dave replied with a popping P."You sure you ain't coming?" tanong ko dito. If he will say na he will come to watch I won't hesitate to come with him. I just need to destress."Sigurado akong hindi ako pupunta dun as a player. But I can go to watch the game if I want to. Bakit? Anong naiisip mo?" tanong nito. "I'm thinking of fl
"It's just .. I don't want to be a hot topic," sabi ko habang inaayos ang seatbelt ko. I'm saving myself, my family, and him from any scandal. Me interfering with a guy's relationship will be Dad's end. And besides, he still has a career and girlfriend to uphold.He started to maneuver the car away from the parking lot.We were on the road when he suddenly opened up a conversation."Ahmm so ah Since I'm driving you home tonight. Can I ask something in return?" he asked out of nowhere. Nabalot ako ng pagtataka dahil sa biglaan nitong panghihingi ng kapalit. I swear if this guy wants a night I'm going to straight-up call my Dad."Sure whatcha need?" I asked him casually but in my purse, I'm slowly scrolling through my contacts to look for Dad's phone number."We will be flying later to Bahrain. Since we are in the same building, I want you to come with me to the airport then drive my raptor back to the condo. I will also entrust you the key of my raptor" he replied. I felt relieved when
While we are on the road, I was responding to brand emails. He turned on the stereo of the car to play some music. Hard rock music bombarded my ears. My eyes widened a fraction.I hate rock music. It's too proud and arrogant in some ways. I don't like the lyrics. In general, I just hate it.I decided to reach for my Airpods to play my own music. On my peripheral vision, I see him looking at me with a puzzled face. He later puzzled it all up when I inserted one of my Airpods on my right ear. I was about to insert the other one when he stopped me."You don't like rock music?" kuryoso nyang tanong. I bared my teeth."Sorta. I prefer soft music rather than those that destroy eardrums," sabi ko as I proceed to insert the other piece."Fine. Connect your phone to the stereo. I won't mind. It's insulting to put on earphones when you're with someone you know," he complained. I didn't waste any time and connected my phone to the stereo. I played my favorite playlist. It's my OPM study playlist.
I drove out of the village to find a place to think and destress. I know that Dad has no intention to ruin my plans but at the back of my mind, a voice is whispering the opposite. I drove to the city and I find myself in a cafe near Perpetual. Am I being unreasonable? Am I being childish? Was I too sensitive? I ordered a latte and sat by the window. Tila nakikisama ang panahon sa nararamdaman ko. It's raining. I took two sips of my coffee and then I realized I didn't tell mom where I am going. I grabbed my phone and typed a message.To: MommyMom, I'm just in a near cafe. Kailangan ko lang pong magpalamig. Gusto ni Dad na two days lang ang trip namin to Bahrain kasi daw may event. I'll be home before it gets dark.I know mom is the only one who understands me. Sya lang naman ang nakasama ko sa bawat hakbang ko sa buhay.I was about to put my phone down when I received a message from Kuya. From: Kuya Umalis ka daw ng bahay sabi ni Mommy? Anong sinabi sayo ni dad? Text me back if na
Morning came. Kuya arrived exactly at 5 am. He is no longer in his scrubs nor his doctor's coat. He is wearing a polo paired with khaki shorts. Sasakyan nya ang ginamit namin dahil didiretso na sya sa ospital pag kahatid nya sakin sa airport.I noticed that Mom was a bit stiff when she offered us breakfast. Baka may pinag usapan sila ni Dad. That's the only reason I see for Mom to be this stressed out so early in the morning. I am wearing a white cropped top and black jeans. Kailangan presentable parin ang suot ko kahit lalabas ako ng bansa. Maaring may mga taong humahanap parin ng butas sa pamilya namin. "I'll try to convince Dad to extend your trip. Baka pwedeng hindi ka naman kasama sa event. I'll update you if it's really important. Paniguradong isang charity ball lang yun para mapabango yung pangalan nya. I heard from Mom that Dad is planning to run for a position in the Senate," Kuya said as soon as we started driving out of the village. Oh crap. Hindi na sya nakuntento sa firm
