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I’m A Pain in the Ass
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2020-05-10 08:11:54XANDRY
Cursing under my breath, I saw how the time slowly moving by on the wall clock. These past nine weeks of my life I’d been to heaven and hell. Hell as I drowned myself with work when Blaine had friend-zoned me. The pain seared through my heart was hard to ignore. And heaven— we still talked, but I was a greedy asshole. It wasn’t enough. And I still missed her terribly.
Thankfully, Sunshine and the baby were healthy. Last week, she asked me to watch an erotic movie with her. It wasn’t new to me, but the hardest part was watching the egotistic jerk male lead fucking a woman by his own terms. It made me think of being balls deep with Blaine and my aching attention-seeker of a cock hardened like a rock before the scene got to the best part. My body was buzzing with the desire to taste Blaine, to be between her legs, and to be buried deep in her sweetness. The heat of lust spiked through
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