BRITNEY ASTON
Within the span of barely 24 hours, I’d gone through a series of emotions. It had been a roller coaster, ranging from happiness, sadness, lust, despair, anger, frustration, hope, intrigue- the list could go on. But not even a single one of them could match up to the emotions that suddenly overwhelmed me as I stared at the good looking stranger from the club introduce himself as my step brother. “Why are you two silent?” My mum asked, effortlessly clueless. “Britney, say something. Aw, are you shy? Travis, say hi to your new sister.” She kept on talking to us like we were kids who were incapable of making up words ourselves. We probably were because at that moment, I couldn’t come up with a single word even if I tried. I was horrified, to say the least, memories I’d uselessly tried to get rid of resurfacing in the worst possible manner. I couldn’t get it out of my head. Especially not when the main character of all my dirty thoughts was only a few inches away from me. Travis on the other hand, had a blank expression on his face. For a second, he seemed taken aback by the wicked coincidence but the moment it set in, his blank expression returned to his face. If anything, he looked genuinely uninterested in everything going on when I just wanted to be smacked and told it was all nothing but a bad, wild, dream.“Are we going to have dinner or not?” I almost hiccuped as he spoke up, his voice having the same effect on me as it did the last time he was close to me. Goosebumps immediately flooded my skin and in an attempt to cover it up, I wrapped my arms around my body. My actions birthed a quick smirk on his face, followed by him walking over to one of the empty seats on the dining to get comfortable. I couldn’t immediately do the same though, taking my time to process my new wicked reality. “Please excuse Travis,” Jack appeared behind me to say, causing me to almost jump. “It’s not about you. He’s just naturally a cold person.” “Oh,” I swallowed. “Oh. Okay.” If only he knew. If only. “Alright, get seated,” my mum spoke up again, ushering me to an empty seat. “I hope you’re all hungry. I made pasta.” Under normal circumstances, I’d cringe at the fact that my mum normally wasn’t that much of a cook but at the moment, I had more pressing issues to deal with- like the fact that I’d slept with my stepbrother. “You know I can never say no to your cooking,” Jack replied affectionately as he grabbed his cutlery. “Please fill up my plate and you trust I’ll be devouring every bit.” “Oh, Jack,” my mum giggled. “You’re so flattering.” “I’m not,” he replied. “I’m just being honest. You cooking for me- it’s amazing. I’ve always loved the feeling of being cooked for by someone I love. You know it just makes me-“ “Oh, please, drop the romantic man act.” Silence immediately filled the air, heads turning in Travis’ direction as he interrupted his dad with a scoff. “Travis, what do you-“ “I don’t care if you want to act like who you’re not and make her completely fall for it,” he continued, cutting his dad off again. “But please, don’t do it when I’m around. I’m here at this table to eat, not to puke and your hypocrisy right now is making me really nauseous.” Again, silence filled the air but this time it was accompanied by a tension so thick it threatened to suffocate even me. Fingers gripped cutleries anxiously, no one other than Travis daring to take another bite of their meals. “Travis,” Jack finally spoke up, his voice suddenly stern. “I asked you to move in and join us on this table so we could have a normal dinner as a normal family-“ “That we aren’t,” he cut him off again, this time slamming his cutlery on the table. “We aren’t a normal family. You and I are barely a normal family and your great idea of getting things better was by bringing in new random people? What is this? Do you think “the more the merrier” is a concept that applies to people like us too?” “Travis!” Jack yelled, his patience visibly tested. “I would not tolerate this type of behavior from you. Not in the presence of your step mother and sister. You should apologize to them this instant!” “I have a better idea,” he rose to his feet, making noise with his chair as he pushed it away. “I should have just stayed in the U.S.” “Travis!” With a final hiss targeted at his dad, he tossed the napkins in his way and stormed out of the living room, heading straight upstairs. “Jack, dear.” The aura around the table immediately changed and more than anything, I suddenly wished I remained in my room and went to bed hungry. My appetite had suddenly travelled far away and I didn’t need to be told it wasn’t just me that felt that way. “Britney, I’m sorry,” after a couple deep