AMANDA’s POV…"Amanda, hold on!" He called after me as I rushed away from him. I ran into the room, locking the door behind me as I closed my eyes.Eva? Of all people, it had to be Eva. I held my hair up. After the day I found out the secret that had been kept about me, I had decided to forgive him.Deep down, it still hurt me to know that my whole essence of existing had been kept away from me for so long, but I had decided to let it be; my parents had asked him to do it after all, and I was sure they had done it for the best.After that day, after I’d made him promise that he would always be there to protect me, we never saw each other. I had been away from him for so long, and it was breaking me. I didn’t know why, but being away from Jason was hurting me so much, and it hurt me to know that the person who was making me feel this way didn’t even feel the same way I did about him.I ran my fingers through my hair as tears streamed down my cheeks. Why was I feeling so attracted to hi
He turned to me. "You probably think I am a jerk, a bad guy, and an insensitive soul, don’t you?" He asked, and I moved back as he started to move closer to me."Why do I need to think about it when that’s what you are?" I asked him as tears started to well up in my eyes. "Don’t you feel guilty? Don’t you have a conscience? Doesn’t it ever hurt you when you do these things, especially to children?" I asked him, and he ran his fingers through his hair."You haven’t seen life from my end, Amanda. This is the main reason they wanted the secret about you being a wolf kept from you the entire time." He said it with a light smirk as he turned away from me, and I stared at him, confused."What do you mean?" I asked him as I stared at him, but all he did was chuckle."You’ve lived your whole life as a human, and as such, you think life is very easy; you think no one is bad, and that’s why you feel whatever I do is not sensitive, but let me tell you one thing, Amanda. The day you come to know
"Amanda?" He called out as he slowly wrapped his hands around her. "What’s wrong?" He asked her as she continued to cry."Tristan!" She called again as she continued to cry even more. He sighed as he put his hands around her."Come with me; you need to rest." He told her as he led her to the room she shared with Jason.He placed her on the bed while she continued to cry, and he quickly poured out a glass of water for her. "Here you go, Amanda. What’s wrong with you?" He asked her.She sighed, raising her head to him with tears in her eyes, and he could see that her eyes had already gotten swollen due to the tears in them. She opened her mouth to speak, but no words left them as all she continued to do was cry. She gasped as she turned away from Tristan, who was trying to be of help to her."I can’t believe this; I really can't. I just can’t believe this." She said this in tears as she buried her face in the pillow on the bed, crying even more as she yelled at the top of her lungs.Why
"Talk to me, Amanda. What do you mean by that?" He asked her as he held on to her hand, stopping her from leaving."What are you doing? Let go of me. Go be with Eva; she’s prettier and more sensible after all." She said, and he smirked as he pulled her closer to himself, turning her as he pinned her back right against the wall. "Leave me!" She told him as she struggled to get away from him, and he smirked."You’re jealous, aren’t you?" He asked her, and she looked away from him in anger."And why would I be? I have Tristan here, don’t I? He’s better than you could ever be, so why would I ever be jealous of you and Eva?" She asked him, and he chuckled as he turned her to look him right in the eye."Then why do I feel otherwise? You’re not looking into my eye, Amanda. Look into my eye and say it to me; tell me you’re not jealous and that Tristan is better than me. Don’t look away from me; say it while looking into my eyes." He told her as he pinned her hands to the wall, and she continu
AMANDA’s POV…My heart was racing; I could not feel any other part of my body as he slowly moved his hands around me, pinning me to the bed. "It is you that I want, Amanda." He told me, and I closed my eyes.What was wrong with me? At that moment, I could not even think straight, as the only thing on my mind was what he was doing to me. "Stop this, Jason. Please stop this." I told him as I gulped, trying to get away from him, but then he sealed my lips with his, and my eyes widened in shock.He slowly withdrew his lips from mine. "It doesn’t matter what you think, Amanda. You’re mine, and you’ll always be mine." He told me, and I could feel it; it felt like my heart was going to pop right out of my chest at any moment.He pressed his chest against mine, and damn, that muscular chest of his felt so freaking good anytime he had it pressed against me. I closed my eyes as he buried his face in my neck, slowly licking it as I swallowed."Only I have this effect on you, Amanda. There is no
It felt like every single part of my body had stopped functioning; it felt like I was a patient who had just suffered a stroke, and I didn’t understand any more; I just didn’t. I stared at him, shocked, as he ran off with Eva, and I held on to my chest. What was I thinking? What came over me when I let him put his hands around me?I swallowed in shame as I turned away, tears streaming down my cheeks. I had made a complete fool of myself, a complete mockery.I was still in tears after I locked the door behind me when suddenly there was a knock on the door. "Just go away; I don’t want to speak to anybody." I said this in tears as I closed my eyes tightly."Amanda, it’s me, Tristan. Open the door for me at least, please." He told me as he continued to knock on the door.I shook my head. With who Tristan had come to be, one thing was certain: he was certainly going to indirectly rub it in my face because he had warned me. Why didn’t I listen to Tristan? Why did I let myself fall for someon
After hearing those words from him, I stood there, unable to walk. I stared at him, right into his eyes, and what I was looking for, I didn’t even know."You’re joking, aren’t you? This is a joke for you, Jason. Isn’t it?" I asked him as I pushed him away, and he dragged me back to himself as he stared at me."Do you really think I would lie about something as serious as this? Do you really think I would joke about love? Seriously, Amanda? Is that what you think after all the time you've known me and we’ve spent together?" He asked me, and I walked to the mirror as I placed my hand on it, tetras streaming down my cheeks."I don’t know, Jason. I really don’t. I thought I knew you, but it turns out I don’t. I actually don’t know you." I told him, and he came to me, holding on to my shoulders as he stared right into my eyes."What do you even mean by that, Amanda? I just told you I loved you, and I know you love me too, so what’s the need for all this? I…" I scoffed at hearing him speak,
As I slowly opened my eyes, I could feel my head pounding. Where was I? Why was I so weak? I tried to recall how I’d landed here, but I just couldn’t seem to recall a single thing.I swallowed when I suddenly heard a voice. "She’s awake now." The voice said something, and I immediately recognized it as being Tristan’s.Considering the fact that my head was aching pretty badly, I couldn’t see properly, at least at first, and it hurt a lot. The whole place looked blurred, but one thing was certain: I wasn’t in my room. The smell of this room was different, and the bed didn’t feel like the one in the room I shared with Jason.I felt a cup on my lips, and the moment I finished drinking the water, I opened my eyes, and there I saw Tristan staring at me. "What happened to me?" I managed to ask him as I slowly got off the bed while he helped me sit up right.He sighed, "I found you lying on the floor outside your room. I don’t know what happened to you, but clearly, you’d been attacked." He