part 1

The black lingerie that was originally in the closet, I took after cleaning the body in the bathroom. The smell of soap residue so thick, a mixture of sandalwood and rose flowers so attached. Both my eyes looked at the lingerie in front of me; then I decided to wear it exactly at 21:00. I don't intend to leave the room after this anyway because the day has been full of activities, and tonight, I intend to go to bed early. 

Yes, all the lingerie fit me well. But the black color looks better and makes my skin look even fairer. I quickly put on the thigh-length outfit. 

I stood in front of the mirror with a clear gaze, staring at the reflection that looked very beautiful in front. I'm tall, with jet-black curls and smooth white skin, although there are stretch marks on my thighs, but for women, it doesn't matter because it's normal.

But with the beauty I had, I hadn't been able to make my husband Gavin melt. He was always rude to me. Gavin and I had been married for almost a year, but he always treated me rudely.

I looked at the door, still closed as before. Maybe tonight Gavin would come home late as usual.

The water on my face turned sad at the thought of the fact that tonight would pass in vain. Okay, I'm okay. Everything will be fine. Even tonight will probably be the same as the previous night; you don't have to be sad. I tried to strengthen myself. 

Fifteen minutes passed; I turned off the light and decided to sleep on the bed after the room lights were turned off. The 7X9 room was completely dark, apart from a little light source from the window vent.

But not long after that, I heard the sound of the bedroom door being opened. I opened my eyes, thinking Gavin- my husband- had come home. And sure enough, I saw a male figure approach the bed and start sitting next to me.

His breathing sounded so calm, but I smelled a slight odor of alcohol that made me understand the new fact that my husband was like most men, who occasionally spent time drinking.

Those burly hands slowly rubbed my slender legs. I was surprised, but I enjoyed the gentle strokes that the hand made. Slowly, the strokes began to increase until I felt that the fingers were starting to touch my sensitive areas.

"Ah...," I sighed.

The hand began to remove my underwear, and the fingers started to play down there and try to break through while I was busy holding back sighs and occasionally biting my lower lip to feel the pleasure I was feeling.

Shortly after that, the burly hands grabbed my lingerie and took it off until I wasn't wearing a single thread of clothing. Then I began to feel his body on top of me, and his hands made movements, exploring every curve of my body. Instantly, I sighed again as Gavin played with my bulge. He crushed my lips, and I returned the lick. I felt Gavin's tongue explore my entire mouth and absent every tooth in it. 

As he continued to crush my lips, Gavin was trying to join himself to mine quite roughly. 

"Ah, don't be too rough," I whispered when I started to feel something breaking through what was originally fenced below. 

"Ehm," Gavin seemed to agree and treated me even more gently. 

Tonight, I felt different. I was so happy, and I was trying to merge myself with Gavin, who was attempting to integrate himself with me. The gentle touches on Gavin's body seemed to pull me out of the darkness I had been feeling. Had my husband changed? Or was He being gentle just because he was drunk? I hurriedly shook my head away from every question that plagued my mind, and I let myself fall into my husband tonight.

I was blending in warmly, holding him quietly and listening to his heavy breathing. I liked this kind of husband; I really enjoyed it all.

 

"Slow down," I whispered again. 

"I'm trying," Gavin replied in a whisper. 

I sensed a difference in the tone of the whisper, but I ignored it because I was preoccupied with Gavin's attempts to break through my wall.

For a moment, I felt Gavin move his body back, and again, the man's hand wandered underneath, combing the soft grass with his fingers and restarting the union for the second time. I understood maybe the initial one had failed, but now I was helping Gavin into mine even though it hurt at the bottom.

My tears flowed freely as Gavin successfully merged with my body. I felt Gavin's hands rubbing my face tenderly, kissing all over my face, leaving little traces on my neck. 

"It's going to be okay," Gavin whispered again.

I found the night so calm and comforting. After the union performed by Gavin had been completed, the man lay down beside me, and I immediately pressed my body together, spending the night cuddling. I felt how warm the embrace I got was. 

"Thank you, yes, for tonight. You made me feel special, and I feel loved by you. Thank you so much for coming to me tonight," I whispered.

Yes, in all the years I've been married to Gavin, he's never treated me well, but tonight was different; I was sure that Gavin had changed and was trying to love me.

Gavin's fingers gently stroked my hair while I buried my face in his chest. Our breath seemed to merge. I've never felt this warm before, but tonight, it seemed like I could sleep peacefully under Gavin's embrace.

"I hope tomorrow you don't have to change like before. I like this side of you. I feel at home and calm in your arms like this. My troubles just seemed to disappear tonight. The wind seemed to blow away every bad thought I had, so don't change and leave again. I'll do anything for you, anything at all. As long as you remain on the other side, that is not shown to others, and only me," I said with tears in my eyes, feeling happy when Gavin treated me gently.

I felt Gavin's head nodding. I smiled in the dark, and my hands began to wrap around Gavin's neck. I paused for a while, feeling the man's neck. I reached back again because there was something I thought was missing.

"You... where's that necklace you used to wear?" I asked, confused.

"Go to sleep, honey," Gavin said softly. 

I fell silent. I felt very strange about the absence of the necklace around Gavin's neck because I knew that the necklace was very precious to my husband, so Gavin never took it off, even for a moment. 

"No, this is something strange. Why isn't Gavin wearing that necklace? Besides, I feel a different breath."

As my heart pounded, I froze with my gaze fixed on the ceiling of my room.