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Kai's POV.

"I'm sorry Mr. MacLeod but the test results are out and she is not pregnant." The doctor said sympathetically. I felt a sharp pain as I let out a deep breath. "Maybe you could try with..." I raised my hand sharply, cutting him off. I knew exactly what he wanted to say and didn't want to hear it.

Tracey sighed deeply beside me as the doctor patted her hand gently. We have been going through this same scenario for months now, running all kinds of tests and everything but at the end of the day, it turned out negative. She had said she has been feeling nauseous lately and we had visited the doctor and agreed to run some tests with hope.

"It's alright... I am fine." Tracey said with a shaky voice. She turned around to look at me, holding my gaze. I could feel her pain. I knew she felt guilty about our whole situation, and that is why it was so difficult for her to look into my eyes knowing that we have been let down. For some reason, every single time we went through this, the more I got used to the disappointment.

I forced a smile, not wanting to hurt her feelings. I patted her hand gently as the doctor ushered us out of his office and another couple walked in, the couple recognized me immediately, as they flashed their best smiles but I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone. We were both silent as we walked out, I took the steering while she sat beside me, stoic as always.

"Are you alright?" She asked.

"I'm alright babe." I didn't want to talk about it and I didn't want to hurt her feelings either.

It's been years since Tracey became my Luna yet we haven't been able to boast of any offspring, each time when the council members convened I could hear them whisper amongst themselves about how the pack would crumble if anything should happen to me.

I am even more worried than they are, when tension rose between my pack and any other, I feared for my pack even more, the fact that I just might lose my life in a battle and leave my throne without a successor in line would destroy every single thing that I have struggled to build.

"We could try again next time, I heard the..." Tracey said, cutting off my train of thought. I rubbed my brows together, I felt a migraine coming on.

"It's fine babe, let's just go home," I replied. I knew she was hurting as much as I am and I should be the one comforting her, not the other way around but I was so engrossed in my grief that I just couldn't say anything to her other than simple sentences.

She kept quiet for the rest of the drive back home, staring out the window till we pulled up in front of the house. She stepped out but I didn't, I sat there unable to move, overcome with grief and clutching the steering too tightly that my fingers hurt.

"I would be right back," I said through clenched teeth as I avoided her eyes. Looking into her eyes would hurt even more. "I need to grab a drink." She didn't reply as she stepped away from the car, just enough for me to pull out without hurting her.

As I drove out, I looked in the side mirror to find her still standing there, watching me drive away. I drove to a pub downtown where I knew the people wouldn't recognize me, I didn't need anyone fawning over me, I just needed a drink and some space to get over the disappointment.

I pulled into the park in front of the pub just in time to see a woman jump out of her car, she slammed the door shut angrily as if she just had a really bad day. Her beauty wasn't outstanding but it was just enough to catch my attention, I didn't know why but I felt pulled to her for some odd reason.

I stepped out of my car and followed her, I watched her take a seat at the bar and called out to the bar attendant for a drink as if this wasn't her first time here. She took off her jacket while I just stood there, watching her.

The waiter returned shortly after, and he slid a glass of vodka towards her which she gulped down in the twinkle of an eye. "Wow," I whispered to myself, taken aback. She must have had a very horrible day.

"Another!" She yelled as she slid the glass back to the waiter.

"Just pass us the whole bottle," I said and walked over to the counter while her eyes swept over my body. I smirked, I always had a dazzling effect on women. I walked over to the counter and slipped some dollar bills to the waiter, who grabbed it and stuffed it into his pocket, he slid the bottle towards her and another glass towards me. I pulled out a bar stool and took my seat beside her.

She immediately advised me that I shouldn't be sitting this close to her. I turned around to look at her, amused, no one had ever told me not to sit too close to them before. I assumed she must have a husband or a date around for her to say something like that but she just laughed it off. Even though her laughter didn't reach her eyes, it was nice to listen to her laugh.

All through the scanty conversation, we kept passing the bottle to each other, I was amused as I watched myself share a bottle with a total stranger, and to my surprise, she didn't even recognize me, nobody did in the whole pub, it felt so good to just sit and relax like a normal person.

I heard her phone buzz inside her pocket, she pulled it out and her eyes darted across the screen quickly, she had a blank expression on her face for a while and then she frowned deeply. She stuffed the phone back into her pocket and grabbed the bottle, she took a swing directly from it.

