JASON’s POV..I stood there, unable to move. How could I? She had found out the truth; everything was out already. She was there; her bones were turning; she was howling in pain, and I just couldn’t stand it.At that moment, I heard a voice beside me. "She is a sadiopher; it doesn’t matter how hard she tries, her curiosity will never die."It was a feminine voice, and the moment I heard it, I turned to see Eva, Alpha Stanley’s maid. "What are you doing here?" I managed to speak.She smiled and said, "It is done, Alpha." You have nothing to hide again, and now you can live as a free man. You don’t have to be bothered that you’re hiding the truth from her anymore. You’re now the alpha; focus on that. I am here to help you with your duties." She told me, and I moved away from her.At the moment, the only thing on my mind was Amanda and how she was feeling. What would she do to herself after this? She was not human, but she had grown up among them. She had gotten used to their way of life
Confused, I pulled her away from me. "I don’t understand, Amanda. Please tell me; it all doesn’t seem to make sense to me." I told her as I stared at her, while she had a little smile on her face that seemed to please me."It’s true; I feel bad that my existence was a lie, but you know, while I slept, she came to me." She said it with a pained smile on her face.She turned to me, smiling slightly, and I still couldn’t place my hands on what was going on. Was she happy, sad, or what? It all seemed like she was ambivalent at this point, and it scared me. Was she going mad?"I don’t understand, Amanda. Tell me, what’s going on with you?" I asked her as I cupped her face in my hands, and her little face felt so cold that it sent shivers down my spine.She smiled and said, "You only did this to protect me. Mother told me this; she told me everything. You don’t have to worry. I’m so sorry that I got you that worried the whole night. I never meant for it to happen, but I had to come to terms
AMANDA’s POV…"Amanda, hold on!" He called after me as I rushed away from him. I ran into the room, locking the door behind me as I closed my eyes.Eva? Of all people, it had to be Eva. I held my hair up. After the day I found out the secret that had been kept about me, I had decided to forgive him.Deep down, it still hurt me to know that my whole essence of existing had been kept away from me for so long, but I had decided to let it be; my parents had asked him to do it after all, and I was sure they had done it for the best.After that day, after I’d made him promise that he would always be there to protect me, we never saw each other. I had been away from him for so long, and it was breaking me. I didn’t know why, but being away from Jason was hurting me so much, and it hurt me to know that the person who was making me feel this way didn’t even feel the same way I did about him.I ran my fingers through my hair as tears streamed down my cheeks. Why was I feeling so attracted to hi
He turned to me. "You probably think I am a jerk, a bad guy, and an insensitive soul, don’t you?" He asked, and I moved back as he started to move closer to me."Why do I need to think about it when that’s what you are?" I asked him as tears started to well up in my eyes. "Don’t you feel guilty? Don’t you have a conscience? Doesn’t it ever hurt you when you do these things, especially to children?" I asked him, and he ran his fingers through his hair."You haven’t seen life from my end, Amanda. This is the main reason they wanted the secret about you being a wolf kept from you the entire time." He said it with a light smirk as he turned away from me, and I stared at him, confused."What do you mean?" I asked him as I stared at him, but all he did was chuckle."You’ve lived your whole life as a human, and as such, you think life is very easy; you think no one is bad, and that’s why you feel whatever I do is not sensitive, but let me tell you one thing, Amanda. The day you come to know
"Amanda?" He called out as he slowly wrapped his hands around her. "What’s wrong?" He asked her as she continued to cry."Tristan!" She called again as she continued to cry even more. He sighed as he put his hands around her."Come with me; you need to rest." He told her as he led her to the room she shared with Jason.He placed her on the bed while she continued to cry, and he quickly poured out a glass of water for her. "Here you go, Amanda. What’s wrong with you?" He asked her.She sighed, raising her head to him with tears in her eyes, and he could see that her eyes had already gotten swollen due to the tears in them. She opened her mouth to speak, but no words left them as all she continued to do was cry. She gasped as she turned away from Tristan, who was trying to be of help to her."I can’t believe this; I really can't. I just can’t believe this." She said this in tears as she buried her face in the pillow on the bed, crying even more as she yelled at the top of her lungs.Why
"Talk to me, Amanda. What do you mean by that?" He asked her as he held on to her hand, stopping her from leaving."What are you doing? Let go of me. Go be with Eva; she’s prettier and more sensible after all." She said, and he smirked as he pulled her closer to himself, turning her as he pinned her back right against the wall. "Leave me!" She told him as she struggled to get away from him, and he smirked."You’re jealous, aren’t you?" He asked her, and she looked away from him in anger."And why would I be? I have Tristan here, don’t I? He’s better than you could ever be, so why would I ever be jealous of you and Eva?" She asked him, and he chuckled as he turned her to look him right in the eye."Then why do I feel otherwise? You’re not looking into my eye, Amanda. Look into my eye and say it to me; tell me you’re not jealous and that Tristan is better than me. Don’t look away from me; say it while looking into my eyes." He told her as he pinned her hands to the wall, and she continu
AMANDA’s POV…My heart was racing; I could not feel any other part of my body as he slowly moved his hands around me, pinning me to the bed. "It is you that I want, Amanda." He told me, and I closed my eyes.What was wrong with me? At that moment, I could not even think straight, as the only thing on my mind was what he was doing to me. "Stop this, Jason. Please stop this." I told him as I gulped, trying to get away from him, but then he sealed my lips with his, and my eyes widened in shock.He slowly withdrew his lips from mine. "It doesn’t matter what you think, Amanda. You’re mine, and you’ll always be mine." He told me, and I could feel it; it felt like my heart was going to pop right out of my chest at any moment.He pressed his chest against mine, and damn, that muscular chest of his felt so freaking good anytime he had it pressed against me. I closed my eyes as he buried his face in my neck, slowly licking it as I swallowed."Only I have this effect on you, Amanda. There is no
It felt like every single part of my body had stopped functioning; it felt like I was a patient who had just suffered a stroke, and I didn’t understand any more; I just didn’t. I stared at him, shocked, as he ran off with Eva, and I held on to my chest. What was I thinking? What came over me when I let him put his hands around me?I swallowed in shame as I turned away, tears streaming down my cheeks. I had made a complete fool of myself, a complete mockery.I was still in tears after I locked the door behind me when suddenly there was a knock on the door. "Just go away; I don’t want to speak to anybody." I said this in tears as I closed my eyes tightly."Amanda, it’s me, Tristan. Open the door for me at least, please." He told me as he continued to knock on the door.I shook my head. With who Tristan had come to be, one thing was certain: he was certainly going to indirectly rub it in my face because he had warned me. Why didn’t I listen to Tristan? Why did I let myself fall for someon