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After the conversation I had with Victoria, I left her room and I cannot believe from every angle. I legit have nobody on the better side of the coin.

Like there's literally no one who is actually taking my side in everything I do. I'm just falling and failing. It is quite a deep impact and I do not see peace coming, but I'm not going to wrestle with anybody or hate anyone for not having my side.

It's a game of sides choosing to belong on the safer bet. I'm not going to bring Dane here. I'm not going to blame Victoria. I'm not going to do anything that makes her feel as if she's making or anyone is making a mistake by choosing so not viewing my side.

In fact, what I'm going to do is train myself accurately. I'm going to do everything in my power, everything in my conscious to build myself into better capability.

I'm not going to stop until I get to that aspect. I enter into the temple wherever it is already waiting for me she can see the look on my face. But I wonder if she would