JASON’s POV..I stood there, unable to move. How could I? She had found out the truth; everything was out already. She was there; her bones were turning; she was howling in pain, and I just couldn’t stand it.At that moment, I heard a voice beside me. "She is a sadiopher; it doesn’t matter how hard she tries, her curiosity will never die."It was a feminine voice, and the moment I heard it, I turned to see Eva, Alpha Stanley’s maid. "What are you doing here?" I managed to speak.She smiled and said, "It is done, Alpha." You have nothing to hide again, and now you can live as a free man. You don’t have to be bothered that you’re hiding the truth from her anymore. You’re now the alpha; focus on that. I am here to help you with your duties." She told me, and I moved away from her.At the moment, the only thing on my mind was Amanda and how she was feeling. What would she do to herself after this? She was not human, but she had grown up among them. She had gotten used to their way of life
Confused, I pulled her away from me. "I don’t understand, Amanda. Please tell me; it all doesn’t seem to make sense to me." I told her as I stared at her, while she had a little smile on her face that seemed to please me."It’s true; I feel bad that my existence was a lie, but you know, while I slept, she came to me." She said it with a pained smile on her face.She turned to me, smiling slightly, and I still couldn’t place my hands on what was going on. Was she happy, sad, or what? It all seemed like she was ambivalent at this point, and it scared me. Was she going mad?"I don’t understand, Amanda. Tell me, what’s going on with you?" I asked her as I cupped her face in my hands, and her little face felt so cold that it sent shivers down my spine.She smiled and said, "You only did this to protect me. Mother told me this; she told me everything. You don’t have to worry. I’m so sorry that I got you that worried the whole night. I never meant for it to happen, but I had to come to terms
AMANDA’s POV…"Amanda, hold on!" He called after me as I rushed away from him. I ran into the room, locking the door behind me as I closed my eyes.Eva? Of all people, it had to be Eva. I held my hair up. After the day I found out the secret that had been kept about me, I had decided to forgive him.Deep down, it still hurt me to know that my whole essence of existing had been kept away from me for so long, but I had decided to let it be; my parents had asked him to do it after all, and I was sure they had done it for the best.After that day, after I’d made him promise that he would always be there to protect me, we never saw each other. I had been away from him for so long, and it was breaking me. I didn’t know why, but being away from Jason was hurting me so much, and it hurt me to know that the person who was making me feel this way didn’t even feel the same way I did about him.I ran my fingers through my hair as tears streamed down my cheeks. Why was I feeling so attracted to hi
He turned to me. "You probably think I am a jerk, a bad guy, and an insensitive soul, don’t you?" He asked, and I moved back as he started to move closer to me."Why do I need to think about it when that’s what you are?" I asked him as tears started to well up in my eyes. "Don’t you feel guilty? Don’t you have a conscience? Doesn’t it ever hurt you when you do these things, especially to children?" I asked him, and he ran his fingers through his hair."You haven’t seen life from my end, Amanda. This is the main reason they wanted the secret about you being a wolf kept from you the entire time." He said it with a light smirk as he turned away from me, and I stared at him, confused."What do you mean?" I asked him as I stared at him, but all he did was chuckle."You’ve lived your whole life as a human, and as such, you think life is very easy; you think no one is bad, and that’s why you feel whatever I do is not sensitive, but let me tell you one thing, Amanda. The day you come to know
"Amanda?" He called out as he slowly wrapped his hands around her. "What’s wrong?" He asked her as she continued to cry."Tristan!" She called again as she continued to cry even more. He sighed as he put his hands around her."Come with me; you need to rest." He told her as he led her to the room she shared with Jason.He placed her on the bed while she continued to cry, and he quickly poured out a glass of water for her. "Here you go, Amanda. What’s wrong with you?" He asked her.She sighed, raising her head to him with tears in her eyes, and he could see that her eyes had already gotten swollen due to the tears in them. She opened her mouth to speak, but no words left them as all she continued to do was cry. She gasped as she turned away from Tristan, who was trying to be of help to her."I can’t believe this; I really can't. I just can’t believe this." She said this in tears as she buried her face in the pillow on the bed, crying even more as she yelled at the top of her lungs.Why
"Talk to me, Amanda. What do you mean by that?" He asked her as he held on to her hand, stopping her from leaving."What are you doing? Let go of me. Go be with Eva; she’s prettier and more sensible after all." She said, and he smirked as he pulled her closer to himself, turning her as he pinned her back right against the wall. "Leave me!" She told him as she struggled to get away from him, and he smirked."You’re jealous, aren’t you?" He asked her, and she looked away from him in anger."And why would I be? I have Tristan here, don’t I? He’s better than you could ever be, so why would I ever be jealous of you and Eva?" She asked him, and he chuckled as he turned her to look him right in the eye."Then why do I feel otherwise? You’re not looking into my eye, Amanda. Look into my eye and say it to me; tell me you’re not jealous and that Tristan is better than me. Don’t look away from me; say it while looking into my eyes." He told her as he pinned her hands to the wall, and she continu
