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Determination

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[Micah]

Last night, I thought I was going to lose her again and it almost broke me in two. How silly the two of us were, so blinded by our pride that we almost let our love fall apart. Charlotte is my everything. When she walked away from me into that fog I saw my future flash before my eyes and it was a lonely one.

Lonely because I want her, only her. Even if we sometimes fight, even if our love story is complicated and imperfect, she is the only one I want for the rest of my life. Before I met her, I hadn’t ever experienced love. There was a couple of times where I though I might have found it, but it has never been like this with anyone else. She doesn’t just accept me or forgive me for who I am, she loves me for who I am. She isn’t with me for money or power. She’s just with me because she loves me. I know that if I were to lose it all tomorrow, she’d still be her by my side.

I have seen and done some terrible things in my life. I have a monstrous side, a dangerous part of who
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