breaths, Jack finally said to me. “Travis- he- it’s all my fault. He’s spoilt and it’s all my fault and I’m so sorry he ruined the night. Please forgive me and please excuse me.” He didn’t wait for a response from me before getting up to leave the dining. With me obviously being a minor character in the dramatic showdown between the father and son, my mum also rose to her feet and quickly rushed towards Jack, making consoling sounds as she did. Left with nothing else to do, I followed the pattern and only rose to my feet to head back to my room. From the movements, I could tell my mum and Jack were somewhere on the ground floor while Travis was somewhere upstairs, in his room. I swallowed, the mere thought crossing my mind. It was all strange and happening rather quickly. I needed some sort of guidance. Something, anything, to not make me lose my mind. With slow steps, I walked up the stairs leading to my room. But I wasn’t heading to my room. I couldn’t head to my room. At least, not yet. Not with the raging anxiety in me. There was no way I would get a second of rest knowing Travis was in the same house after what happened between us. I needed to at least speak to him. Get to know things from his point of view without our parents in sight. All it took was a wild guess for me to figure out the room that belonged to Travis. Much to my horror, it just had to be the room directly next to mine. Standing right in front of the door, I felt my heartbeat pounding all over again, almost like it was about to rip out of my chest. I was nervous and I had every reason to be. I wasn’t ready to face him but I knew I had to be regardless. “Breathe, Britney,” I muttered to myself. “You didn’t sleep with your step brother. You only slept with a guy that ended up being your step brother.” It took about a dozen nods and more words of reassurance and finally, I placed a knock on the door. No response. Pushing my luck, I knocked one more time. Still no response. With a deep exhale, I knocked again, deciding to call out to him this time. “Travis? Are you in?” It was almost like he was waiting to hear my voice before opening as almost immediately, the door was swung open to reveal no one but my step brother. “What are you doing here?” “Um, hi,” I hiccuped. He checked me out from head to toe and I did the same, my eyes lingering around his body for longer. He was shirtless and without our parents around, I could finally look at him as much as I wanted. Dressed in nothing but shorts, he was almost naked, water dripping from every inch of his body. He was clearly coming from the shower as even his dirty blonde hair was wet, wet strands hanging loosely around face. I swallowed, my eyes trailing from his face to his neck and then his arms. With one arm rested on the frame of the door, the other tugging at the band of his shorts, his veins were on full display. Skillfully, I managed to stare at his and too, in general awe of how gorgeous he looked standing in front of me. I could swear time froze as I continued to stare at every inch of his body, taking in his features almost like I was scared it was going to be the last time. I swallowed, bit my lip, visibly salivated and just as I was about to subconsciously move close towards him, was pulled right back to my senses. “You didn’t come here to stare at my body, did you?” “What?” I almost choked on my saliva, immediately adjusting my posture. “What? No- I-“ “Then what are you doing here?” “I-“ I scratched the back of my neck then looked around me. “Um, I wanted to talk to you. Actually, we need to talk. Can I come in?” He shrugged in response, leading the way in. With a deep exhale, i followed him and walked in, gently closing the door behind me. “So what’s this about?” He asked me, walking around his room to disconnect his phone from the charger and then project his entire attention to it. “Um, I wanted to talk to you.” “You said that already,” he barely spared me a glance. “What do you want to talk about?” Taken aback by his calm behavior in great contrast to mine, I took another deep exhale before speaking up again. “Us. You and I- you know- you know what I’m talking about.” He finally looked up from his phone and immediately arched an eyebrow at me. “What?” “You know what I’m talking about!” I almost raised my voice. “Don’t you remember? Why are you acting so clueless? We’ve met once. The other night, you know- we- I mean, we-“ “Oh, you mean the night we fucked?” My cheeks immediately turned bright red, taking aback by his bluntness. As much as I wanted to deny it, it was quite plainly true. “Well, yeah,” I finally looked away from him. “Yesterday night.” “So what about it?” It was my turn to arch an eyebrow