AMANDA’s POV…My heart was racing; I could not feel any other part of my body as he slowly moved his hands around me, pinning me to the bed. "It is you that I want, Amanda." He told me, and I closed my eyes.What was wrong with me? At that moment, I could not even think straight, as the only thing on my mind was what he was doing to me. "Stop this, Jason. Please stop this." I told him as I gulped, trying to get away from him, but then he sealed my lips with his, and my eyes widened in shock.He slowly withdrew his lips from mine. "It doesn’t matter what you think, Amanda. You’re mine, and you’ll always be mine." He told me, and I could feel it; it felt like my heart was going to pop right out of my chest at any moment.He pressed his chest against mine, and damn, that muscular chest of his felt so freaking good anytime he had it pressed against me. I closed my eyes as he buried his face in my neck, slowly licking it as I swallowed."Only I have this effect on you, Amanda. There is no
It felt like every single part of my body had stopped functioning; it felt like I was a patient who had just suffered a stroke, and I didn’t understand any more; I just didn’t. I stared at him, shocked, as he ran off with Eva, and I held on to my chest. What was I thinking? What came over me when I let him put his hands around me?I swallowed in shame as I turned away, tears streaming down my cheeks. I had made a complete fool of myself, a complete mockery.I was still in tears after I locked the door behind me when suddenly there was a knock on the door. "Just go away; I don’t want to speak to anybody." I said this in tears as I closed my eyes tightly."Amanda, it’s me, Tristan. Open the door for me at least, please." He told me as he continued to knock on the door.I shook my head. With who Tristan had come to be, one thing was certain: he was certainly going to indirectly rub it in my face because he had warned me. Why didn’t I listen to Tristan? Why did I let myself fall for someon
THIRD PARTY'S POV..."Amanda!" She called, and with tears in her eyes, she hurriedly hugged Amanda. "I’m so sorry, Amanda. I wish I hadn’t done that to you. Please forgive me, Amanda. I’m so sorry." She said this as tears streamed down her cheeks.Amanda put her hands around her friend as she closed her eyes. "It’s fine, Brittany. Everything is going to be fine. Just take a deep breath. I’m here; don’t worry." She said that, and Brittany pulled out of the hug as she welcomed her inside the house."I’ll just wait outside; it seems this is woman talk." Jason said, and Amanda nodded.Amanda wiped her tears as she nodded, walking into the house alongside Brittany."Can I get you something to drink?" Brittany asked as she stared at Amanda."No, it’s fine. I’m fine." She said, and Brittany fell to her knees in front of Amanda as she burst into even more tears."I was your friend; I was like a sister to you, yet I went ahead to do something as despicable as steal your boyfriend. Can you ever
I sighed as I sat in front of all the women. I couldn’t even concentrate as my mind wasn’t even focused on whatever the hell they were saying.I signed as I slowly rubbed my forehead. The whole place seemed blurred, and I was feeling extremely dizzy."Luna Amanda, what do you think about this?" She asked me, and I turned to her as I smiled slightly."It’s a good idea; I like it." I lied as I held my head up.Oh geez, I really hoped whatever I had just agreed to wasn’t going to cost me a lot. What was I even thinking when I agreed to be at this meeting when I knew I hadn’t been doing well in the last few days?"Amanda, you’ve not been doing well; come with me; we have to go see the doctor." He had told me earlier, after I had just come out of the bathroom after throwing up.I wished I had just listened to him because now I was actually regretting my decision not to see the doctor. I swallowed hard as I got up. "How about this? I’m not feeling too well right now, and as such, I can’t r
"I love you too, Amanda." He told me, and I smiled.I tucked my hair behind my ear. Getting admitted, being brought to the hospital, getting proposed to in front of my ex, in front of some staff—this was a dream come true.I knew it was very strange; I knew everyone would think I was the weirdest person in the world to have dreamt of a proposal like this, but this was how I wanted it; it was how I wanted my proposal.He moved closer to me as he cupped my face slightly, pressing his lips against mine while wrapping his hands around my waist, and in less than a second, we were kissing.This had to be the best day of my life..DAYS LATER…..Jason turned to me as he nodded his head as a way of encouraging me. I smiled as I turned to the rest of the pack, continuing my speech. "I, Amanda Wilson, promise to forever do what makes this pack happy. I promise that with whatever decision I make as Luna, I’ll make sure this pack comes first." I told them as tears streamed down my cheeks.Jason p