She looked like she needed the bottle so I just gave up on it and ordered another one. Maybe it was the alcohol because I did something I would have never done before, I asked about what had ruined her day so badly for her to be drinking this much. I turned on my stool to face her directly, genuinely interested in what she had to say. When her eyes met mine she just started narrating how her boyfriend has been cheating on her with her best friend and how she caught them on the very day she lost her job. The guy sounded like an asshole especially when she told me he wanted to kick her out of the house.

I listened to her every word with rapt attention, and as I listened to her, I felt refreshed. I didn't say anything until she was done and turned around to look at me expectantly. I could see the disappointment in her eyes, the shame that she had just described her whole life in front of a total stranger.

I made a smug remark about her ex and she didn't seem to have been offended by it, she smiled and I took it as my cue, this time I would prefer to blame it on the alcohol because the next idea that popped into my head was to invite her into the VIP room that I had booked while on my way here. I don't know why I did that but like I said, I would prefer to blame it on the alcohol.

"I had a VIP room reserved before coming here so maybe if you're up for more drinks, you could join me." I blurted out and the moment It came out, I regretted it. I couldn't believe that I had just invited a total stranger into my own space. My body tensed up as I waited for her reply. When she nodded in approval, I let out a deep sigh, I didn't realize that I had been holding my breath.

I led her to my room upstairs, I didn't know what urged me on, maybe it was the alcohol but I felt totally at ease with her by my side. After all, we would only be drinking tonight. As we stepped into the room, I spotted the tequila on the table and smiled, the pub knew just how to entertain its guests.

I heard her slam the door shut and turned around to usher her towards the couch when she pulled me by the collar closer to her, her lips finding mine. Her sudden movement surprised me, I didn't know what to do so I just stood there, shock written all over my face. I wanted to push her away but when her tongue slid into mine, I lost all form of resistance, I wrapped my hands around her waist and pulled her into my arms.

She pulled me towards the bed. I grinned, it was hot to watch a woman take charge. She looked eager to get me in bed. She quickly slipped off her gown, I watched it slide off her shoulders, exposing her bare breasts, such firm, and perky boobs, I thought.

She took my hand and placed it on her breast, she must have thought that I was shy but I wasn't, I was just surprised but I snapped out of it and squeezed both breasts gently. I looked up at her face to confirm if she was really interested in sleeping with me, and when she smiled at me, I became bolder and more confident. I grabbed both of her breasts with my hands, squeezing and pinching her nipples.

She touched the front of my pants, feeling the large bulge hidden behind it. She ran her hands over it, extracting a moan from me, I pushed her gently to lie back down on the bed. I loosened my belt but didn't pull down my pants. I placed my hands on both sides of her head and brought my lips down to her nipples, licking, biting, and sucking.

She moaned deeply, I could tell that her juices were already overflowing out of the need to feel me inside of her. I took my time on each nipple, and one of my hands trailed down her body to her exposed flesh, I moaned when I felt how wet she was. I pulled my lips away from her nipple and traced kisses down to her wetness. I inhaled her scent, she gasped when my tongue slid over her flesh.

She gripped my hair as my hand flew back up to grab her breast, she bucked her waist to push herself closer to meet each thrust or swipe of my tongue. She threw her head back, moaning deeply and wrapping her legs around my head.

I stayed down there for a while, making her moan and when she was about to come, she pulled me upwards towards her,

"Not now." She whispered as I balanced my body in between her thighs. Her hands went into my pants as she pulled out my dick, she stroked it for a while before positioning it. I held her gaze as I eased myself into her, watching her lips part with ecstasy as moans slipped through her lips.

I kept stroking deeper inside of her for a while, I threw my head back as her fingers dug into my arms and her orgasm rocked her entire body, feeling her orgasm wash over her pushed me over the edge and I came too. I collapsed beside her on the bed afterward, the alcohol made me fall sound asleep after that.

The sunlight that filtered into the room woke me up the next morning. My head ached as my eyes fluttered open, and it became worse when the memories from last night returned. I looked beside me but she wasn't there, I staggered out of bed and checked everywhere in the room but she was gone. I felt relieved that she didn't make a big deal out of a mistake.