at him. “What do you mean what about it?” Serving me a confused stare, he dropped his phone on the bed and walked up towards me. “Wait, why are you here?” “Because,” I started but the moment he took a step towards me, watched all the words disappear from my brain. “Because we- it happened between us- what happened between us that night- aren’t you bothered by it?” “And why should I?” “Probably because we’re now step siblings?” “Oh please,” he rolled his eyes and let out a scoff. “It was just a one night stand. I was bored, you were horny. I was down for it and so were you.” “What?” “We didn’t care about our backgrounds when it happened so why are you suddenly bothered?” He continued. “It was just a one night stand and that’s all. You were just another girl and we fucked and ended it that night. So what’s the big deal?” I blinked and took a double take. He couldn’t be serious. There was no way he was that cool over the fact that we once slept together and now had to be siblings. “Travis-“ “Or,” he suddenly cut me off, immediately resuming his steps towards me. “Are you here for another reason?” “What?” I could feel my brain turn into jelly as he moved closer towards me. I tried to walk away but for some reason I was frozen in my tracks, my feet refusing to move a single inch. He was coming closer, his intoxicating scent immediately approaching me. Feeling my toes curl as fresh shivers ran down my spine, I shut my eyes, only to open them and immediately meet him right next to me, barely any distance between us. “Are you here-“ He spoke up, leaning close to me so I could literally feel his breath against my skin as he spoke. “Are you here because you don’t want it to end as a one night stand?” His breath hit my neck, my eyes immediately going shut as my body exploded with emotions. Fighting it, I tried to open my eyes and then push him away or finally keep my distance from him. But instead, he leaned even closer to me and whispered into my ears. “Do you want me to fuck you again?”BRITNEY ASTON “What?!” I could have sworn I yelled, my already flushed cheeks getting even more colour. Red as a tomato, I immediately pushed him away from me, bewildered and flustered to the core. “What the hell are you talking about?!” I almost couldn’t believe him, my entire body reaction serving as more than enough proof. What was he thinking? How could he even manage to birth such thoughts? In contrast to me, he simply let out a chuckle, taking a step backwards to regain composure after I abruptly shoved him away. I could tell he was amused, the corner of his lips curling into a smirk as he made his way back to his bed. How did I not notice how annoying he was the night we first met?! “Nothing like that would happen between us again!” I had to say, watching him begin to focus on his phone once again. “Do you get it? I didn’t come here to ask you to- No. I only came here to tell you what happened between us was nothing but a mistake. A one night mistake. One that’s never g
BRITNEY ASTON Though I hated to admit it, my mum was right. Remaining locked up in my room simply because I didn’t want to run into Travis was becoming very suffocating. Especially when I knew well enough I was going to eventually run into him whether I wanted to or not. So after spending a couple more hours in my room without doing anything, I eventually pulled myself out of bed, got freshened up and decided to head out. My mum was nice enough to spam my messages with nearby places I could visit. Malls, restaurants, the bus route to take- it was all she flooded my phone with and honestly, I was glad. Dressed in a casual jeans and crop top, I stepped out of the house and in no time, found myself not as lost as I was on my first day. My mum’s direction proved to be really helpful in navigating the city and helping me get familiar with the popular landmarks and destinations she had in mind. Truly, London was a beautiful place to be. There were tons of places to explore and tons
TRAVIS LEWIS My phone vibrated, immediately followed by a hiss escaping my lips. The vibration was signaling a text. A text from my father. VC: Come to my office. I need to talk to you. There were various perks of having my father has the vice chancellor and honestly, I hated it all. Though I loved being popular, I hated the extra popularity being associated with him brought. Simply put, I hated being associated with him. He was my father and was nothing more than that. He was simply the man that slept with my mum, got her pregnant and for some reason unknown to me, the man she decided to get married to. Ever since I was little, we never shared a normal relationship. We never had a reason to be close to each other, not even when my mum died, and quite frankly, I’d gotten used to it. More than used to it in fact, making his new attempts at trying to suddenly be more than just the man partially responsible for my existence nothing but irritating to me. “What is it?” My closest f
