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50. Memories Locked Away
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Myra
In the times when I was dangling between conscious and unconscious, I dreamed of him. I saw his face in the haze, beckoning me to come to him. My mind conjures up scenarios where he is there with me. I have no strength to hate anyone anymore. Every energy has been sapped out of me. Sometimes when no one is there in my room, I open my eyes which takes immense strength, everything hurts and the only thing I can do is cry. Silent tears roll down my cheeks because weeping and sobbing isn’t an option anymore.
I bet he is doing good. Maybe he has moved on to someone new. He didn’t care then, why would he care now. But in my mind, we are happy. I see myself living in peace and happiness, something which I did not get in reality.
I heard Andrew and Alexandra discuss my condition in my pr
jobless.dreamerIn my mind, I call Alexandra as Alexa :P Anyway, I promise our main couple will meet soon.
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