AMANDA’s POV…."You have to die!"As I moved around on the bed, holding on to my clothes, those words kept ringing in my head. How their blood had splattered on my face after I sent the sword through them kept coming back to mind, and I jumped out of bed immediately."Madam, you’re finally awake. How are you doing?" The woman who was dressed as a nurse asked me, and I stared at her, confused.I stared at my hand; I was connected to an IV drip, and with the way the place smelled, I knew I wasn’t at the pack house. "Where am I?" I asked as I looked around, and the nurse came to me as she placed her hand on me, pouring out a glass of water for me as she handed it over to me."You’re at Saint George Hospital." She told me, and at that moment, I realized I was in the human world.I nodded as I looked around, holding on to my head. My head was aching badly, and as I looked around, I sighed. "And Jason? Where is Jason?" I asked her."The man who had brought you here? Actually, he went out to
JASON’s POV….I knew Amanda was worried, but one thing was certain: I had to avenge the child’s death. Amanda wanted this, and until I granted this one request of hers, which happened to be the same as mine, I didn’t think I could rest.I had to admit that leaving my coronation ceremony the very day I got news about Eva and Tristan was a bit extreme, but I had to. They had dared to end the life of my own blood; they had hurt Amanda; and more importantly, they had killed Alpha Stanley.They had tarnished the image we had struggled to build for years, and I would never let it slide. They would have to pay for it, and it had to stand as an example for whoever thought it was okay to just betray the pack that had given them shelter.."Attack!" I yelled as we raided the pack they were now in.They were now in a certain pack that was our secret enemy, and now they were plotting against us. The people here were mostly those who survived the war at the Moon Lovers Pack, and it angered me to s
"Here, I think this is going to suit you well." She told him with a smile on her face as she handed him a crest.He took it as he stared at her, taking her hands as he caressed her hands slowly. "You know, Amanda?" I really admire the fact that despite all that is going on between us, the pack, and the whole Tristan and Eva situation, you’re still supporting me. Not everyone will be willing to support their partner, especially after they’ve lost a child. You’re really brave, Amanda. Thank you." He told her with a smile on his face.She took a deep inhale as she tucked her hair behind her ear, a slight smile on her face. "You know, certain things are not in our control, and us losing our precious child is proof of that." She told him as she turned, and as she turned, he placed her on his laps as he put his hands around her waist.She rested her head on his shoulders as she sighed. "I know you’ve also not recovered, but then, this pack needs you. I know we won’t ever forget about our ch
It felt like I was the most useless person to ever exist. My child was the first child that had ever been given to me in my whole life. I couldn’t save her.The fact that I had been warned ahead of time that the life of my child was in danger and I still couldn’t save her hurt me more than anything else."My baby!" I cried as I held on to my stomach.Was it that easy for the moon goddess to take my child away? Was it that easy for her to let them kill my child like it was nothing to her? With the pain in my stomach, I got off the bed and threw the sheets to the floor in anger."I hate you, Tristan. I hate you!" I yelled as tears streamed down my cheeks.My precious child, my dearest child, had been mercilessly taken away from me. I fell to the ground, my hand still on my stomach, as more tears streamed down my cheeks. Aside from Jason, that child was all I had. She was a dream of mine and Jason's, and she was going to be proof that we really did love each other, but what did the moon
AMANDA’s POV….Fear traveled down my spine as Eva held the knife to my throat. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I stared at Jason, who was not too far from me. I was so close to him, yet he didn’t even know, and sadly, I couldn’t do anything about it, not now at least."I’m not joking here, Amanda. If you actually want to lose your life and that of your child, call out to him. That way, you’ll both die—you and your child." She told me, and tears streamed down my cheeks even more.Not even giving me a chance to react, she started to drag me into the passage, and as she dragged me, I couldn’t even call for help. I swallowed, and before I knew it, she pushed me to the floor, and I hit my head against something.I gasped, and immediately, someone else pinned me down as she tied me. I couldn’t even struggle because she made sure to remind me of what would happen to me if I dared to even call for help.At that moment, sitting there tied up, I didn’t know what to do. Jason was busy trying to
JASON’s POV..,As the man fell to the ground, I turned. I had the urge to turn the whole time I was fighting this man, but I didn’t. Why did it feel like, had I turned earlier, I would have found something?I started to walk to the place where I had not turned earlier when suddenly, that foolish omega, the one who had the audacity to act like a friend when in actual fact, he was a foe, appeared."We meet again, commander." He told me with a smirk on his face, and I clenched my fists as I stared at him."You wouldn’t want to lose your life, Tristan DeVille. Move away, or you’ll never live to see another moment." I told him coldly as I continued to stare at that passage.He chuckled, "Will you kill me like you killed my parents?" He asked me, and I clenched my fists as I stared at him."I wouldn’t; trust me, you’re not deserving enough to die by my sword, so get lost!" I told him as I pushed him away, and just then, he drew me back as he sent a sword through my arm, and my eyes widened