BRITNEY ASTON The weekend went by slowly. Rather slowly. It was finally Monday and I was expected to finally resume college as planned but I didn’t feel even the tad bit excited. Instead I felt a whirlwind of emotions, confusion and anxiety topping the list. I’d spent the past two days in the house, alone. Though my mum and Jack were home, occasionally calling me out of my room for breakfast and dinner, it didn’t count- the house still felt empty. And it was all thanks to Travis’ absence. Considering the fact that I desperately wanted to stay away from him, it was supposed to be a good thing. But strangely, his absence didn’t feel good. Not in the way I expected. Instead of relishing over the fact that I finally had moments to gather my thoughts, I spent my time wondering where he could be and why he just wasn’t showing up at home. Given his reputation, I wondered if he was spending his weekend with different girls, sleeping around and being as shameless as possible. For some
BRITNEY ASTON I watched Travis drive away, a wave of confusion washing over me. It could swear I was confident the feeling of confusion wasn’t going to last. After all, I was finally at school and was naturally supposed to find something else to catch my interest. But that didn’t happen. At least, not immediately. With the brochure in my hand, I managed to navigate my way around my faculty in hopes of finding the classroom lectures were supposed to hold. However, it was quickly proving to be harder than I expected, as an unsettling feeling began to linger around me. It felt strange and completely bizarre but I was confident it was happening. For some reason unknown to me, i could feel eyes on me as I took my every step. It was almost like I was the new topic of fascination for everyone I walked past. Slowly, it grew past the eyes and turned into whispers, fingers slowly pointing in my direction as I moved. “What is going on?” I muttered to myself, wondering why everyone had su
TRAVIS LEWIS. If there was one thing I was slowly bringing myself to accept, it was the fact that I couldn’t completely wrap my head around the type of person Britney was. One minute she’s acting like she didn’t care about me and I could swear I felt the same and the other, she’s acting all bothered about me and in return, leaving me equally bothered about her. Maybe it wasn’t necessarily ‘bother’. Maybe it was more of intrigue. More of me wondering what type of person she was. How she could wrap her head around the whole scenario of her mum getting married again and be so cool with it. How she could manage to stay in the same room with my father and not notice he was basically sheep in wolf clothing. Or maybe, it was something more about her I considered fascinating. But whatever it was, it was intoxicating and extremely disturbing. Staring at the empty wine bottle in front of me, I clicked my tongue and contemplated fetching another one. After all, it was all I could think of
BRITNEY ASTON “What?” I stared at the phone in my hands, unsure of where my confusion was majorly stemming from. The fact that he gave me his number voluntarily or the fact that he was offering to drive me around whenever I needed him to. Lucas’ words rang in my head, fueling my confusion even more. What exactly was goin on his head? And just why was he willing to drive me when apparently driving girls around wasn’t his thing? “Why are you giving me your number?” I couldn’t help but ask. “I thought you-“ “You can delete if you want to,” he tried to reach for the phone having me immediately flinch. “Your choice.” “Whatever,” I rolled my eyes, shoving the phone into my pocket to prevent him from trying to snatch it from me again. Though I was still confused on why he gave me his number, I was going to get the answers to my question without necessarily losing the number. “I thought so too,” he smirked then turned away to leave. “You’re welcome.” “What? I’m not-“ Before I cou