"If you can endure not talking to me, I'm cool with that. But I apologize in advance if I will bug you any chance I get." He left me speechless as he steps out of the elevator. Those were his words last night before I had my dose of melatonin. How can he be so confident in saying shits like that when he's in a relationship. His way of handling relationships is a pain in the butt. Doesn't that guy know the word loyalty or faithfulness? " We will look around the city. Gusto mo bang pumunta sa shopping center nila?" tanong ni Dave nang makalabas kami ng hotel. The weather here in Bahrain just like in the Philippines. Humid. "Let's just look around. Bukas na tayo pumunta sa shoppping center nila. I want to see the beauty of this country even in the suburbs," I answered as I fix my sunglasses. We decided to visit the National Museum. It's in Manama. It's convenient because the National Theater is also within the area. "The game starts at 6:00pm. Mag didinner na ba muna tayo or after na
My relationship with Dwight didn’t get any better after our talk. Emotions got the best of me when we last talked. At this point, I don’t even know if we really have a relationship.He’s busy training with the national team while I’m at my dad’s office. It’s just a few days before the election, so our security is at its max. Our house security system has been upgraded. More bodyguards are deployed.“Caily, you should ask your manager to reschedule all your shoots to a week after the election. It’s your dad and aunt’s request,” Mom said when she sat beside me. My schedule has already been pushed far too long. If I do what I was asked, I might lose a few contracts in these coming years.“Mom, I hope they will understand me. I’ve pushed the shoots far too long. I might lose my contracts next year, or worse, they might sue me.” I fidgeted with my phone. Mom sighed beside me. Modeling is becoming my full-time job, and I know my mom has something to say about it because she did modeling as
“Dwight?” He was horrified when he saw me in the lift, but he tried to hide it.“Sav,” matipid n’yang bati. By the sound of it, I already know what’s up. This is not the proper way to handle the situation, keeping in mind that our relationship is not public. Bumaba ang mata ko sa bitbit nya. He held a bouquet of red roses and a Starbucks paper bag. Breakfast for Sam, I guess?The elevator ride was awkward. We couldn’t talk much because there were other people on the lift. Nang tumigil ang elevator sa fifth floor ay tinignan ko muna s’ya bago lumabas. He better explain why he’s been avoiding me these past few days.The sound of my stilettos against tiled flooring was eerie. It is straight out of a movie, if I must say. There is so much tension and anticipation.I hate to admit it, but seeing Dwight holding a bouquet of flowers pains me. He was busy with Sam while I desperately waited for his texts or calls. He even partied out with Eli and didn’t bother to inform me.Bumalik sakin ang
“Alam ko na kung bakit umuwi ang jowa mo!” sigaw ni Brithey. She showed me her phone. It was a news article with Samantha as the headline. It turns out that Samantha and her family got involved in a car accident. Bigla akong kinabahan para kay Samantha. Is she okay? Gaano kalala ang injuries n’ya? Kamusta naman ang pamilya n’ya?I grabbed Brithey’s phone to read the article. The Chen Family was involved in a car accident in Cebu City. Is it a coincidence? We were also in Cebu when we got ambushed. Samantha was with their driver, her dad, her mom, and her younger sister. It was ruled as an accident because of the heavy rain. Agad naman silang naisugod sa malapit na ospital. I doubt that it is an accident. There is something fishy going on in Cebu. “Minor injuries lang naman siguro ‘yun,” Brithey commented. “It’s nothing compared to what happened to you.” I was pissed at what she said. Oo, aminado ako hindi maganda ang relasyon namin ni Samantha but to say that is unacceptable.“Kahi
“It’s been a while, love” Tumayo ang mga balahibo ko ng maramdaman ko ang mainit n'yang hiningi sa likod ng tenga. It sends shivers to my spine. I looked at Isaac. He was stunned."Hey," malumanay kong bati sa kanya. He's wearing a black polo shirt and khaki pants. How can someone look so good in such simple clothes?I almost lost my breath when he leaned over to kiss my forehead. Damn!“Hey,”malambing n’yang bati pabalit at umupo sa tabi ko. Nararamdaman ko ang titig ni Isaac sa’min. They already knew each other so introduction will be stupid.“How have you been, bro?” Dwight casually asked as he placed his hands on my thigh. Wala akong magawa kung hindi ngumiti na lang ng hilaw. Someone’s getting teritorial.“Thanks for asking. I’ve been busy establishing businesses after we graduated from college. What about you?” Isaac answered before drinking one of his shots.“I’ve been busy with training. It’s only just now that we got our vacation. When I found out my girl flew to Thailand for