BRITNEY ASTON “No!” Heads immediately turned in my direction, confusion spread all over their faces. I couldn’t blame them though, it was only natural my mum and step dad reacted that way at my response to a simple question- if I’d like Travis to drive me to school, again. “No, I mean, no it’s okay,” I rephrased, trying to make the situation less awkward than it already was. “He doesn’t have to. I can manage myself. Thank you.” From the corner of my eye, I could catch him smirking in amusement. Of course it was easy for him to just stand back and be amused at my misery. “Are you sure honey?” My mum asked like I wasn’t clear enough. “You’re both headed to the same place anyways and I don’t think Travis has a problem with dropping you off.” She was right. We were both headed to the same place and though he indeed probably had no problem with dropping me off, I wasn’t willing to sit in his car again.I was more than willing to walk all the way to school if I needed to as long as i
EPILOGUE “Britney, you’re going to be late for school!” Rosaline’s words pierced through the thin walls of the house, accompanied with Jack’s laughter as he scooped his breakfast into his plate, glancing at the empty seats that were supposed to be occupied by Travis and Britney. After a long summer break, it was finally time for Britney and Travis to return to school. The morning was unusually chaotic with Rosaline screaming at Britney over and over, travis parading the house in search of one thing or the other and the he and his wife, seated on the dining, impatiently waiting for their children to grace the table with their presence. A whole lot had changed during the last couple of weeks and jack dared to say, it was the best change that had ever happened in his life. “Hey, Rosaline,” Travis finally arrived, his eyebrows raised as he greeted rosaline in his familiar manner. “Dad. Good morning.” “Morning, sweetie,” Rosaline spoke up before anyone else could. “You’re here a
TRAVIS LEWIS I was skeptical, watching Britney leave with her mum. Especially after she announced my father’s wishes to talk to me privately. A part of me wanted to walk out of the living room but I had to quench it, reminding myself I’d promised to talk to him. I needed to have that conversation with him. For myself. For Britney. For all of us. With Brittney and her mum out of the living room, it suddenly felt more quiet than ever, neither my dad nor I making a sound. We simply remained in our position,allowing the silence stretch further between us until it got to a point I just couldn’t take it anymore. “You said you wanted to talk to me?” I had to break the silence. “About?” “A lot?” He looked up at me. “We both know we have a lot to talk about.” I shrugged in response and he took it as a cue to continue. “At least, take a seat would you. Your feet must hurt after sitting in the plane for so long.” “You knew where I was?” I stared at him suspiciously. “Is that a qu
BRITNEY ASTON Travis and I woke up the following morning and with a few kisses and more words of reassurances to each other, we checked out and began our ride to the airport. We didn’t say much during the drive to the airport but The silence wasn’t uncomfortable at the same time it- was heavy with the weight of everything unsaid, everything we had been through. I leaned into his shoulder, closing my eyes briefly as I let the hum of the city fade into the background. My thoughts kept circling back to what lay ahead—to the confrontation waiting for us in London, to the parents we had left behind, and to the uncertain future that now stretched before us. At the airport, the check-in process went by in a blur. Travis stayed close, his presence a great help as we navigated through the crowds and security checks. The boarding process was swift, and before I knew it, we were seated on the plane, the engines roaring to life as the city of New Jersey receded beneath us. The flight was l
BRITNEY ASTON “Do you really have to return already?” Jane sat cross-legged on the couch, pouting like a child, her lower lip jutting out as she whined dramatically. We had arrived at her place and immediately told her about our plans to leave for London the following day and she clearly wasn’t as thrilled. “I can’t believe you’re leaving me so soon!” she complained, her voice filled with a mix of playful annoyance and genuine sadness. “You just got here, Brit. Are you really going to run back to London already?” I chuckled softly, reaching out to give her hand a comforting squeeze. “I’m not running back,” I laughed, even though I knew it was a little bit of a lie. “Im just going back. You know the way things have been. The reason I came here in the first place. And now, things have changed and Travis and I need to figure out what’s next for us. I can’t keep hiding out here forever.” “I’m not asking you hide here forever!” She huffed. “I’m just saying you should at least s