I flew to Thailand as planned. Maayos naman na ang lagay ni Bella. It was a miracle that the baby survived. Kuya offered Bella to stay in his house but Bella refuses. Bella reasoned out that it is too dangerous for her to be around kuya after the incident. Kuya Jerome is still investigating. Hindi namin alam kung kami ba ang dahilan kung bakit nangyari yun kay Bella o may sarili silang alitan ng mga armadong lalake. “Caily, we will be staying for 2 days and 3 nights. Tanghali ang dating natin ng Thailand. Your first day is your free day. If you want to explore the city, we can do that. Then, the next days will be filled with shoots. Bali 3 layouts per day tayo. Sa huling araw natin naman, we will have dinner with the CEO.” Sumandal na lang ako sa upuan ko at pumikit. Pinapakinggan ko pa lang ang mga sinasabi ni Brithey pagod na ako.Thailand is not that different from the Philippines that’s why I’m not that interested in exploring the country. Plano kong magpahinga lang ngayong araw
“Baby, you should get some sleep na. Don’t worry about mommy. I will sleep once your Kuya is asleep,” mom said after putting me to bed.It’s Kuya’s Midterm Exam tomorrow. I know to myself that both of them will stay up all night. Leading up to his exams, Kuya always becomes erratic, so mom is scared to leave him alone. “But Kuya won’t be sleeping tonight since his exam is tomorrow,” I said as I tucked myself into bed. Mom was smiling at me while leaning on the door.“Very observant of you, my little princess.” She walked towards me, turned off the side lamp, and kissed my forehead.“Good night, my princess.” She walked away and closed the door.I slept that night assured that everything would be fine the following day, but it was far from the reality I faced the next morning. A loud banging awakened me, not on my door but perhaps in the room beside me, my brother’s room. I went out of bed to check on what was happening. It was my mom knocking non-stop on kuya’s door.“What’s happeni
It’s been weeks since I last saw my brother as well as Dwight. Kuya was true to his words, he didn’t do anything to Dwight. Well, anything physical I guess? It’s not unbeknownst to me that my brother has a sharp tongue.“Caily, I just got an email from an international brand. They are asking if you can fly to Thailand to discuss a potential contract with them,” Brithey said. Kasalukuyan kaming nasa Cebu para sa isang shot. We did five layouts today and it’s all by the beach. Inabutan ako ni Brithey ng tuwalya para takpan ang katawan ko.We shot a magazine cover. The main theme is about standing out so I wore a latex dress accessorized with chunky jewelry.“Kailan naman yan?”tanong ko habang tinatanggal ang suot na alahas.“The day after tomorrow,”tipid n’yang sagot habang nakatutok sa iPad. Tinignan ko ang relo ko. It’s already 5:30 pm. “Uuwi na rin ba tayo ngayon o bukas na ng umaga?” Hindi ako sigurado kung kakayanin ko pang bumiyahe pauwi ng Laguna matapos ang trabaho ko ngayong a
Ever since my early childhood I’m always the type of kid who will just stare around and instantly comprehend what’s going on in my surroundings. Some adults deemed me as mature but the reason that I’m quick to pick up on what’s happening in the surrounding is because in our house we rarely speak to one another. As I grew older, I realized that I’m not that aware anymore of what’s happening around me. It’s like I’ve dived into the abyss.“Are you alright, ate?” I was brought back to my senses when Eli gently racked my body. I looked at him. I can’t figure out his look. Is he apologetic or worried? I didn’t speak. Brithey just looked at me and Eli as if she was trying to grasp what’s happening. I stared at Eli for a few minutes before my phone rang. It was Erica calling. Eli took my phone and answered it. Lumakad s’ya papunta sa may kitchen. Akala ko ba okay na ako? Akala ko tanggap ko na ang katotohanan? Napahawak ako sa noo ko. That’s bullsh*t! I’ll never be alright with it! I neve
I was still shocked from what went down during our lunch. Malapit na bang mamatay si dad? Why on earth is he suddenly sweet and understanding?“Sapphire, I’m talking to you.” I was caught off-guard when dad uttered my name. “Po?” tanong ko dito dahil sa tingin ko mali ang narinig ko kanina.“I’m asking you when you are free. Balak ko kasing pumunta tayo sa ibang bansa bilang pamilya. That’s my graduation gift for you. So when are you free?” paliwanag ni dad.Ibinaba ko ang kubyertos na hawak ko at sandaling inalala ang schedule ko. If my memory serves right, I’ll be free after a month.“I’m not sure if I remember it correctly but I’m free by next month, I guess? I’ll confirm it tomorrow after talking to my manager.” Dad nodded and continued his meal.I swear that was the first time that he acknowledged me. If I only know that this is how I can gain his acknowledgement I should have studied way earlier. Wala sa sarili akong naglakad papasok ng lobby nang bigla akong tawagin ng recept