BRITNEY ASTON The morning sunlight filtered softly through the sheer curtains, casting a warm, golden hue across the room. I stirred, feeling the weight of Travis’s arm draped protectively over my waist, his steady breath tickling the nape of my neck. For a moment, I just laid there, feeling the gentle rise and fall of his chest against my back, savoring the peace that came with waking up beside him. It had been so long since I’d felt this way—safe, cherished, utterly content. My lips curled into a smile as I nestled deeper into his embrace, every fiber of my being grateful for the chance to feel his warmth again. It felt like a dream, one that I was terrified of waking up from, but the steady beat of his heart against my skin reminded me that this was real. He was real, and he was here with me. Memories of the previous night flooded my mind, and I found myself blushing at the vivid recollections. We had barely made it through the door before our lips had crashed together, mon
BRITNEY ASTON The door to the hotel room was slammed shut, our fiery passion immediately ignited all over again. Our lips returned to each other’s like it had been more than an hour since they were last in contact. The kiss was deeper than ever, our passion and excitement over the roof. “I’ve missed you.” Our eyes locked, a silent understanding passing between us before we surged forward, lips crashing together again in a desperate, heated kiss. My fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him closer as hie hands roamed my back, gripping the fabric of my shirt like he hadn’t skillfully gotten rid of it just an hour ago. The kiss was frantic, filled with the urgency of all the unsaid words, the unspent passion that had been building between us for far too long. We stumbled backward, our lips never parting, until I felt the edge of the bed pressing against my legs. With a quick motion, he lifted me off my feet and laid me down gently on the bed, his body immediately hovering ove
BRITNEY ASTON "Travis?" The word barely escaped my lips, a breathless whisper that seemed to echo in the stillness of the room. For a moment, time itself seemed to freeze. I stood there, rooted to the spot, staring at the figure before me as if he were a mirage, something conjured by my desperate, aching heart. My chest tightened, every beat of my heart pounding like a drum against my ribcage, trying to escape. It was him. It was really him. The Travis I had left behind, the Travis I had tried so hard to distance myself from, was now standing right in front of me. His expression mirrored mine, eyes wide with shock, as if he too couldn’t believe what he was seeing. He looked different, a little more worn, like he had been through his own personal storm, and yet, he was still the Travis I knew—the Travis I loved. "Britney," he breathed out, his voice hoarse, as if the very act of saying my name had stolen the breath from his lungs. “Brit.” My mouth opened, but the words refus
TRAVIS LEWIS Thomas blinked at me, confusion written all over his face. His expression wavered- from that of hopelessness, confusion, worry and once again, hopelessness. He looked genuinely confused but I had to be even more confused. Why wasn't Britney at his place? She was definitely at new jersey, right? If that was the case then where in the world could she be? "Britney, isn't with you?" he broke into my thoughts to ask. "But Richard said" "I wanted to see you. Alone. Britney wasn't with me." "Oh," | watched his face fall as the realization hit him. "Oh. Oh, that's what happened." "Forgive my manners, do you want to come in?" he quickly added. "I was just really excited to meet you. That's why I um was waiting outside. But um, you can come in if you don't mind. You came from London, right? I could whip you a nice cup of tea real quick." Normally, I would have rejected his offer as the last thing I wanted and needed was a cup of tea. But he was Britney's father and if a cup
TRAVIS LEWIS One minute, I was at Lucas’, trying to figure out where Britney could be and the other, I was hurriedly packing my bags after booking the most impromptu next flight to New Jersey. Lucas was right. All it took was a couple of deep breaths and calm thinking for me to figure out where she was going to be. Considering everything going on, it only made sense that she felt like the problem- she was probably blaming herself for being the reason her mum would be unable to have another normal family, blaming herself for being one of the major reasons I was never going to be on better terms with my dad, blaming her presence for being the reason things got so complicated. And with all of that, it only felt right for her to return to New Jersey, probably convinced things were going to miraculously get better that way. But they weren’t. Not like that. And especially not when I was on my way to New Jersey to find her. To hold her. And to never let her go. I arrived at the airpo